Middle Child Syndrome

by Stephen Becker

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1.
It’s getting late and I just wasted more than half the day I might need common sense to wiggle my way out of this one You proved again that you can be alone for half a week But you still haven’t proved that you can be around when you’re home Sometimes the ceremony makes a fire escape lonely, Gives you pause and reason to get up on with it Unless I’m making sense I pushed a daisy up through a tv screen like reality I breathed across my nostrils holding one with my thumb Machines in my apartment whirring, worrying much less than me About the sock I always lose when I wash my clothes Confuse and shock and awe and slap the meaning on a clause It’s no Imagine, Nowhere Man, I Will, Julia Unless I’m making sense Go easier on me
2.
The Answer 04:27
He’s a mess and sitting there just waiting to be funny But I’m upset ‘cause no one else knows what exactly’s coming Take a breath and take a step towards walking, then towards running With no pretense, a separation forced us not to hurry but I’m worried you’re alone Well I gave you the answer, I gave you the answer you wanted Well I gave you the answer, I gave you the answer you wanted Made a bet that we would never make it past the summer Still you said that we could go to East Lyme with your mother It’s no surprise that I’ve had second feelings, I’ve been bothered So read my eyes, but you don’t want to troubleshoot the problem we’ve been haunted for a time We’ve been haunted for a time We’ve been haunted for a time We’ve been haunted for a time Well I gave you the answer, I gave you the answer you wanted Well I gave you the answer, I gave you the answer you wanted to hear And I gave you the answer, I gave you the answer you wanted, Well I gave you the answer, I gave you the answer you wanted to hear
3.
Waste Away 04:22
I don’t want to waste away, I don’t want to die I don’t want to waste away, I don’t want to die Still I’m gonna waste away, still I’m gonna die I won’t see the light of day, I won’t know the time I won’t see the light of day, I won’t know the time Still I closed my blinds today, still I read the time Said I’d go for a climb up to higher ground I tried closing my eyes to breath, but I don’t feel a thing I don’t want your sympathy, I don’t want your sighs I don’t want your sympathy, I don’t want your sighs I just want the mystery, I just want the lies I don’t want to waste away, I don’t want to die I don’t want to waste away, I don’t want to die Still I’m gonna waste away, and I’ll be laughing all the way Still I’m gonna waste away, still I’m gonna die Said I’d go for a climb up to higher ground I tried closing my eyes to breath, but I don’t feel a thing
4.
Spray Paint 02:49
I can only concentrate if I’m awake and I prepare my lines I compare myself to no one else but me still I refuse to cry Coupled with anxiety I ran away from those who chew on ice Soliloquy of framed brocades and broccoli I’ll never get it right I’m not sure if anyone is listening And does it even count if no one’s there to be a witness? It’s a kind of spray paint on the Sistine A sorry revolution left forgotten on the couch And I’m out of it A smattering of influence and instruments that broke in Windy Pines The trouble with the modern age is willful ignorance and crooked lines
I swear I saw the hunter’s super blood red moon in January lights The city is a crying shame but so am I, so am I, so am I And so I drew a maze I’m not sure if anyone is listening And does it even count if no one’s there to be a witness? It’s a kind of spray paint on the sistine A sorry revolution left forgotten on the couch And I’m out of it
5.
Range 04:02
I’m not sorry I’m just faithful, hands around my waist Come to meet me surely stable, name the time and place Clean your room and set the table, Lysol Dawn Cascade Fill your glass with water from the cooler turned away I’m not lost, I’m just outside my range I’m not lost, I’m just a little spaced Microcosm of your parents, brother left LA By this age you already had Michael I was late Melody recycled wind me up and watch me spin I’m not lost, I’m just outside my range I’m not lost, I’m just a little spaced
6.
I held an echo in my head, I paint a picture of it I held an echo in my head, I couldn’t ever touch it I watched the waters split I held a theory in my head then randomized the options I felt my body turn to wind then become solid I woke up mumbling Break it down, break it down I get lost sometimes I can’t tell, if I don’t care or if I don’t try And Donny’s mad, and I got mad he put up a fight
So break it down, break it down I get lost sometimes I held an echo in my head I held an echo in my head I held an echo in my head I watched the echo quit
7.
I don’t relate to the city that much these days I might be craving a candy bar, a two dollar emotion I’m not afraid of the crack in my window pane Thought that I noticed a water mark, I swear it wasn’t broken What’s that I read while still lying in bed? I can’t sleep if I’m picturing cosmos and counting down from ten I wasn’t made for such massive unfurling grace Kinda confused by the sounds of Mars, and so was Perseverance I have no clue what they do with the city’s waste Heard there’s an island, a trash filled barge, a city on the ocean What’s that I read while still lying in bed? I can’t sleep if I’m picturing cosmos and counting down from ten I don’t relate to the city that much But I don’t relate to that feeling that much ‘Cause I don’t relate to the city that much these days
8.
Signal 05:05
Tough skin, raise me up in family photos on the shelf What’s the point of lying if you’re lying to yourself? Interest, losing interest, in that blank stare from the crowd Stay up till you’re tired, till you sort this whole thing out Strangers, singing louder, without detail without God Spinning, on the ceiling, like a fan that never stops Count on me to tell you when I’ve lost you in the plot Angel, on my shoulder, giving orders with a nod Signal, losing signal Signal, losing signal Signal, weaker signals never heard this dial tone Light me, like a candle, not a fire, I stay calm Better late than never but you’re tardy to this song Never needed help more than I did when I was young Hold me like a secret that you made up on the spot
9.
Ought 02:57
Came alive on Sunday I felt wasted I felt bold The sentimental thoughts inside are sediment and cold You copied and you pasted, tried to strike yourself some gold I’m thinking I’m not who I ought to be I’m thinking I’m not who I ought to be Everybody wants a piece and needs some self control And I was feeling bitter so I threw out all my clothes The money ain’t in medicine a parent always knows I’m thinking I’m not who I ought to be I’m thinking I’m not who I ought to be And what makes you so sure? What makes you so damn sure? I’ve never felt so sure
10.
Fury 02:38
Take a seat, the sidewalk’s getting cold You’re not supposed to get upset Your brother left you in a fury Kinda funny how you don’t get mad You just get quiet and zoom out And play pretend like you’re not thirty Tried to run away, you went as far you damn could Turns out the east coast isn’t far enough I’m twice as old but half as tough Still searching for a better thing to say Lost control on Via de la Paz The way of peace, a two way street Too bad the irony is useless Takes me back to when I first got high Out in the guest house, couldn’t hide From getting called out by your stepmom I’ve never seen the forest through the trees, it’s not that deep It’s just the way your vision speculates Poor Mojito’s in his dying days And it’s ok you didn’t graduate, you just had other plans Don’t be scared you’re not a hunter Don’t be scared, you’re not a hunter Don’t be scared, you’re not a hunter Don’t be scared, you’re not

