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Until The Light Takes Us

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Mubla Na Thguob Been listening to Rapt albums almost exclusively this weekend. This, to me, is the perfect album to play at night when I'm a bit tired. The melancholy is palpable in this album. Going to be a fine addition to the vinyl collection. Favorite track: Until The Light Takes Us.
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joshua david klassen Chill pretty vibes. my first tape purchase since the 90s
Andreas Wittling
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Andreas Wittling The Kozelek we are longing for
Gregory Flatt
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Gregory Flatt Listened to this album on the way to a friend’s funeral and don’t remember the drive at all, just the music, and the words, and the cathartic feeling of slowly trying to heal while feeling broken. Favorite track: Until The Light Takes Us.
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An absolute gem. Favorite track: Until The Light Takes Us.
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The angels wept for a thousand days For cities of blood had passed by their wings Attar of roses paved the waving fields A city was formed when they fell from the hills Corrupted soil was human born And tears were the debt that they owed the shore A pained expression fell on many days I saw it in their faces and in their gaze If grief was the price they’d paid to love Why would they love If grief was the price they’d pay to love Why would they love And how the people changed And how the seasons changed They ruled with heartlessness from that day Said ‘he’s given us these feelings without his grace’ Funerals high and shrouded births And not a single sea could slate their thirst You have told so many lies Let them sear in fear of light You said to live there will be blood So they drained all the organs that could harbour love If this was the price they’d pay to love Why would they love If this was the price they’d pay to love Why do they love And how the people change How the seasons change He swore he’d keep them safe But how the people changed
3.
I’ve seen medusa I’ve seen storms I lived to see them wither and crawl I’ve seen myself thaw I gave them my time Weathered their thorns I’ve seen butchers be kings I’ve seen terrible things All the creatures have fallen To teach us these things Will we see This will be our end I’ve the privilege of saying I’ve lived in your life I’ve been in your paintings And brushed with your side Each night Each night we died And if there’s a darkness If there’s an end Rid me of my spirit And all I meant I will be my end I will be my end I’ve a sacred disease It’s a merciless beast I’d tell you if I were leaving If they’d grace me to know I’d say never live alone We hear the trees scream On the bush fire’s wind The moaning of timber The swells in the stream Will we see This will be our end There’s forces at play That will darken our days They whisper in hallways An inch from the grave Out of sight Out of mind We’ll soon see them choke On the footsteps of smoke In the wake of the meeting of Well meaning ghosts Having spoke Having chose To mark all the walls To message the streets This life is for living Don’t you know? I will never atone And If there’s a darkness If there’s an end Rid me of my spirit And all I said I will be my end I will be my end
4.
The grass underfoot was damp from the rain Through fields of junipers’ blue speckling Rings of charlotte grew out from the rails It was here we learnt the wind from the gales When we rose up to head for our homes I’d feel as defeated as these beaten roads I wished you godspeed and watched you fall Into a darkness you've fallen before You’ve fallen before And there stood a cross in the centre of town It’s shadow lay heavy across the stone walls You took my hand and said you’d climb So I’d see you as a martyr that lived in our time To think for a moment I’d ever let you go If you said those words I’d break down and bawl I’d curse all the gods And follow them below And follow them below And here’s where we stood to hide from the rain The sky had settled into a stark grey We’d been discussing the things that we’d do I use this memory to escape from my gloom See, sometimes I stare at the distant herds This feeling has dogged me since my birth I witness each day as an hourglass thin A burning ember that flickers within Now I’ve got our love it’s a beautiful shapeless thing If it grew thin I’d break down and bawl I’d slay all the gods And follow them below And follow them below Through winter hail And through summer sun I always thought these fields were ours These fields were ours
5.
