Pale Black Negative

by Rhys Langston

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1.
you are my legal tender you put my tongue in a blender for you I make my idle plans mobile ignoble to old mechanisms to wear my gear’s edge yo, this streetwear is a folder the way my rhymes work up into dins returning from noise in the low-lit mornings the interlocked Brocken specter of our limbs you intoxicate my means and the very ends you are my legal tender in unmarked stolen moments sacred paper combusted on the lips of a votive see, our dancing is an autocracy and I crumble out my offering  in its fullness (you are my legal tender) on this magnetic storage of a floodgate’s harmony (you are my legal tender) written through a backup cable  of my seagate memory tell me just what’s caused me to realize tell me just what’s caused me to realize tell me just what’s caused me to realize tell me just what’s caused me to realize fresh New Year’s listening to Yves Jarvis yellow pullout couch in my brand new apartment California water for a wounded animal my prescient lover stands in my oversized house sandals vandal in the surveillance of my un-patented technology geolocate my heart and pander to me exfoliate this intellect and warmly breathe undressed and ill-fitted  am I premature to mourn the perfectness of this now, enough so that the careerist in me would stop time forward in a silent vow? each time that you atomize infinity and look at me  (you are my legal tender) you rewrite this page as an interior scene and suspend my disbelief tell me you’re what’s caused me to realize tell me you’re what’s caused me to realize tell me you’re what’s caused me to realize tell me you’re what’s caused me to realize can I take it from here? not bashful in the ways I feel cracked the safe space to reveal can I take it from here? and I’ll let ‘em know typeset love is bold unlicensed glue gun solder me in loose webbing I will follow the thread to your trailhead let us devalue charts and clear path propaganda dust our knocking boots on shame’s veranda never entering there skanking around the perimeter passion so primal its pre-medicine molecules glimmer your sex education poultice your eyes’ roundness  conceal carries bullets your multitudes of diametrics your mere touch  shoehorns in me a dialectic you mingle in the low end and traffic us aloft the way you sanction what is truly soft 
2.
The white zone is for loading emotional baggage only. The red zone is for dumping it onto others. Please have a nice day. [Open Mike Eagle]: Yeah, check your boarding passes. We are now about to board Triple Platinum Double Fudge. If you are not Triple Platinum Double Fudge, step to the rear and climb into the trash can. Climb into the trash can, and close the lid. Thank you for flying Langstónia Air. I was in line and I was just like, I was just not feeling like I wanted to take off my shoes. I don’t know, you know, it was just something that felt like I just—  ate the tuning fork while I  taxied in the crepuscular tapped inner singing bowl yeah, deep under my jugular a knee jerk in, then words out and, yeah, I’m muttering optimist in iron sights yeah, half-full and sputter, sputter, sputter Korean Tyler Perry eating liquor store Ben and Jerry’s  ambles across the gate yeah, just got back from the seminary before my group’s called I’m between a session of couple’s therapy emote by rote remote pairs shout over chairs in the waiting area my monitor got no heart yeah, it’s dimmed on the auto bright entering the fuselage clearing my pupils for the redeye see, it’s gonna be a wakeful eve  up now when we’re flirting through time zones unless my elbows budge sleeping dogs wandered off  from all of their homes [Open Mike Eagle]: Excuse me, can I see your boarding pass? I’m sorry? Oh it’s in my other pocket. Just give me a sec— [Open Mike Eagle]: Other pocket huh? ate the tuning fork while I  taxied in the crepuscular tapped inner singing bowl yeah, deep under my jugular knee jerk in, then words out and, yeah, I’m muttering optimist in iron sights yeah, half-full and sputtering ate the tuning fork while I  taxied in the crepuscular tapped inner singing bowl yeah, deep under my jugular knee jerk in, then words out and, yeah, I’m muttering optimist in iron sights yeah, half-full and  sputter sputter sputter sputter sputter sputter sputter sputtering sputtering these those idle threats for airports satsangs for the earlobes poems for the bluetooth mouth novellas in plainclothes type cast as transient in a crowd feeling peninsular security beep bleats out from the screw in my tibia to recall my deepest traumas as passport to an acquaintance I’m remanded by a stanchion and the threaded plastic I’m facing last trip before this photo’s expiration I’m casing  all paths out of this mode, manner, and yeah, this operation spent a whole calendar boxed in trim the feathers on my wings  programmed my best drums on the floor while the terminal rings so I’m paging Leslie Nielsen  as I struggle out these bars don’t call me surely, perchance  aboard to travel, my gaping maw ate the tuning fork while I  taxied in the crepuscular tapped inner singing bowl yeah, deep under my jugular knee jerk in, then words out and, yeah, I’m muttering optimist in iron sights yeah, half-full and sputtering ate the tuning fork while I  taxied in the crepuscular tapped inner singing bowl yeah, deep under my jugular knee jerk in, then words out and, yeah, I’m muttering optimist in iron sights yeah, half-full and sputter sputter  sputter sputter sputter sputter sputter sputter sputter sputter sputter sputtering [Open Mike Eagle]: Ladies and gentleman, please proceed to the gate marked on your boarding pass. Make sure your service animals are real and necessary. No imaginary service animals allowed. No imaginary service animals allowed. 
3.
