Darker, Louder

by New Year Memorial

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1.
It’s time to forget Dressed to the nines in our old Sunday best Young and magnificent Sprawled on the road I scrawled on your hand that I carried you home Through the smoke and the cigarettes We threw around meaningless words For the sake of the sound Knotted our awkward tongues into a rope Tethered so I said I miss you the most Come January when this year’s been and gone Will you lie here beside me and tell me it’s alright Come January when it’s all said and done Will you lie here with me tonight You woke like a bomb Torn from the eyes of the sleepless parade Everything interesting Crawled from the blue Fell like the plug was pulled in wandering light Like the moon and the papers heard Who throws around meaningless words For the sake of the sound Nothing more, nothing less Into a rope Tethered so you said I’ll miss you the most But I’d rather be lonelier Would you?
2.
So Delicate 02:59
Would you lie or say your name Form a second silhouette Blue disguised with silver thread And again and again and again Would you settle for just a little more? Did you see how this would end before the end? Fell in love with the acid rain Said goodbye to the evergreen Pulled apart just to fade away And again and again Have you seen Jimena today? Heard her voice in the things you said Moved along to a better place And again and again
3.
Only You 03:25
Did it bother you? When you fell out of the place That remembers you for all the things you never said A piece of solitude for every moment we replay It weighs on top of you So move in time to find a way If you sing along you’ll be half as good as gone If you see it through you’ll be better off for sure It’s only you, forever you Does it follow you on every corner, every face Sleep inside of you Seasons pass so effortless Moonlit make believe A taste of beautiful release Echoes quietly hung on paper thin cassettes
4.
Glitters 04:04
It was still for the first time Felt alive for a minute A flicker of a fail in me Then you died for the second time Searched for more than I’d ever seen Darker not louder but clear for the first time You’ll know if it glitters like gold Takes all you are to hold onto it So sure I was hoping you’d stay here a little Wait here a little So tell me you want to feel just like you used to feel It was slowly but surely Slight of hand so sincerely Like the summer passing through me
5.
Could barely pay the lucky ones They say it stays the same it never did Well I guess the better man Can formulate a liars plan Still we get away If you sing I’ll hear you sing I’ll hear you sing I take much more than I can give To feel the weight I’d always wished If there’s more than I could do To bleed the rest in spite of you And all my friends they’ll never die I’ll keep you safe in summer I’ll keep you warm in the winter I’ll keep you like no other For they love you so From the dead set eyes of your mother To the deep set brow of your father I’ll keep you like no other For they love you so And night after night An eye for an eye
6.
Chorus Boys 03:08
Spin out make waves together Smooth circles mend them one by one Pale arms collide in silver You are a moment in reverse Into the fiction of the never heard, the never to become We took our breaths together Head first in holy water Push forward turning gracefully Through clear blue eyes no better Held up confessed unfaithfully If you believe a little If you release and let it go We took our breaths together Through clear blue eyes no better
7.
Delacour 03:12
Deserved more poignant words Was barely feeling some A self-appointed ghost You could never stand to lose Would never be enough We used the pointed words In place of something worse You left with second best And mumbled fuck the rest I’ll take the blame for you Still take the blame You will be the answer Take my hands and make it better Make it over Won’t admit the only thing for this is Still not giving up Feeling underused in luck
8.
To save yourself from something To not care what is bigger To satisfy is not in me Lean on my soul forever To say a few words after To needle more for later To know you better than before Lean on my soul forever It’s not in me
9.
Torino 03:37
Said that you wanted fire I couldn’t breathe for anyone Sky blue we settled on Hoped for a hole inside my head Looked down the idle aisles The teething scores still part of me Took care to swallow in I never could or would believe They say it gets better in time Well I’m over here Softly surely shock me please me now If you plead your case completely Then leave me out We can leave this open Close whatever Highlight fools We can stay forever Like you believe They say it gets better in time Well I’m over here killing it So set it forward now
10.
You said it once before I’d accept a million answers If you found a million more We celebrate the fall To explain the smallest victories The single thing you fought was make believe So lean in I’d expect nothing more Pull me in And on and off we missed the ordinary light Serenaded midnight bells Hung in doorways left behind Fell for the chaos dreams The apple of your eye Feigned too far the sweetest melody The single thing you fought was make believe And all the while days came and went We’ll spare a thought for nothing less Nothing more, nothing less

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released September 27, 2024

Produced by Chris Gordon in Glasgow, September 2023 - February 2024.

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