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Disposition

by School Drugs

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With sympathy deliver your words to the family Pretending to have any empathy Pretending to know fucking anything, anything About a home with a new type of vacancy About a room with a new type of gravity Like a violin, a violin cut from a symphony Your life’s just changed so drastically And you’re not quite set for a ministry to come barreling into you tragedy With a sick sense of some kind of dignity When you just had a fucking lobotomy For the love of God don’t pray for me
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I feel like fucking shit Like living ain’t even worth it Like fucking failure’s the purpose Like everyone makes me nervous Like I’m less of a person Livin’ life like a burden Still gotta be perfect Keep calm on the surface Yeah, I feel like fucking shit Like my existence is toxic Like waking up being nauseas Like going back on a promise Now I wish I could stop it (tell me more tell me more) I fucking wish I could
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The sun came out today The sun came out just to spite me I’m hoping tomorrow it’ll cease to be You can make a garden you can make a grave You can hold it close and feel it fade away In the end it’s always gonna be the same Wake up it’s better off this way Another night goes by i watch it all replay Wake up it’s better off this way I delay I delay I delay You’re better off this way Fuck you I’m gonna do it my own way You’re better of this way And I don’t wanna wake up I wanna stay asleep I just got up, I’m all fucked up Missing messages, phone’s off so shut the fuck up Here I’ll stay ’til the sun sets in spades And I can’t count the hours or seconds or days Not the days or the weeks or the months or the years ’Til time sets behind me the guilt disappears Because life it’s only getting harder And the light is only getting darker Darker, it’s only getting darker Composure, no promise Exposure, too often The closure, subconscious Enclosure, like coffins The odor, like vomit The steeple, the target The gospel, the gossip It’s over, just stop it So we gather, like it matters Leave in tears, leavin' flowers Cut the curtains, kill the light Cash it out, say good night Say goodbye

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released June 14, 2024

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School Drugs New Jersey

Based on a steady diet of 80s hardcore and prescription pills, School Drugs exists somewhere between your initial high and impending purge.

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