Nullmatrix

by Strawberry Hospital

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star_scythe I deeply resonate with this album in this current period of my life. It has brought me a sense of comfort and resilience at my lowest. Thank you one thousand times over, Neppy. My heart is forever with you. <3 Favorite track: Ferrofluid.
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ghostreverie me when the hospital is strawberry Favorite track: Ferrofluid.
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Rigged Pledged a dollar just to write this review. I've been on a binge of metal and metal related free releases on Bandcamp recently and miraculously I found this album at the right time, a perfect break from all of the chaos to something extremely breathtaking and beautiful while still having those heavy elements I love. You've definitely earned yourself a new fan today! 🍓🏥🤍 Favorite track: Griefseed.
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Sleepstardust Strawberry Hospital never, ever misses
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Uboa Strawberry hospital’s work always is dripping in atmosphere and each track is densely packed with so many wonderful moments. However this is maybe her best work - shes is at the peak of her production and songwriting powers here. one of my faves for this year. Favorite track: Nullmatrix.
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pyris shockingly good music.
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Rhythm 0 03:03
tell me you're sorry this wreckage you left me with is caving in around me (surround me) recollections of "what I wish to be" infected, abandoned incongruous, archangel wolven, rhythm zero this wreckage you left me in... is this who I am or only what I wished to be?
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Ferrofluid 02:36
dig up the brier reach into the static screen untie the blindfold for the hedera is blooming drawn together like ferrofluid transfusion through crossed wires I watched as you wrote realities far away somewhere, unchained from flesh where they couldn't clip your wings drawn together like ferrofluid transfusion through crossed wires I watched as you wrote realities far away when I wished to take you there I knew it would remain a dream
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Nullmatrix 00:35
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Griefseed 03:13
cursed fleeting wish shattered across the void continuum I'm dying to feel alive again split at the ends, a fragmented hull banished to non-existence spilling my insides and feeling through wires banished to non-existence (dying to feel alive again) spilling my insides and (split at the ends) feeling through wires (circuiting alone)
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Impuremelody 02:02
I woke up in a silent home a large house with minimalist architecture the entire walls were windows overlooking the black ocean outside past midnight, all alone I take a small boat out to the middle of that sea I look up at the moon and decide to jump in as I sink to the floor of the ocean I realize (despite my efforts) I'm not drowning somehow surrounding me are brief glimpses of marine creatures, fluttering away oarfish, anomalocaris, ladyfish I attempt to swim alongside them, but they're already distant instead I feel the sand beneath me resting at the bottom of the sea, my conscience is still and a bittersweet tranquility envelops me from the inside out an alleviating detoxification I remained there for what felt like hours then finally swam up to the surface

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Nullmatrix stands as a reclamation of the selves that exist beyond your own command, an exhibit of tenacity, and an embrace of chaos. Whiplashed between timelines and painfully phasing in and out of virtuality, Nullmatrix relentlessly distorts itself in shape throughout the progression of its runtime.
Thank you for remaining patient during the creation of this definitive record, and thank you for listening to me pour my heart out.
Written between 2022 - 2024 💉
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released August 20, 2024

Artwork illustrated by @ Dawn DX
Additional composition on Griefseed @ gothicwvlff

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