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Gardener of Eden
04:42
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I remember the taste of blood
ran through my lips and turned the world red
Fell from heaven up above
Voiceless whispers entered my head
From the brush I could feel your soft stare
Serpentine wrapped around my hot skin
Through the roses I followed your call
Should’ve known this is how it would end
You know I’m crazy
You know I’m gone
You knew that lovin’ me was nothin’ short of wrong
I was your angel
Now I’m your god
Kneel before me and I will sing our love song
Run away from the place we called home
Cut our skin on the wild roses
Dance away under the fading sun
Freedom imposes
Steal a kiss from her cherry lips
Wrap a hand ‘round my darling’s hips
Bite the apple and I insist you take my hand
Gardener of eden
Gardener of eden
We’re doomed from the start
Gardener of eden
Gardener of eden
I remember the soft decay
Of our souls as we were cast away
Wilted roses in our hair
Sang me to sleep your voice was calm and fair
Every day my wings grew weak
Feathers torn I began to weep
“What is this pain that I cannot bear?”
She said my soul was in disrepair
They know we’re crazy
They know we’re gone
They know that nothin’s stoppin’ us from hell now
Now I’m your demon
Your lovely black swan
And I feel warm and safe and cared for
In your arms
Look away from the garden on fire
Golden gates begin to fuse
Always be my sweet wildflower
We’ve got nothin’ to lose
Broken wings fall from my back
As the dirt begins to crack
Hold my waist as we fall below the garden oh gardener of eden
We fell from the heavens, the earth could not hold us
Gardener of eden
The embers below set our hearts aglow oh
Gardener of eden
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2. |
Lilith
04:15
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Her skin glowed green and blue
The starry sky dimmed by fiery hues
My white dress blew in midnight’s view
Of the world reborn, begun anew
Two thousand years and twenty more
And she looked beautiful as ever before
As she pushed me down into the warm
Water deep below my clothes were torn
Lilith you siren
How could you do this to me?
Lilith I’m dyin’
Why won’t you set me free?
I tried to scream but lilies clouded my mind
The petals softly floating into my eyes
I felt your fingers slowly crawl up my spine
We didn’t have to sink for you to be mine
Her eyes were red as dawn
As she held me down under the pond
Fireworks filled the sky beyond
I heard the cheers from above the lawn
Soft hands brushed through my thighs
You were evil everyone else had realized
Thought I was different thought I’d save your soul
Guess you can’t save what isn’t half of a whole
Lilith you siren
How could you do this to me?
Lilith I’m dyin’
Why won’t you set me free?
I tried to scream but lilies clouded my mind
The petals softly floating into my eyes
I felt your hands as they wrapped around my neck
When did our love become this shallow shipwreck?
Two thousand years and twenty more and I thought I was weaker than I ever was before
But the moonlight’s rays hit the water below and it was now or never to swim to the garden and oh,
Did she push and pull tryin’ to get me to drown
But the lilies in my mind began to run aground
As I gripped and dragged myself along the dirt I turned back to face the girl I loved for all of my hurt
Said “my dear this is it, I have got to go”
And she faded in the deep and murky water below
Lilith you siren
How could you do this to me?
Lilith I’m cryin’
My pain will stay with me
Lilith you siren
You were so cruel and so mean
Lilith I’m tryin’
To love life now that I’m free
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3. |
The Color Purple
04:44
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Paint the town red
and paint me in blue
shower me in lilac
the color purple always suited you
violets and lavender
you'd promised those too
I never noticed how
you'd say you loved me
with a twisted brow
and hand me roses
full of stinging thorns
and watch me smile
as my heart was torn
I paint my lips red
my heart bleeds blue
I put your favorite record on
will this music make
your heart ring true?
love and happy endings
babe you'd promised those too
I've always known deep down
your hands of roses swept
across the town
but i
i wanted to believe so bad
that you were my woman
oh you make me sad
I always tried so hard
to make you stay
and wipe my tears away
and beg for one more
thorny rose bouquet
I thought my bleeding hands would
make you feel some way
baby please share your fire with me
i can be all things dark and rosy
wear a crown made of thorns for you
pick you violets and roses too
i come alive only when you're near
awe you with one thousand tender fears
I can't make it out here on my own
to me, your love is like
a precious stone
i dye my hair a deep ruby red
i need your lips that seem on roses fed
curly locks cover foolish brains
caressed by your endless flames
i'll soothe your burning fever
thaw your frozen heart
breathe you in my lungs
babe, i've been here from the start
I'll be your queen of delights
your warmth on winter nights
I wont go anywhere
baby
please
just
stay
they all say i'm doomed if i stay with you
but..
you're.
the.
