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20 LIFE OE MARGAKET PULLER OSSOLIc
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But this anxiety and overwork produced a terrible feeling in her headand in 1835 a distressing weight on the top of the brain
seized , herand -without intermission for nine long days and nights , all was feverand pain . Her fatherhabitually so sparing
in tokens agony of affection , , , was led by his anxiety , to express himself in stronger terms than usual , and his eulogy , which moved her to tears ,
admitted that she possessed , in common with all , some defects , but pronounced her free from faults . The invalid recovered surely ,
if slowly : but a dark dispensation way yet remained for the family ; death had only retreated , not retired from their circle , for on the
evening of the 30 th of September her father was seized with cholera , and on the 2 nd of October was a corpse . For the first two days her
grief under this unexpected calamity was such that she dare not speak of it ; her brothers and sisters were ill , her mother
overpowered with sorrow , fatigue , and anxiety . Her father left no will , and in ence her pathwas hedged in by niany petty
difficulties ; consequ he left less property , than was anticipated , and Margaret now really , if not nominally the head of the family , was very
ignorant of the management of property . Practical details she had always hatedthe din of such affairs annoyed herand she hoped to
find a life-long , refuge from them in the serene world , of literature and the arts ; but her strong sense of duty conquered all difficulties ,
and in a solemn prayer , offered the very night after her father ' s _$ eathshe determined to combine what was due to others with what
was due , to herselfThe first fruits of this resolution was to deny herself the pleasure , of a visit to Europe , which for two years and
> _3 nore had been the day-star of her life , and for which , as a means of equitablremunerating her parents for the cost of such a
tour , she had y faithfully devoted herself to teaching the younger members of her family . " Cut off from access to scholars , libraries ,
lectures , galleries of art , museums of science , antiquities , and the historic scenes of Europe , Margaret bent her powers to use such
opportunities of culture as she could command in her solitary country But we home must . let her tell in her own words _^ the strength of the
temptation and the greatness of the victory ; remembering all that is implied in the magic word _" Europe" to a young and intellectual
American woman . _" Margaret The death could of her well father have "been broug called ht in its on train to bear a disapp For ointment two as keen and .
as . years more she had been buoyed tip "to intense effort by the promise of a visit to Europe ably remunerating for the end of her comp parents leting for her the of culture the cost . of And such members as a tour the , means she of the ha of d famil equit faith-
full Her y honored devoted friend herself s to Professor the teaching and Mrs . _Earrar younger who were about visiting y . the Old Worldhad , invited lier to be their companion , ; and , as Miss
before Martineau her was was as to , brilliant return to with Eng generous land in h the opes shi as p her with 1 st them iring she , the ima writes g prospect ination _,
_poiild conceive . But now , in her journal of January , 1886 , ; —
20 Life Oe Margaket Puller Ossolic
20 LIFE OE MARGAKET PULLER OSSOLIc
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English Woman’s Journal (1858-1864), Sept. 1, 1859, page 20, in the Nineteenth-Century Serials Edition (2008; 2018) ncse.ac.uk/periodicals/ewj/issues/ewj_01091859/page/20/
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