"stop loving me" why "bc i said so!" . it just doesn't work like that sorry

holy fuck dude i just spent the whole day volunteering and my back is KILLING me

i had nightmares all night. i was at least able to successfully force myself awake to make them stop and console myself. i don't feel good.

i miss him so fucking much

stripped down to my bra, then i jumped, water lit me up with goosebumps; swam til my hands had no meaning, waited on your text to fuck me up

my city got torn apart by tornadoes yesterday. i'm heartbroken :(

i don't want optimism!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tired of crying every night, tired of missing him, tired of it hurting, when will it end, i don't think it will

remind me never to trust any man ever again lmfao

the sun is out and the breeze is comforting

i'm not going to the hospital. i want to die. stop telling me to go. leave me alone

i'm struggling to find a reason not to jump in; everything that i love will die, is that the lesson?

there's a first for everything! today, my anxiety made me sick! i love being miserable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

recovery from eating disorder says who? don't remember the last time i ate...

tired

thought i found something beautiful and it’s been rug pulled out from under me. everything gone. the first time i ever felt this way. gone.

spring is springing here!! i missed the rain, the thunderstorms, and the wet warmth, and all of the flowers blooming! :3

the world can be cruel, so i will not be.

I'M RUNNING AND I WON'T TOUCH GROUND

i need your lips on me, constantly, ‘til my heart bends