Held me when my arms were numb
Said the things I could not say
Smiled at me when I played dumb
And shared your secrets anyway
Unlike me you knew about my true self
And unlike me you truly loved me whole
Looked out for me when I was blind
Never asked to even up
Though I knew you’re someone hard to find
I kept on waiting for more luck
You fed me with your thoughts and I still
Swallow every word while I
Pretend to have a better life without you
Pretend to have a better life
I knew where I belonged
The moment you were gone
And now I’m hanging on
To the shadows of your light
In silence now I realize
How much you broke so I could rise
But leaving me to let me go
Is worth a shit if I won’t grow
From ashes that are left behind
Ashes that are left behind
So I’ll try to have a better life without you
credits
from Tangram,
released November 7, 2025
Philipp Nespital - Vocals, Backing Vocals, Baritone Guitars, Keyboards, Synths, Harmonium, Drums, Sound Design