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good luck charm
03:07
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every single little lie
kept it close to me like a talisman
have some hope for me
i don't want to be embarassed again
how's the little weight
kept inside your pocket?
how's the luck holding up?
and how's my road to giving up?
in every single little life
i'll live to tell you why
you haven't made mistakes that ruin your lifetime like me
making space under the bedframe to hide a sword, a shield,
a shoebox full of photos i hate
taking time to inspect the scarring on my ankles from the weights
does it get better from here?
it's just as bright but not any easier
do you still have the good luck charm i gave you?
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sophia
03:05
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"my priorities come first"
i don't understand a word you're saying
you wanna make the news
for "drunkest girl ever" or something
can't hold a conversation
checking your phone....
you turned your room inside out
right before you're moving
and told me to take all your things
blacking out one last time
right before your flight
it just feels so right
i'll do it too
i don't plan on waiting
it's all a game to you
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synchro
02:56
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weren't you the one that told me
"it's uphill from here"
off-season synchronized swimmer
i scrape my knees on the concrete
chlorinated clean, i'm sick from the fumes
when i'm bleaching your hair when something's wrong
i guess i bleached mine too back then
it's still left in my hair to this day
trips to your house always took an hour
i did it every day
i know the detours it takes
i've done it a hundred times by now
haven't worn a swimsuit since the last time i drowned
i'll stay inside while you sneak in
i missed every cue i had the chance to take
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moping
01:53
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take another
"hey what's your number?"
i closed the door
so fucked up.... i got scared
when's the moping gonna end?
when's the moping gonna end for me?
when's the moping gonna end?
when's the moping gonna end for me?
drink til i'm yelling
yell til my voice is gone
gone til i can't come back
back into moping again
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champion
03:49
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(are you bored of me yet?
i can't keep your attention
i'm no fun, stop pretending
take me home)
broke down
you wouldn't start the car, would you?
not surprised you dont wanna get me home, it's dark
lonely is the room in your heart
roomy is the time that you have
i'm the one who called, said "i'm bored of myself"
i cried and cried again
every time it crossed my mind
you begged me to keep it together for once
some things just don't work out, please understand me
i'm not an easy weight to pull, you're not a champion
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the sword
04:07
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turn it around for me
i don't want to try any longer
tell me i'm the one who has to bear
bleeding once a lifetime, i'm not scared
i just don't think it's me
doubt is the sword i pull from the stone
hide it under my pillow so you don't think i'm cruel
making amends or just leaving a mess on your table
we both have something to hide now
if you say you're so strong, could you show me?
and if you say you're so hurt, could you tell me?
you wouldn't budge
i wouldn't cry
you wouldn't feel anything about it
doubt is the sword i pull from the stone
carried on my back to protect you
i was just just grasping cause i don't wanna lose it all for nothing
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morning routine vlog
01:52
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run the course by myself while the sun's still out
you're not asking questions i can answer
you said i look like i'm gonna have a nervous breakdown
stand in the shade
i can't buuild myself this routine
what do you want from me?
what do you want from me?
what do you want from me?
what do you want from me?
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statuette
03:02
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you wasted a hobby
to look at someone else in the mirror
i kept on waiting
sitting in the corner of your bed in a shroud
do you wanna get out?
do you wanna get eaten alive
like those girlfriends?
you wait for a message
wait for someone who's not so bored of your antics
you kept on wading
in the tub where you drowned the figurine
obligations torn apart
i made sure that you don't owe me
again and again, the ignition fails
promise me you'll do better
or at least give it a try
next year, same time
different place, no face to make
give it back, it's not for you anymore
give it back, it's not for you anymore
give it back, it's not for you anymore
give it back, it's not for you anymore
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exit song
02:59
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i don't need a latchkey
the door's always open
i don't need anyone asking me where i've been
be just like you, wake up when i want
and don't come home for a week or two
leave the light on for any of the guests
if i ever get lonely and start to overthink
be my guest if you wanna know
why i can't get myself to therapy
don't wash the stain out
cause i need to know
not to make the same mistake again
i don't have to talk any longer
but i just keep on talking
i don't have to find ways to cope
exhausted them all before
find me a better day that's coming up
find me a better way to see it if's enough
i need to find me a better way
to get out of this rut
i need to find an exit
i need to find an exit
i need to find an exit
i need to find an exit
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(tell me something else, tell me something else)
day drinking all the time
to look for time to kill
thought i liked you back then
when i was dizzy
find something to do about myself
when i'm and hungry and bruising and tired
breaking out in hives again
i got these allergies
no it doesn't really hurt to the touch
and it doesn't really matter if it's there or not
like sunburns on my back and neck and shoulders
cause i didn't come back home til the sun set
you won't find me anymore
i deleted every text i sent
no hindsight or backtracks
or "back when we did that one thing"
(tell me something else, tell me something else)
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