If you’re going through hell, keep going.

i need someone to be my financial advisor cos i’m a good at saving but bad in spending the saving. haha.. thank god i work in a company that is generous enough every year to provide me extra cash. i think with every year end, and if my performance is really good, the total money would be enough for a handsome amount of new car deposit, or even for marriage. a rough figure..emm issit near the amount of rm25k? yeppp..maintain a good health of saving and in 2 years the amount would be doubled. let’s fantasize…lol. it is a good reason for me to spend monthly and just to save the bonuses at every year end? hurm… 😛

i have this one project which involves the web-based programming skills. i am so fond into it that i even came on weekend to do it. i started to feel bersemangat doing it..and i believe it because it sparks the interest out of me. i enjoy doing what interests me.

i started to think that i need to be more visible. be pro-active. at least that is what my manager had advised me during my performance review. i think i know many people already in the company, and also from other companies as well.  i think many people in the organization knows me too. maybe it still not enough? to survive in the corporate environment does it requires extra effort? acting maybe? but i guess i just have to make manyyyyy more people to realize my existance….

yes yes yes. my internet is back in it’s full speed after more than 3 days of inactivity (mcm siput). i tried calling  the service center but no one respond. all i heard on the other line was that all of their technical support persons are busy. i guess they have barred my number cos i have too many complaints in their record and everyone there tried to ingore my calls.

I am not interested in shopping. I hate to shop, but I love to window shopping. When I’m alone, I can waste hours spending my time walking in a shopping mall, drooling over something which I don’t really need. I shop occasionally especially when there are sales, but not too often though. It just that I have money to spend and I learn to spend it wisely. I am not a shopaholics but I am a TERRIBLE IMPULSIVE SHOPPER. When something interest me, and I just couldn’t shake it off my mind, I will buy it without hesitation. I need someone to control me on this. I really do.

I should be buying the 580EX II Speedlite or the R3 suspension setup but I ended up buying a new watch! (which is not in my plan at all)

Buying things as a gift also excites me a lot 🙂

Hence the need for me to start taking up the Forex lessons seriously again….($_$)

I need to put a lot of pictures in my blog. To write something is definitely good, but to have pictures in it would be much better as it paints a 1000 words. I always enjoy reading others’ blog that has pictures in their posts, as what I did was to view their pictures rather than reading their entry. I should associate at least a picture related to my post. I was on my 2nd day of MC today, and what picture should I put? I guess it would be my MC receipt but it was too lame 😛

I have not study the currencies trend for 2 weeks now. It requires skills that can only be gained if I study it whole heartedly. And it took years to master the trading. I have no enough time to sit and study charts all night. Lazy me. 🙂

I have not playing tennis for a month plus. I rarely get myself updated about tennis world as I normally did. The only update I get is when I browsed through the free newspapers inside the tower lift to my office.

I have a thorough discussion with my manager about my performance and I gained the very much needed boost/advice for me to excel in my career. Thank you boss.

I tagged along with my friend in his wedding job and trust me it was tiresome. But it was worthwhile as I learnt a few tips and tricks of photography during the session. (nice free foods also). Hehe.

I enjoyed photography and learn the proper techniques of photography and still learning. But the gears are pricey! duh.

I spent my money wisely now and try to save more every month (this is hard. hehe)

I have closed all doors except for one 🙂

Tadaa. My latest blog update after some time. The long pause from me was not because of my busy-ness. (busy time office hour je actually..tu pon smpat men sms2 :)). I need a clear mind, or when there’s an urge for me to jot down something then I’ll blog about it.

So to recap, finally I’ve successfully organized my Raya open house + housewarming session. Thanks to my family who provides everything. hehe. Love u all. And thanks to those who came. Your presence is highly appreciated and valued! Until the last day of Syawal, I’ve been visiting to my friend’s houses, taking pictures, eating various foods (I LIKE!), chatting, explore new roads and area, bla bla bla. Raya this year is different as I enjoyed every moments of my time with the addition of a glooming heart inside me *wink* 🙂

This year I went to these houses: (kak zan’s, en. Hamka’s, Arep’s, Azrul’s, Kak Azah’s, Dell’s, Hazirah’s and Aliah’s. Convoy raya with officemates to office colleagues and managers’s houses was fun and filled with joys! Raya to Hazirah’s house was unique as she served me fruits for raya :P. Raya to Aliah’s house was great with nice laksa utara  (especially for the hungry me) and cute cats! hehe 🙂 Sorry Hazirah I have to send you home quickly (very quick indeed).

Say goodbye to Raya 2009! I will update for the year of 2010 next year, Insyaallah 🙂

P/s: pictures refer to my FB.