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1. |
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00:13
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Fuck ya'll looking at?
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2. |
THREE HEADS*
02:51
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1 headed
2 headed
3 headed
Monster
3 headed
2 headed
1 headed
Monster
1 headed
2 headed
3 headed
Monster
3 headed
2 headed
1 headed
Monster
I’m riding up uptown
Head down
Heart full
Hooded up
Fake smile
Zombie proof
No killing me I aint stu stu Stutter
No enemy
Pardon I pop pop pop
My collar
My energy headless
And I lose ahead every night
I grow a new smile
Lay my body on ice
And I
know my bad luck
my heads grow faster
Get cut right after it's magic
1 headed
2 headed
3 headed
Monster
3 headed
2 headed
1 headed
Monster
1 headed
2 headed
3 headed
Monster
3 headed
2 headed
1 headed
Monster
I'm riding till sundown
sunset no fun now
Up now out the tomb two
head chopped I'm one now
Screwed up Neck holes
no nooses
What's a Pitchfork to a shooter
What's a villager to a monster
to a flame torch
to a Judas
You go have to fight me
Arms open catching lightning
you've been acting' angel like a Pisces
God like isn't likely
You've been evil since people been people
You gon burn in hell
You gon burn in hell
you gon burn in hell
Evil be evil
Since people be people
People be evil be evil
1 headed
2 headed
3 headed
Monster
3 headed
2 headed
1 headed
Monster
1 headed
2 headed
3 headed
Monster
3 headed
2 headed
1 headed
Monster
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3. |
GLORY*
03:14
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Ex girlfriend thinks that I'm fucked up
I am
Mom thinks that I keep a gun tucked
Yes mam
My best friend thinks that I'm off one
My dad thinks I don't care to call him
My old friends think that I've lost my head
Oh My God
Shut the fuck up
Its like all my life ive been a
Fuck up
Who do you really think you are
Im so fucked up I can barely stand straight
Im bout it bout it ima laugh until my last day
Im so fucked up I can barely stand straight
Im bout it bout it ima laugh until my last day
Young bull might be crazy
Young bull might be shady
Young bull young bull young bull
Might fade away
Young bull might kill a matador
Im not crazy
Hallelujah
Tell my momma
Iont need no shooter
I ain't missing not a shot huh
Thank a lot huh
Blocka blocka
Pull my body out the devil locker like ...
Im so fucked up I can barely stand straight
Im bout it bout it ima laugh until my last day
Im so fucked up I can barely stand straight
Im bout it bout it ima laugh until my last day
Young bull might be crazy
Young bull might be shady
Young bull might fade away
Young bull might kill a matador
Young bull might be crazy
Young bull might be shady
Young bull might be crazy
Young bull might kill a matador
Im so fucked up I can barely stand straight
Im bout it bout it ima laugh until my last day
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4. |
KIDS EAT PILLS*
02:31
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I hope my smile makes you feel the way inside
I hope my stare doesn't scare your child
I wish we all could live a wonderful life
I dream a dream that lives a dream
That be a dream that lives a nightmare
Nah nah
Don't live on elm street can
On the back of my bicycle
Neighbors wave hundred miles in a shady place
I'ma run away
Backpack full of nothing I need
full sprint Im escaping a dream
Backpack full of nothing I need
full sprint Im escaping a dream
escaping a dream
escaping a dream
escaping a dream
As I steady my aim
And my head in the hay
my nose full of dust
And I smoke when I dance
And I steady my car getting ready to jump
Its 200 a show thats a whole lot of lumps
Thats a million a month
Put it all in a bus
I been stuck in a loop
Golds shine in the fronts
I got off of them drugs
Then back of them drugs
This time its perception
This shit making me sleepy
This shit fuck with my mental
They like what are you into
A couple of benzos
Nodding off ive been lost as my senses
Woke up it was dark as my vision
I'm living a
Nightmare
Dream on me
Half you niggas can't be around me
Dont lean on me
Shoot your shot but don't bleed on me
Im sleep
Z's on me
Look parlay don't let me OD
No cap
If im sleep
This nigga not counting
Sheep
I'm black
I wish we all could live a wonderful life
I dream a dream that lives a dream
