I hate that this site has come to be the home of incest at the expense of all the other perversions and fetishes. Previously there was a more equal share of bestiality lovers, forced sex and rape fantasises, real old lovers, S&M fans and an assortment of other taboos.

While the site has become too vanilla through self censorship what I find most annoying and hypocritical is the arbitrary nature of the topics that the moderators find objectionable. For example, incest at any age is illegal in many jurisdictions and yet bestiality is not. I'm sure members can highlight many such inconsistencies like this. I wish the site (ie the moderators) would demonstrate a more open and free discussion of all taboo subjects that exist in sites like Literotica and asstr.org

Fuck this little whore, I wish she was my sister and it would be so hot, she not as kinky as me but we are distant cousins but sometimes I get her to say “fuck your little cousins pussy baby” it’s So hot I get rock hard while inside her fantasizing she my little sister taking her brothers cock in her little pussy, she is pretty open cuz she doesn’t wanna lose me, she somewhat role plays, she fucks my ass and even eats my ass sometimes why telling me “how she loves to taste my asshole and fuck me and see me curl my toes and take it rough and bouncing my ass for more, I’m to nervous to ask her to role play as my little sis while I taste her, she knows my love for incest porn cuz it’s all I watch, she has a idea I like the fact of fucking family, I wanna tell her how I fucked my aunties sweet pussy while she was at home but I’m scared she won’t be able to accept it but at same time I think she might think it’s hot and become a twisted nymph like me, my goal is to see my beautiful mother in her panties again and get a glimpse at what her pussy looks like 😍😍😍 I love my family I want to get naked and show them how much I love them, enjoy this video of me fucking my distant cuz, I wish we were closer related 😓

I confess I want to fuck my grandmother, she has a very nice body for her age (75) and Ive always had a thing for older women and incest so it goes hand in hand. due to financial restraints and university purposes I live at her residence, and I'm almost certain she knows of my lust, I cum in her panties all the time, clean dirty whatever, there's no way she doesn't know. And she always asks for my approval on outfits when she goes out with her family, and the other day when I came home from getting a bite to eat I saw her running across the hallway only a bra and skirt on, trying to pull up her bra as she was running, coming out of my room. I really want to know what she was doing in there, its obvious she didn't want me to see her so I acted like I didn't, Should I get more bold with my wants? maybe have her "accidently" come in on me while masturbating when I'm home, I'm not sure...

Another dealing I've had was with my brother, who is the most important man in my life. And he knows it all too well.

One day, I had been extremely bored with my games at home. So I just started reading in silence. From the room next to me, I was able to hear the soft moaning of my brother's girlfriend. They were only going at it for about ten minutes before it all stopped. Hearing never truly got me going so I didn't play with myself but my imagining with my brother got me very wet.

After some more time had passed, his door opened and I knew she left after I heard the front door close. I got out of my room and saw my brother head to his. He still had a hard on, which he was trying to hide by putting his hands in his pockets when he saw me. I went into his room and jumped on his bed, despite his protests and I could smell his scent and hers on his bed. Made me a bit envious to know he was pushing inside her so I remained there with him trying to find a way to get him to fuck me.

At one point, though I don't remember the exact details, I had told him if he came. I do remember he was shocked when I asked and I continued to egg him on. Saying things like, "Was she just getting herself going? I'm sure you'd like to cum huh?" When he told me to shut up, I did what any good sister would do and decided to break the ice between us. I lifted my skirt, revealing my panties and told him, "Don't you want to fuck your baby sister instead? I'm sure I can make you cum... You can even fill me up."

I could see he was in pain from me asking. It's hard to jump right into the incest sometimes, especially coming from your little sister. So I dropped my panties and showed him how wet I was for him. Touching myself in front of him, just begging to be fucked. Another minute and he finally made his decision. He turned the lights low and dropped his pants. He had the biggest cock I've ever had, and rammed into me for quite some time. He only came inside me once but that was enough to make me happy.

Throughout us living together, we had the fucking of a lifetime when our parents were gone to work or something. Giving him blowjobs in the middle of the night and fucking him as well when our parents are fast asleep. He called me his "Good little girl" which I love. Still calls me that.

Now when we see each other, we still have time to fuck when we visit one another. Even if our current boyfriend/girlfriends are around we always made time. We like to sneak off and go back to the good old days.

Another confession, another time. For now, farewell.