yo, when I’m squared up with my happiness I break before my fighting stance four-sided words brand manage my back and I’m still that smart-ass wise crack, you know agglomerated knowledge crystallized bookish spine in a pyrex bath see how the form mirrors the limit of the content in the heat of water vapor Oppenheimer MPD split and my symbol’s neurons crash and when I’m squared with happiness why do I dodge? what do I miss? and when I’m squared with happiness I pierce the veil I close the rift and when I’m squared with happiness get out of Dodge then start the shift and when I’m squared with happiness I burn it down rebuild the bridge (I know) yo, when I’m squared up with my happiness my hands catch cramps paying per disconsolate view at the consulate the title card is stamped tinnitus rings, the Greek god of my rounds my shouldered world is an oyster on the half and what seems to compound is this social consciousness and emotional neglect regaling tracts (like, like, like, like) my misgivings are in words resplendent but I wanna write all about love while my focus is hemmed by clanging bells and sudden hooks as I balance my welts and weights the purview curves my rap sheet a ferromagnetic head spins and when I’m squared with happiness why do I dodge? what do I miss? and when I’m squared with happiness I pierce the veil I close the rift and when I’m squared with happiness get out of Dodge then start the shift and when I’m squared with happiness I burn it down rebuild the bridge and that’s just way way way way way down in here and that’s just way way way way way down in here and that’s just way way way way way down in here under the flesh I seen it over the top I’m careening (I know)
4.
same first letters as rhythm and language my name spells the tools I employ and harangue with encyclopedia grown from the pavement man, single family dreams in the key of Naismith Black identity trapeze artist Pale Black Negative expressionist compartments triple point wrote the album in undergarments standard time with diaphragm  in mornings is alarmist open the crenelated  to bear this candor the wizened youth cremating the joints in camphor rendered unto caesura then jumping out enjambment with softened hands reaching in the peach basket bench warming entendres  outwards and then inwards hit the meter with a dime a Fender, a 12 string Gibson  (check) I mixed this self-produced parable on racial incongruous lock one-two step division one my own state department  this bureaucracy of neurons makes a coaching staff of my clarity when every thought is a villanelle  at the stripe with two shots for charity driving to the hole as a master of arts with more platonic cave jargon to go semi-pro with a plus minus margin the statistician stands ham-fisted as I press on, holding court with the decorous folly  of my circuitous jawing you know? just going on and on and on on and on and on you know my 15 year old mouth hung open as I was told I would never run or walk the same way again a handful of ligaments, tibial avulsion fracture  and a leg of warming plasma  under the bleacher lights of Burbank in a hospital called Providence when my calf swung down I found myself crying to an audience in a backless gown such sensitivities were threats to the men that surrounded me post-op pouring the oxycodone down the sink as I opted for the full pain’s progression and grasping the handrails in stubborn disbelief  I sprint to pray tell  you feel me!
5.
running circles around avoidance and clear objectives written in disconnected journals in queer plasma sitting in un-donated war chests, undetonated  to be called up for the house speaker’s softline with a bipartisan hard-on I huff and hold the baton to pass to myself, biased against the first person and tertiary colors and vodka soda doping for peace coping for political violence Brecht speaks around my relationship issues to remind me  she is worth it and so is firebombing as graduate studies the point is broken, splinted itself in a pre-K Kissinger reassurance throwing names at the zookeeper and pretentious rappers remixing their auto-sexual hydrophilia negro, I’m with the spirits! taking shits through celestial septic armored hybrids the floor and the ceiling missing Orishas blinged out making top 40 songs about Palestine  and electrical metaphors slowly transposing score sheets to Mandarin so the state department surveils our MIDI controllers per diem declension purgatory nothing signed, nothing gain staged set painters’ stretch denim centrism unbecoming and we rolled back benefits the American way unpaved coach buggy from the back premium lips pursed for skin contact transmissions kosher ham radio stereo delay are you picking up the cinders? and the message freshly burning? menopausal Susan Sontag prescribing ample carbon polemic vasectomy  train the waist six decimals of pi three degrees of hypodescent after alien colonization while I ask who I’m talking to and this is why I do not perform over pre-recorded vocals  smoothed out by ofay engineers before terminals! [Andrew Mbaruk]: Psychic rhyming  like King’s “shining” overlooking the Hotel’s red risen seas, the bookworm delves into the “Elective Affinities”—this student entering the brain of Goethe’s brilliant text as “superposition explained in 30 minutes or less”, though less godless, this guest more dunce “Scottus”, his head a beautiful mind, this psychotic mathematician tattooed with a psi (for “psychosis” not the wave function of a quantum system).  Reality’s foundation in unreality—these vanishing clouds ancient as gravity—the final straw, riding the dromedary elegantly, lines we draw describing hegemony’s entropy. Rejecting all that is counterrevolutionary, stepping out of rhyme, this hip-hop hoopla words encircled  sitting at the computer,  this virtual circle. This biome of rappers twittering a rhizomatic history.
6.