That be a dream that lives a nightmare
Escaping a dream
Dreams a dream that be a dream
That lives a nightmare
Escaping a dream
Dreams a dream that be a dream
That lives a nightmare
Escaping a dream
Dreams a dream that be a dream
That lives a nightmare
Escaping a dream
Dreams a dream that be a dream
That lives a nightmare
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There was a man in my attic
I hit the ceiling with the broom because I've had it
There was a man in my attic
I hit the ceiling with the broom cause
I've had it cause ive had it up to here
Half my body is hanging out the window
Teeth all gold taste blood when the wind blow
Tell me the truth
Are you scared
Of whats upstairs
I notice you
You want hell Ill
Show you hell
Im under
Who that
be upstairs
Taunting me
every step I swear
Who that
be upstairs
Taunting me
every step I swear
Who that be downstairs
Haunting me
Playing with my fears
Who that be downstairs
Haunting me
Playing with my fears
Every step I swear
Playing with my fears
This little light of mine
I can make it go boom any second
While I'm still alive
Stomping in my room
Make the devil
Wish it was a sunday
Son if sun
sin of sin
Sinister citizen
Halo with a sword
Split tongue stomp
All on the floor im
Upstairs
If you want it you can come and get it im
Down stairs
If you want it you can come and get it im
Down stairs
If you want it you can come and get it im
Down stairs
Stomp stomp stomp
Stomp stomp stomp
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6. |
BAD FRUIT*
03:26
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Im just a little volcano in the nighttime
I can see the world burn under my fingertips
Im just an apple
Ill fall when I turn ripe
Hit the floor hard
I was never picked
Im just a little tornado
In the sunshine
Click your heels
Run on golden bricks
I'm just a little moon
Running from the sunrise
Make the waves crash
Hide behind my only friend
I read every sign on some real shit
But I still trip
Over every line
On some real shit
It took a long time for me just to feel this
Working overtime
Faking like Im fine showing
Diligence
Acting like you hard but you still a bitch
Messing with my mind what the pills did
Niggas press my line hit the kill switch
Niggas die in the summertime
But I never trip
It wasn't one of mine
I'm heaven sent
In my mother's eyes
Everything I did
Kind of undefined
Real deal real spill
Falling off the vine
And I was a little kid living off of Vine
And Sunset some said it was my time
I ain't done yet
Im a little volcano
Give me space
With my hand out the window
Ride the wave
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7. |
0-HEROES*
02:33
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Oh I
this can be the day that you soar
This can be your body on the floor
Oh I know I
Hide behind the door
Screaming at the ceiling you can feel the whole world
this can be the day that you soar
This can the clouds at your door
Oh I know I
Leave behind the floor
Screaming at the ceiling you can feel the whole world
Right here right now standing on a cliff and there's no way down
Right here right now I can hear the breeze tell me throw myself
This the return of the sunlight
It gets hard to see nothing but the sunlight
I want to live in the sunlight
100 degrees under the breeze
I'ma die in the sunlight
Burning myself staring right at you
Aren't you just a little Cinderella slipper so fragile and special let me level with you
We came down from heaven then the devil get you
They break down the essence pluck the feathers from you
you can't fly
this can be the day that you soar
This can be your body on the floor
Oh I know I
Hide behind the door
Screaming at the ceiling you can feel the whole world
This can be the day you let go I
You can be the quarter for the poor I
You can be distortion in the world I
Oh I know I can
Oh I know I can
Oh I know I can
Oh I know I can
Oh I know I can
I know I can
Oh I know I can
Oh I know I can
This the return of the sunlight
It gets hard to see nothing but the sunlight
And I want to live in the sunlight
100 degrees under the breeze
I'ma die in the sunlight
Burning myself staring right at you
Burning myself staring right at you
This the return of the sunlight
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8. |
SCREW FACE*
03:51
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Funny how we all gonna die spider crawling out of my mouth little homey little web of lies