Does anybody else here get some fucked up nasty fantasies when on coke? Everytime i get tweaked out i get really turned on by incest, bbc, rape, all in one kind of deal. It gets reallly fucked up to where i end up leaving my friends house where we party at just to go home and sniff lines by myself just edging and stroking for HOURS.

I confess that yesterday I fucked my aunt for the very first time.
Before yesterday there was no indication in either of our lives that this would ever happen and to be honest I'm not sure how to handle it from now on. So to set the scene, I was home for the weekend in London with my parents and they scheduled my uncle and aunt with their kids and my grandma and her partner to come round for dinner. They came over at around 5:30 and we ate around 6:45. At 8 o'clock for those interested will know that the champions league final had started and by the end of it I was starting to get pretty tired. As my aunt and uncle have youngish kids, they were also all pretty tired and my parents offered them beds for the night. by around 10 we were all in bed but being 19, I need to jerk off before bed. Well just as I was starting I get a knock at my door. I close my laptop and pull my pants up and ask who is it in a tired voice, thinking it could have been either of my parents. My aunt opens to door slightly popping her head in. "Hi, you're not too tired are you? I just need to ask you something." "No" I reply and she comes in, shutting my door and sitting next to me on my bed. At this point I've still got a throbbing hard on and I'm trying to conceal in the best I can. She asks me about how university has been going. I tell her its been pretty good and why is she asking me this at the time. She says that she's just curious and asked if I'd met any girls. I said yeah but again why. She then runs her hand up my thigh and cups my balls. "Why do you think?" she says with a smirk on her face. I flinch but begin to realise how hot she actually is. She's 44 with dyed blonde hair, very few wrinkles, small boobs but a nice round ass. She then leaned over and kissed me whilst stroking my cock through my pants. She got up on top of me straddling my waist and kissed me harder and harder. I could feel my cock getting harder and harder and she giggled as she felt it twitch against her ass. She was wearing a blue silk panties which went slightly up her ass crack. As we kissed she started working her ass against my cock, with my cock fitting between her ass cheeks. I then started pulling her panties down as I could feel a slight damp patch against my cock head. For a 44 year old woman with two kids, she was very tight and gave out a muted grunt as I entered her. The whole time we were fucking I think she must have cummed at least 4 times before I did, and 3 goes later she kissed me on the lips and said good night. I found out they had left early that morning to beat the traffic and I haven't heard from her since. Do you guys think this is a one off or does she want to keep this going? The good thing about it is that we aren't blood relatives so it isn't technically incest, but having written this, I realise how much I want this to keep going. It was an amazing night.

So I don't find girls my age attractive, not like I should anyway.
I prefer younger girls, like 15-18 but once they hit 19, it's like it breaks off..

When I was younger, I had some interactions with a girl that was two years younger than I was, I was in my mid/late teens at the time.

I digress, it seems like I'm only attracted to females that it would be illegal for me to even look at them wrong.

So I'll just get to the story.
I am/was a counselor at a children's camp, don't jump to far, she wasn't camper, well one of my fellow counselors was cute as fuck, and ridiculously flirty from day one. She was a little younger than I was but I always thought she was older from how she dressed and the way she acted around the rest of the counselors and especially me. Well one day we went to the pool and she was in a somewhat skimpy two piece, the big thing was that it had a skirt coming from the top that fell on her midsection.
(I'll also add in here that she was a little on the thick side, not fat by any means, just a little chubby with some perky wonderfully tits, nice thick thighs and puffy nipples that could almost make you cry.)
Well while we were in the pool she kept wrapping her arms around my neck like she was going to go under and I would reach back and grab her ass to "keep her above water", constantly would she do this. One time I reached for her ass and she whispered in my ear, "that's not the only way to keep me floating."
Well normally after camp was up, I would give her a ride home since it was on my way, on the last day of camp, everyone hung out later than we were supposed to, counselor wise, and made plans to go see a movie.
From now on the flirty girl will be called Amanda for ease of reference.

