directed/edited by grump (b. wayne)
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you are my legal tender
you put my tongue in a blender
for you I make my idle plans mobile
ignoble to old mechanisms
to wear my gear’s edge
yo, this streetwear is a folder
the way my rhymes work up into dins
returning from noise in the low-lit mornings
the interlocked Brocken specter of our limbs
you intoxicate my means and the very ends
you are my legal tender
in unmarked stolen moments
sacred paper combusted
on the lips of a votive
see, our dancing is an autocracy
and I crumble out my offering
in its fullness
(you are my legal tender)
on this magnetic storage
of a floodgate’s harmony
(you are my legal tender)
written through a backup cable
of my seagate memory
tell me just what’s caused me to realize
tell me just what’s caused me to realize
tell me just what’s caused me to realize
tell me just what’s caused me to realize
fresh New Year’s listening to Yves Jarvis
yellow pullout couch in my brand new apartment
California water for a wounded animal
my prescient lover stands in my oversized house sandals
vandal in the surveillance of my un-patented technology
geolocate my heart and pander to me
exfoliate this intellect
and warmly breathe
undressed and ill-fitted
am I premature to mourn the perfectness of this now,
enough so that the careerist in me
would stop time forward in a silent vow?
each time that you atomize infinity
and look at me
(you are my legal tender)
you rewrite this page as an interior scene
and suspend my disbelief
tell me you’re what’s caused me to realize
tell me you’re what’s caused me to realize
tell me you’re what’s caused me to realize
tell me you’re what’s caused me to realize
can I take it from here?
not bashful in the ways I feel
cracked the safe space to reveal
can I take it from here?
and I’ll let ‘em know
typeset love is bold
unlicensed glue gun
solder me in loose webbing
I will follow the thread to your trailhead
let us devalue charts and clear path propaganda
dust our knocking boots on shame’s veranda
never entering there
skanking around the perimeter
passion so primal its pre-medicine molecules glimmer
your sex education poultice
your eyes’ roundness
conceal carries bullets
your multitudes of diametrics
your mere touch
shoehorns in me a dialectic
you mingle in the low end and
traffic us aloft
the way you sanction what is truly soft
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The white zone is for loading emotional baggage only. The red zone is for dumping it onto others. Please have a nice day.
[Open Mike Eagle]: Yeah, check your boarding passes. We are now about to board Triple Platinum Double Fudge. If you are not Triple Platinum Double Fudge, step to the rear and climb into the trash can. Climb into the trash can, and close the lid. Thank you for flying Langstónia Air.
I was in line and I was just like, I was just not feeling like I wanted to take off my shoes. I don’t know, you know, it was just something that felt like I just—
ate the tuning fork while I
taxied in the crepuscular
tapped inner singing bowl
yeah, deep under my jugular
a knee jerk in, then words out
and, yeah, I’m muttering
optimist in iron sights
yeah, half-full and sputter, sputter, sputter
Korean Tyler Perry
eating liquor store Ben and Jerry’s
ambles across the gate
yeah, just got back from the seminary
before my group’s called
I’m between a session of couple’s therapy
emote by rote remote
pairs shout over chairs in the waiting area
my monitor got no heart
yeah, it’s dimmed on the auto bright
entering the fuselage
clearing my pupils for the redeye
see, it’s gonna be a wakeful eve
up now when we’re flirting through time zones
unless my elbows budge
sleeping dogs wandered off
from all of their homes
[Open Mike Eagle]: Excuse me, can I see your boarding pass?
I’m sorry? Oh it’s in my other pocket. Just give me a sec—
[Open Mike Eagle]: Other pocket huh?
