Every day that passes by I still feel shock and denial at times. I don't want to fully face and believe that you are gone. I miss you so much and if you were here right now I would give you the biggest hug and kiss and tell you how much I love you and how much you mean to Jazlyn and William. They ask about you every day. Their hearts are broken as is mine. I miss you and Mom. I will never be the same again.