The Rest of Your Life

by JLJR

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1.
My mind’s not right And I think that you’ve noticed But you didn’t want to start a fight But I’ve got to get it right this time Cause tonight I could be who I am For the rest of my life This time I’ve been pulling apart pieces of my mainframe I started going by a new name You want to know how bad it tastes You want to see yourself laid to waste You’re so scared that you don’t have what it takes I’m saying I’ve got faith Cause I’ve seen it before I believe that it’s in your eyes And I know what they told you But all they ever do is lie And tonight you could be who you are For the rest of your life
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Thumbtack 03:23
Thumbtack a ticket to the bedroom wall Rhumb line is spinning now until the fall “Come back tomorrow” yeah I bet you will Fun fact I never saw you laugh with him Lost my deposit when we moved you in Must have forgotten what a mess I’ve been Held back opinions cause it’s not my call Thumbtack your picture to the bedroom wall Sometimes you gotta hold your hat Quit lying and take off the mask I’m probably the worst at that Sorry bout the years that we can’t get back My fault You can spackle that Late fall Where’s your jacket at You’d call When I was skipping class Slow down you’re going fast Thumbtack a letter to the bedroom door Saw both your parents at the grocery store Why’s everybody think it’s not their fault Thumbtack your picture to the bedroom wall Sometimes you gotta hold your hat Quit lying and take off the mask I’m probably the worst at that Sorry bout the years that we can’t get back
3.
It’s that time of year again Up top make a plan to win You can go out west You can pound your chest You’re a badass, man You can be anything you want You can come back in three months Got it figured out And you’re moving out Well I think I’m done You got your accent back Car wheels on a culdesac If you go back home And you try that tone I’m gonna laugh at that It’s starting to grind me down That I never told you how I was onto you Yeah I always knew You would let me down Catch me up You’re not serious Play dumb one more time I’ll give you what you’re made of Fool me once I’m not acting tough I’ve got arms for eyes And now my mind is made up You won’t fool me twice I think it’s time you paid up It’s that time of year again Gray sky and a box of friends You can look me up You can see how much We could’ve been Receipt from the dollar store You’ve burned this bridge before That day you left I shook my head I slammed the door Catch me up You’re not serious Play dumb one more time I’ll give you what you’re made of Fool me once I’m not acting tough I’ve got arms for eyes And now my mind is made up You won’t fool me twice I think it’s time you paid up
4.
17 Miles 03:49
There’s no way I’m afraid Despite my efforts to replace No one in your shoes could take up that much space And by the way I’m okay I know you didn’t ask but I’ve been getting better every single day I’m gonna run like 17 miles today Just to see how my knees And my new shoes take it I could make it to the top Of the island I could get On the boat and take it back I could walk to metropolitan And pick up where we left it I could watch it fade to black With a note in my pocket To remind me where I’m at I could trip on something That I got from you Before you left I could weep in the grass I could try to forget I could weep or forget Guess I’m sleeping here instead Guess I’m living in my head How could we both forget There’s no way If you stay Despite your spirit and your flame No one in your shoes could make it all the way And I’m surprised But I’ll be kind I never meant to compromise I just wanted to know what that’s like It’s like- I’m gonna run like 17 miles today Just to see how my knees And my new shoes take it I could make it to the top Of the island I could get On the boat and take it back I could walk to where I kissed you In the trees in the park I should bury what I’m feeling In the dirt keep it dark I could sing it to some people That don’t know who you are Just as long as I remember I don’t want to forget I don’t want to forget I could weep or forget Guess I’m sleeping here instead Guess you’re living in my head How could we both forget
5.
Driving 03:36
I was driving back to Brooklyn and my eyes were getting tired I was thinking of the fear that I’ve been feeling all my life If I trace it to the root if I investigate the truth will there be meaning You can understand too much about yourself now, I believe That’s a handcuff to your past now can you take that off of me I would hate to see the footage in the future if the pattern is repeating Could I place my heart in your hands for the rest of my life just for safekeeping Do you feel like someone else When you read the words you wrote A letter to yourself When you think about the arguments You’ve won in your life Do you feel lonely I was driving back to Brooklyn And my eyes were getting tired I was thinking of the way I used to sing on Wednesday nights I would hate to see the footage But I’d pay to feel the power of those moments Could I place my heart in your hands For the rest of my life Could you hold it I was driving with my eyes closed Underneath the gun Listen to that record You played when I was young Spinning in infinity Angels in the architecture Angels in the outfield Lovers on the run Spinning and spitting Hallelujah I’m drunk Romans 8 true love True pain too young Looking over my shoulder Put it underneath your tongue Spinning in infinity Spinning out in the city Driving with my eyes closed Underneath the gun Spinning out in the city Spell it out if you miss me Driving with my eyes

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released May 13, 2025

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