Well we just went for a regular movie but myself, and two girls ended up staying out till about 2am or so, and just told their parents that was with me that it was a double feature or some shit. So it was me, Amanda, and another counselor that was about the same age as her, really shy but ended up loving the cock. First let me say I love full size trucks, especially four doors. Four doors, more whores.
I'm not sure how familiar any of you are with the game "padiddle" but if you're not the way it works is as you're riding around with, hopefully non-family members(unless you dig incest which is your gig, not mine), if you see a car with a burnt out head light you slam the roof and say PADIDDLE, well the last one to do it has to take off an article of clothing, and when you play with me driving after the clothes are off it basically turns into truth or dare.
Well let's say, I'm wonderful at this game. After about thirty minutes I'm cruising around at midnight with two naked chicks who I would gladly throw both the bone. Amanda looks over and notices I have a raging hard on through my boxers and reaches over and just whips out my cock in front of her friend, who will now be called Emily. I get kinda nervous but she says, "it'll be okay, she won't see," well Emily immediately peaks over the back of my seat and says, "I need you to give me a ride tomorrow..." and just left it at that. Well Emily kept staring at me and Amanda so I let her hop up front while Amanda scoots over to the middle seat. I set the cruise control and kinda angle myself so that my legs are facing the right of the truck but I can still reach all the pedals so my dick is more in the open.
Amanda starts giving me a handy and looks at Emily and says, "wanna try?" Well Emily turns the darkest shade of red I've ever seen and nods, they swap spots and Emily wraps her hand around my shaft and starts going through the motions but her grip is incredibly tight. After a couple seconds I'm wincing a little, it felt like she was trying to hold onto a slippery bar of soap, to which she immediately starts apologizing and says, "well what else could I do?"
I pause like I'm really thinking and Amanda immediately turns into somewhat of a dom and says, "I want you to suck his dick." I was a little taken aback, I assumed both were relatively innocent girls, but not even a minute later I had a mouth on my dick. After a few mediocre seconds passed, I noticed she was moaning, I look over and Amanda is fingering herself and Emily as she sucks my dick. I nearly swerved off the road. I had to pull over, I couldn't take it. I found a side road, made a couple turns and just killed the truck. Amanda says, "my turn, but I want you to eat me out while I do it." Emily kinda stammers and says she'll try but she's never done anything like that before. Let me tell you now, Emily can eat some pussy and Amanda can suck some dick.
Minutes seem like seconds when she's bobbing her head, shivering and twitching from Emily's tongue buried inside her pussy, I can feel my dick about to explode. I barely muster, "I'm about to..." before I feel it shoot into her mouth. Two big splurges and I can feel her sucking harder, my cum oozes out slowly now, she tilts her head back and sits up. She pulls her close and then starts to kiss Emily, I can see my cum leaking out of their mouths and down their necks onto their chests, perky tits and puffy nipples dripping with cum.

Without a doubt it is the best night of my life, to date. I still keep in contact with Emily occasionally... I might have to see if she still talks to Amanda.