ate the tuning fork while I
taxied in the crepuscular
tapped inner singing bowl
yeah, deep under my jugular
knee jerk in, then words out
and, yeah, I’m muttering
optimist in iron sights
yeah, half-full and sputtering
ate the tuning fork while I
taxied in the crepuscular
tapped inner singing bowl
yeah, deep under my jugular
knee jerk in, then words out
and, yeah, I’m muttering
optimist in iron sights
yeah, half-full and
sputter sputter sputter
sputter sputter sputter sputter
sputtering sputtering
these those idle threats for airports
satsangs for the earlobes
poems for the bluetooth mouth
novellas in plainclothes
type cast as transient
in a crowd feeling peninsular
security beep bleats
out from the screw in my tibia
to recall my deepest traumas
as passport to an acquaintance
I’m remanded by a stanchion
and the threaded plastic I’m facing
last trip before this photo’s expiration
I’m casing
all paths out of this
mode, manner, and yeah, this operation
spent a whole calendar boxed in
trim the feathers on my wings
programmed my best drums
on the floor while the terminal rings
so I’m paging Leslie Nielsen
as I struggle out these bars
don’t call me surely, perchance
aboard to travel, my gaping maw
ate the tuning fork while I
taxied in the crepuscular
tapped inner singing bowl
yeah, deep under my jugular
knee jerk in, then words out
and, yeah, I’m muttering
optimist in iron sights
yeah, half-full and sputtering
ate the tuning fork while I
taxied in the crepuscular
tapped inner singing bowl
yeah, deep under my jugular
knee jerk in, then words out
and, yeah, I’m muttering
optimist in iron sights
yeah, half-full and sputter sputter
sputter sputter sputter sputter
sputter sputter sputter sputter
sputter sputtering
[Open Mike Eagle]: Ladies and gentleman, please proceed to the gate marked on your boarding pass. Make sure your service animals are real and necessary. No imaginary service animals allowed. No imaginary service animals allowed.
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yo, when I’m squared up with my happiness
I break before my fighting stance
four-sided words brand manage my back
and I’m still that smart-ass wise crack, you know
agglomerated knowledge crystallized
bookish spine in a pyrex bath
see how the form mirrors the limit of the content
in the heat of water vapor
Oppenheimer MPD split
and my symbol’s neurons crash
and when I’m squared with happiness
why do I dodge?
what do I miss?
and when I’m squared with happiness
I pierce the veil
I close the rift
and when I’m squared with happiness
get out of Dodge
then start the shift
and when I’m squared with happiness
I burn it down
rebuild the bridge
(I know)
yo, when I’m squared up with my happiness
my hands catch cramps
paying per disconsolate view
at the consulate
the title card is stamped
tinnitus rings, the Greek god of my rounds
my shouldered world is an oyster on the half
and what seems to compound is this
social consciousness and emotional neglect regaling tracts
(like, like, like, like)
my misgivings are in words resplendent
but I wanna write all about love while my focus is hemmed
by clanging bells and sudden hooks
as I balance my welts and weights
the purview curves my rap sheet
a ferromagnetic head spins
and when I’m squared with happiness
why do I dodge?
what do I miss?
and when I’m squared with happiness
I pierce the veil
I close the rift
and when I’m squared with happiness
get out of Dodge
then start the shift
and when I’m squared with happiness
I burn it down
rebuild the bridge
and that’s just way way way way way down in here
and that’s just way way way way way down in here
and that’s just way way way way way down in here
under the flesh I seen it
over the top I’m careening
(I know)
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same first letters as rhythm and language
my name spells the tools
I employ and harangue with
encyclopedia grown from the pavement
man, single family dreams
in the key of Naismith
Black identity trapeze artist
Pale Black Negative
expressionist compartments
triple point
wrote the album in undergarments
standard time with diaphragm
in mornings is alarmist
open the crenelated
to bear this candor
the wizened youth cremating
the joints in camphor
rendered unto caesura
then jumping out enjambment
with softened hands reaching
in the peach basket
bench warming entendres
outwards and then inwards
hit the meter with a dime
a Fender, a 12 string Gibson
(check)
I mixed this self-produced parable
on racial incongruous
lock one-two step
division one
my own state department
this bureaucracy of neurons
makes a coaching staff of my clarity
when every thought is a villanelle
at the stripe with two shots for charity
driving to the hole as
a master of arts with more
platonic cave jargon
to go semi-pro
with a plus minus margin
the statistician stands ham-fisted
as I press on, holding court
with the decorous folly
of my circuitous jawing
you know?
just going on and on and on
on and on and on
you know my 15 year old mouth hung open
as I was told I would never run or walk the same way again
a handful of ligaments, tibial avulsion fracture
and a leg of warming plasma
under the bleacher lights of Burbank
in a hospital called Providence
when my calf swung down I found myself crying
to an audience
in a backless gown
such sensitivities were threats to the men that surrounded me
post-op pouring the oxycodone down the sink
as I opted for the full pain’s progression
and grasping the handrails in stubborn disbelief
I sprint
to pray tell
you feel me!
