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Feelings Explorer I & II

by Lucy Leave

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  • Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    2LP version of Lucy Leave's 85 minute, 26-track third album Feelings Explorer I & II. If you preorder the vinyl we'll immediately send you a home-dubbed cassette with two randomly selected unreleased songs from the album, your only way to hear these songs before the release date.

    Includes digital pre-order of Feelings Explorer I & II. You get 9 tracks now (streaming via the free Bandcamp app and also available as a high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more), plus the complete album the moment it’s released.
    Download available in 24-bit/48kHz.
    digital album releases February 2, 2026
    item ships out on or around March 1, 2026
    Purchasable with gift card

      £30 GBP or more 

     

  • Streaming + Download

    Pre-order of Feelings Explorer I & II. You get 9 tracks now (streaming via the free Bandcamp app and also available as a high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more), plus the complete album the moment it’s released.
    Purchasable with gift card
    Download available in 24-bit/48kHz.
    releases February 2, 2026

      £9 GBP  or more

     

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Diane 03:20 video
You thought it was justified Part of your DNA Holding on for the feeling to subside Her heading out on the freeway And was it selfish of me she said, To want to know that you were safe Engine crying out, streetlights rushing overhead I needed to believe you were OK You’re trying so hard to hate yourself less Waiting for a man who doesn’t use you Sitting here and watching the stars Oh Diane it didn’t matter Nobody cared when you got fatter in the end: That’s just how you got better Oh Diane Don’t sell yourself short Don’t wear that jacket It doesn’t fit you anymore And the canyon goes all the way down There’s know way of being sure you’ll ever make it back again And the sadness goes all the way down And so does the love, and you’ve got the love Hey Diane! Don’t sell yourself short
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I feel like a baby who’s been indulged all this time, it’s not a nice feeling. I feel like a martyr who’s been right all this time, it’s not a nice feeling - I just wanna go to the show. I feel like a baby who’s been right all this time, it’s not a nice feeling. I feel like a martyr who’s been wrong all this time, it’s not a nice feeling. I don’t know why I feel so numb, I just wanna go to the show
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Do you remember any numbers? Maybe a landline number or a number from an advert. Do you remember any numbers? Steve Lamacq wants to know. Do you remember moving house? Do you remember where you moved from, and where you moved to? Do you remember moving house? Steve Lamacq want to know. Have you ever had a problem with an item of luggage? It could be on a roof rack, or simply an over-stuffed suitcase - maybe you or your child were running through the airport, and the over-stuffed suitcase exploded causing all of your clothes, all of your items to just go everywhere, over everyone at the airport? Steve Lamacq wants to know.
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PETE: I deserve a little rest JENNY: If I go and see her, I can come back past yours, just getting close enough to risk getting caught. PETE: [scat] Running it round and spinning it round. A lobed tree and the colour orange and the sound of a bird (a little bit of bread and cheese) The letter P and the number 7, a layby watermelon. Gold and green against the sky, You relax me. Teacher, Teacher! What can I get in reciprocity? Come and have a cup of tea
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MIKE: I love the luxury trap I love the luxury trap Take my pain away Take my pain away PETE: I can hear you see you now Right from the start You need comfort you need peace Is that what you mean? Are you ready to hear me? When I try to ask I need movement I need space I need time to contemplate
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Tractor 02:41 video
I can see you through my window Light of gold and beet Am I out of place inside and alone? Away from the fields of disease I know a story where change runs fast I can see you through my window

about

Feelings Explorer explores feelings from 2020-2025, which gave us a lot of scope to say the least. It is about making things, not knowing what you think or feel, perhaps feeling nothing at all, or having strong feelings in both directions at the same time, shouting into the void and then finding out it's not a void after all.

This album is dedicated to Damo Suzuki (1950-2024)

ENERGY!

Lucy Leave (2016- ) are a DIY band from Oxford, UK

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releases February 2, 2026

Jennifer Oliver - Bass guitar, vocals, tenor saxophone, clarinet
Mike Smith - Electric guitar, vocals, acoustic guitar, upright piano, electric organ, MIDI sax, violin
Pete Smith - Drums, vocals, acoustic guitar, fretless bass, mellotron, electronic percussion, lead synth

Recorded at Glasshouse Studios, Oxford, Cathays Community Centre, Cardiff, and at home in Oxford, Cardiff and Cambridge, Massachusetts. Recorded by Matt King (Glasshouse) and Lucy Leave. Mixed in Wales by Adam Sowiński and mastered in Denmark by redredpaw

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