Blue Lotus

by Poppy Serenity

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1.
Unknown 03:58
Moments They all stay the same Day by day As I wait For those different moments to arrive I’m still waiting for you to arrive 
 Can you show up soon I’m sick of seeing all these people Wont you please let me know when your in town So I can go with you Into the unknown Unknown Unknown 
 Hours Not enough in the day For you to come my way So far away, no where near So many people I fear 
 Can you show up soon my dear I’m sick of seeing all these people Wont you please let me know when your in town So I can go with you Into the unknown Unknown Unknown 
 I feel like I make mistakes Wrong choices everyday Always getting the blame What did I do wrong for this fame? 
 Can you show up soon my dear I’m sick of seeing all these people Wont you please let me know when your in town So I can go with you Into the unknown Unknown Unknown
2.
Memories 05:15
Old Printed photos Hanging on my wall Distant memory’s Printed out in black ink Stained in my mind Which makes me blind 
 It’s too late for me to turn back time It’s too late for me to find out why Oh why Ohh if I’d only known that you could go so low Now I’m the only one Who’s got time and bleeding out from your lies I’ve left your mind Why won’t you leave mine My memories fading Convinced myself that you were good for me Stopped face time calls Bet she thinks your so unique Jealousy Takes over my ability to feel happy for she It’s too late for me to turn back time It’s too late for me to find out why Oh why Ohh if I’d only known that you could go so low Now I’m the only one Who’s got time and bleeding out from your lies I’ve left your mind Why won’t you leave my mind (Instrumental)
 Ohh if I’d only known that you both could go so low Now I’m the only one Who’s got time and bleeding out from both your lies I’ve left your mind Why won’t you leave mine
3.
Saviour 04:00
I was watching the rain fall on the road Dripping into the puddle Reminded me of the tears on your face Remembered I caused you trouble I swear it wasn’t in vain I just felt all this pain Wanted you to tell me it’s ok but either way I knew you would follow 
 I needed a saviour To come and save me I was crawling Down on my knees I was waiting Hoping you would save me Watching out my window Begging on my knees Oh, I wanted you to forgive me 
 Sitting outside on your garden floor with our heads pointing up at the stars Wish wishing on a shooting start meant that dreams wouldn’t part Getting flashbacks to those days And then remembering all the bad Guess you had a hold on me and I didn’t see past stained glass 
 I needed a saviour To come and save me I was crawling Down on my knees I was waiting Hoping you would save me Watching out my window Begging on my knees Oh I wanted you to forgive me But now I’m seeing through the glass you made me And see past the colours you painted on Into the clear 
 I needed a saviour To come and save me I was blinded But now I see I was waiting Hoping you would save me But now see You weren’t good for me Oh and I wanted me to forgive you But now I really see why to forget you
4.
Complicated 02:31
See my face In the orange light Reflected from the sky It’s in your eyes I need saving from ur embrace I need to be escaping Cause this isn’t okay I feel suffocated when your your around You say it’s kindness But babe this is a frown Don’t try to lock me in I’m already out Don’t try to blame ur sins When you’ve already shouted loud 
 Your toxic kindness Is so transparent No one will know though Cause you’d call me dramatic I need saving from embrace I need to be escaping Cause this isn’t okay I feel suffocated when your your around You say it’s complicated But babe I’m a clown Don’t try to lock me in I’m already out Don’t try to blame ur sins When you’ve already shouted loud Mmmm shouted out Wwww ohhhhhhh
 I’m out
5.
River 04:45
There’s a river that follows me every where I go A river that’s dark and full of the old It’s my guilt it’s my past it my darkest secrets And I don’t want it wants from me There’s a road that I keep walking on It’s long and it’s thin and I’m half way off There’s a light I can see it it’s not too far But when I walk it feels like it’s moving away Hwoahhooo It’s so much for me to take in Woahhhhho And I don’t know if I can take it Cause what if it Keeps following me Keeps getting bigger on my mind And what if It grows on me Gets deeper every time I swear my life is like a game I think I’m dead next minute I’m awake The simulation over on mistakes The game that keep me awake The water that flows in my river Is what makes flowers grow along the bank They have colours red, blue and lilac in them Funny how my nightmares plant the dream Hwaahooo It doesn’t make any sense to me Hwaahoo Funny how they call me unique 
 And I don’t know how long the river will go Cause it keeps getting bigger on my mind And what if It grows on me Gets deeper every time There’s a river that follows me every where I go A river that’s dark and full of the old It’s my guilt it’s my past it my darkest secrets And I don’t want it wants from me
6.
Story 04:46
Oh it’s so sad to see you go Although I really know That you will come back home soon This heart won’t be full of gloom For the The road is long The path is far But darling your a leading star I’ve got no doubt that you will make it through My soul will stay with you I will miss you When the sky is blue Those days will feel empty without you But I know That your staying strong Nothing will break our bond From the highest mountain To the deepest pond You’ll search the whole world for truth I trust that you can find it dear No matter what you do Don’t know what your searching for But either way I sure adore The hope that you have inside of you I will miss you When the sky is blue Those days will feel empty without you But I know That your staying strong Nothing will break our bond
 I watch grow and I watched you learn From your silly mistakes you made when you were young Your strength will help you stand back up But it’s up to you to keep walking on
 I’ll miss you when the sky is blue Those days will feel empty without you But I know when your back in town You’ll have big story to tell

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released June 1, 2024

Writer/Instrumentalist/Vocalist- Serenity
Producer and Technician- Gareth Jenkins (Find his website here - @https://www.garethjenkinsmusic.com/)

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Poppy Serenity Swansea, UK

Poppy Serenity writes songs with a mix of pop, pop-rock, folk, and acoustic genres. Her unique sound captivates audiences and transcends genres.

Drawing inspiration from the likes of Noah Kahan, Zach Bryan, and Olivia Rodrigo, Serenity infuses her music with raw emotion and genuine experiences, inviting listeners on a journey of self-discovery and reflection.
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