air
I breathe
baby please
Please don't leave
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4. |
Red Herring
04:38
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Let me be your little red herring
And baby tell me that you’ll be mine
Run your hands through my long red hair and
Tell me you’ll stay the night this time
Let me be your little red herring
And baby tell me that you’ll be mine
I always felt like a great blue heron
Trapped in the cage of a grand design
But in my mind we’re two shores that will never meet
Even though you hold me tightly under the sheets
I’m scared to be happy ‘cause I only know sad
She used to say I was the devil but I don’t want to be bad
I think deep down
I think I always knew
I think I’ve always been a scared little girl with no one to hold on to
I can be your little red herring
Flying light and free
I can be something for you
Since I can’t be for me
I can be your little red herring
Guard my heart under strong wings
Let you wash away my sorrows
Watch them float gently downstream
I was your little red herring
Held your hand and whispered softly
Read your mind and cherished you closely
Told you I was gonna set you free
I was your little red herring
As you flew back to your little ladybird
It made it all too clear
I was never the one you held dear
You never left my mind in Spain
Now I’m cryin’ in the rain
Cut my skin to escape the pain
Painted pictures all in vain
Cause you
Never cared for me the way I did for you
Its all so clear now
I wish I’d noticed sooner
I was just your little red herring
While you yearned for your ladybird
Called your name out, hopeless and in vain
While you spent all your love on her
I wish I could just stop caring
Wish that you would leave my mind
‘Cause I know you were never staring
Right at me but just behind
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5. |
Vineyard Valentine
02:30
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Hey hey it’s Adeline
Wanna be your vineyard valentine
Play among the strawberries and cherries
Sippin’ wine
Hey hey
Don’t go this time
Don’t you leave me
High and dry
Come and play a game
With me
And I’ll hide beneath the pine
Come find me
‘Cross the line
Catch your little valentine
Hold me up against the wall
Wanna tell you that you’re mine
Girl, girl, you waste my time
Feel the drowsiness divine
Watch our bodies intertwineippin’ summer wine
Of all the girls
who’ve strokedmy curls
And told me
Baby, you are mine
I had believed
That I would be
Your little vineyard valentine
to you I was a ripe, sweet fruit
You plucked off
From a distant vine
And when you tired of my taste
You laughed and tossed me to the side
Hey hey it’s Adeline
Wanna be your vineyard valentine
Play among the strawberries and cherries
Sippin’ wine
Hey hey
Come waste my time
Baby come and cross my lines
Come tell me things I want
To hear I love your lies
Check, baby, 1,2,3
Girl, you meant the world to me
Pick me like a strawberry
Bite me to the bone
Check, 5, 6, 7, 8
Babe you know it’s not too late
Tie my cherry knot
Between your lips
You’re all I know
Of all the girls
who’ve stroked my curls
And told me
Baby, you are mine
I had believed
That I would be
Your little vineyard valentine
to you I was a ripe, sweet fruit
You plucked off
From a distant vine
And when you tired of my taste
You laughed and tossed me to the side
Hey hey it’s Adeline
Wanna be your vineyard valentine
Play among the strawberries and cherries
Sippin’ wine
Hey hey
Don’t go this time
Don’t you leave me
High and dry
Come and play a game
With me
I’ll hide beneath the pine
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6. |
Ode to Evelyn
03:41
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I noticed you were the talk of the town
When the sun went down last night
Oh Evelyn I’d give you everything
If you’d hold me in your arms
‘Real tight
To breathe my loss is more than fame
To utter love’s more sweet than praise
To breathe my loss is more than fame
To utter love’s more sweet than praise
The smoke, the glamour, the flash of the cameras
They don’t mean shit to me
Let’s get out of this town
Baby, we’re on fire
Don’t care if they see
Hollywood’s too small
For the both of us, you see
I don’t care about the papers
I just want us to be free
Sick of kissin’ in the bathroom stalls
And hidin’ love in parlor walls
And watchin’ you go home with him
When your real home’s here with me
Evelyn I’ve held you dear
Waited here for all these years
Call my name out in the crowd
Baby, set me free
To breathe my loss is more than fame
To utter love’s more sweet than praise
To breathe my loss is more than fame
To utter love’s more sweet than praise
The smoke, the glamour, the flash of the cameras
They don’t mean shit to me
Let’s get out of this town
Baby, we’re on fire
Don’t care if they see
My dearest Evelyn
How did we make such a mess of it all?
And what does it mean
That we haven’t spoken in a decade
But I still hear your voice in my head every day?
