Bear Bones

by Minda Lacy

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1.
Emotions dry behind my eyes Some thoughts I'd like to moisturize If dust mites dare to make a peep I'll cross my bed and hope to sleep Water on the windshield, water in you Accumulation of the dew It sucks the life right out of me Cross my kidneys and hope to pee A time line that you cannot see A mantis shrimp string symphony The space before and after you die Cross my heart and poke you in the eye Reassemble to dismember Cross my mind hope to remember The coming and the going And the sucking and the Blowing The quiet and the noise And all the silly boys A frozen hour, a melted day Curdles in the milky way Paralyzed by every groove Cross my limbs and hope to move Deconstruct and re-conjoin Avert your eyes and flip a coin Hope that you'll do something good Cross that hope and wish you could Dandruff dropping two by two Skin cell dust's a part of you Settles on the dashboard dry Cross the wind and hope to fly Cross your dreams, hope to forget The things that haven't happened yet Like the coming and the going And the sucking and the blowing The quiet and the noise And all the silly boys
2.
Aluminum millennials illuminate New York City The alumni's once were the fun guys Glisten in November sun so pretty But some could never get their laces tight Could get their lids on right enough to maintain The adequate proportions of sleek and torn jeans Can't go to the bank while remaining gritty If you're not pretty enough To be pretty cool enough To be the right kind of rough and tumble guy Maybe you'll just end up really really sad Or just find somewhere to crawl away and die In the sweetest times in the before Before excitement fizzled to an after I'd sometimes feel sweat between my folds And violated by my own laughter Circumambulate Accumulate Over-articulate Your endless exhibition Maybe nobody cares what you think But they still like to pretend that they're listening If you're not pretty enough To be pretty cool enough To be the right kind of rough and tumble guy Maybe you'll just end up really really sad Or just find somewhere to crawl away and die Keep someone around that keeps you on your toes Keeps you turning on your heels With the pointy elbows And a big wide smile as wide as a windmill To show you which way the weather blows Keep yourself alive On incidental pride And the confidence to frolic through a meadow Pushing up daisies with daily malaise A daily serving of melee machismo If you're not pretty enough To be pretty cool enough To be the right kind of rough and tumble guy Maybe you'll just end up really really sad Or just find somewhere to crawl away and die
3.
I see you cringe when the phone rings make a list of all the nasty things You wish you could wish out your way You gotta mad bone for your lost love Gotta a cold spot for your tight glove Gotta a hope so bad you swear you heard Her promise to stay But no one said you'd get that No one signed a contract You can keep on the track that keeps spinning your wheels You get to be here but you have to leave You get a body tucked in a long sleeve As cozy as you allow it to let you believe You gotta let your heart break Not for nothin but it's own sake Let the vultures come take it Heat the oven bake a burnt cake It's never been safe out here Have no fear, no fear, my dear I see you turn I see you tumble As your stomach rocks and rumbles Making room for all the choices You still could have made But a could is not a should not Would have slipped right through that slip knot Had the voices from that sweet spot in your head Still refrained Choosing choices that were chosen By senseless little notions Wrapped in proverbs unspoken through lips that are sealed You get to have me but I have to go I'll tell you but you'll never know 'bout the daydreams flowing to and fro Through a half hearted smile It's never been safe out here Have no fear, no fear, my dear Got a hard knock in a soft hell Found a gentle lie in a wishing well I'm afraid of this something who's shape I can't tell Is it the dull ache in the long bye's? Or the quick stab from your sad eyes Or the sharp edge of the blunt truth Or the sour smell from your sweet tooth I'd never wanna hurt you But there are no walls left to cling to As I see you as you see me As something I'm not It's the changelings on the path away Like a butterfly on a windy day I'll let go of the reasons that I could have stayed It's never been safe out here Have no fear, no fear, my dear
4.
Maybe we're all fucked And just don't know it yet Spinning down and out In this cosmic Toilet I think I'm full of love I think that's the point of it I'm full of all the things that people are full of When they're full of shit We're all full of shit Take a magic marker And scribble all over time 'cause in the end looking back It's all just pages of scribbled lines And I don't know how to tell you That I don't know what to say But maybe if we just keep on pretending It'll all make sense someday But probably not I just can't count on what my days bring Bigger things within bigger things And smaller things inside smaller things And rhyming things with some other things And sometimes I feel like I've had enough Of all this silly stuff I'm a silly little girl In a silly little town Silly willies all around And I don't have a clue What to do with myself My words collecting dust On a shelf You ask how often I fall behind It happens all the time I fall behind Some silly line I drew on the back of my hand Maybe I'm just stuck In this endless feedback loop Swimming countless laps in this cosmic soup And no matter how hard I swim I just end up at the beginning Check my watch for good measure And do it all over again But maybe one of these times I'll find some piece of mind In a really good sandwich And I don't have a clue What to do with myself My words collecting dust On a shelf You ask how often I fall behind It happens all the time I fall behind Some silly line I drew on the back of my hand
