1. |
Only Listen
03:14
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Somewhere between the sorrow
And the longing in each life
There’s a voice that fills the void with recognition.
The words touch dreams and passion
While the music builds a hymn
Be it sung in celebration or contrition
Only listen
As the sky, the roads, the water
Each bring the songs they know
Pay with open mind to gain admission
The concert has just started
Full of songs all heard before
With notes of grace that colour their rendition
Only listen
I was told to treasure tears
Washing clean the passing years
I was told that yesterday
Is to visit, not to stay
I was told that candles burn
And, snuffed out, don’t return
I was told I should not leave
I have listened, I believed
Take a love of light and laughter
Take contemplated dark
And wrap resulting thoughts as hope’s permission
When every wall’s a doorway
And every step’s a dance
It’s the soundtrack to a generous life’s mission
Only listen
Only listen
Only listen
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2. |
Walt Kelly
03:18
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In England they're waiting for Arthur,
Or the beat of a drum calling Drake.
Here in the new world we've few knights to summon
And a sad lack of ladies in lakes.
But a hill facing south-Georgia swampland
Holds caves where time slows to a crawl.
Sleeping inside is a man and his possum
With a turtle, a gator, an owl…
Come back and save us, Walt Kelly;
Pogo gave wisdom to trust,
Saying that each time we meet our worst enemy,
Turns out that enemy's us.
He was good at detecting Malarkey
And those who wrapped flags around greed.
Porky Pine always had points to consider
So, his is the voice that we need.
Come back and save us, Walt Kelly;
Pogo gave wisdom to trust,
Saying that each time we meet our worst enemy,
Turns out that enemy's us.
If circumstance ever wakes Merlin
Or Kings under mountains should ride
Defending their homelands in times of great danger
I hope they bring Walt by their side.
Come back and save us, Walt Kelly;
Pogo gave wisdom to trust,
Saying that each time we meet our worst enemy,
Turns out that enemy's us.
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3. |
I'll Be Rain
02:43
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Let me kiss your face or hold me in your hands
Tiny as a dew-drop shining on a spider’s strand
Calling to the thunderstorms that roll across this land
I’ll be rain some day.
I am water.
Lying on the ground,
I can only touch your toes,
But I’ll be rain some day.
Yes, I’ll be rain some day.
A lake is just a lake and a stream is just a stream
Some have found their pleasure in a lively burst of steam
But lifted to the clouds above has always been my dream
I’ll be rain some day.
I am water.
Lying on the ground,
I can only touch your toes,
But I’ll be rain some day.
Yes, I’ll be rain some day.
Put away galoshes, keep umbrellas locked within
Dance under my shower, I’ll become your private sin
Caresses like a lover who is wedded to your skin
Be your rain some day
I am water.
Lying on the ground,
I can only touch your toes,
But I’ll be rain some day.
Yes, I’ll be rain some day.
I’m afraid of drowning to be lost inside the sea
When I could keep on falling as long as I am me
Splash into a river from a leaf upon a tree,
Be rain again some day.
I am water.
Lying on the ground,
I can only touch your toes,
But I’ll be rain some day.
Yes, I’ll be rain some day.
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4. |
Catch the Moon
03:35
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If I should catch the moon, will it let my father rest?
We live inside his dreams, bearing fruit of his distress
I touch the rocks up in the sky and wonder, have I learned
He shivers in his sleep, breaks his own bones as he turns
If I should catch the moon
If I should catch the moon
If I should catch the moon, will it give my father peace?
And if I cannot cure, I can offer ease at least
It may be my survival’s lure and maybe his as well
To be more than a warning tale historians will tell
If I should catch the moon
If I should catch the moon
After all her travels, his daughter is returning
After all the madness, after years of dark and burning
Call the water to the shore
See a sky that’s bright once more
As every season passes to remembrance.
If I should catch the moon, will my father let me be?
To move in gentle dance with an ancient harmony
I’d like to walk a highway that is open to the stars
I’d like to see a city that is free of legend’s scars
If I should catch the moon
If I should catch the moon
If I should catch the moon
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5. |
Lemonade
02:45
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When life gives you lemons, you’ve been told what to do:
Make lemonade and earn a nickel or two.
Sell it ‘round the town to your neighbours or kin,
Get up in the morning, slice lemons again.
I’ve had enough lemonade already.
It’s spreading out wide and it’s rising up steady.
Sour and seedy and it burns going down,
One more glass and I believe I’ll drown.
