I confess that I feel like I made a big mistake.
I used to date a girl that would let me do anything I wanted to her (with a little convincing) sexually, but she was a complete bitch. She would fight with me all the time and just generally made my life hell when we weren't on good terms (which was very rarely toward the end of the relationship.)
After we broke up I started hooking up with another girl that loved and I mean LOVED blowing me. I love blowjobs. She would honestly invite me over just so she could blow me and watch me smile. However, I was naive and never dated this girl because my friends would always make fun of her (she wasn't ugly...just tall and kind of dim witted).
Anyway, I wound up breaking that off and now I'm married to a woman who simply doesn't satisfy me sexually. The rest of the relationship is GREAT, but the sex just isn't right. I rarely get what I want, but always give her what she wants and now I really miss getting things my way. I love my wife, but sometimes I just want her to be a slut to me. Beg for me to cum in her mouth. Let me cum on her. Anything.
Anyway, that's my confession. Just don't let yourself regret anything. I'm trying to work through some things in my mind to make sure I don't either.
Later, JT