I'm a 38yr old male. Incest excites the hell outta me. I've been interested in it since i can remember. At a very young age,probably around 9, i was noticing my mom's body.Hell, i was noticing every dam woman i saw about that time. Anyway, my mom walked around the house in a short nitie and never wore a bra. She wasn't nothing special, in fact she was quite large, but at that time, she was the only woman that i'd ever seen in real life show that much, except for the women in the magazines under my bed. The nitie didn't leave much to the imagination. Every time she walked by, or sat down, i could see her panties. I could dam near see her nipples cause they poked out of her nitie so far. I guess she thought i was too young to notice, because in later years, she covered up a little more. But i sure did notice her then. When i was home alone, i would get a pair of her panties and rub them on my dick until i "got that feeling" My dad worked nights, and left for work at 11pm. I was usually in bed already, but my mom would stay up to see him off to work, then she would start cleaning up. This is when i would get up and open my bedroom door about half way. Then i would lay back down on top of the covers and start jacking off. My hope was for her to see me. Well, i don't know if she ever did or not because when i would see her coming down the hall, i would close my eyes and keep jacking off. Then after i heard her go in her room(it was right next to mine)i would wait till she turned out her light and all got quiet. Then i would start jacking off kinda loud, you know, breathing hard and fast, moaning. My bed would be shaking and squeaking and i just knew she HAD to hear me and know her little boy is jacking off. That in itself, excited the hell outta me for some reason. Anyway, as soon as i knew she had to be listening, and heard me, i would cum. Of course nothing came out of my dick, but it felt fantastic. She never did say anything to me about it. Over the next 10 years or so when i lived there, i let her "accidently" see me in bed naked with a hard-on a lot of times. Even after i left home and got married, i still thought about fucking my mom. When we'd go to visit, or my mom comes here, i'm always checking out those big legs, saggy tits, big belly, and big ass.
Jump ahead to today. She is now 62. A while back i was on this site watching videos of mom and son, the older moms and sons, and started thinking about my mom. I figured what the hell, i'm gonna try something, so I called her over. When she got here, i started telling her my story about how i haven't had sex in years because of wife's medical condition. She then surprised me when she said she just KNEW this was going to be about sex. She said she could hear it in my voice. Wow! i guess moms know all, huh? Anyway, she flat out said, "I won't have sex with you." I then asked her if she would just jack me off. Again, she said no. I pleaded with her but to no avail. Then, i asked her,"How about just watching me jack off?" She kinda paused, then said,"ok, i'll watch you if that will make you feel better." Man, my dick shot straight up. I'm actually going to jack off in front of my mom, i thought to myself. She was sitting on the couch and i was in the recliner. I slowly stood up and started to unbutton my pants. I saw her eyes go right to my crotch. Her eyes stayed fixed on my crotch when i pulled my hard dick out. I walked over and stood right in front of her and started jacking off. She had a skirt on and i asked her to pull it up just a little. "Now you didn't say anything about that, i just said i'd watch you," she told me. I dam near had to beg, but she finally pulled her skirt up some. "Mom, you have very good looking legs for your age, and everybody knows it," i told her. Actually i was probable the only one that thought that but i was tryin to make her feel better so she'd show me a little more. Anyway, after i told her that, she pulled her skirt up to where i could barely see her panties. "How's this?" she said. "Oh god mom, that's perfect," i told her as i started jacking off. It didn't take 4 or 5 strokes until i squirted cum all over her legs. She jumped back and said, "dam you, now clean it off!" "Sorry mom, i couldn't help it," i told her. "Well, give me something to clean this stuff off of me," she said. I went and got her a washcloth. I knelt down in front of her and started rubbing the cum off her bare legs with my hand. I slowly slid my hand up the inside of her leg up to her crotch and back down. I noticed her start to breath a little harder. About the fourth time my hand was sliding up her leg under her skirt, i touched her pussy. She let out a big sigh and tilted her head back. "Honey, i can't do this," she said as she put her hand on top of mine. I tried to keep feeling her cunt but she pushed my hand away. "I better go before something i don't want to happen, happens," she said. I didn't want to push it so i agreed.......for now. That was about three months ago. Since then, i've jacked off in front of her at her house a bunch of times. If i go early enuff, she's getting ready for work and isn't dressed yet. She'll sit on the couch with her nitie pulled up and watch me jack off and cum. She hasn't let me touch her since that first time, but she's showing me more and more all the time. Yesterday, i went over real early. She was still in bed. I took off all my clothes and layed down beside her. She woke up and asked me, "is this helping you with your problem?" "Yes mom, it really is. Thank you soooo much," i said. Then i pulled the covers down off her. Her nitie was already way up showing her panties. She went to pull it down when i asked her to leave it there. She looked at me for what i thought was hours, then she lifted her hand and layed back. I scooted a little closer to her and turned on my side a little bit so she could see my dick better. I started jacking off really close to her leg. "Don't you squirt on my leg again you little turd," she said. Right then i started cumming. The first squirt went across both her legs, and the rest went up on her belly. To my surprise, she didn't jump up or nothing. She just gave out a big breath and told me to go get something to clean up my mess. I took a washcloth to her and she said,"I'LL clean it mister." However, this time she smiled when she said it. Tonight i'm going to talk to her about what i used to do back years ago. I want to know if indeed she ever saw or heard me jacking off. I'm also going to tell her i used to jack off with her panties. After i got older, i would cum in her panties and put them back in her dresser. I'm gonna ask her if she ever noticed.
Here's a picture of her sitting on the bed watching me. Just a couple months ago, her nitie would be just above the knee. I'm going to see if she'll let me take more pictures of where and how she sits when i jack off in front of her so you folks can see what we're doing. Be back tomorrow with updates. My hopes are to actually fuck her, but i'd sure like to stick my tongue in her ass and pussy too. And i'd sure love to see those fat tits too. Who knows, maybe one of these days.

