[Verse 1]
I don’t know how to feel about this
It all made sense but now it’s just a smudge on a dirty window
Everything that I thought I knew
Was just a skewed reality
That locked away my sanity
[Chorus]
I believed in this at first, but I’m seeing all the signs
(That it’s not real)
How can you be so sure that it’s forever?
When I snap my fingers, you’re gone
(I cannot conceal)
[Verse 2]
I won’t make promises that I can’t keep
You don’t need me
I won’t wait for you to change
That’s the one thing I can guarantee
You couldn’t see that I wasn’t happy
Don’t act as if you were the victim of this situation
You didn’t take what I gave to you
But everything's just vacancy
I’m abandoned with what you left of me
[Chorus]
I believed in this at first, but I’m seeing all the signs
(That it’s not real)
How can you be so sure that it’s forever?
When you pulled the trigger, I’m gone
(This is how I feel)
[Bridge]
Stay away
You thoughts of insecurity
I’ll never say
That I was ever better off
I tried my hardest
To shut out the ghosts
That haunt my dreams
I’m suffering from all the decay
Meet Me @ The Altar is a energetic WOC pop punk band, consisting of guitarist Téa Campbell (Florida), drummer Ada Juarez (New Jersey), and lead singer Edith Johnson (Georgia).
there's few albums that have such a great, charming and cool vibe, so dark and muffled whilst sounding so bright. it's oscillating between orchestral-like pieces and bedroom pop, and it just works. this is going in the reference music playlist Unit's Daydream
As an ADHD trans woman this whole album is a very relatable listen but wasted has my favorite lyric "Please inject me with iced coffee and estrogen" Iced Coffee and Estrogen
Cinematic indie rock fused with brooding post-punk and a bit of drama, its moody tones a match for our current moment. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 26, 2025