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Just as I Am

  • Episode aired Feb 10, 2005
  • TV-14
  • 45m
IMDb RATING
7.6/10
405
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Laura Innes in ER (1994)
DramaRomance

Dr. Weaver meets her birth mother, but their relationship changes when Kerry reveals she is gay. Dr. Carter causes a commotion when he confronts a couple hoping to scam some painkillers.Dr. Weaver meets her birth mother, but their relationship changes when Kerry reveals she is gay. Dr. Carter causes a commotion when he confronts a couple hoping to scam some painkillers.Dr. Weaver meets her birth mother, but their relationship changes when Kerry reveals she is gay. Dr. Carter causes a commotion when he confronts a couple hoping to scam some painkillers.

  • Director
    • Richard Thorpe
  • Writers
    • Michael Crichton
    • Lydia Woodward
  • Stars
    • Noah Wyle
    • Maura Tierney
    • Mekhi Phifer
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  • IMDb RATING
    7.6/10
    405
    YOUR RATING
    • Director
      • Richard Thorpe
    • Writers
      • Michael Crichton
      • Lydia Woodward
    • Stars
      • Noah Wyle
      • Maura Tierney
      • Mekhi Phifer
    • 6User reviews
    • 1Critic review
  • See production info at IMDbPro
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    Noah Wyle
    Noah Wyle
    • John Carter
    Maura Tierney
    Maura Tierney
    • Abby Lockhart
    Mekhi Phifer
    Mekhi Phifer
    • Gregory Pratt
    Goran Visnjic
    Goran Visnjic
    • Luka Kovac
    Sherry Stringfield
    Sherry Stringfield
    • Susan Lewis
    Parminder Nagra
    Parminder Nagra
    • Neela Rasgotra
    Linda Cardellini
    Linda Cardellini
    • Samantha Taggart
    Shane West
    Shane West
    • Ray Barnett
    Laura Innes
    Laura Innes
    • Kerry Weaver
    Frances Fisher
    Frances Fisher
    • Helen Kingsley
    Eion Bailey
    Eion Bailey
    • Jake Scanlon
    Leland Orser
    Leland Orser
    • Dr. Lucien Dubenko
    Sara Gilbert
    Sara Gilbert
    • Jane Figler
    Abraham Benrubi
    Abraham Benrubi
    • Jerry Markovic
    Laura Cerón
    Laura Cerón
    • Nurse Chuny Marquez
    Troy Evans
    Troy Evans
    • Frank Martin
    Yvette Freeman
    Yvette Freeman
    • Nurse Haleh Adams
    Yvonne Arias
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    • Director
      • Richard Thorpe
    • Writers
      • Michael Crichton
      • Lydia Woodward
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    1neatmiker

    All about Kerry

    Hence the 1 Star.

    Nothing about this character is worth an entire episode. She gets more than enough screen time during non Weaver episodes.
    8barrywallace-517-214283

    Kerry Weaver meets her birth mother

    I had watched ER sporadically when it first aired and like most people considered Kerry Weaver, like Dr. Romano, one of the main antagonists of the series. But now going back and watching the entire series 25 years later I've grown to really like Dr. Weaver and her character arc. She's become much more sympathetic and seeing her struggle to understand herself. The tragedy of losing her love, trying to keep her son and at the same time navigate her career as a healer and as an administrator has made her one of my favorite characters.

    The struggle for people to accept their gay children for who they are is real and can happen at any age. For the most part Kerry has been accepted by her staff, but running into a brick wall with her birth mother - who she had been so eager to meet - was tragic as well. It's too bad there often is one or two sticking points that keep people from reconciling or coming together in the first place, and this episode did a great job illustrating that.

    The ER cases were fun and it's good to see Sara Gilbert's character coming to the front as a competent student doc. Seeing how Weaver has to deal with immaturity of other doctors like Abby & her new squeeze, plus the surgeon help you understand why she is how she is.

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    • Trivia
      When Kerry Weaver meets her birth mother for the first time, she explains to her that her limp is due to congenital hip dysplasia. Kerry has been using a forearm crutch since her first appearance in Welcome Back Carter! (1995), but the reason for needing it has never been revealed until now.
    • Goofs
      When Jane Figler is talking to the woman with dementia in the wheelchair about the woman's roast being ready, the blue cloth in the woman's hands changes position in between shots.
    • Quotes

      Dr. Kerry Weaver: People are starving, people are being shot at, men are flying planes into buildings, yet the "faithful" are saying, "Watch out for those lesbians! They're gonna destroy our god-gifted lives."

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    • Release date
      • February 10, 2005 (United States)
    • Language
      • English
    • Filming locations
      • Stage 1, Warner Brothers Burbank Studios - 4000 Warner Boulevard, Burbank, California, USA
    • Production companies
      • Constant c Productions
      • Amblin Television
      • Warner Bros. Television
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    • Runtime
      • 45m
    • Color
      • Color
    • Sound mix
      • Stereo
    • Aspect ratio
      • 1.78 : 1

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