connect the dots

by pity xerox

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1.
golden bough 02:55
life for some is a screenplay and everyones got a part some say lifes a replay and its over before it starts others would have you think that life has an answer to be found but i say life is a carousel and i ride it round and round some say love is a little house you build all by yourself others say its a piggy bank thats best kept on the shelf and some say love is like an apple you gotta pick it before its gone well i say love is the golden bough that we're all hangin on you think i'm some circus clown just here to make em smile some would call me run-down they wanna put me on trial still others say im bashful cause i havent much to say but i feel just like the king of spain so i run with the bulls all day
2.
kinda funny 04:05
i close my eyes and vanish in the dull and inky night with the self driving cars and five pointed stars leading me far out of sight as i grew up i felt so embarrased no more bathtime, no more play pretend dont you think its kinda funny dont you think its kinda funny in the tempest winds im fragile but i take some comfort there untangle the knots in my tired vengeful thoughts tie carnations in my hair when its over ill wish you couldve seen it all the triumphs and the pep talks in the mirror dont you think its kinda funny dont you think its kinda funny dont you think its kinda funny dont you think its kinda funny (outro) when i awake and the doves are mourning in this bed im like a child with afternoon clocks and old birthday socks paper cranes in a garden wild in the tempest winds im fragile but i take some comfort there i'll take ohoh la la
3.
apple 01:25
4.
half baked everyday another waste of living water just what theyd expect while you inspect your dating profile mechanics got your fiesta on a hydraulic lift forget that party torque wrench on the floor and nothing more to fixate on whatever happened to the television dreams of equidistance spaced out rotting inside and now my brain is hissing static hearts still beating inside unable to hide the need for blood and instinct grin at the mirror and break it all that you made is turned to melting plastic im drawn to you like a flame untamed unarmed with ancient lips and lacquer digesting marbles and pins beneath your skin you wear just like a jacket all the impossible signs that youd rather deny that youre slightly divine or something try to remember the question how does it feel the answers been redacted oh its all too much for me to say but i couldnt tell you either way yeah credits
5.
zoobooks 01:19
6.
waiting for the day to come back from the ever setting sun never mind counting the time getting bored before its gone i like to waste my time with kites flying on a golden string never know just how high getting paid breaks everything show me something just like anything show me something just like anything always hated the extra steps im losing my grip, ill catch my breath never coming back again only a thousand seconds left show me something just like anything show me something just like anything its too soon to speak you think we all know it was over before it began its too soon to say you say but i know its already over now
7.
wasted 04:03
feeling trapped in the corner surrounded by jolly faces; there is no music in the sounds of these forgotten lonely places when i cant stand to look at the face in the foggy mirror; when i cant raise my eyes, too heavy with guilt and fear yeah awful, sorry cant get me off the ground torn up, wasted born to wear a frown awful sorry its not so charming now hearts a big mess i hate to bring you down what more could i expect just a bitter pity party i do it to myself wanna be punished; isolated while you can, run a way you know i wouldnt blame you all these words that we say just another story that i can play through
8.
peggy 03:50
9.
dots 00:58
10.
in my days my heart grows weary you are my yoke, the essence that i carry in the foliage, and the animals, and in the land and the soot. at first light i wake and youre not with me the floor is cold, the street outside is busy with the garbage trucks, mail carriers, one ambulance, and some ducks i feel it all, you whisper when the winds blow its ever reaching, absorbing everything i know and pulling it across the river, and several states, to the atlantic still sometimes, i catch myself unsteady, my heart is just accident and everythings too heady so i sit and think, pour another drink, light a cigarette, and just wonder do i ever cross your mind am i just outside of frame stepping back from time to time does it ever feel the same its not fair, i take what i am given, im given as im taken, i talk too loud to listen to you telling me that i mistreated you, i disfigured you, i cant take it back and what else, i cant help but romanticize, for what it was, my eyes cant see or criticize my foolishness, my forgetfulness, or my limerance, or my pride and so it goes, the wind continues whispering, the ducks attend their business and my thoughts continue lingering what mightve been, and what only was, and what i would give just to ask you do i ever cross your mind am i just outside of frame stepping back from time to time does it ever feel the same
11.
lets connect the dots for the new year lets draw the line and turn it inside out cause i wanna see your face in the big picture lets connect the dots of whats it all about lets connect the dots for martin luther for the contour between blood and turpentine you might not see it till it all comes together lets connect the dots of progress and design we could play croquet in istanbul we could paint by numbers in the sand maybe we could make new constellations it might not be too late to understand lets connect the dots between day and night lets pull every color through the needles eye and if you ask if im alright ill say i think so lets connect the dots and let the rest go by

about

hi, patrick here. i want to thank:

-my sister maureen prikkel and my brother michael zopff for letting me use their likeness in the album/single artwork.

-maureen prikkel for allowing me to film her and her son andrew prikkel in order to make the music video for ‘golden bough’. i also used audio from maureen’s baptism in the track ‘peggy’

-nina payiatis for being such a supportive friend and for letting me borrow her video camera

-matthew wallenhorst for recording clarinets on ‘golden bough’

-cj eliasen for allowing me to use his drum recordings on ‘melting plastic’ and ‘zoobooks’

-zoe vanasse for recording vocals on ‘wasted’ and ‘show me something’

-lou martini for vocals on ‘show me something’

-isaac karns for his valuable advice and for mastering all the songs.

-jay mobley and julian vanasse for helping me figure out what im doing, like always.

-all of my earthly effort is a vigil kept for my mother, Peggy Zopff.

i hope you can enjoy listening to these songs as much as i enjoyed making them. i'm looking forward to making more music now that it feels like i've proven a little something to myself.

luv,
patrick

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released May 23, 2025

artwork by Patrick Zopff
produced by Patrick Zopff
mastered by Isaac Karns (Marble Garden)

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pity xerox Cincinnati, Ohio

patrick zopff, amanda eldridge, matthew wallenhorst, grace eddy, julian vanasse, and louis martini are making music in cincinnati

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