Okay incest, this is my story. All this happened about an hour ago. For you to understand my situation fully, I think it is best for me to explain some history about my family and I. So, i'll format everything into blocks, first talking about my family, then my brother, then my sister's and mine relationship, then the situation, then me. (NOTE: I know this could get lengthy so i'm sorry in advanced, but again, I feel this is what needs to be done.) Let's begin.

I have four brothers and four sisters, six of which are adopted from Ukraine. Within in six adopted, there are three separate families. Meaning, not all of them are biologically related to one another. I'll try to keep things straight by categorizing my siblings by their biological relation to one another. My first siblings, one of my younger sisters and one of my older brothers, were adopted when I was about eight. Since them two being adopted (they are related to one another (1)), my parents, through out the following years, took four more trips back to Ukraine (the last which in which we ALL went on); hence how my family became so large. The next sibling to be adopted, my younger sister(2), was adopted a few years later. Again, my parents went back to adopted my youngest brother (3). The finale was, when my parents learned my sister (2), also had an older brother and sister (2), we all went to Ukraine to adopt them.

Okay, lets now talk about my brother(1). We'll call him "J". I consider J to be my long lost brother. I can't explain it, but i'm sure either fate/god or whatever, determined that J and I would meet and be brothers. Ever since he was adopted, we bonded, and over the years, that bond has only strengthened. He is my best friend, and one of a very very few friends that I have. Fun fact: he happens to be only SIX days older than me. Weird huh? Anyways, we are very close. You might ask why I'm telling you about my relationship with my bro, but it will all have something to do with what is later to come. Moving on.

Next, is my older sister(2). We'll call he "C". Okay, C is a little older than me. About two years apart. As we got older and got into puberty, hormones started to kick in. Gradually, I started kind of "wanting" my sister. It started about 8th grade I would say. I would go into her room while she was showering, and wait for her to get out and walk in. I'd be rock hard to try and see if she would respond. I did that a couple of times, but finally controlled myself. Skip to the summer going into 10th i believe. Maybe the summer of my 9th grade year. Anyways, that summer, my whole family and I went to the beach, and stayed in this two story room for free, at this condo, courtesy of my dad's friend who just so happened to own it. Well, one night most the family was downstairs watching a movie or asleep. My sister C, was upstairs in her room, watching t.v. I went up there and it was like in the incest videos that i watched, at first just to help her get the t.v. set up. I ended up hanging out with her, laying on the same bed with her. I was laying down next to her, and she was sitting on the bed, with her knees pulled up towards her. I noticed her smooth legs and started to slowly pull back her Nike shorts she was wearing, to reveal more of her thigh. Well, she noticed. I said something like "oh "oh sorry, didn't mean to, just really liked your legs" sort of things. She laughed it off or whatever. A little later i asked if she like that. She said yeah but felt weird about it. I told her I totally understood and would stop. Well, a little later, she put her head down on my chest. The night ended. Nothing happened. The next day, we went into the laundry room located on the second floor. We didn't use this room, so we knew we wouldn't be disturbed. We began exploring each other. We kissed, and just kind of felt each other up. She was really shy so i was being very slow and gentle. I lifted her shirt, seeing boobs for my first time. I started unzipping her pants, seeing a vagina for the first time. Fingered her a little bit whilst making out. I was hard, and asked if she wanted to see "mine." She was okay with it, and I unzipped my pants, revealing my erect penis. We felt each other up for awhile but finally we left. Things continued like that the rest of the trip at the beach. She gave me my first hand job later. She was a lot of my firsts, and i was likewise to her. When we left the beach, we continued doing things. I eventually started showering with her (she had a bathroom connected to her room), but we never advanced past feeling up one another. But as years went by and we grew up, we started wanting more. I began sneaking up into her room at night. I fucked her for the first time when I was in 10th grade. She was my first , again. We continued, I kept sneaking upstairs into her room to sleep with her and would occasionally find times to shower with her. Again, things progressed more, to oral sex. We'd take breaks from one another, but eventually i'd cave to self desires and things would start up again.

