I confess that I want to be a submissive sissy cum-dump.
I want men to fuck me, to abuse me & to fill me with their cocks and cum, again and again.
I am always the last to leave at work because I don't dear shower/change with the rest of my coworkers. Most of them are real "alfa-males". The thought alone of being surrounded by all their cocks, sends shiver through body straight to my groin. The times I've showered with them I've had to fight myself from going down on all fours and begging them to fuck me. Especially when they talk about how they want to rough-fuck, what ever woman comes to their mind or sight.
What's worse, it the fact the I have never been with a man, but I want to sooooo badly.
The closest I've gotten was a few week ago on the bus home from work. It's was pretty crowded as always and we were all mushed together. Someone grabbed my ass and started groping it. And it wasn't a "Oh i'm sorry, did i just touch your butt?" it was a "I want to fuck your brains out" grope. I was just standing there, biting my lip, like an idiot. Praying that he would pull my jeans down just enough to fuck me right then and there.