Headspace

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What does it mean?

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You took a drive at night and you never came back
I start to wonder, “is it my fault, did you have a heart attack?”
Anxiety resides in me
I get a call from your phone, pick up on the first ring
The other end gives out a cry
Words that say “I love you” but really mean “Goodbye”
A truth that’s only in my head
Two hours later and I’m wide awake in bed

Because it’s all a dream, that’s what it seems
But the fear is real and haunting me
Most of the time it’s out of sight
But it’s hard to stay asleep at night
Because it’s all a dream, what does it mean?
The fear is taking hold of me
I try to take hold, try to fight
But I’m so scared to say goodbye

It’s hard to not be filled with dread
When you wake up and you see the living dead
Last night, I swear I saw you die
I know it isn’t real but still, it makes me cry

And I notice the words that you say
Don't reflect the same way
As they did the other day
And I take all the words that I wrote
That get stuck in my throat
And I'm fine, I'm just not Ok

Because it’s all a dream, that’s what it seems
But the fear is real and haunting me
I probably shouldn’t try to hide
The things inside my mind

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released December 7, 2020
Terran Schoell - Composition, Production, Mixing, Mastering, Performance

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Musithical Portland, Oregon

I have a guitar, a computer, and a brain. Here's what I've made with those.

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