I blamed you for the things you did to keep our secrets
But all of my happiest moments were orchestrated by you
You hurt me
You left me
You destroyed me
But I still love you
The smoke, the glamour, the flash of the cameras
They don’t mean shit to me
Let’s get out of this town
Baby, we’re on fire
Don’t care if they see
To breathe my loss is more than fame
To utter love’s more sweet than praise
To breathe my loss is more than fame
To utter love’s more sweet than praise
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7. |
Digital Snow
04:08
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Paintin’ pictures of my love
Did they get to you alright?
I’ve been waitin’ 3 long weeks for my letters to arrive
Wrapped my heart in brown paper packages
Tied with silver string
Didn’t know that you tossed em’ out
When she came that late evening
Watchin’ snow fall from my eyes
You never cared
What a surprise
I told you I don’t like the cold
You just laughed
“Look at the sky
It’s all in black and white
to me” and that made me
Just want to die
Found myself on a beach in Spain
Do you miss me all the same?
Don’t know why I even asked
Cause I know I’m just a game
White and black like your poker chips
Was your love with me a lie?
Don’t know why I even wonder
Cause the answer makes me cry
Sent me pictures on your phone
Never made me feel so alone
I saw her footprints in the snow
Do you think I’m fucking slow
Babe I just really wanna know
Her face just makes me want to die
I’m trapped in this digital snow
I’m so cold
Don’t know where to go
Heard you burned up all my letters
Did it make her love you more?
Did she make you feel all better
After taking up my warmth?
Don’t know why I even ask
Cause the answer’s crystal clear
I was fire she is ice
And you don’t love what you fear
Babe I’m better
In this weather
Tropical and birds of paradise
So goodbye now
Hope you’re happy
In your world of snow and ice
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8. |
Faustian Bargain
04:15
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It’s easier to paint you as a lover or a friend
Than to say you were a stranger that I never truly met
This metaphoric picture makes it easier to see
That I’ll always love you deeper than you’ll ever feel for me
It’s stupid truly stupid
How I hate to love you so
When all you did was live a lie
And pull me down below
I rest my head in metal, voices screaming what I can’t yet say to you
I cry out loud and everyone hears words I say are only meant for you
What’s it like to sit alone
love nobody but yourself?
Why do I still follow you
let you keep me on this shelf?
I miss the blue of your canoe
You used to parade ‘round
While singing me to a golden slumber
Paddling to ground
What happened to the girl I knew
Who wore her hair in curls?
What Faustian bargain did you
give into for your pearls?
It’s stupid truly stupid
How I hate to love you so
You never even said goodbye
How could I ever know?
You’re cold as ice
You’re never nice
Why do I still come back?
I think I hoped
That I could rope
You back in line with me
I rest my head in metal, voices screaming what I can’t yet say to you
I cry out loud and everyone hears words I say are only meant for you
What’s it like to sit alone love nobody but yourself?
Why do I still follow you
let you keep me on this shelf?
Canoes to yachts
Hid away your locks
Where’d the girl I knew
Take off to
Switched your bicycles for convertibles
Left me gasping in your dust
All you can behold
Are the fields of gold
That you signed your soul away to
When did you decide
That it hurt your pride
To say the words “I love you”?
You’re withering away
Withdrawing day by day
Your heartbeats I once fell asleep to
Never even play
Oh was it worth it?
Trading all your mortal goods my love?
When did you change your mind and find that I was not enough?
I rest my head in metal, voices screaming what I can’t yet say to you
I cry out loud and everyone hears words I say are only meant for you
What’s it like to sit alone
Withering away?
Why do I still follow you
Why do I still need to stay?
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9. |
Your Rarest of Flowers
03:48
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Wifebeater
Maneater
Stole my heart
Should’ve feared the reaper
Hair slicked back
White Cadillac
Fooled them all
For your heart is a pure black
Wish that you’d come back to get your
Leather jacket but this weather
Shines too bright for both you and me
White sunshine burns your raven wings
Shadows dance in the air where the reapers sleep
Cross my heart hope I don’t die this evening
Diamond fires in your eyes searching endlessly
For your rarest of flowers or so you called me
Young woman share
Young woman share your fire with me
All hope is lost
All hope is lost in our memories
White leather
Gloves hold heather
Watching’ you race past I drop the leaves
Let them sail away in the autumn breeze
Waitin’ by the bridge to put my soul at ease
Wish that you would love me gently
But you’re poisoned with sin aplenty
Spread your wings with the new moon’s rise
Pulled me close, evil in your eye
Shadows dance in the air where the reapers sleep
Crossed my heart hoped I die here this evening
Diamond fires in your eyes searching endlessly
For your rarest of flowers or so you called me
Young woman share
Young woman share your fire with me
All hope is lost
All hope is lost in our memories
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Saint Avangeline Atlanta, Georgia
Saint Avangeline is a singer based in Atlanta, GA.
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