original description:
"This is the face of apathy/the face of several trillion dollars we never got/the face of Jeff Bezos, Mark Zuckerberg, Elon Musk, and Bill Gates.
This music is not that."
originally released on 7FORM 2021.01.20
7form.bandcamp.com/album/way-too-often
re-released on this page 2024.10.20
honestly dawg this is the real beginning of my (full-length album) discography because you need to understand that aftercare and daughter of sappho / recovery (dos/r) were both stupid fucking early-career flukes that plagued me mentally for years and years because people perceived me too damn much and projected their own lives onto an album i unwisely dedicated to the honor of a relationship which was, as high-school romances always are, destined to only last like three months before dramatically fizzling out into a series of fallings-out and long-term grudges blossoming like a rafflesia out of a shared unhappiness, and i hate when my music is seen as unequivocally, universally "eternal" and "important" because, as exemplified by THIS release (which is at least honest about being ableton tech demos for a buncha bullshit), it's just shit that i make so that i can feel nice and get my ideas out there. it makes me question why i even put my music out to the world sometimes when everyone is so singlehandedly obsessed with an album i made nearly four years ago now, but i'll keep doing it because i'm used to it i guess. a suitable replacement for aftercare and dos/r would be my 2021 release "reunion," which everyone seems to have seemed the point of because - if i may demystify - it's a statement on the horrible impact the reception of those albums had on me over time even if it was "small" in the grand scheme of things, how it fucked with my head and drove me to do increasingly vile things to myself, but if you don't care, i won't either because i'm fine with aftercare and dos/r *existing* but i have made the decision not to *host* them anymore because they make me sad. i am mentally ill. enjoy yourselves.
released January 20, 2021