I wanna feel your bones right by the fire under arm and over silence grunting through my nullified knowledge  I want you right now on your phylum extend the metaphor before I know my language  if not seeing the marsh for what lies down in danger then how I evolved beside  past my order as a caveman that atom split my nomenclature: you were a science a derivation devotion a rite turned pagan and I have fallen through time the world’s around me I just crumble and I break can’t stand on my founding and I have fallen through time the world’s around me I just crumble and I break early hominid, yeah, in the crag of heartbreak times can’t withstand a solvent, like   in a room of smoke and excess cartilage pieces to sandblast mirrors with this illusionist nonsense inventing fire with  whole speech as ellipsis piercing grunts in the dark missing linked kisses ancestors in the sky with diamonds  carbon-based life lessons I was a graduate student sent to investigate  the origin of sapiens but left my fertile crescent waned in civilization aqueducted out of town made quick pace to out-patient while tabulating correlations of courting and irrigation inside my blood rose from hardened monochrome and now no time finds me home I’m just gone I have fallen through time the world’s around me I just crumble and I break can’t stand on my founding and I have fallen through time the world’s around me I just crumble and I break
7.
yo, when the orchestra is dreaming man, I fill in the blanks yo, when the orchestra is dreaming yeah, I fill in the blanks yo, when the orchestra is dreaming man, I fill in the blanks one 45th of a hypotenuse a slope in the crates  thumb through acetate, museum wax renewable dusty resource that’s breaking on skates and them circling carrion carrying on  about their recourse it’s an exhibitionist sport like dating in your 20s Ice T taking tabs on all the intercourse gaffed to the magnesium parietal displays refresh rate slaked by soft drink sociologists polyamorous bicarbonate by rote by race intimacy with official histories paginated and double spaced perverted assonance held open  with a mouth agape well, that’s that old time cream-pie gag poisonous male performance constructed and renovated prefab I got the resolution for liberal democracy in my browser tabs it’s a social ensemble be there in the staff  yo, when the orchestra is dreaming man, I fill in the blanks Miller meets Dolphy when I’m running the with the phrase yo when the orchestra is dreaming yeah, I fill in the blanks I’m a page turner on the clarinet and bass when the orchestra is dreaming yeah, I fill in the blanks Miller meets Dolphy when I’m running the with the phrase yo when the orchestra is dreaming yeah, I fill in the blanks I’m a page turner on the clarinet and bass [Mike Ladd]: orchestral tests I put rests in the score black bars like bricks  don’t leave the weight on the floor  thumb and fore trembling  audience eyeing me I can’t see the treble clef conductor he is on to me so I find silence  a disarming harmony  honestly got to be part of me  full lobotomy  ‘cuz I can’t feel nothing  life is grit like hominy  following charters  written 13th century colostomy martyrs  wanna fuck up my democracy shit talkers stalking  full prophecy stop like dark matter in me  I play with space  the void there’s still  gravity  I find my place: take it bake it shake it quake it fake it unrelated naked for  stated and stated with the folded papers  correlated then take the clarinet and quickly won’t you  play it (play it play it play it play it) yo, when the orchestra is dreaming yeah, I fill in the blanks Miller meets Dolphy when I’m running the with the phrase yo when the orchestra is dreaming yeah, I fill in the blanks I’m a page turner on the clarinet and bass when the orchestra is dreaming yeah, I fill in the blanks Miller meets Dolphy when I’m running the with the phrase yo when the orchestra is dreaming yeah, I fill in the blanks I’m a page turner on the clarinet and bass (you know what I’m saying that’s just how we transliterate cool that’s just a transliteration of the cool)
8.
ayo, blunt force karma  from a Wendy Williams lace front Raskolnikov gossip column  extraordinary braid stunt split in a helix I smuggled okra seeds they chain smoked the curls were a stole on my braids draped new ports semicolon semaphore flyaway, roots nest I am the keeper of my brother’s DNA test I am proxy for follicles meting out hypodescent from Elmina Castle to Washington and Cattaraugus  with lamb tibs to now grow it out betrays a trust of genetics tender-headed in singles delivering couplets in colors vehement black as pitch correction before mass adoptions dioecious, polyrhythmic as falling in autumn  these are edges of autofiction glue bound and slumbering in a bonnet to now grow it out betrays a trust of genetics tender-headed in singles delivering couplets the outlook ain’t been this before the outlook I ain’t seen before the outgrowth it grew then grew more the outgrowth it grows out the door and it jes grew and it jes grew and it jes grew out the door and it jes grew and it jes grew and it jes grew jes grew more the outlook ain’t been this before the outgrowth it went— the door the outgrowth I ain’t seen before it jes grew it jes grew it jes grew it jes grew it jes grew it jes grew it jes grew it jes grew it jes grew it jes grew it jes grew it jes grew I woke up in morning like this (like this) wrapped myself in me (all in me baby) got up mustered standing right here for you to see I been growing so long been knotted and been free I’ve been living like this since I remember and even when I shear it off it jes grew and it jes grew jes grew jes grew jes grew jes grew jes grew jes grew right outta of me it jes grew and it jes grew it jes grew can you tell me? and it jes grew jes grew jes grew jes grew right outta of me it jes grew and it jes grew it jes grew can you tell me? it jes grew  and it jes grew Langstónia, Ishmael reed and it jes grew it jes grew it jes grew right outta of me ayo, I think my guitar got something to say about that!
