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The song about how real it gets when you’re a trans girl in professional music. Written by my dear Swan specifically for me to sing, I couldn’t be prouder to release this for pride.
It’s a not-funny joke
it’s a coupon for a rope
it’s a bill to be alive I can’t afford
It’s awful nice that you admire uu
but it don’t mean a thing if you don’t hire us
I’m way too fucking famous to be this poor.
It’s not something you can hide
when poisons coincide
You’re giving me the finger with your smile
I’m done with chasing shadows
I can’t eat on when I had shows
I’m way too fucking famous to be this poor.
Don’t know who’s dick I need to suck
if that’s all they want from us
I can’t be on my knees if I’m dead
I’m an afterthought Pride hire
I’m a feeling you can’t fire
I’m a book on every shelf nobody’s read.
I’m paying for my body
I’m in debt SO many laws deep
Can I just take out a loan
I want to sleep
I can’t afford fun
I’m running out of breath to run
I’m way too fucking famous to be this poor.
-words and music by Swan Real
credits
released June 20, 2025
Recorded at Survivor Sound, Oakland, California
Mixed at The Henhouse, Brooklyn, New York
Mastered at Neato Mastering, Nashville, Tennessee
Produced by Swan Real, recorded by Jonah Strauss, mixed by Piper Payne
Matt is my stablemate at Fox Run Studios and a soulful, piano-rockin' man. The sound of his album is what made me choose our shared producer, Neale Eckstein. I love Matt's music! Mya Byrne
Another dear friend, I play in Jesse's NYC band, so I'm biased, but...gosh, I think he's the closest thing our generation has to Jackson Browne. Mya Byrne