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running circles around avoidance
and clear objectives written
in disconnected journals in queer plasma
sitting in un-donated war chests, undetonated
to be called up for the house speaker’s softline
with a bipartisan hard-on
I huff and hold the baton to pass
to myself, biased against the first person
and tertiary colors and vodka soda
doping for peace
coping for political violence
Brecht speaks around my relationship issues
to remind me
she is worth it
and so is firebombing as graduate studies
the point is broken, splinted itself
in a pre-K Kissinger reassurance
throwing names at the zookeeper and
pretentious rappers remixing their auto-sexual hydrophilia
negro, I’m with the spirits!
taking shits through celestial septic armored hybrids
the floor and the ceiling missing
Orishas blinged out making top 40 songs about Palestine
and electrical metaphors
slowly transposing score sheets to Mandarin
so the state department surveils our MIDI controllers
per diem declension purgatory
nothing signed, nothing gain staged
set painters’ stretch denim centrism unbecoming
and we rolled back benefits the American way
unpaved coach buggy from the back premium
lips pursed for skin contact transmissions
kosher ham radio stereo delay
are you picking up the cinders?
and the message freshly burning?
menopausal Susan Sontag prescribing ample carbon polemic vasectomy
train the waist six decimals of pi
three degrees of hypodescent after alien colonization
while I ask who I’m talking to
and this is why I do not perform over pre-recorded vocals
smoothed out by ofay engineers before terminals!
[Andrew Mbaruk]:
Psychic rhyming
like King’s “shining”
overlooking the Hotel’s red risen seas,
the bookworm delves into the “Elective
Affinities”—this student entering the
brain of Goethe’s brilliant text
as “superposition explained in 30 minutes
or less”, though less godless, this guest
more dunce “Scottus”, his head
a beautiful mind, this psychotic mathematician
tattooed with a psi (for “psychosis”
not the wave function of a quantum system).
Reality’s foundation in
unreality—these vanishing clouds
ancient as gravity—the final straw,
riding the dromedary elegantly,
lines we draw describing hegemony’s
entropy. Rejecting all that is counterrevolutionary,
stepping out of rhyme,
this hip-hop hoopla words encircled
sitting at the computer,
this virtual circle.
This biome of rappers twittering a rhizomatic history.
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I wanna feel your bones right by the fire
under arm and over silence
grunting through my nullified knowledge
I want you right now on your phylum
extend the metaphor before
I know my language
if not seeing the marsh for
what lies down in danger
then how I evolved beside
past my order as a caveman
that atom split my nomenclature:
you were a science
a derivation
devotion
a rite turned pagan
and I have fallen through time
the world’s around me
I just crumble and I break
can’t stand on my founding
and I have fallen through time
the world’s around me
I just crumble and I break
early hominid, yeah, in the crag of heartbreak
times can’t withstand a solvent, like
in a room of smoke and
excess cartilage
pieces to sandblast mirrors with
this illusionist nonsense
inventing fire with
whole speech as ellipsis
piercing grunts in the dark
missing linked kisses
ancestors in the sky with diamonds
carbon-based life lessons
I was a graduate student sent to investigate
the origin of sapiens but
left my fertile crescent waned in civilization
aqueducted out of town
made quick pace to out-patient
while tabulating correlations of
courting and irrigation
inside my blood rose
from hardened monochrome
and now no time finds me home
I’m just gone
I have fallen through time
the world’s around me
I just crumble and I break
can’t stand on my founding
and I have fallen through time
the world’s around me
I just crumble and I break
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yo, when the orchestra is dreaming
man, I fill in the blanks
yo, when the orchestra is dreaming
yeah, I fill in the blanks
yo, when the orchestra is dreaming
man, I fill in the blanks
one 45th of a hypotenuse
a slope in the crates
thumb through acetate, museum wax
renewable dusty resource
that’s breaking on skates
and them circling carrion carrying on
