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Written by Lauren Ruth Ward and recorded and performed by all women in October 2021.
Photo by Cliff Usher May 2021.
lyrics
I’ll walk away, knowing that I gave it all the truth. Even if it never felt true to you, knowing now you live so confused. I feel sorry for you. I’ll stay awake thinking about all the things I meant. Watching you squirm to make our love make sense. Thinking I thought I was helping with my two sense. Losing you wasn’t my intent, I really thought I was helping in my defense. I’ll remember, you told me you loved me on the second date. Sad in your eyes, your mouth sedate. So I asked you to take some time while I'd wait. But you couldn’t give your heartbreak, a break. And I’m a dummy for telling my sister it was fate. Ain’t it funny how a heartbreak can make another heartbreak. I’ll walk away, knowing that I gave it all the truth. Even if it never felt true for you. Knowing now you live so confused. I feel sorry for you.
credits
released March 1, 2024
Main vocal written and performed by Lauren Ruth Ward.
Rhythm guitar and acoustic guitar written and performed by Lauren Ruth Ward.
Live drums written and performed by Madi Vogt.
Bass and lead guitar written and performed by Liv Slingerland.
Trumpet written and performed by Hannah Ureste.
Rhodes written and performed by Olya Fomina.
Background vocals and harmonies written and performed by Emma Cole.
Additional background vocals written and performed by Shana Sarett.
Produced, recorded and mixed by Claire Morison at Wild Horizon Sound in West Hollywood, CA.
Co-produced by Lauren Ruth Ward.
Mastered by Jess Labrador.
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