Sister Smile

by Lightman & Lightman

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    SIDE ONE
    Bethlehem XL
    Etty Part 1
    Weave Your Name In Mine
    Sister Smile

    SIDE TWO
    Back & Forth Machine
    Give It All Up
    My Sister, Saint Cecilia
    So Long, Etty Part 2

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    Lightman & Lightman is:
    Sari Lightman (vocals, guitar), Romy Lightman (vocals) and Evan Cartwright (synth, guitar, percussion)

    Additional players: Daniela Gesundheit (vocals), Meg Duffy (electric guitar), Riley Fleck (drums), Anh Phung (flute), Josh Cole (bass), Ted Crosby (soprano sax), Brodie West (alto sax), Jonathan Adjemian (piano), Ben Patrick Stidworthy (bass)

    Mixed by Phil Hartman at Tropico Beauty
    Mastered by Phillip Shaw Bova
    Album design & layout by Jasper McMahon

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1.
Bethlehem XL 04:24
All alone and on my phone Still I slide into Bethlehem Everyone says she’s gonna lose real bad I hope she loses her head instead Just call me when you can There’s an air in the firmament Or is it shit that’s been left on the glass? I don’t mind There’s a softness to our kind of speaking Roll around this rodeo Until your backbone breaks lose again Touching down on the same sound cloud Where the eons never ends What’s that thing you said again? In your coat with pockets blowing Or is it hopeless to express I don’t know So I let this joint roll I wanna wash my hands In all the good dope you gave to me Can you play me one of your songs? Can you play it all night long? Can you play me one of your songs So I can sing along to it OK So I can sing along to it that way
2.
Talk to me like I knew you would  Look, I’ll give it up to you Will you take it? Talk to me, through the mourning dove Put your hands to mine, make a blessing Talk to me and I will sing to you let the melody keep time Mmmmmmm Talk to me, when I’m down on my knees Let the poets go to sleep while we rave on Talk to me, let be your voice be my breeze Let me follow you, let me play on Talk to me  Let me leave these chains I will weave your name in mine  Mmmmmmmmhh Talk to me! Why don’t you talk to me?
3.
Come to me Etty in June Bring your sorrow and your solitude Smoking on the balcony Talking of the elegies Of the angels they do terrify me Come to me, Etty Come to me, Etty They won’t tell you nothing but be faithful, be frightened I remember circling the top of your head you covered each morning I knew all about praying I showed it to you when I was seven For the camera you held, I sang my blessing For the TV, a child’s confession Didn’t ask for this You just do what you can Now they say they saw your face over the Vatican And the songs I sung were for you Long before our love began Because I was fed by the bread of affliction That was fed by a hair’s breadth close to extinction That was fed at a checkpoint in Bethlehem That is fed in the east of Jerusalem That is fed to the whole congregation That is fed by a growing inertia That is fed to a kid on a camera The angels they do terrify me Come to me, Etty Come to me, Etty
4.
Sister Smile 03:11
Jeanine puts the glass down waits for peace to enter through her body Jeanine puts the glass down waits for peace to enter through her body Letter said “we reached the end in sprit and financially Glory be god for the golden pill out now on CD Smile sister smile what makes you so blue? Smile sister smile what makes you so blue? I’ll comfort you, I’ll comfort you Dominique it damned you as they played you on the pop top radio Dominique it damned you as they played you on the pop top radio the church they abandoned you so you had go sing solo Yes the church they abandoned you and you had go fly solo Smile sister smile what makes you so blue? Smile sister smile what makes you so blue? I’ll come comfort you, I’ll comfort you
5.
shady days are all you get when your smoking your last cigarette filled with the rage again trying to chase that ease Why not just sing with me my love We can be the being and Becoming There you now - back and forth yes back and forth machine Let me go first now back and forth ya back and forth machine We can be the being and becoming
6.
Do you talk to? Are your pillars the same? Yes the hours open. Shapes meadows in my name Are you angry? Thinking heart within such pain No It is a blessing. I’d be that heart again Give it all up I’d give it all up to you Are you vapor? The hand in the machine I was the creator. God was in the strings 
You chose a lover whose vows to god the same She’s my elevator - our love is free from shame Give it all up I’d give it all up to you Another life time, what would you see again? The cave of Mary Magdalene, my lover’s single bed Did it bond you to leave at the same time? Yes the choreography, dancing side by side Give it all up I’d give it all up to you
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8.
You won’t go anywhere without that conviction by your side And who it tries to hide, who it tries to You won’t go anywhere without that conviction by your side And who it tries to hide, who it tries to Let’s pretend the end was some odd dream Etty’s on the balcony, looking through a magazine and there’s Jeanine Her fingers blur between The strings that know her feelings You won’t go anywhere without that conviction by your side And who it tries to hide, who it tries to You won’t go anywhere without that conviction by your side And who it tries to hide, who it tries to Etty says to me I know you loved me most The angels of Emergency are casting bets the first to choke St Genevieve keeps holding out for hope Who will protect me? Etty I am swimming, I am drowning, I am burning Half by fire, half by flood, that’s where the world is turning And there’s Jeanine - she’s tired, but she’s learning She knows you had your reasons You won’t go anywhere without that conviction by your side And who it tries to hide, who it tries to You won’t go anywhere without that conviction by your side And who it tries to hide, who it tries to

