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Pirouette

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1.
Vespers 03:25
All that glitters remains forever Now go be unafraid to make it last For all the days I saved to dry For all the days I prayed to flower Vespers over, now descend from that tower I’m saying - are you her? Are you keen to be arrogant, but genuine? Claim that look, match that speed, take that room In all the lights it’s you, you, you In all the lights it’s you, you, you In all the lights - It’s you alone, vespers over Now put me on that higher power I’m asking - are you her? Are you free enough to be a bitch, but graciously? Call that car, no RSVP, work that crowd, enter the light It’s all the days I carved in crimson streaks It’s all the days I starved for the dramaturgy Alright, vespers over, amen Now give thanks to theatre Whom I beseech religiously Are you her? Cause God gave me poise enough for the sharing Claim that look, match that speed, take that room In all the lights it’s you, you, you In all the lights it’s you, you, you In all the lights it’s you, you, you In all the lights it’s you, you, you In all the lights - It’s all the days I saved to dry It’s all the days I wait to flower
2.
Cinderella 04:34
Astonishing, Utterly divine, Exhilarating, Preciously sublime… The way you speak it makes me want to cry Velvet jacket lined with satin resting on your thigh As for my overtures, And my painted-on, two-dimensional scenery, And my taste for vaudevillian delivery The way you turn your chest on me I’m embarrassed to be clever when you’re honest You make me want to be ready I feel different now than I did before I can see how my power Only was my fear of betrayal In your eyes I am naked Screaming like a tornado in the dark I can see us laying face to face As St. Helens is underneath the stars And I notice you are gentle By the way your posture is so elegant And I notice you are noble, you are kind Or at least entertained by your time sitting here with me Okay I’ll share this - When I was five I remember clearly My want to have a Cinderella birthday party And when the moment came and I changed my mind I was quiet, alone, and devastated You make me want to be ready I feel different now than I did before I can see how my power Only was my fear of betrayal In your eyes I am naked Screaming like a tornado in the dark I can see us laying face to face As St. Helens is underneath the stars Just know I’ve cleared the way Just know I won’t leave as I came Just know I’ll keep the mirror you gave Just know I won’t leave as I came I won’t leave as I came I won’t leave as I came You make me want to be ready I feel different now than I did before I can see how my power Only was my fear of betrayal In your eyes I am naked Screaming like a tornado in the dark I can see us laying face to face As St. Helens is underneath the stars Just know I’ve cleared the way Just know I won’t leave as I came
3.
Poppy 03:37
Ride that wake all the way, a scream in my throat Ride that wake all the way, my mother’s voice Carry me where my tears return as poppies in a field Carry me where my tears return as poppies in a field Endless dreaming, endless ecstasy For all I’ve caused - the dogs begin to circle me Their teeth, their jaws, my body in its vividness As flesh is made in marble As marble captures softness As softness holds a violence Within a pure expression Glimpses now of snowy beaches, winters borne in Delaware Glimpses now of driving, counting bridges to see that again Ride that wake all the way, a scream in my throat Ride that wake all the way, my mother’s voice Carry me where my tears return as poppies in a field Carry me where my tears return as poppies in a field Endless dreaming, endless ecstasy For all I’ve caused a brutal end is apropos I’ve made my art to suffer for the spectacle As flesh is made in marble As marble captures softness As softness holds a violence Within a pure expression Glimpses of when I’d walk so far I’d get home with my heels bleeding Glimpses of the trees that marked my seasons all I’ve since outlived I still see the place I once knew as 537-5218 Ride that wake all the way, a scream in my throat Ride that wake all the way, my mother’s voice Carry me where my tears return as poppies in a field Carry me where my tears return as poppies in a field
4.
Diva 04:16
Just got back from overseas Spent a lot of time there lately Went out last night my voice is raspy Had lots of unfamiliar candy Yeah, I met a guy in Copenhagen He was gay, but had a girlfriend I met a guy in Amsterdam Closed the bar down, and then I kissed him No home to take you home to I live alone with my material Will you watch my shit while I settle? If we migrate you can get the next one I’ll be back in a sec, but I’m grateful It was worth it skipping rehearsal I’m such a fucking bitch Girl, you don’t even know Just imagine me absolutely soaked Dripping head to toe in Prada Sport Yeah, you could call me a small business owner Living in America, while trapped in the body of an operatic diva Hmm, I’m such a soprano No home to take you home to I live alone with my material Will you watch my shit while I settle? If we migrate you can get the next one I’ll be back in a sec, but I’m grateful It was worth it skipping rehearsal But you look like a perfect source I’m looking for something more But you look like a perfect source I’m looking for something more A home to take you home to, you know A home to take you home to, you know A home to take you home to, you know A home to take you home to…
5.
Headlights 01:33
Growing up I had a friend, I haven’t seen her in a while When we were in middle school I’d walk from mine to hers on snow days, and Sometimes we’d ride sleds together in the street, getting pulled behind a truck We also carpooled a lot, and shared a seat on the bus, and in 8th grade she was the first person I came out to I trusted her, but not enough to tell her how my first crush was actually on another friend of hers I don’t remember where she introduced us But I felt like becoming friends with him as a friend of his friend Was too impossible a distance to close without her finding out I started going to her house more, increasingly so just to wait there in case he showed up Her family would throw parties often at the holidays And I would go there wondering if I’d see him again whether it was at Christmas or at New Year’s There would be years he was absent but I’d still spend those nights Hoping his headlights would turn into the driveway Over time I started hating him, or I started hating myself But I hated most how I’d pray each night Asking God to make him see me in all the ways I couldn’t