9.
called you up we ruminate offer elements in your favor (yes we do, yeah we ruminate) called you up we ruminate offer elements in your favor (yeah we ruminate) called you up we ruminate offer elements in your favor (yeah we ruminate) called you up we ruminate offer elements in your favor (yeah we do today) called you up we ruminate offer elements in your favor (yeah we ruminate) called you up we ruminate offer elements in your favor (yeah we do today) called you up we ruminate offer elements in your favor (yeah we do today) called you up we ruminate offer elements in your favor (yeah we do today) you laughed and called death a nigga live five percent integer called revisionist history hamfisted Emiliano Zapata Marcus Garvey pancho Azule Serape the colorism was agape niglet litanies, race breaking apostates doing about face hacen la frente inspiration thug Tito Puente called you up we ruminate offer elements in your favor (yeah we do today) called you up we ruminate offer elements in your favor (yeah we do today) called you up we
10.
I type beat unjustifiable blocked, chained as Lawrence Ferlinghetti of Araabmuzik Zoroaster of the South Central food deserts bold face of the strong silent typography cited for spitting apocryphal cipher  where the sidewalk ends see “I,” hear a “you” discordant as a vexed cello in a lower case from the upper register I perch, scribbling out my dissidents and it goes a little something like this: I’m far outta reach far outta reach far outta reach in me (x4) underline and overbearing I began this long form middle lips glued between the muck gradating Sanskrit and HTML soliciting original wonder from the  cathode ray tales so as to tell my fiction nonplussed: I’m far outta reach far outta reach far outta reach in me (x4) but you see there others  who entered this narrative  unjust to invert to turn to a plot device this negus of Narcissus rippling mirror monocrat to glance balks at birth charts well, you see, my arbitrage to free will  was center left indented so excuse me if I collapse that “you” to a smaller part in this longer story  because, you know? to write it out is cohere these stanzas that is the utmost certainty when the word collection finds itself sorted in municipal bins the health benefits outweighed by an odometer fixed on the front end and forward is far outta reach in me and forward is far outta reach in me and forward is far outta reach in me and forward is far outta reach in me and forward is and forward is and forward is far outta reach in me and forward is within reach in me
11.
surface tension below or above I cannot ascertain for certain a structure bears witness to my scattergun of intent a play on words is in intermission for months principle actions of the understudied are given fruits of their rehearsal at permeable layers the side stage curtain  meted feet strike steps the inciting toward  and the refrain  the speech is not public so I am what I revolve I am the only door my eyes close  unto the breach plumb the lulls  I trade techniques when the verses  cease to preach let it rest power my peace when association wears nothing but canned lines civilian clothes takes the sides, delivers plays in patterned detailed sequenced  edited in prose when elaboration breaks from its union disassembles all I know jilted at the altar swallowed prayers coughing arpeggiated hope my eyes close but with no speech lay in wait  till the book speaks and I note  with chattered teeth let it rest power my peace ayo, theoretical astrophysics in its hair metal phase as proven in the scientific method I’m the herald not the scapegrace as superhero franchises do medical residencies post haste I witlessly thumb the grass blades spook who thrombosed by the architrave dug his own grave moved the stone from the cave  re-risen as sourdough in neo-liberal freon contained, posted, then replayed the marketplace of ideas lost its value found itself hiding in the everglades tapping out the beats of a timecard minutes stagnating as a living wage  ‘cause this is life between revelation the warp in the floorboards  creaking patience I donate science to my body’s maintenance janitor of dropsy mopping phrases palpitations of my awakening  on hiatus political economy demanding elastic sadists and the analysis itself  is always a policy failure begging for permission from  this dictatorship of marginalia leaves the outrage to be latent mouth foaming at the feast of  audiovisual gazettes ticker tape railing  on all sides afraid I’m allergic to momentum but I rebuff the epinephrine   if it hits me reactionary and I seize up well, then let me die— [Hymnal]: Black meditators look n word Those forced to pay attention until their very last breath receive enlightenment freely as to succeed in a rap bar is a speakeasy this coast is to enter a flow state the hotel is the best Western Your engagement with me is before the marriage The ring is a round and a square its unboxing returns you to the inner circle defining the types of the bells that are ringing For you [these] associations are loose And syntax is not a biblical fall Yet muscles are the definition and the last accountant is the end counter for your advance see Alan Smithee in  directly to play your part as the actor and read correctly  inside the lines It appears as a broken phone  when the call is the answer The house without walls is the one of nature Its side  is by side and this single song  is a uni-verse as in class  accurately labeling  these words as facts at recess it is outside time my eyes close  unto the breach plumb the lulls  I trade techniques when the verses  cease to preach let it rest power my peace let it rest power my peace