Each passing dark cloud must be silver-lined;
If you own an airplane, you can start a silver mine.
All that precious ore’s going to pit and corrode
When it falls in the lemonade that’s flooding the road.
I’ve had enough lemonade already.
It’s spreading out wide and it’s rising up steady.
Sour and seedy and it burns going down,
One more glass and I believe I’ll drown.
My ship once came in on a bright, sunny day,
Laden with lemons as it entered the bay.
Roots split the hull, from its cargo of trees,
And it sank out of sight ‘neath the deep lemon sea.
I’ve had enough lemonade already.
It’s spreading out wide and it’s rising up steady.
Sour and seedy and it burns going down,
One more glass and I believe I’ll drown.
One more glass and I believe I’ll drown.
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6. |
Tuesday Loves Monday
02:49
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Tuesday’s such a lonely day when Monday’s not around.
It only has its memories of being lost, then found,
For Monday is its anchor and provides a solid base
That keeps a flighty Tuesday from drifting into space.
And I love you like Tuesday loves Monday.
Sometimes, it seems they’re just one day.
I imagine everything feels right
When they touch in the middle of the night.
Monday is all business ’til the working day is through
Tuesday’s about getting by, does what it has to do
They meet on special evenings, hold close; no need to speak
So happy they’re together, and together every week
So I love you like Tuesday loves Monday.
Sometimes, it seems they’re just one day.
I imagine everything feels right
When they touch in the middle of the night.
I love you like Tuesday loves Monday.
Sometimes, it seems they’re just one day.
I imagine everything feels right
When they touch in the middle of the night.
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7. |
Daughter Jenny
03:56
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Near the shore of an island in the Hebrides
Jenny almost drowned
On a fam’ly holiday when she was nine
And I wish I had a picture of her,
Happy, dry, and safe,
But our cam’ra failed. That happened every time.
To my daughter Jenny
I can’t explain quite how
You’ve been always in my memory
But never in my now.
Never now.
Out of all her birthdays, I recall the eighth;
The magician showed up drunk
Though names of guests elude me when I try.
There was homework done behind closed doors
To my daughter Jenny
I can’t explain quite how
You’ve been always in my memory
But never in my now.
Never now.
Sometimes when I think of you it’s like a charcoal sketch:
The outline’s right but detail’s just implied,
Or maybe like a story character, not fully fleshed,
A role without a rationale to guide.
To my daughter Jenny
I can’t explain quite how
You’ve been always in my memory
But never in my now.
Never now.
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8. |
Less Voodoo
02:42
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Stop his breath
Twist his tongue
Watch his plans come all undone
Stares my way
A mental wreck
But my friends tell me he’s starting to suspect.
Too much magic,
They say I’m using too much magic
In everything I do:
Try a little less voodoo.
Feed his feared
Embarrassment
So he regrets each fond intent
Give him false
Memories
Of how relationships end tragically
Too much magic,
They say I’m using too much magic
In everything I do:
Try a little less voodoo.
Endless rain,
Sodden fella
Thinks he’s holding an umbrella
I could part
Clouds aloft
If I knew what would work to turn him off
Too much magic,
They say I’m using too much magic
In everything I do:
Try a little less voodoo.
A little less voodoo.
Yeah, a little less voodoo.
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9. |
The Once Upon a Time
04:59
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My father was a Baron,
A strong and yet a fair one
Who taught me how to fight and how a courtier should act.
I looked to do better
So, when I read the letter
From the King about his daughter’s willingness to wed, I packed!
Arriving at the castle
I waited like an ass ’til
Nobles by the dozens, knights by hundreds, passed through court.
At last I was presented
To the Princess who’d consented
But my flowery application was met with a royal snort
Not so fast.
I bet I can change your mind.
You are in a hurry for the “happy ever after”
But this is still the “once upon a time”.
Seems there is this ogre
That’s evil and gone rogue. Her
Father then explained about the quest that he’d contrived.
I'm sure that I surprised them
When, quickly, I apprised them
That an ogre as a threat was one most easily survived.
A cave half-full of treasure
Discarded there at leisure
Is a certain sign of ogre when gnawed bones consume the rest.
One being within vision
Was a woman there imprisoned
Who quite misunderstood my noting that she was undressed.
Not so fast.
I bet I can change your mind.
You are in a hurry for the “happy ever after”
But this is still the “once upon a time”.
The lock broke in short order,
Then I turned my back toward her
As she rummaged for some clothes among the piled, discarded wealth.
