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Journey Home
03:16
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Verse 1
It's like writing with your main hand after years of
Having it tied behind your back
The words get so much easier and your stories come alive
but then the pen is slapped from your hand
and you're left fighting the urge to cry
Chorus
But it's the joy of the sunrise
It's the smell after rain
It's the happiness you finally feel after a lifetime of pain
It's the love of friends that show you you're not alone
It's the hope of the journey home
Verse 2
It's like wearing glasses for the first time
When you've been struggling to see for your whole life
They're annoying and they fog up all the time
But still it's far better than
Being blind
Chorus
But it's the joy of the sunrise
It's the smell after rain
It's the happiness you finally feel after a lifetime of pain
It's the love of friends that show you you're not alone
It's the hope of the journey home
Bridge
Have you ever had to pee but the bathroom's taken?
Have you ever been left beaten in the street?
Have you ever been hated for no reason
When you've never hurt anybody?
You've never hurt anybody
you've never hurt andybody..
Have you ever cried when you saw yourself inside the mirror
Because you finally look the way you'd always hoped?
Or at least you see the possibility of the person you were meant to be
And for the first time,
you love yourself?
For the first time, you love yourself
For the first time, you love yourself
Chorus
It's the joy of the sunrise
It's the smell after rain
It's the happiness you finally feel after a lifetime of pain
It's the love of friends that show you you're not alone
It's the hope of the journey home
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Chorus
Oh you, can't you see
You mean everything in the world to me?
And when I look at you I know
All the pain you've had to go through for so long
So long
Verse 1
All those times at your mom's house years ago
That feeling that you'd get
When you stayed up too late and borrowed her clothes
You wished to be a girl
More than anything else in the world
Maybe a genie or a spell,
could set your mind at ease and you could be yourself
Without losing anybody else
Chorus
Oh you, can't you see
You mean everything in the world to me?
And when I look at you I know
All the pain you've had to go through for so long
So long
Verse 2
All the guilt that you carried through the years
One day you'll realize that
It was never really yours to bear
There's nothing wrong with you
And I'm so sorry you were lied
You are beautiful and that's the truth
Chorus
Oh you, can't you see
You mean everything in the world to me?
And when I look at you I know
All the pain you've had to go through
Bridge
Just think of all the time
You've still got left so don't you leave yet
Everyone you know is blind
So let them know before you go
And they might surprise you still
Everything you've been through is real
They still can change their minds
They might just need some time
Chorus
Oh you, can't you see
You mean everything in the world to me?
And when I look at you I know
All the pain you've had to go through
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Verse 1
A woman's lying in the street
The cold air's blowing hard and she's starting to freeze
Her wig was ripped off and was thrown in a tree
And no one walking by could spare a shred of empathy
Can't you see?
Chorus
Everyone thinks they would be the Good Samaritan
But she was trans so they left her lying there
beaten and broken, crying and hoping
the next person could be the one.
Verse 2
She's spotted by a pastor but he walks right past her
She's clearly not living the faith
He's followed by a deacon, could he be the reason
for hope that she might be saved
But he too walks away...
Chorus
Everyone thinks they would be the Good Samaritan
But she was trans so they left her lying there
beaten and broken, crying and hoping
The next person could be the one
Bridge
A Muslim man walks up to her
Carries her to a doctor
And covers her bills that night
He makes sure she is okay
Because he's been left beaten that way
He knows what it feels like
Misunderstood Parables
Poor faith Christian rules
Trying to obscure what's right
But Jesus spelled it out
Love others as you do yourself
Not just if they are Christian and white.
We're all human, just like yourself
Full of hopes, dreams, worries, and doubts
We all show compassion to those we see ourselves in
Try to see yourself in everyone else
Try to see yourself in everyone else
Chorus
Everyone thinks they would be the Good Samaritan
But she was trans so they left her lying there
Beaten and broken, crying and hoping
The next person could be the one
Outro
Could you be the one?
Could you be the one?
We're all human, just like yourself
Full of hopes, dreams, worries, and doubts
We all show compassion to those we see ourselves in
Try to see yourself in everyone else.
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4. |
Civil War- Stripped
03:31
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Verse 1
All these thoughts
Always there
Always running through my head
This fight is always on my mind
I want to think of other things instead
Pre-Chorus
But in the morning
When I'm alone
Throughout the day
When I start to zone
Out
Chorus
Why'd it have to be so hard
Fighting always like this?
Sometimes I feel like I can win
But I know it's only just pretend
Cause I don't want to give this up
I don't want to lose this part of me
If I could only wake up as myself
If I could only wake up and be
Free
Verse 2
I spent way too long
Feeling guilt
For the things I can't control.
There's a war raging in my head
And I was worried for my soul.
Pre-Chorus
But late at night
I'd see the stares
Of all the people I could lose..
...please don't make me choose.
Chorus
Why'd it have to be so hard
Fighting always like this?
Sometimes it feels like I can win
But I know its only just pretend
Cause I don't want to give this up
I don't want to lose this part of me
If I could only wake up as myself
If I could only wake up
Bridge
Fields of flowers trampled under boots
Clouds of smoke and lives lost to soon
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
Let this all continue?
I know the thing that could end this war
But the world won't listen and asks me to try more
I don't know what I am fighting for
I'm exhausted to my core.
I just want the bombs to cease
I... just want peace
Chorus
Why'd it have to be so hard
Fighting always like this?
Sometimes I feel like I can win
But I know it's only just pretend
Cause I don't want to give this up
I don't want to lose this part of me
If I could only wake up as myself
If i could only wake up and be free
Outro
Cause then this war would be over now
And I could send the troops home to their lives
There'd finally be peace deep inside of me
This Civil War won't be costing me my life.
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5. |
Dysphoria
04:21
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Verse 1
When I was a kid I just wanted to wear pretty things
But I was terrified everyone would hate me
And so I hid it from the world
I hid the only part that I saw as myself
Verse 2
I remember lying awake at night
wishing just to end it all
Cause maybe I'd come back as a girl angel
Nothing in life could bring me joy
All because I'd been born a boy
Chorus
I tried to fight it
I tried to run
I tried to live my life and be the perfect son
I tried my best to do everything right
So please tell me why
Do I still have this hole inside?
And I, I'm tired of all of this
If only it could be solved with just one wish
Verse 3
Even when I became a man these feelings never left me
Though I had many traits people told me they envied
They said my beard was simply just the best
And that would be great if I'd ever wanted it
Verse 4
I still lay awake at night, wondering if this will ever end
But I throw on a smile and I
Just pretend
No one can know the way I feel
Cause if I told a soul then all of this would be too real
Chorus
I tried to fight it
I tried to run
I tried to live my life and be the perfect son
I tried my best to do everything right
So please tell me why
Do I still have this hole inside?
And I, I'm tired of all of this
If only it could be solved with just one wish
Bridge
When I looked inside my heart I realized my sadness was a choice
Do I live my life for others or do I finally use my voice
My soul right now is hurting, why do I put up with it?
If my friends and family leave me, then did they ever love me then?
Chorus
I'm tired of fighting
I too weak to run run
Is it wrong to want my life to be one,
I can call my own?
I'm tired of living this stranger's life
So tell me please can I
Take off this mask and make it mine?
Cause I...
I'm tired.
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Skylar Conover Arkansas
Her love of songwriting came from the need to express the feelings she was normally too afraid to voice. Her songs include her experiences growing up trans and neurodivergent as a way to help put into words what many in the community suffer silently.