I can't keep a straight face little nothing little terrified
Momma I'm way too high
Momma I'm way too high
Momma im way too high
I can see my house from here
Clear eyes won't save me body out of body there's a body in my jeep
There's a cop in the mirror
There's a Glock in the seat there's a very slight chance I have a cup full of lean
Funny how we all gonna die spider crawling out of my mouth little homey little web of lies
I can't keep a straight face little nothing little terrified
Momma I'm way too high
Momma I'm way too high
Momma im way too high
I can see my house from here
Clear eyes won't save me body out of body there's a body in my jeep
There's a cop in the mirror
There's a Glock in the seat there's a very slight chance I have a cup full of lean
Lean drinking is very bad
Teen drinking is very bad
Teen smoking is very bad
You'll just be
you'll just end up
sitting in a coffin
Sitting in a coffin
Kind of funny how we all go and die everybody be so uptight bag of bones in a suit and tie in a hearse or an office I
I can't stand all these rich folks standing around me
Say
I can't stand all you cannibals
I can't stand all you self important people around me
Sick
You can die tomorrow I'll never know
I'm OK
off being around you
Off being around you
I'm OK
off being around you
Off being around you
Met a girl from the valley and her daddy was an actor born from a cripin my daddy was a factor
All up in the crib black forces on her mattress
All disrespected I was looking through the cabinets
I've been on demon time 25 eight
Lil boy menace karma come hundred ways
Little boy a demon and a villain and a synonym for a nigga who don't care if you gonna die
I'm OK
off being around you
Off being around you
I'm OK
off being around you
Off being around you
Now sitting in a coffin
Now I aint even tut
Now sitting in a coffin
Now sitting in a coffin
Now I aint even tut
Now sitting in a coffin
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Two-faced friends out my window
You should around
Half these people got it out for me
Lord knows if hard to make friends though
I should stick around
Nobody is worse than me
I can get messy
Life can get messy
Your Life is a movie
The Only one acting
I am not acting
I am the action
Flashing lights I might just die
Tonight if I don't calm down
Im full of shit just like you
Ha ha ha
Dumpster fire
Bitch im bullet proof
Ha ha ha
Anything you say about me
Can say about you
Ha ha ha
Boy don't play me
Put you on a tee-shirt
Put you where your knees hurt
Put you in a grave
We're all ants crawling up a hill
Try my best not to get stomped out
Greener grass not even real
Fake my death tupac myself
And I'm Suge Knight
With a big whip
Fuck around you gon get hit
Got a little switch with the hallow tip
Got a best friend that won't say shit
I can get messy
Life can get messy
Your Life is a movie
The Only one acting
I am not acting
I am the action
Flashing lights I might just die
Tonight if I don't calm down
Im full of shit just like you
Ha ha ha
Dumpster fire
Bitch im bullet proof
Ha ha ha
Anything you say about me
Can say about you
Ha ha ha
Boy don't play me
Put you on a tee-shirt
Put you where your knees hurt
Put you in a grave
Im full of shit just like you
Ha ha ha
Dumpster fire
Bitch im bullet proof
Ha ha ha
Anything you say about me
Can say about you
Ha ha ha
Boy don't play me
Put you on a tee-shirt
Put you where your knees hurt
Put you in a grave
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10. |
BLACK MICHAEL JACKSON*
02:51
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Some of my homey's they don't get involved
Some of my homey's got lean in they gut
Most of my homey's they've been on the block
Most of my homey's gonna stay on the block
When the sun comes down
When the sun comes down
When the sun comes down
the guns come out
The guns come out
We outside
Bitch it's up and it's fucking stuck
I can't hold my Niggas they get Buck in a Bentley truck
I got something for em if they look
none of my niggas shook
All of my niggas get it out the mud
Im a south side nigga
When im outside nigga
And we outside
And we outside
And we outside
And we outside
I'm a hide all of my fears all in a front
Ima put all of my opps in the same blunt
That's not loud that's body parts
Watch your head
Sitting outside
feeling all right and shit
Smoking all night
feeling all lights and shit