6.
Acid Rain 05:24
Another hummingbird departs Another lingers in the yard Envy how they dive so effortlessly Envy how they revel in their weightlessness I’ve recognized the beauty in fragility, it’s true But I feel like a stranger to it now suddenly I don’t wanna leave this garden alone While they come and go I hover Still enough to paint me with them And if I can be more plainspoken Your voice is with me, I’m reminded I sing in part because you often Told me that you liked to listen Another bowl of nectar laid Another glass of lemonade I watch them both evaporate into the summer heat I don’t wanna leave this garden alone While they come and go I hover I don’t wanna reach an end to the call So I’ll leave the phone on the table Stand there as the dial tone runs And if I can be more plainspoken Your voice is with me, I’m reminded I sing in part because you often Told me that you liked to listen And I believe you And I’ll believe in you And I believe you And I’ll believe in you And if I can be more plainspoken Your voice is with me, I’m reminded I sing in part because you often Told me that you liked to listen
7.
Departures 04:31
(Be embodied, yeah) Where are those promises in me Seeing I’ve become transparent I saw him on the platform Waiting at DeKalb He stood there casually radiant I was basking by the wall Can I be the one to be embodied? Be embodied Well, any who… Be embodied, be embodied Well, any who… Like “sirocco”, or “petrichor” All I want is to be beautiful Like “balustrade”, or “parasol” Work me into something beautiful I zip into my platforms I slide into my skirt Pull the straps around my shoulders Pull the rouge out of my purse Can I be the one to be embodied? Be embodied, Well, any who… Be embodied, be embodied Well, any who… Like “silhouette”, or “vagabond” All I want is to be beautiful Like “matinee”, or “seraglio” All I want is to be beautiful Am I seeking to be held So I don’t have to hold myself? I step onto the platform Let me be your girl I step onto the the platform Let me show you how Can I be the one to - Let me be your girl Can I be the one to be embodied? Be embodied Well, any who… Be embodied, be embodied Well, any who… Let me be your girl… Be embodied… Embody me, Osiris Embody me, Persephone Embody me, Magdalene Embody me, Jesus Embody me, Delaware Embody me, Demi Embody me, Erin Embody me, Alexis Embody me, Arvo Embody me, Tofy Embody me
8.
Audience 02:55
There is no audience Only light on in my room is red I’m reflected vaguely in my window and Clear enough to let me monitor it So show me how you would collapse So show me how you would flirt So show me how you would stand in the center and There is no audience For what I have just conjured here Swollen eyes scanning the mezzanine Gesturing thanks to the orchestra I don’t care who’s out there, no I remember I was told Never be complacent There’s angels watching over all And they’ll send me straight to the hoosegow For a lackluster performance There is no audience I return to starting position Play a song with a long introduction In the wings waiting with anticipation I don’t care who’s out there, no I remember I was told Never be complacent There’s angels watching over all And they’ll send me straight to the hoosegow For a lackluster performance Intimacy in private Is what makes me consistent Practice makes perfect Practice makes perfect
9.
Ring Road 02:03
Ride the ring road Riding the ring road Somedays I just wanna let the car spin Somedays I just wanna let myself go Times of happy forget pain Times of pain forget happy Times of happy forget pain Times of pain forget happy Ride the ring road Ride the ring road Another lap on the road Times of pain forget happy
10.
Doves 04:11
Doves, enter doves Go, flood the aisles With wings like water in the light Shake oceans from the painted glass Spear these doubts Of your arrival I pirouette, I pose, I bow For candles I lit for myself I arch my back, I spread my arms I make a rapture out of Waiting, waiting Waiting, waiting Doves, enter doves Swarm, floor to bells Bring down the sun in your mouths Melt the angels I drag my nails on blackened stone I scratch my name in crooked rows Trade sweat for wax and tears for smoke I make a rapture out of Waiting, waiting Waiting, waiting Waiting, waiting Waiting, waiting Doves… Doves… Doves… Doves…
11.
Baton 04:14
I’ve said “there’s nothing to write”, which I regret is dishonest I’ve said “I’m waiting to live through something meaningful” While I still can avoid exposing what I’ve experienced You’ve always seen the geyser in me as a fountain When you recall things I’ve forgotten It can feel strange knowing I’ve been a person Like you are to me, sister Times lost in the attic While you sat at the counter Times I’d have my head on my window While you stood outside my door It’s not that it escapes me now how we’d crawl and we’d laugh on the carpet It’s not that it escapes me now how we’d bike after school to the water It’s only that it’s different now as our changes occur from a distance It’s only that I’m grateful more now to say we have shared life the longest Carnage, miracles, hysterics You’ve been the narrator Triumphs, follies, punchlines You’ve been the narrator When you recall things I’ve forgotten It can feel strange knowing I’ve been a person Like you are to me, sister Like you are to me, sister Like you are to me, sister Like you are to me, sister Like you are to me, sister

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released May 2, 2025

Written by Model/Actriz
Produced by Seth Manchester & Model/Actriz
Engineered and Mixed by Seth Manchester
Additional Engineering by Hayden Ticehurst and Bobby Tiemann
Mastered by Matt Colton at Metropolis Studios in London, UK
Recorded at Machines With Magnets in Pawtucket, RI
Additional recording at The Cutting Room and Studio G

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