Today I got a home to a letter from an old friend Said he was working on finding his smile He’d lent it with his heart and left only fear for himself He spoke of how much he missed being a child It made me think of a neighbour I known long ago He spent his days tending pet sheep Till one summer came and he went away He died of throat cancer on his birthday He came to me in a dream and said ‘Jacob, Jacob. I never smoked a day in my life’ ‘You see some people come, some go’ he said ‘Some people say they will lay with their god But me I pictured a peaceful black, you see Where I would lay and think of all that i’d had’ I don't know where I’m going but I know that I’ll meet meet him there This I know to be true I don’t know when I’ll leave but I will leave one day This I know to be true This is know to be true Midsummer has come to our walled in park We spend our day amongst all the stone By the warmth of your hand, there lies a statue in decay A shadow fell heavy across my soul I thought of all those who lay in the somme mud I pictured all those who perished in France You asked if I’d play you this song When you’re old and tired And asked if our love would die when are grey When we are grey I don't know where I’m going but I know that I’ll meet meet you there This I know to be true I don’t know when I’ll leave but I will leave one day This I know to be true This is know to be true Tonight I sat down to write a reply I said my friend don't ever be ashamed Our dreams may fade, be glad that you had them yesterday You are here now as I am here now You see I am me and you can be you That's all I think we can do That's all I think we can do
6.
Making Maps 03:58
My cousin died in the morning He didn’t even feel the sun I can’t sit here bawling Saying I wish I’d never been born Getting through to you, Has been getting shot of me So let your hair hang low Tell me how I’m living slow The devil would sooner live in me Than settle for a life in you In You I’ve been a king of the wickedest dreams I’ve been aching and sore I’ve been making a map of your longing to hold on I’ve been lost for so long Is there a knife in your locket Or is meant to thrill Where people go out walking You aimed to shoot and kill So should I paint a shaky sea Or drown in basic metaphor Liken you to a port Where I harbour the darkest thoughts When you throw me to the rocks The gulls will feast upon my guts I'm no hipster shilling snake oil I’ve no pictures in the sun But I’ll give you me amongst my dreams Amongst all the things i’ll leave I’ll leave I’ve been a scene in a great tragedy Half buried in song I’ve been making a map of your longing to hold on I can only get it wrong A strong north western breeze Carves a sinking hole in me Under the weight of snow Barns collapse and hollows fill In my dreams I’m below In my dreams I’m below
7.
Peat smoke covers the village From our view, a beauty looms But you don't see it now for you are barely moving In the window’s way is only you We wept across the world as we grew tall Made friends with ourselves, made friends with resolve But you were given life and didn’t choose to be here You just flashed awake from the womb You found something there in the bottom of a bottle You couldn't bear the light Or the rolling of dice I guess we are different now as I have seen A theory of resistance To keep living What are we When compared to mountains Breaking the sky In endless lines And what are we Will evil undo us And what will be What will we become The history books will tell you There’s always been Ethereal resistance To our every dream I’ve wept across a paw lying still I’ve wept in polished pews And when babies are born They say in loss there is untold gain No matter how distant is seeing them again These things have taught me it’s always here A singular existence So hold it dear So will you walk in your given shoes Will you bear the fight and the roaring of tides For when we breathe It comes nearer A break in the sky An endless night And what are we Will evil come to us What will be will be And we will become When we breathe It comes nearer A break in the sky An endless night When we breathe It comes nearer What will be will be And we will become We will become
8.
Stood Still 02:38
All creatures are scared by the pulling of hands When faced with the burden of time Run free, run free, or so they were told Run free and live by your word It’s easy to see why the kings did not speak When given luxury and wine Run free, run free, run free in our court Beware you may die by our sword It’s easy to see why the people did weep Between honour and the divine The street lights would sag as the poets hang An innermost song starts to die Run free, run free Run freely and tall But beware you may die by their sword With the armouries full The people stood still They’d harboured the root of decline Life leeches, unwinds In the cruelty of time An innermost love starts to die Run free, run free Run freely and tall But beware you may die for their world

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Written during the dying days of love (2022-2023)

Bury me with this record

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released February 21, 2025

Cast

Jacob Ware - Songwriting, Tracking, Mixing, Mastering
Demi Haynes - Vocals (3,4,5,6)
Jamie Moore - Bass (5), Drums (6), Mixing
Sona Koloyan - Piano (3,5,6,7)
Imogen Burman - Cello (2,4,5,6,7)
Raoul Vignal - Slide Guitar (6,7) Bass (4)
Iona Vallance - Violin (2,7)

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