about their recourse
it’s an exhibitionist sport like
dating in your 20s
Ice T taking tabs on all the intercourse
gaffed to the magnesium
parietal displays refresh rate slaked
by soft drink sociologists
polyamorous bicarbonate by rote by race
intimacy with official histories
paginated and double spaced
perverted assonance held open
with a mouth agape
well, that’s that old time cream-pie gag
poisonous male performance
constructed and renovated prefab
I got the resolution for liberal democracy
in my browser tabs
it’s a social ensemble
be there in the staff
yo, when the orchestra is dreaming
man, I fill in the blanks
Miller meets Dolphy
when I’m running the with the phrase
yo when the orchestra is dreaming
yeah, I fill in the blanks
I’m a page turner
on the clarinet and bass
when the orchestra is dreaming
yeah, I fill in the blanks
Miller meets Dolphy
when I’m running the with the phrase
yo when the orchestra is dreaming
yeah, I fill in the blanks
I’m a page turner
on the clarinet and bass
[Mike Ladd]:
orchestral tests
I put rests in the score
black bars like bricks
don’t leave the weight on the floor
thumb and fore
trembling
audience eyeing me
I can’t see the treble clef
conductor he is on to me
so I find silence
a disarming harmony
honestly got to be
part of me
full lobotomy
‘cuz I can’t feel nothing
life is grit like hominy
following charters
written 13th century
colostomy martyrs
wanna fuck up my democracy
shit talkers stalking
full prophecy stop
like dark matter in me
I play with space
the void there’s still
gravity
I find my place:
take it bake it shake it
quake it fake it
unrelated naked for
stated and stated
with the folded papers
correlated
then take the clarinet
and quickly won’t you
play it (play it play it play it play it)
yo, when the orchestra is dreaming
yeah, I fill in the blanks
Miller meets Dolphy
when I’m running the with the phrase
yo when the orchestra is dreaming
yeah, I fill in the blanks
I’m a page turner
on the clarinet and bass
when the orchestra is dreaming
yeah, I fill in the blanks
Miller meets Dolphy
when I’m running the with the phrase
yo when the orchestra is dreaming
yeah, I fill in the blanks
I’m a page turner
on the clarinet and bass
(you know what I’m saying that’s just how we transliterate cool
that’s just a transliteration of the cool)
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ayo, blunt force karma
from a Wendy Williams lace front
Raskolnikov gossip column
extraordinary braid stunt
split in a helix
I smuggled okra seeds
they chain smoked
the curls were a stole on my braids
draped new ports
semicolon semaphore
flyaway, roots nest
I am the keeper of my brother’s DNA test
I am proxy for follicles meting out hypodescent
from Elmina Castle to Washington and Cattaraugus
with lamb tibs
to now grow it out betrays a trust of genetics
tender-headed in singles delivering couplets in colors vehement
black as pitch correction before mass adoptions
dioecious, polyrhythmic as falling in autumn
these are edges of autofiction glue bound
and slumbering in a bonnet
to now grow it out betrays a trust of genetics
tender-headed in singles delivering couplets
the outlook ain’t been this before
the outlook I ain’t seen before
the outgrowth it grew then grew more
the outgrowth it grows out the door
and it jes grew
and it jes grew
and it jes grew out the door
and it jes grew
and it jes grew
and it jes grew jes grew more
the outlook ain’t been this before
the outgrowth it went— the door
the outgrowth I ain’t seen before
it jes grew
it jes grew
it jes grew
it jes grew
it jes grew
it jes grew
it jes grew
it jes grew
it jes grew
it jes grew
it jes grew
it jes grew
I woke up in morning like this
(like this)
wrapped myself in me
(all in me baby)
got up mustered standing
right here for you to see
I been growing so long
been knotted and been free
I’ve been living like this
since I remember
and even when I shear it off
it jes grew
and it jes grew
jes grew
jes grew
jes grew
jes grew
jes grew
jes grew
right outta of me
it jes grew
and it jes grew
it jes grew
can you tell me?
and it jes grew
jes grew
jes grew
jes grew
right outta of me
it jes grew
and it jes grew
it jes grew
can you tell me?
it jes grew
and it jes grew
Langstónia, Ishmael reed
and it jes grew
it jes grew
it jes grew
right outta of me
ayo, I think my guitar got something to say about that!
