Still Lurking Creepy

by binnie mf

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1.
By The Lake 02:55
up by the lake roses is in bloom got me feeling lovely birds going fast like nyoom up by the lake scent as sweet as honey u kno it's so real when it got u feelin dummy up by the lake shit getting serious wanna get spend time with him both of us delirious up by the lake up by the trees bout singin bout some birds and some bees up all day up all night up so longing the waiting dont exactly feel tight up by the lake up by the trees fucked bout singin bout some birds and some bees up by the lake up by the trees bout singin bout some birds and some bees up all day up all night fucked up so longing the waiting dont exactly feel tight i dont wanna do this i dont wanna feel this i wanna get a snack pack i miss my kitty bitch we feeling so despondent you could call us a ghost knock on wood get lucky until ur froze staring at ur own reflection cant handle this particular inspection quit tittilating me u injection u fessing what the fuck bitch, enh!... i dont messing around im sorry for the distance im sorry for the trouble im not sorry at all i just miss to cuddle all bubblygetting fucked by she kiss and punch and whatever she please do it all as she would unto me not really that scary unless you arent we such a fucking fairy fucking poof faggoty laughing, aint on e no more oh, whats on the other side of that door? up by the lake up by the trees bout singin bout some birds and some bees up all day up all night up so longing the waiting dont exactly feel tight
2.
love, what's the point of--bam bam! what's the point of love what's the point of what's the point of love! love! love! love, what's the point of..--bam bam! what's the point of .. what's the point of love! what's the point of love! what's the point of love! love... what broke you? what hurt you? why are you like this? i want to know what inspired your need for taking piss wake up like i need to rag on some folks internet is the place for it as everybody knows but seriously please find some love in your heart i dont know how to tell you its a good thing to start beauty in the world is bountiful and incredible the smarmy sarcastic finds much wrong indelible therefore shift the perspective as you please find my own share of love and i fall to my knees seek innocence and cry for laughter it's not like a smile will make the wrong come faster love, what's the point of..--bam bam! what's the point of love.. what's the point of.. what's the point of.. love! love! love! love, what's the point of..--bam bam! what's the point of.. what's the point of love! what's the point of love! what's the point of love! love... freaky in conversation tells you whats up that ones name is sammy thinks itself a pup in an imaginary coven who's practice is dead made up nonsense spills out of this head pardon my secrets, but not all's for you creeped out over perception, what else is new i rest my head on him to show that i care to show the same his hand in my hair love to be gentle with men it nourishes me gives me a unique form of feeling called happy i dont understand the haters i dont quite get it but more for me you know what i said it i love to share a space intimately with friends a feeling of forever ultimate happy ends i love to share a space i love to share a space love, what's the point of..--bam bam! what's the point of love what's the point of.. what's the point of.. love! love! love! love, what's the point of..--bam bam! what's the point of.. what's the point of love! what's the point of love! what's the point of love! love... foster relationships and watch as they grow feed and water them with what you know treat with dignity and respect but above all companionship though loneliness may not kill and it may not even hurt but i believe what we're put on this earth for is to help each other march onwards nothing else to do but go forward nothing else to do but go forward go forward
3.
We Headtrip 02:58
when the people around me i dont really know what theyre on about when the people around me i dont really get that shit when the people around me i kinda wanna just lay down when the people around me i just disappear grumble rumble toil and trouble who's gonna pay for bursting that bubble knocks in the door and the minds in molasses like please form a line if you want your ass kicked i dont get what you're up to what you're on about i dont need you all reaking of unfound doubt its really not my concern of whom the latest gossipidy i just fuck yeah seakingfezen or was it saran dipity looking for lucky connection to spell it all out for ya excusidy a peculiarity pouridy of my mouth cuz i dont need to do this and you dont even know how but i'take ur treat breakfast if u need to get out liek i just float on rhymes 6 out of 11 times reducing my fines apologetic deducing the kinds via known metric introducing the binds is eelektrik we cruising till times out is kinda hectic we headtrip yeah we headtrip we headtrip we headtrip tripping trip heads yeah we headtrip we headtrip i bastard child, pigs fucked with us since we was seven i'll fuck Ur hell cuz i kno i aint need no heaven my dogs is biting i know they aint chicken place Ur bets on swag cuz U kno we is winnin dipskit telemetry measure the weights tracked up in 40 ounces u kno we got ways sit in my room cry, cut, and masturbate shouts out to josie for splitting tht crate
4.