When I looked once more, she
Who stood adorned before me
Was no simple country maiden but an armoured knight herself.
She met my gaze with laughter
Said, “It’s gold that I am after
And here’s the bag I gathered ‘ere he saw me and attacked.”
I didn’t think that knightly
And couldn’t treat it lightly
But even less the voice that spoke from right behind my back.
Not so fast.
I bet I can change your mind.
You are in a hurry for the “happy ever after”
But this is still the “once upon a time”.
I spun and drew my sword out
The ogre! (I had no doubt)
And, yes, he stood full eight-feet tall, as ugly as could be,
The giant looming icon
Of evil knights rely on
To test their strength, to prove their worth to all of chivalry.
I stumbled in the clutter;
A magic spell he’d uttered
But he forgot to count his foes and thence came his demise.
I praised the knight’s assistance
But she showed some resistance
Said, “I’ve the head so maybe I’ll go claim the royal prize.”
Not so fast.
I bet I can change your mind.
You are in a hurry for the “happy ever after”
But this is still the “once upon a time”.
She said, “I’ve an idea.
I’d rather hate to see ya’
Waste your life in boredom watching each dull day decline.”
Her simple proposition:
A two-way coalition.
Her share in our adventures: loot. The glory would be mine.
For years, we’ve met discreetly
And never does she treat me
When we’re out hunting fiend or beast as anything but friend.
Sometimes that’s a sorrow.
She speaks of vague tomorrows:
“Some day when you’re not so obsessed with how the story ends.”
Not so fast.
I bet I can change your mind.
You are in a hurry for the “happy ever after”
But this is still the “once upon a time”.
This is still the “once upon a time”.
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10. |
The Lady On the Grey
04:05
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Ringwood was of noble stock
But not with house or land
And so he rambled country-wide
In search of pleasures grand.
The horse, the salmon, and the fox
Stood high upon his list.
Above them, only local maids
With no will to resist.
Now, often he would hear some tale
Concerning his friend Bates
Who also roamed the counties round
And shared in Ringwood’s tastes.
In that way he came to learn
About Knockderry town.
He could not think what prize it held
Nor guess what Bates had found.
Some days then passed ’til Ringwood rode
Up to Knockderry’s inn,
Discovering, though Bates was gone,
His bags remained within.
“I wager that he’s found some lass
Or, likelier, found two,”
So, Ringwood thought, and then retired,
His options to review.
To pass the waiting days he walked
The nearby paths and lanes
In hope that he would chance to glimpse
Some beauty, but in vain.
Until he met upon the road
A young and barefoot miss
Who drove her muddy, straggling cows.
One thing made him desist.
A lady on a horse of grey
Appeared along the trail.
When Ringwood thought of comeliness
Comparisons all failed.
She paused before she turned aside.
He stood entranced by her.
She whistled for her dog to come,
A bone-thin beaten cur.
He followed to her tower home
Along a winding track.
She turned and stared into his eyes
’Til he could not hold back.
With whiskey and with firelight
She drove his sense away
And he made fervent promise then
That he would always stay.
He woke when it was fully dark
With friend Bates standing near
Who told him not to speak too loud,
Afraid that she would hear.
He woke when it was fully dark
And, horrified, he saw,
By light of one last flickering flame,
His thin and furry paws.
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11. |
Kittens On the Net
02:52
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I log into Facebook to see what news awaits
Fearing some fresh tragedy or message filled with hate.
Perhaps there’s been a plane crash where nobody survived
Instead, the waiting pictures make me glad that I’m alive.
They are kittens on the net, kittens on the net
Cuddly, cute and innocent are kittens on the net
When I read my Twitter feed, I dread that I will see
A thousand pithy slogans all staring back at me
They ought to say a “rehash” instead of a “re-tweet”
But some of them quote URLs that link to something neat.
They are kittens on the net, kittens on the net
Cuddly, cute and innocent are kittens on the net
Perhaps there are emergencies that lead us to the cats
Or maybe it’s escaping on a day when we feel flat.
Fluffy little felines are guaranteed to please
And to think it got momentum from a burger topped with cheese.
For the kittens on the net, kittens on the net
Cuddly, cute and innocent are kittens on the net
Friends of mine like puppies when they’re curled up on a rug
And some are happy with their snakes or strangely smiling bugs
Still others are insistent there is nothing like an owl
But I prefer a kitten who is learning how to prowl.