Lets fast forward to the present. It happened today. I had just gotten home from work to find my whole family gone, except C and J. J, originally, was asleep on the couch downstairs not feeling well. I said hey and he groggily replied. I went upstairs to find C, getting ready to shower. We chatted, I asked where everyone was and everything, how her day had been, just chatter. The whole time, especially when i asked about why the house was so empty, she was giving me "that look." So, again, I caved. I went downstairs, grabbed a condom, and walked back upstairs to find C starting a shower. We kissed, got naked, and hopped in. We did the usually, felt one another up, she blew me and i ate her out. Then i lied down and she sat on down on top of my dick. We fucked until i came. We showered, I got out, and dressed back in my work clothes, just by the unlikely chance J was up. Well, that little chance wasn't so little. I left the bathroom through the second door, which led outside into our back yard. I thought I was clear, and was walking to the sliding door of our back porch, to find J meeting me. My heart skipped a beat. He opened the door, snack in hand, apparently going to eat on the porch. We said quick heys, and I walked past him. I felt sick. Did he see me? He had to. The look he gave me was one of disgust. I went downstairs and hopped in the shower, trying to cover my tracks. But what's weird, is he seems to be fine. At first, or maybe it was me being paranoid, he seemed to be really kind of mad at me, so I assumed that he must of saw me. But now, as the night has progressed, things really seem normal. (SIDE NOTE: When C and I took a break, C and J kind of had the same deal as C and I did. C told me that J would text her, go into her room, and do basically what C and I did. Oh, C also told J what C and I had done in the past so he and I both know about our dirty pasts. Never have we blatantly talked about it. Does this have something to do with it all?)

About me. As you might have guessed, I've never had a girlfriend or ever had any form of intimate connection with a female besides C. I've been the "nice guy." The "best friend." I'm the KING of the friend zone. I just am myself to girls, every girl, whether I'm into her or not. But apparently, me being so polite just winds me up being a "best friend." Honestly though, it never really bothered me, getting friend zoned, until my friends and J were getting all these girls to fucking fall on their knees for them and easily just kind of "hit-it-and-quit-it" type deal. And in highschool, there is a lot of pressure to lose your virginity. So C and I genuinely took a break. I really tried hard to get a girlfriend. And not really for a sexual reason, but I just wanted to be close with some one. Like how C and I were. We would just some nights lay in her bed and just talk about life. I just wanted that. To be with some one. To be close. Well, I got really close to this girl, and I thought for sure I had done it. I built a connection with her, and I felt a little feed back. Well, just like the sequels, I got dropped flat on my face, and she straight told me the classic "i just see you as a friend" type deal. Well this hurt. And i mean hurt. But that's another story. Well again, i fell C and I fell back into a cycle with one another.

Okay, so after hearing all the preliminary stuff, we are now to the main point. What should I do? Should I talk with my brother about today? Should I just not? What do you guys think? I value the bond I have with my brother and I don't want to jeopardize that. And please, feel free to ask me questions.

P.S: It might be hard to believe, but I still have A LOT more to say but honestly, I'm exhausted. Again, i'm open to questions about me/my family/anything you can think of pertaining to this post. Sorry if was kind of ranty and my information seemed to be splotchy, but I just needed to say a lot of things and still need to say more and explain things better.

Confession#1
I have access to multiple friends house's and when they are on vacation I go to their house's and dress up in there clothes (my friends sisters clothes) Where I hump blankets and bust nuts etc... I also steel their clothes for my own personal use at my home.
Confession#2
I have a interest in bestiality as well one of my friends have a dog Ive sucked his dick and been mounted by him. I usually dress up like a woman in their sisters clothes and pretend im them getting mounted and fucked. I have never successfully been penetrated. I am also sad the dog is neutered.
Confession#3
I have licked and sucked and inserted a few of my friends and moms dildos and vibrators in my ass.
Confession#4
Ive stalked and broke into a girls house multiple times and stole clothes (contemplated hidden cameras)
Confession#5
I also am into rape and kidnapping and child pornography 12-13-14-15-OLD. I have contemplated kidnapping and raping a girl on Halloween night.
Confession#6
Ive eaten my own cum and gave myself facial. Why dressed up like a girl.
Confession#7
Im really into incest I get off to my niece and some cousins. I also fantasize about my friends fucking there sisters.

I dont think im gay I think I might be in the wrong body but I really like girls and pretending to be them. Or I think I might just get bored and try different things to get me off because sometimes the other things get old.

Porn and sexual frustration made me crave incest. I'm a woman, by the way. This started years ago. I was 19 then and at home from college during a summer break. I was still a virgin at that point and I had only had one boyfriend, so of course I would spend most of my free time watching porn and masturbating. I never considered myself to be an attractive woman: I was 5'5 and weighed 260 pounds, with huge belly fat/fat rolls, double chin, sausage fingers, broad shoulders and very thick legs/cellulite. Well, I did have a big ass and tits (E-cup) to go with it too (duh) but that was about it. My mom, now in her 50s, has pretty much the same proportions/build, except she's a blonde and I'm a brunette.