about

'Pale Black Negative' is the 20th project from rapper and multi-instrumentalist Rhys Langston. It crystallizes his 10 year discography of genre abolition, while showcasing his strength as rap’s premier poet-etymologist. Though rapping remains his main instrument, this record fully unveils Langston’s singing talent in equal splendor. Presenting what he calls a “rapper’s singer-songwriter record,” he commandeers guitar, bass, clarinet, synths, banjo, and percussion to couch his poetry in alternative R&B, art rock, trip hop, and even roots blues music. In the 11 songs Rhys Langston’s linguistic eccentricity shows itself as scion of his West Coast forefathers, Freestyle Fellowship, as much as the eclectic production owes its range to his coming of age in the late aughts, listening to indie pioneers TV on the Radio. And read on the page his lyrics might resemble pages from a lost Amiri Baraka manuscript, until they are sung aloud more like Beck (maybe with a little more melanin).

Even with contemporary music’s post-genre conventions, rarely do songs so successfully balance technical, poetic rapping with soulful, genre-fluid melodies. 'Pale Black Negative' compromises in neither form nor fashion. Its impressionist abstractions sit beside emotional candor, its bespoke language stands next to genuine pathos, and its layered harmonies bolster unflinching bars. Some songs were started in 2017 and others took shape in 2022, resulting in a slow cooked opus for our age of endless convenience and instant gratification. Magnum may it be, this product of a shoestring budget, an outdated DAW, and just enough nerve. A sui generis lexicon in poetry and timbre, this is Rhys Langston’s abstract autobiography across an expanse of word and sound.

Now in his own words:

"Sketches of some tracks go as far back as 2017, but it was in 2021 that six of 'Pale Black Negative’s' songs leapt out of me in quick succession. In that year, my musical and conceptual focus had shifted, though not all the way voluntarily. I was grieving the death of my cousin Moziah, who had given me the gigabytes of samples used to make my first five years of beats. And for half of 2021 the stay-at-home orders remained in place. I was trying to understand my artistic process, given that the COVID lockdown had taken a fundamental part of it away: shaping and editing drafts of songs after performing iterations of them live. To top it off, my 10 year old MacBook Pro had been abruptly crashing, forcing me to accept the possibility of making music without recording. Thus, I began to play instruments and think of compositions without a guarantee of immediately capturing them. Coincidentally (and more positively), with no previous experience in the instrument, that year I also inherited a clarinet.