They are kittens on the net, kittens on the net
Cuddly, cute and innocent are kittens on the net
I’ve heard that Willy Brennan was an Irish Robin Hood.
He stole a lot of money, then he used it to do good.
They hanged him ‘cause the World Wide Web was not invented yet,
So the soldiers weren’t distracted by those kittens on the net.
There are kittens on the net, kittens on the net
Cuddly, cute and innocent are kittens on the net
Cuddly, cute and innocent are kittens on the net
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12. |
In Its Day
03:01
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Primary beacon’s not transmitting anymore
We’ve got some pictures from a relay.
Warriors breaking down the temple walls
Workers fleeing from the meleé
This is my city, this is my home, this is the world I know
And the fire started burning, days ago.
Never dreamed that the home-world could fall
We’ve no enemy so savage.
Throughout history not one force has come
To ruin, vandalize, and ravage.
We built the strong walls, we built in pride, we built for peace and good.
In the streets, cracks are showing where I’ve stood.
My father took me there when
I rode upon his shoulders
And I saw unending grandeur built
To meet eternity.
The buildings formed from crystal showed
A path into the blue sky
While breezes played the spires like harp strings,
Light and joyfully.
Grey council, thousand years of peace
And I broke it as predicted.
I had reasons, I had all my faith
Now feelings, each conflicted.
Ash on the landscape, soot in the air, smoke drives the glow away
But my city shone with beauty, in its day.
It was a beautiful city, wasn’t it.
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13. |
Out There
02:50
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He has seen his face carved as a holy souvenir,
She has the eyes of one who’s bioengineered.
As they are marked in mind and form, looking inward still
Reminds them of the lives they’ve lost to other people’s will.
Could there be forgetting
And could there be repair
In the time it takes to travel
Out there?
He dreams of escape beyond what followers designed;
She’s aimed like a weapon at the target she’s defined.
While she contains destruction; he wrestles with a beast.
No normal life is possible but maybe life at least.
Could there be forgetting
And could there be repair
In the time it takes to travel
Out there?
He’s suffered for his journeys, has planets yet to see
She’s felt the touch of power that needs to be set free.
She sends her people courage now, strength to raise their voice;
His get the gift of adulthood and independent choice.
Could there be forgetting
And could there be repair
In the time it takes to travel
Out there?
Could there be forgetting
And could there be repair
In the time it takes to travel
Out there?
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14. |
Basketweaving
05:02
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The first home I remember was a cottage by the road
The smell of asphalt fresh upon the street
To an artless five year old,
The crooked ground stretched miles untold
Up to sky and down to sulphrous heat
My father’s work was in the back where he had his garage
I’d pester him to teach me all his tricks
Dad's shop was the major draw
For any passers-by we saw
Stopping there to have handbaskets fixed.
Dad had a PhD in basketweaving
Opened a garage beside the highway
Willow or rattan repairs; teflon coating
Racing stripes or flames; half-price Fridays
As I grew we battled 'bout his treatment of the damned
He said they'd all ignore advice he'd give,
Keep on sliding down that hill,
Completely trapped in their free will
“A basketweaver's fam'ly's got to live."
I thought he was evil, to encourage as he did
But that's just how it is with dads and kids.
Once, with Dad off buying parts, loud rattling shook the doors
A man, with basket damaged by the slide
Said it didn’t have to last
But needed speed-up treatment fast,
The non-stick kind with 'smilies' on the side
I refused, explained that this was not my line of work
He didn't care how much he had to pay
Called me ev'ry name he could
Until I patched the splintered wood
To send him on his wicked, wickered way
Dad had a PhD in basketweaving
Opened a garage beside the highway
Willow or rattan repairs; teflon coating
Racing stripes or flames; half-price Fridays
Packed and left next morning, aware Dad's attitude
Was shaped by strangers eager for their fall
Never matched my Dad's degree
But made the most of living free
Where I scored this ride, I can’t recall
Dad had a PhD in basketweaving
Opened a garage beside the highway
Willow or rattan repairs; teflon coating
Racing stripes or flames; half-price Fridays
I thought he was evil, to encourage as he did
But that's just how it is with dads and kids.
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Phil Mills Toronto, Ontario
Phil Mills writes songs of science fiction and fantasy fandom: filk.
He released the
CD "Rain on the Sand" in 2009, containing all original material, mixing funny and serious treatments. That approach has continued, as does his writing.
He has become an avid promoter of the FAWM and 50/90 online song-writing communities, using those as inspiration sources for yet more songs.
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