Angels & Aliens

by Molly Trueman

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1.
nothing like the way i planned it every planet is lost in time hard to pin the moment i landed on this stranded planet of mine there’s a world in which i’m trying always trying to make it all fit she is good but she is crying always lying it’ll never all fit i’ve had this dream before each time a little more little more loose around the edges making friends with the aliens never searching for the ending never-ending starting again i feel it in my head close my eyes and tell me when people come and go like shadows and like shadows, they follow me follow me close across the planets couldn’t have planned it but they follow me i feel them in my head will they be here till the end?
2.
rip a page out from my brain save me from trying to explain i gave you a warning, but you didn’t care like i thought you would i don’t want it to be over, like i should yet i walk with a spring you talk until my eyelids fall without really saying anything at all i keep a list of the things you say that don’t make sense and i analyze them to no end yet i walk with a spring in my step to put you at ease follow me closely, but never be easy to find follow me closely, and make me feel out of my mind there is a headache planted in my eyes is it bad that the romance makes the pain subside? my brain’s a machine as soon as it takes the opposing side takes a fleeting observation, writes a whole franchise yet i’ll walk with a spring in my step if it puts you at ease follow me closely, but never be easy to find follow me closely, and make me feel out of my mind push me away, write it down with invisible ink push me away, let it wash itself clean in a blink
3.
Hungover 03:32
i’ll try to sleep it off again close my eyes and tell me when let it sink into the bed all of it all of it make believe like we were kids nothing more no nothing less let it sink into the bed all of it all of it falls away erase the words i said before all the tears and all the war kill the agent keeping score all of it all of it teach me how to breathe again calm the beating in my head remind me how to be a friend all again before it all falls away if angels are a part of it the heart of it is lost they’ll say “you started it” i started it don’t want it hanging over him the way its hanging over me take all of it take all of it away
4.
it’s a game what a shame who’s to blame you found me at the wrong time but hey we can play who’s to say there will ever be a right time fun to play along sing the song before it’s gone i’ll play the game who can blame me you found me at the wrong time i can try to deny that i like how i got you down on your knees don’t you cry maybe i will surprise you and honey you’ll say yes please love to see you smile i’ll stay a while until i’m tired don’t get addicted i warned you you found me at the wrong time oh my god can’t go on i think i’m dying its a shame still i hate such a quick shift from hello to goodbye sorry for wasting your time love
5.
Dream Song 04:20
lying awake lying awake why are my dreams always so boring? flying away being chased give me any kind of story if i sleep through the night leave me with the words to write it all down give me something new to talk about to think about i’ll write it all down i’ll write it all guess the angel lost her way through the rubble and the light pollution won’t you send the devil anyway guess he got a little bored any devil would know better than to entertain the nonsense in my head trade my room for a circus show a forest full of fairies magic tricks and magic plants give me something that could scare me trade the tears for a time machine go back and do it over again nothing beats getting younger let me act like i’m a kid again guess the angel left her mark got me missing all the hidden spaces i have never been and never will guess the devil won me over rather navigate the underworld than lay alone and think about myself
6.
redness in my eyes and your skin your head is somewhere without me birds fill the silence around me bugs flood the floorboards below me dust on the ceiling loose conversation down the hall your head is somewhere without me without me without me without you without me something about you is haunted something about you’s addictive take me wherever you’re going when your head is somewhere without me without me without me without you without me you are something of nothing but the air on my skin how long before you walk straight through my bones? i am nothing if not something of you oh if not afraid of losing you to the wind i know without you without me without me without me without me without you without me without me without me without me without you without me
7.
Lungs 04:32
i try to be patient it’s like pulling teeth maybe you’ll come crying if i count to three swore i had it in me had it in me to breathe it all out when it got this bad nothing i can’t handle its like a b c its part of the brand its in the o c d if i had it in me had it in me to scream at the the top of my lungs i’d do it every time i get a little nauseous little dizzy little out of my mind i get little stupid little lazy and a little blind i get a little stupid all the time but even more when ur around there’s nothing cute about being vague you trying to kill me or make me insane? would it hurt ur feelings hurt you if i screamed at the top of my lungs bc i’d do it every time i get a little nauseous little dizzy little out of my mind i get little stupid little lazy and a little blind i get a little too patient little too anxious little too out of focus i get a little stupid all the time but even more when ur around something cute there’s something cute about being so fucking aloof it’s so peculiar how you make it so easy to scream easy to scream you know i never will i get a little too patient little too anxious little too out of focus i get a little stupid all the time but even more when ur around
8.
Stranger 05:11
could’ve sworn i knew your face like my own in the light and in the dark and in a crowded room could’ve sworn i was starting to figure you out but right now you’re just a stranger to me stranger to me on a bench i never wanna see again must’ve had this conversation before in a dream every little thing you say and do digs away at my head so embarrassing how much you have a hold on me so goddamn emotional over-analytical asking for way too much of you so goddamn obsessive and way too invested no i’ll never be enough for you on a couch that played witness to it all from the caution to the honeymoon to the saddest days of all on a couch where you convinced me that you hate me what a twisted way to realize that i love you i don’t want to so goddamn emotional over-analytical asking for way too much of you so goddamn obsessive and way too invested no i’ll never be enough for you can’t believe there was a time when you were here can’t believe you were anything more than a dream bc you’re a stranger to me stranger to me
9.
i know that i will never feel what you’re feeling i know that i will never understand the pain i hate that i have taken so long just to listen i hate that i am just beginning to open up i won’t sleep soundly until you’re set free this is a world that never seems to get it right this is a world that moves a beat behind the clocks we are a world that’s ready for the changes we are a world that’s dying for the changes we are the world that won’t be waiting anymore i won’t sleep soundly until you’re set free we are the world we’re ready for the changes we are the world we won’t be waiting anymore we are the world we’re ready for the changes we are the world we won’t be waiting for nothing anymore i won’t sleep soundly until you’re set free
10.
it comes and it goes like shadows in sun following close as the day’s just begun hard not to laugh at it all how i feel like a kid when it falls like a little kid it comes and it goes but ages like wine with every day starts to feel more like mine leading the shadow parade don’t wanna let them all fade let it stay a part of me the angels they watch with love in their eyes the aliens too from afar they still rise to the front of the parade promise me that you’ll stay stay a part of me

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released October 4, 2024

written/produced by molly trueman
mixed by molly trueman and matt poirier
mastered by matt poirier

molly trueman on vocals, guitars, keys
sam spector on bass
shane luckenbaugh on percussion
dan trueman on strings

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Molly Trueman Montreal, Québec

Molly Trueman is a singer-songwriter based in Montreal. Drawing inspiration from artists like Madison Cunningham, Lizzy McAlpine, and Haley Blais and groups like boygenius, Paramore, and Radiohead, Molly tends to blend soft vulnerability with angsty transparency in her songwriting. ... more

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