The turning point was when I was watching that really nasty amateur porn video. Some fat blonde slut (even bigger than me, and 18 according to the video) with big tits and ass was being fucked, bareback, by a fat, hairy, middle-aged man with long thick dick. For some reason it really turned me on! I was fingering herself and rubbing my hard clit really fast. I was close to cumming and all of a sudden the girl starts moaning "Yes, daddy, harder, harder!" and "This is so wrong...but it feels so right" and "Incest... incest..." That took me aback, I had no idea it was i****t porn. It opened with them fucking abd then suddenly they start talking like that. And then I felt my heart beat really fast, my pussy clenching as a big, nasty glob of juices popped out and dripped down the chair. I thought about it and said Fuck it. I continued watching and fingered myself just as fast. Within few minutes I came hard. I felt so dirty and nasty afterwards. (I saved the video and I still masturbate to it from time to time, it is so hot.)

My dad came to my room that night. I know what you must be thinking LOL but he would always come to my room to give me a goodnight kiss. He always adored me. Needless to say, I'm an only child. But that night I felt this strange, sudden... thrill when he walked in. Then he leaned over and kissed my forehead, like he always did. Except this time my whole body felt flushed and my heart started beating faster. I could feel his scent and I shuddered... After he left, I couldn't sleep, I kept thinking about that, about him... I creamed my panties, my clit popped up... finally, I slid my hand down and enjoyed myself. I tried to just think about the porn I watched, but I soon started imagining my dad on top of me, pounding me hard... To paint a picture, my dad is a huge man, 6'3 and weighs over 350 pounds, works as a construction worker. Huge belly fat but with big, strong hands and tense, pronounced muscles in arms and chest. So the fantasy of him on top and fucking me hard was very exciting! I came to that fantasy and it was the best orgasm of my life. Then all the emotion overwhelmed me and I cried until I fell asleep. I honestly didn't know if I was crying because I was so ashamed of what I did, what I fantasized about, or because I knew it could never happen...

From that point on evety time my dad would come to my room at night I would get aroused. My imagination was running wild. Over time, I kind of started flirting with him. I couldn't help myself. Telling him how sweet he was and how I was lucky to have him. I would look him in the eyes when I knew he was about to give me a goodnight kiss and hold his gaze. But of course he never made a move. I once told him ('jokingly') he should get to the master's bedroom or mom might get suspicious. He just laughed it off. I was getting hornier by a day.

I actually went through my father's computer one day, while both he and mom were away. Bad idea... it only made things worse for me. Of course there was porn on it... of big, busty girls, some even bigger than me, most of them young women, my age (18-25). No dad-daughter stuff, but still... it waa like it... confirmed something... of course I got wet and ended up getting off to both my dad's porn and the fantasies of two of us together. I remained extremely horny and frustrated (even more than usual) for the rest of the day. I must have masturbated at least five times that day.

That lasted until I returned to college. After a while I would make sure to walk around him in a towel. I would take shower when I knew he would be around and then come out and pretend to look for something before coming to my room to get dressed. All flushed and wet, small towel barely covering my big boobs and round fat ass. I could feel my dad's eyes on my legs... tits... ass. I think I even saw him get hard at one point, his erection tenting his pants. I felt my clit throb when I saw that, my heart was beating so fast. He looked away quickly and didn't say anything. It made me feel so naughty... wanted. I would even do it when my mom was in the room with him. I couldn't help myself. But once again, he never made a move at me. I wished he would at least reach out to touch me... or kiss me... but he didn't. It made me very angry. But I still love him so much.

What to say in the end? That was ten years ago. I have graduated college, lost some weight but still a big girl. I have a good job and a great boyfriend that wants to fuck all the time. My parents are still happily married and all. But whenever I think about that summer and my dad, I get wet. Even writing this turned me the fuck on. No need to pleasure myself this time. I will simply go to my boyfriend in the bedroom and spread my legs. Sometimes I wonder, if I had never seen that porn and got turned on, would I have ever thought about my dear dad that way? Would our relationship still be innocent and pure? But it's too late now, I'm irreparably nasty and perverted. A lesson in there.