Aye
Fixing the vibe
fixing to fly the fuck away
Pushing the people aside
I'm pushing the people aside
Shit isn't foreign to me
four in the morning I'm geeked
Pour on the floor and I'm lean
I buy my momma Celine
She always worried about me
talking bout Jean go to sleep
Momma I'm living a dream
momma I'm living a dream
Ahh you
Take it all
It's been so long
I'm dead your gone
It's wrong I know
I'm mad at you
This is what I need I'll take it all
This is what I need I'll take it off
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11. |
HUH*
02:38
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Trying to lift the whole damn world on your shoulders
huh
Trying to lift the whole damn world on your shoulders
huh
Trying to lift the whole damn world on your shoulders
huh
Trying to lift the whole damn
Boy you fancy huh
walking around this motherfucker looking im next to God
When you Pussy niggas see me better have some passes now
Sassy huh
stupid boy don't test me huh
4.0 with a big 45
I'll lose my life before you pass me up
Trying to lift the whole damn world on your shoulders
huh
Trying to lift the whole damn world on your shoulders
huh
Trying to lift the whole damn world on your shoulders
huh
Holy shit hold my dick
while I dunk from the free throw line little boy be flying
jumping out the window asking where the kid go the other side of Heaven that's a glimmer of God
You ain't getting this close huh
You ain't limitless don't front
You ain't never grip the sun
you ain't never grabbed a star from the sky and put it in your eye
Trying to lift the whole damn world on your shoulders
huh
Trying to lift the whole damn world on your shoulders
huh
Trying to lift the whole damn world on your shoulders
huh
Heaven can be like this
Both of my wings been clipped
Holding my breath like
I'm on to the next life
Heaven can be like this
Both of my wings been clipped
Holding my breath like
I'm on to the next life
Heaven can be like this
Both of my wings been clipped
Holding my breath like
I'm on to the next life
Heaven can be like this
Both of my wings been clipped
Holding my breath like
I'm on to the next life
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12. |
SICK OF IT*
02:09
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Ima pull up
with a hoodie in my face
Big sweater double x's
Ducking case
My nigga
Don't cut me in the face
My homies throwing gang signs
Bad in my head
Ima hide because I can't be inside
Big bust down you the big blood now
Ima freak
Ima creep
Ima shit head clown
Keep a hood on my head
Walk like im dead
Walk like im cement
All black forces
Sick of it
On a cliff
Nose dive
Im the new black oblivion
Off the shit
Over it
Live and die with my motherfucking happiness
What about me
Im a little spec of nothing
I can promise
I can barely even breath
If you see me out in public you can come and get some love in HD
Keep a hood on my head
Walk like im dead
Walk like im cement
All black forces
Sick of it
On a cliff
Nose dive
Im the new black oblivion
Off the shit
Over it
Live and die with my motherfucking happiness
Sick of it
On a cliff
Nose dive
Im the new black oblivion
Off the shit
Over it
Live and die with my motherfucking happiness
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Push my head under water
See long it will hold
Way down in the deep end
Rinse the sins from the clothes
I like to think that im all in
I like to think that I'm there
I push my head under water
Just to come up for air
Pull up nobody panic
Why did you vanish
Hold up
Needed a hand and nobody had it
All of its golden
My body floating
Im still alive
My paddle is broken
Im out in the open
I'll never die
Always playing defense
See how long ill hold
Leave my eyes on the ceiling
The floor is covered in gold
Im on the fence and im rockin
To the side I call home
Im on the edge of my coffin
With a smile and some hope
I was
Drowning
Drowning
Drawing
In the open
No grip on the shore
Solid turn water
when you Hold it
Out your fist it pours
Pull up nobody panic
Why did you vanish
Hold up
Needed a hand and nobody had it
All of its golden
My body floating
Im still alive
My paddle is broken
Im out in the open
I'll never die
I'll never...
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Jean Dawson Los Angeles, California
The life and times of a boy exploring identity, intimacy and escapism.
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