What's happening
I been about from time been tapped in
High road in the ice cold with chapped lips
Back then in a mans end just scrapping
Step to my friend best know I'll back it
Guys had knives and straps and backed it
Stood firmly, other guys did me dirty
Running while man got active
I coulda got shot but it weren't my day
Shit was not worth getting burst in the face for the murder rate
To climb any higher
Next day I'm on fire I lurk with the blade
Guys saw my face on their strip and they dipped but I turned away
Still I was so close to turning man ghost
For man that weren't even close
And that BS concerned me the most
Giving out love to nerds like they're bros
Lo and behold
The same man wanna chat behind my back
Couldn't even look me in my face my guy
How you gonna go do me like that.. mad
Issues from young
Caught in repetitive cycles
When I really should've listened to mum
So I couldn't get stung by bitches and punks
Try fist bump and you might get slumped
If I don't know your angle right from the jump
Cause most people show hate they don't wanna show love
Hook
Sorry if I don't fuck with you
Don't give my all cause I'm dealing with trust issues
Shaped from what I've been through
Tryna unlearn some cause I know that we can improve
Sorry if I don't fuck with you
Don't give my all cause I'm dealing with trust issues
Shaped from what I've been through
Tryna unlearn some cause I know that we can improve
Verse 2
She messed me around
Making it out I was suited
When really she was dressing it down
Why the hell are you telling me now
I'm all for rejection
But when you're interested and when I'm invested
You know that you led me about
Now when I move on you wanna stress and
shout
All on me but your thinking of others you think I'm a suffer fuck yourself
Now I found somebody else but that come like a problem aswell
I'm not bothered because of the shit I received
Now there's not much life that it's got on the shelf
And my new girl she cottoned on well
I'm unresponsive as hell
I don't want to her be the recipient
Of shit where she didn't solicit it
But there's things that I really have issues with
She wants us and I can't commit to it
I been played now it come like I'm dishing it
I been left with the muck in the kitchen sink
And I ain't tryna clean up the mess
I'd rather leave it for dead
But I know that it's easily said than done
Instead what comes from the end of my tongue might be suttin venomous
Especially when she ain't getting it
and she getting at me for not getting it
It makes sense when she just wants wedding rings
And I don't answer I just let it ring
Hook
Sorry if I don't fuck with you
Don't give my all cause I'm dealing with trust issues
Shaped from what I've been through
Tryna unlearn some cause I know that we can improve
Don't give my all cause I'm dealing with trust issues
Tryna unlearn some cause I know that we can improve
You might have had fixing stuff in mind when writing this song but for me, because it doesn't have any lyrics my bars I sing along to it are about making a fisherman's pie. Like a recipe. Has any grime artist ever rhymed 'Dill' with 'Kill' and then 'Thrill', I wonder. humblenations