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lyrics
I said I want it all from him
He asked me if I’m dressed for the ride
But I don’t wanna feel my past come up
In interactions I just can’t let slide
No I don’t wanna sabotage myself
You know them demons wanna get inside
And every toke is just an ask for help
Every tear is just a blessing in disguise
And I don’t wanna cry I know you don’t wanna see me cry
And you know I don’t wanna run but the truth won’t let me stay
In your life
Cos boy your love is like a drug
And boy your love
(Boy your love)
(Boy your love)
Boy your love it keeps me up all night
And I drink too much I smoke too much
Think too much (x4)
I said i want it all from him
He said he needed time to decide
But he treat me like an option
Thinks I won’t block him and just cut the ties
And act unbothered
Really we’re both suffering inside
I need to sit and ask myself
Do I really need to let this die
And I don’t wanna cry I know you don’t wanna see me cry
And you know I don’t wanna run but the truth won’t let me stay
In your life
Cos boy your love is like a drug
And boy your love
(Boy your love)
(Boy your love)
Boy your love it keeps me up all night
And I drink too much I smoke too much
Think too much (x4)
Cos boy your love is like a drug
(And I drink too much I smoke too much
Think too much )
Boy your love is like a drug
(And I drink too much I smoke too much
Think too much )
Boy your love it keeps me up all night
credits
released February 22, 2024
Performed by Qendresa
Written by Qendresa & Jordan Lee
Produced by Jordan Lee
Velvety R&B hooks float over lo-fi bedroom pop production across this blissful debut from the rising Hawaii-born, Berlin-based singer. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 30, 2025
I love all Hessle Audio releases because they're just plain fun. This sort of thing hearkens back to 1991 in a good way with classic "rave" breakbeat elements with a modern touch of course. I think people have new labels for this music but it sounds like classic rave breakbeats to me and this is far from a bad thing. jonarmst