"In spite (or because) of all this, 2021 became a prolific and crowded time creatively. While building the core six songs on 'Pale Black Negative' (tracks 1, 3, 4, 5, 8, 9), I was between the release of 'Stalin Bollywood,' producing To 'Operate This System' with Pioneer 11, and writing fragments of 'Grapefruit Radio' (though it was nameless at the time). My visual art and poetry practice also bloomed and took moments of primacy and focus. So I let 'Pale Black Negative' develop at its own pace, in the spaces between these other works. Steadily, what came into sharper relief was a consummation of my early adulthood in music. The tracks were slow and careful compositions gleaned from making hundreds of songs in my 20s, and I could not shake the fact that the project’s coalescence and refinement flew in the face of contemporary rap’s conventions.

"Any moderately aware music fan can observe, that over the last 10 years there has been an explosion of a certain style into the hip hop atmosphere: one more instrumentally spare, textured and dreary, with a quasi-monotone rap affect. Over the last decade I have also found myself creating songs in this vein. However (without tarrying too much into my own formal criticisms), in the years building the music of 'Pale Black Negative' (and other concurrent projects), what I found myself hearing was what I warned against in my 'Language Arts Unit' book: that “what we collectively define as alternative is still not somewhat conservative.” With the blessing of my prolific output and slightly hating-ass disposition, I could look inquisitively at whether the alternative and experimental rap landscape was still coloring inside the lines (just different ones). Intact as always was my penchant for abstract and innovative linguistics, but stretching outside of what I had already made (and was making), I knew I wanted harmony, not dissonance. I wanted plush musical moments with dynamic arcs, not rolling, dirge-like (and often drum-less) arrangements in one direction. I sought a romantic edge and softness in an art and process often associated with hardness, whether in gendered bravado or crystallized intellect and wit.

"Shaping the core six songs and expanding them to the 11 they are now, landed me at the beginning of 2023. It was sometime then, listening to the mixes for the 300th time, that I realized I formulated the album I had been trying to make since I was 17 years old: a rap album that was at once personal and abstract, its own inexplicable shade of Black, and something emotionally stirring beyond the lyrics.

"Not unlike my past music, I see 'Pale Black Negative' to be the subconscious, and then intentional, collision of styles, so as to question what is “allowed” to exist in the relationships between content and form, sound and meaning. Much of my earlier music began in the head, with a swollen intellect seeking to fit itself into several pockets of rap styles (see: the aforementioned Language Arts Unit). I understand now that 'Pale Black Negative' began in the body, in an overwhelm of feeling beyond verbiage, an exhaustion of word and wit that spurred me to lead with emotions I could not explain away, even if I wanted to. 'Pale Black Negative' was always a stab in the dark, a fumbling that turned to adjusting my eyes and ears to negative space, groping outward and then finding inward a grounding and direction. Patience be praised, that with persistence and incrementalism I built it as a monument of self-reliance, through writing, recording, producing, mixing, and doing everything in between.

"I knew this album was a big solo statement, planting some seeds in 2017, rummaging my multidisciplinary way through 2021, and making educated guesses with a handful of musical instruments in 2022 and 2023. Its prescience at the beginning of my 30s, though, feels like some prophecy of affirmation from my past self. Several heartbreaks and years on, I have in this tracklist totems to both love and loss. After many years of financial struggles, appraising whether or not a lane existed for me as an artist, I have composed instrumentals that make my broken computer sound like a full band. And now with a greater understanding of past experiences and their tether to my mental health, I can hold onto many lyrics as testaments to getting through.

"This is my 20th musical project released into the world. No label, no team, just a lot of belief in self (and help from Dove on the vinyl pressing).

"Thanks for getting here with me."

credits

released June 11, 2025

written, performed, composed, and produced by Rhys Langston

featuring vocals by Andrew Mbaruk, Hymnal, Mike Ladd, and Open Mike Eagle

additional instrumentation by Jon GK, Jonah Levine, and LF Goldsmith (see track descriptions)

mastered by Dave Cooley

album art by Rhys Langston

a Black Market Poetry release in association with Fused Arrow Records

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