ok to be not ok

by mididuck

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1.
residual 01:09
in the depth of my mind, there used to be a light shining so bright. whispering my name, all the voices are flooding my mind. as it seems, i'm losing my mind (losing my mind) existence, is tearing my soul apart.
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a million feathers are weighing down on me i'm stuck here forever can't find a place to be it's supposed to be my endeavor; illuminating the sea but here i am with my broken wings, looking for a way out all of these crushing weights are tethering me down i'll keep searching for a way to leave and find my ground it's supposed to be my endeavor; illuminating the sea so here i am with my hopes and dreams, looking for a way out i'm stuck inside this twisted maze my wings are all flayed, i need to find my escape i'll burn down all of my doubts and wash away the rain
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flickering 04:10
the fire in me is fading out what's left here is just a cold, hard shell what used to be my destiny but there's nothing that last forever concealed beneath the rain i'm looking for what's still remain a tiny spark of memories flickering in the middle of the night the rain still fall, a blurry sight i'm searching for a purpose, lost and blind my fire used to burn so bright now all there is just a speck of light
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restless 03:40
my hope is slipping away wishing someone could save me from all these memories dragging me down ripping my heart out for you praying something could stop me from doing all these things to myself is this what you want? is this what we want? is this what i want? i'm tired of all my delusion i'll stop thinking about what we could be another mystery, i don't need im sick of being haunted by the ghost of you whatever we believed in, i think it was love relentlessly, restlessly my heart is sinking, as i think of you (as i think of you, my heart is sinking) this is what we want this is who we are this is how it ends i'm tired of waiting for closure yearning for someone to find me in this sea of stories dragging me down losing my mind over you healing from all the things we did to each other i don't want any of these
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the fool 02:53
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hope 03:30
hope, or is it just a way we cope no matter what we do we still stuck in the same ol loop of hope, i'm at the end of my rope wondernig if things will go right? but even if things don't go well then i don't think i should delve into what is out of my control so is it worth the time spent thinking about all the distant things? when the present is all we can control oh why do i need a to be hopeful? why are the things that make me whole lie in the future? i don't think i can wait any longer wondering if things will go right? and even if things don't go well then i think i'll be just fine as long as i still can breathe and smile i'm losing time by overthinking about all the distant things? when the present is all i can control hope, is just another way we cope for when the world feels cold the fire burning bright in our soul is hope, a way for us to rise above no matter what go wrong we can still go back to the loop of hope.
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aimless 03:04
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decay 02:02
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we dream 03:35
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I hate showing people all the things I know 'Cause it won’t ever be enough to make them pleased And it reminds me why I keep all the voices in As they try to break free from within People say failure is the stepping stone, you'll make it But they can’t stand it when I make a mess All my mistakes swirl in my brain And it’s driving me to the edge of insane No Stuck in the circle of my design So scared to be the one left behind I think I’ll run out of time, trying to please everyone’s eyes Stuck in the circle of my design So scared to be the one left behind I don’t wanna run out of time Oh, in the crowd, I’m finding my way through hell I’m just another people pleaser, I can’t Control the web of lies that lingers in the night I’m losing sight Of what I can be with what I want to be I fear the change will only push me to the ground To the ground Oh, my mistakes swirl in my brain And it’s driving me to the edge of insane No Stuck in the circle of my design So scared to be the one left behind I think I’ll run out of time, trying to please everyone’s eyes Stuck in the circle of my design So scared to be the one left behind I don’t wanna run out of time
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up and down 05:07

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released September 7, 2024

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