5.
You stick your hands deep into the pile Keep 'em there for a good long while Thick and gaudy You feel a little naughty When you rub your little hands On your little body Maybe you shouldn't wanna do it Maybe it shouldn't feel so good But as you rub it in Into your soft and supple skin You find you're dirtier Than you've ever been He went inside Somewhere that sells gloves So holey They don't keep nothin off your hands To be a man So lonely and oily So smooth with the soil So tender and toiled Oh no! Mister Whisper's got a bran new pair of gloves I'm in love 'cause Mister Whisper, Mister Whisper Oh no! Mister Whisper's Got a bran new pair of gloves I'm in love 'cause Mister Whisper, Mister Whisper Maybe you shouldn't wanna do it Maybe it shouldn't feel so good But as you rub it in Into your soft and supple skin You find you're dirtier Than you've ever been
6.
You my honey baked ham And you do all the things That a honey pig can You my honey baked ham And you do all the things That a honey pig can You slather me with sugar And put me in the oven And sprinkle me with all your Special kind of lovin' And slap me with the spatula We'll have so much fun when You sauté me with greens And your tiny little onions 'cause you my honey baked ham And you do all the things That a honey pig can Yeah, you my honey baked ham And you do all the things That a honey pig can Eating lots of cherry pie And mountains of spumoni And top it off with creamy pops And bags full of bologna Aint nobody knows my wild kinks Aint nobody knows what honey dog thinks I'm breaking down your sugar dams With my own good god damn Honey dog hands 'cause you my honey baked ham And you do all the things That a honey pig can Yeah, you my honey baked ham And you do all the things That a honey pig can
7.
The time's been spent My past self laments But the future holds No Mal-intent No cause for alarm I don't wish you harm But I un-wish you well From my previous hell The story once went on and on But I have no time to hang on a yawn I'm not caught up On how you misbehaved But I un-forget What I once forgave Tooth picks to kindling When push comes to nudge I have no time To hang on a grudge The tables have turned And the scale gently tips But I'll still un-kiss Your miserable lips
8.
Razzled in the forge Dazzled at last Tell me what you found In the green green grass Tuned with the fork The pitch of the past Is stitched into every Angle that's cast Acute with the smell Of ine on a Tuesday Obtuse with lines Between shades of blue's In time with every Man that has used you Aligned with every Heart ache you choose Tell me where you stand in the world today Enunciate the edge of every word you say Re-create the room like a movie set Articulate my body like a marionette All that you think Hasn't happened yet Hasn't happened yet Hasn't happened yet All that you think Hasn't happened yet Hasn't happened still Maybe it never will A sharp edged tear Poked you in the eye Tell me what you saw In the desert sky Repeating patterns from fluster to respite Leaving your membranes All wet and desperate Every inch used every Atom you're worth All inches measured Up from the earth Wrung the dirt dry To fill up your form Now burdened to feel borrowed In a body that's born Tell me where you stand in the world today Enunciate the edge of every word you say Re-create the room like a movie set Articulate my body like a marionette All that you think Hasn't happened yet Hasn't happened yet Hasn't happened yet All that you think Hasn't happened yet Hasn't happened still Maybe it never will
9.
Only minutes Left A thousand tiny deaths Endless stories unfold upon The end of every breath I'm only here to see you here And all directions in which we veer Lead to gaping hollows filled And the fullness of pending bereft You can't predict or un-do The weight of expectation Nobody can take away Your license for speculation I hold you full of empty space A solid wisp, a salty taste Left in my mouth after gentle bites Placed upon you and then erased The state of past mistakes The glass the promise breaks Every single one of them Is the only way it coulda ever been The spells the future casts Perspectives from the past Every single one of them Is the only way it coulda ever been Only minutes left A thousand tiny deaths Endless stories unfold upon The end of every breath I'm only here to see you here And all directions in which we veer Lead to gaping hollows filled And a fullness of pending bereft
10.
Woke up in the moon light Feed my bed bug to my shower spider If I could adjust my lens wider Maybe I could see what it looks like to be Knit up in the window sill Wrapped up there in spider silk Sucked up through a thin straw You wouldn't believe the shit I saw I was drop kicked from the night sled Left me straight backed wide awake in bed If I tried to tell you what's in my head You wouldn't believe a word I said I tell you inside I felt a new color Different than any other Earthy clay with a fleck of green Catch the light right To turn it's edges mean I never met someone quite like you You drink up all the evening dew Better at being all alone Than anyone I've ever known

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This is an album I self produced in my garden shed.

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released December 21, 2024

Vocals/Guitar/Ukulele: Minda Lacy
Harmonica: Luke Anthony
Mastered by: Luke Anthony

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