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The songs on Stephen Becker’s gorgeous and unorthodox third album Middle Child Syndrome revolve around themes of decay and permanence. Memories fade or change form rather than disappearing entirely. Becker evokes this effect through playful, engaging compositions that combine a classic singer-songwriter sensibility (see especially Elliott Smith and Paul Simon) with elements of jazz, baroque pop, and outré indie rock.

Becker is an accomplished live and session player who has played with Katie von Schleicher, Rubblebucket, Market, more, and his virtuosity (he plays most of the instruments on his records) is one of the many enjoyable aspects of his ambitious solo music. He showcased his range on his 2022 debut LP A Calm That Shifts; the record inspired Spill Magazine to call Becker “that rare breed of artist that is able to combine seemingly disparate musical elements and make them sound as if they belonged together from the start.”

Middle Child Syndrome, out now on Chicago-based indie label Record Euphoria, pushes toward greater experimentalism and immediacy simultaneously, exploring Becker’s recent and distant past with whip-smart disquisitions on non-communicative relationships (“The Answer”), demoralizing familial conflicts (“Fury”), imposter syndrome (“Range”), and more. In his stream-of-consciousness mini-epics, Becker wages daily battles against microaggressions, existential dread, and other forces which affect his ability to connect with individuals, form a community, and fall asleep.

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released October 25, 2024

All songs written and produced by Stephen Becker

Engineered by Adam Hirsch at Figure 8 Recording in Brooklyn, NY (August, 2021)
Additional recording by Stephen Becker and Katie Von Schleicher

Mixed by Philip Weinrobe at Sugar Mountain in Brooklyn, NY (December, 2022)

Mastered by Carl Saff in Chicago, IL

Stephen Becker - Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Synth, Piano, Drums on 7

Sean Mullins - Drums

Nate Mendelsohn - Saxophone, Clarinet, Drum Programming on 5

Linnea Sablosky - Vocals on 1, 4, 7 

Taylor Vick - Vocals on 2
Alena Spanger - Vocals on 5

Katie Von Schleicher - Vocals on 6


Artwork by Miles Wintner

Photo by Mikey Buishas

Layout by Katie Von Schleicher

Special thanks to Mom, Dad, Michael, Jonathan, Peggy, Karen, The Tent (Ad, Jor, Gaby, Gabe, Faith), Drama Section (Nate, Cor, Dunc), Cody DeFalco, Winston Cook-Wilson, Eric Lipe, Caitlin Pasko, Jason Burger, Derek Weaving, Joanna Schubert, and all those who have supported along the way.

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