I can tell you the exact reason to that. I love you, when you left me to sleep with other people I felt like a second option that I was no longer good enough and you were trying to find something better. You were considering you went after a person that upset me, then you where upset that he ghosted you, or that's what you told me. Then continued to sleep around I became more irritated. I tried to get a real response out of you. But you only told me what you Thought I wanted to hear.