lifelong tragicomedy

by richie suckerman

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1.
reading stories that I know to the end i’m so bored searching for a way to find another way i’m so tired and i just can't fucking wait for all the things that seems will never happen i'll try to keep my mind open and heart is beating slower time is turning back, but i am getting older the snow, the kiss, these lights, these films are here with me the memories still living in my head it keeps me out of sleep the memories still living in my head please keep me out of sleep
2.
it’s raining. still raining. the world outside is chasing. it’s squeezing. it’s knocking, knocking. and i would get out but still it’s raining and it’s cold outside it’s cold outside but i would get out chewed by the past spitted out with a rude ignorance left outside with a small package of unspent emotions but it weighs too much the constant intrusive noise in my ears prevents me from hearing significant sounds so strange. to feel lost in the usual shell i don’t care about what i meant everything took it’s own place i am glad i made this mistake like orchid sang “you my favourite mistake” so i don’t care i don’t care i don’t care
3.
echoes 02:37
i wish there was a way to know you were in the good old days before you actually left them the time goes by behind my back i think i’m stuck, i feel i’m done well, at least i feel and i say to myself: “wait, the good old days ahead” i wish i was put inside somebody else’s self observe the world with their eyes, justify their minds absorb perspective for some time and finally realize that there’s no one truth and there are no two sides i’m just an echo reflecting off the past to the unknown i’m just an echo, disappearing reflection of a louder sound we reflect from the past like an echo day by day, month by month, year by year
4.
on the eve 02:39
no matter how old you are your childhood glockenspiel will ring in your ears
5.
and they say: don't be shy, don't be scared, don't be fooled. don't be bad, don't be good. don't forget about what they say. don't be yourself! be someone else! don’t be yourself. you don’t exist, you didn’t feel. nobody’ll notice that you were someone else don’t be yourself why would you want to be yourself? nobody notices you i start today, with no delay i tried to erase who i once was but it was already erased another night another day i feel the same as nights before another night i feel again like nothing has changed
6.
guilty 04:08
i’m guilty i admit i don’t know where to go but I keep moving ahead and i go i don’t know where to go and how do i move i don’t know but i keep moving ahead i don’t know where to go and how do i move i don’t know but i keep moving ahead because it’s the only way to get somewhere i used to blame the government i used to blame society but nothing here is more to blame than me i still see the very same world, but it doesn't look the same. i still see the very same things, but they have the different names. it all depends on how we think, it all depends. but likely i'm just wrong again. i blinked my eyes and 10 years passed time won't wait for you to realize 10 years passed what the fuck time moves so fast time is so fast

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Recorded in Minsk, Belarus in September 2021 at Chili Records studio.
Mixed by Pavel Sinilo in Warsaw, Poland during spring/summer 2025.
Mastered by Alan Douches in Hudson Valley, NY in August 2025.

Richie Suckerman is Igor on guitar/vocals, Dima on guitar, Sergey on bass and Lesha on drums.

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released August 31, 2025

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richie suckerman Warsaw, Poland

Contemporary emo classic from members of Full Lungs, Ксилема, KOÑ, Carapils, КОЛС and Please.

Based in Warsaw, Poland and Berlin, Germany.

Originally from Minsk, Belarus.

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