zombie wandering on and on and im just pondering on the pondwater bitches sad like be a wallflower i dont get mad i just lose power ditch the demure pick up a new fixture miss standing under allured charm picture acting all funny and feeling so nice right its good to be with friends that goes so tight but wrap up the show quick cuz we have got to jet dont get high off my fumes lest u grabbin a neck kiss and tell's like a joke if u ask me funny the first time just wait and see too soon to tell too soon to tell zombie wandering on and on and im just pondering on the pondwater bitches sad like be a wallflower i dont get mad i just lose power pick u up by the bickety backety bite me off like kittety kattety me old bones all rickety rackety new throback called skibidi skatiti off my shit like u aint heard of it u kno i care what got u nervous if theres a person needs a hurting i aint just blurting words like birds is chirping i dont really care for all the static, magic up my sleeves like wrists look tragic, batshit did it up until too high in attic wackest get in your head on that practice socratic legiterally, legiterally! i dont really care for the poison or the hoity toitin disappointing i ride like im surfin urban concrete asphalt waves is got me hazy lazy but really thats just what i say, b
5.
In Her Net 02:47
lurking in my cobwebs play my 3ds she dont get why do that cuz it feels the best lurking in my cobwebs crawling in her net guy says causes problems i ask wanna bet? we dont see the true shape itd be too weird creepin up toward ya like wanna share a beer? waking to unwritten pain guess that kinda jinxed it if u dont got the cash i dont mind if we split dip off to our garbage farm excuse me its called trash heap asked what we want and we just want to get nasty dont get why oppos on my ass acting all friendly u got a problem with it? dude like just fucking tell me burn up like a cell phone still feel so cold they see our behavior and think we've never been told burn up like a cell phone feeling like a frisky motherfucker bitch titted i dont really get what's in me that makes me wanna shout and cry and scream and play whatever i dont really need u nah really-- like never! i dont really want this shit i dont really wanna- do it but like whatever we on it we goin past it yo nah like we through it could u ever really imagine all the endless pain? could u ever really imagine all the endless pain? could u ever really imagine all the endless pain? could u imagine trying to do this shit after some fucking fame? tho i said that to you you misplaced my intentions yeah i said i said but like you aint read it right x3 no we got no need to fight i got my words all right alright. alright good night my dog, good night.
6.
i need to go on walks again but then i be getting so nauseous lighting up fumes is noxious oh fuck is u just joshin? i gotta review over my options get them girlies up and talkin step up right out of my coffin let them folk think they caught wind i stay up moving through larks and i still go out past when it gets darkened u kno it hurts when they aint harkened but you know i just stay up and barking why act forever out of spite tho i dont need to start a fight yo if u wanna help out i could use a ride bro but its okay cuz i got my bike tho i dont get why u think this is right g my number one question is why we gotta persist in the same unlikely shape we've found ourselves in it aint tight see i really just wanna keep on being different but everybody looks at me like im tripping i guess i'll just go and keep living pour one out for the mofos that didnt
7.
she spoke of hell and pain and though, not as much of heaven or comfort, still she spoke of the beauty of the world, and of prayer and hope. there are descriptions of procedures, some more mechanical or body oriented and some more abstract or thought oriented. most of these procedures are both, some are neither. these are procedures to deal with the general angst of living. the descriptions of the abstract are not divergent from the descriptions of the natural. what is a description of the natural if not a description of one's perception of the natural? what is a description of the natural when one's perception does not match with the perception of his peers? if he's lucky, he's deemed a liar. however, one cannot know he's lucky to have been dismissed when he doesn't know that recognition would result in his torture. nowhere is safe when your enemy has made himself comfortable in your home. you may leave your home, but what will you do when it's time to sleep? sharing warmth and comfort is common among living things. internality being used to facilitate a connection with confusing externalities is common among humans. what is being a human? the perception of an individual's infernal malfunction may be a death sentence for the individual, often when the infernal malfunction would not have been so grim, left unseen. what if one wishes to be perceived differently than he has been? will the attempt override the always ever-ready eyes and ears that he finds himself surrounded by? there exists something within you

about

Once upon a time--on the way home from a 9 month holiday in Aotearoa--I stayed out late, writing in my notebook on the streets in Oakland, a quite enjoyable experience despite my injured feet from having walked all day in cheap sandals. I had good company: conversational, a fellow writer, and he was willing to share his smoke.
Perhaps as punishment, I was not granted autonomy to see my friends in Cascadia. I long for Cascadia still.

Upon a handful of times I had done similarly in Auckland. Homeless as I was, I still found great joy in my life... I long for the graveyard on K Road, I long for the abandoned theatre. I long for the company of travelers, writers, and streeties. I'm sure it won't be too long before I'm reunited.

Today, I will sleep in a bed and long for the unfamiliar.

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Still Creepy Lurking is a collection of musings on my experiences as a traveller & a schizo. We hope it finds you well.

dedicated to couch surfers, vandals, oogles, train hoppers, every smoker who has ever had the courage to ask a stranger to bum a cig and every stranger who's been kind enough to award such courage.
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zombie wandering music video:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=6bW9e_cQiew

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released April 25, 2025

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