about

Sister Smile draws upon themes of devotion, finding universal strands of beauty in the study of spiritual work. There is a timeless quality to their astral folk songs, weaving shimmering electronics into acoustic arrangements, while the twin sisters’ close harmonies recall The Roches or Kate and Anna McGariggle. Interspersed throughout the record is an imagined conversation between a pair of 20th Century female mystics: Etty Hillesum and Jeanine Deckers.

“We wanted to resurrect these two women as a means to examine a creative life founded in devotion,” explain siblings Romy and Sari Lightman, “while exploring our own relationship towards ideas of faith, sensuality, and defiance.”

Etty Hillesum was a Dutch Jew far ahead of her time, writing in great detail about queerness and sexuality, experimental psychology and her own spiritual awakening in the late 1930s. Imprisoned in a work camp, she wrote about the mechanisms of evil and the importance of finding humanity, even love while existing within governing systems of incalculable violence. Jeanine Deckers was a Belgian nun who became an international pop sensation with her hit "Dominique" in 1963, hitting number one on the American charts. Despite her international success, the terms of the recording contract left her reduced to poverty with her profits being absorbed by the Catholic church. After discovering her long term romantic relationship with another nun, she was exiled from the Catholic order. Depressed and facing financial ruin, Jeanine and her lover decided to take their own lives.

Though they never met in real life, Hillesum and Deckers exist together within these songs. The two overlap in posthumous interviews, conversations, and surrealistic scenes — where an alternate reality ensued: Hillesum sees Deckers radiant in a magazine. The Lightman sisters began writing these songs by gazing backwards into history, yet are deeply rooted in our present moment.

“Interwoven throughout the record is our own religious upbringing within an insular Jewish community and the rejection of these formative ideologies, including the unyielding support of Israel amidst a genocide in Gaza. Here, we examine two artists. Neither were voices of their generation or universally celebrated. Etty Hillesum and Jeanine Deckers were both beyond their time; both condemned, both queer and ultimately discarded and yet they surrendered themselves to an ideal of universal love, to transmute the fear into belonging.
We are looking to the past - as artists do in times of uncertainty to find answers. It is just as crucial that we speak in a new language that is still being formed; a web of new ideologies, new relationships towards collectivity, devotion and hope."

credits

released December 6, 2024

Lightman & Lightman is: Sari Lightman (vocals, guitar) Romy Lightman (vocals) and Evan Cartwright (synth, guitar, percussion)


additional players: Daniela Gesundheit (vocals) Meg Duffy (electric guitar) Riley Fleck (drums) Anh Phung (flute) Josh Cole (bass) Ted Crosby (soprano sax) Brodie West (alto sax) Jonathan Adjemian (piano) Ben Patrick Stidworthy (bass)
Mixed by Phil Hartunian at Tropico Beauty, mastered by Philip Shaw Bova

Cover: Design and layout by Jasper McMahon
Photographed by Giraffe Studios

We acknowledge the support of the Canada Council for the Arts.

We would like to acknowledge funding support from the Ontario Arts Council and the Government of Ontario for their support.

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Lightman & Lightman Toronto, Ontario

Lightman & Lightman are twin sisters Romy and Sari Lightman. Formerly known as Taseomancy, they have been slowly building a world of music and sound for decades that is a resonant amalgamation of a shared living language.
They are drawn to the romance of timeless folk music, ancient myth and futurist themes of the natural world.
Formative years spent in Toronto and Nova Scotia
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