Am I losing control again?
I think I suffer ‘cause I think too much
Too scared to face my final failure, debate if I’m to blame
Sometimes I let this heavy heart drag me down
(Arrogant temperament, you’re so jaded)
The will to live, the strength I can’t find, wouldn’t it be lovely just to die?
(Self destruct and bury love with hesitation)
The way I feel, the words escape me, my psyche takes the beating
There’s a silence becoming me as I’m spiraling down
Father, I’ve come to know your pain
I am a surrogate for your anguish
And time passed, you laid yourself to waste
I can’t pardon your language
Hate my love for you
Adjusted to the casual abuse, we’re lost without it
Your hands around my throat,
grasping, painful cry for help
Dreaming of cutting my veins out,
Wrap my corpse in the sheets
I hate my love for you, hurts more than you’d imagine
(I don’t deserve this)
I hate my love for you, and we were only starting to atone
Damaged, but I love you still
credits
from Future Damage,
released December 17, 2021
Co-Produced (with NN), Engineered, and Mixed by Johnny Natoli & Cory Spotts
Mastered by Mike Kalajian at Rogue Planet Mastering
Photos, Videos, and Booklet by Matt Cardinal (@bird_sounds)
Logo design by Charlie Scott (@charlesscottcreative)
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