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called you up we ruminate
offer elements in your favor
(yes we do, yeah we ruminate)
called you up we ruminate
offer elements in your favor
(yeah we ruminate)
called you up we ruminate
offer elements in your favor
(yeah we ruminate)
called you up we ruminate
offer elements in your favor
(yeah we do today)
called you up we ruminate
offer elements in your favor
(yeah we ruminate)
called you up we ruminate
offer elements in your favor
(yeah we do today)
called you up we ruminate
offer elements in your favor
(yeah we do today)
called you up we ruminate
offer elements in your favor
(yeah we do today)
you laughed and called death a nigga
live five percent integer
called revisionist history hamfisted
Emiliano Zapata Marcus Garvey
pancho Azule Serape
the colorism was agape
niglet litanies, race breaking apostates
doing about face
hacen la frente
inspiration
thug Tito Puente
called you up we ruminate
offer elements in your favor
(yeah we do today)
called you up we ruminate
offer elements in your favor
(yeah we do today)
called you up we
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To Write It Out Is
04:48
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I type beat unjustifiable
blocked, chained as
Lawrence Ferlinghetti of Araabmuzik
Zoroaster of the South Central food deserts
bold face of the strong silent typography
cited for spitting apocryphal cipher
where the sidewalk ends
see “I,” hear a “you”
discordant as a vexed cello
in a lower case from the upper register
I perch, scribbling out my dissidents
and it goes a little something like this:
I’m far outta reach
far outta reach
far outta reach
in me
(x4)
underline and overbearing
I began this long form
middle lips glued between the muck gradating
Sanskrit and HTML
soliciting original wonder from the
cathode ray tales
so as to tell my fiction nonplussed:
I’m far outta reach
far outta reach
far outta reach
in me
(x4)
but you see there others
who entered this narrative
unjust to invert
to turn to a plot device this
negus of Narcissus
rippling mirror monocrat
to glance balks at birth charts
well, you see, my arbitrage to free will
was center left indented
so excuse me if I collapse
that “you” to a smaller part in this longer story
because, you know?
to write it out is
cohere these stanzas
that is the utmost certainty
when the word collection
finds itself sorted in municipal bins
the health benefits outweighed
by an odometer
fixed on the front end
and forward is
far outta reach in me
and forward is
far outta reach in me
and forward is
far outta reach in me
and forward is
far outta reach in me
and forward is
and forward is
and forward is
far outta reach in me
and forward is
within reach in me
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surface tension
below or above
I cannot ascertain for certain
a structure bears witness
to my scattergun of intent
a play on words
is in intermission for months
principle actions of the understudied
are given fruits of their rehearsal
at permeable layers
the side stage curtain
meted feet strike steps
the inciting toward
and the refrain
the speech is not public
so I am what I revolve
I am the only door
my eyes close
unto the breach
plumb the lulls
I trade techniques
when the verses
cease to preach
let it rest
power my peace
when association wears
nothing but canned lines
civilian clothes
takes the sides, delivers
plays in patterned
detailed sequenced
edited in prose
when elaboration
breaks from its union
disassembles all I know
jilted at the altar
swallowed prayers
coughing arpeggiated hope
my eyes close
but with no speech
lay in wait
till the book speaks
and I note
with chattered teeth
let it rest
power my peace
ayo, theoretical astrophysics in its hair metal phase
as proven in the scientific method
I’m the herald not the scapegrace
as superhero franchises
do medical residencies post haste
I witlessly thumb the grass blades
spook who thrombosed
by the architrave
dug his own grave
moved the stone from the cave
re-risen as
sourdough in neo-liberal freon
contained, posted, then replayed
the marketplace of ideas lost its value
found itself hiding in the everglades
tapping out the beats of a timecard
minutes stagnating as a living wage
‘cause this is life between revelation
the warp in the floorboards
creaking patience
I donate science to
my body’s maintenance
janitor of dropsy mopping phrases
palpitations of my awakening
on hiatus
political economy demanding
elastic sadists
and the analysis itself
is always a policy failure
begging for permission from
this dictatorship of marginalia
leaves the outrage to be latent
mouth foaming at the feast of
audiovisual gazettes ticker tape railing
on all sides
afraid I’m allergic to momentum
but I rebuff the epinephrine
if it hits me reactionary
and I seize up
well, then let me die—
[Hymnal]:
Black
meditators look n word
Those forced to pay attention
until their very last
breath
receive enlightenment
freely
as to succeed in a rap
bar
is a speakeasy
this coast
is to enter a flow state
the hotel
is the best Western
Your engagement
with me is before the marriage
The ring
is a round and a square
its unboxing
returns you to the inner circle
defining the types of the bells that are ringing
For you
[these] associations are loose
And syntax
is not a biblical fall
Yet muscles are the definition
and the last accountant
is the end counter
for your advance
see
Alan Smithee in
directly
to play your part as the actor
and read correctly
inside the lines
It appears as a broken phone
when the call is the answer
The house
without walls is the one of nature
Its side
is by side
and this single song
is a uni-verse
as in class
accurately labeling
these words as facts
at recess
it is outside time
my eyes close
unto the breach
plumb the lulls
I trade techniques
when the verses
cease to preach
let it rest
power my peace
let it rest
power my peace
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Rhys Langston Los Angeles, California
From smoked salmon to freshwater microphones.