Good Bye 2007...Welcome 2008

Hari ni hari terakhir utk thn 2007. 2007 adalah thn air mata utk aku. 2007 menyaksikan segala keperitan akibat kehilangan, kekecewaan atas pengkhianatan dan kesakitan dalam kelukaan. Terlalu banyak yang menyedihkan drpd yg menggembirakan utk aku di thn ini. Berat mata memandang berat lg bahu yg memikul. Kadang2 aku merasakan thn ni penuh penderitaan tp pijat selalu kate x baik ckp gitu. Entahla, tp itulah hakikatnye. Di hujung2 2007 ni aku selalu mengimbas ape yg berlaku sepanjang thn. Bile deraian air mata yg gugur dlm sujudku, genangan airmta dlm setiap mimpiku, ermm... sampai aku sendiri x sedar bile airmata ni berhenti mengalir.

Esok adalah hari pertama dlm thn baru,2008. Aku harap esok adalah permulaan yg terbaik utk aku terus melalui hari2 yg mendatang. Semoge pengalaman lalu menjadikan aku lebih tabah dan sabar. Semoge esok ade sinar yg menyuluh jalanku, mendampingi siangku, menemani malamku, dan memayungi panas hujanku. Semoge ade bahagia yg mengekoriku di kejauhan dan merapatiku disaat aku memerlukan. Semoge tiada lg airmate menyusuri perjalananku. Tiada lg duka memusnahkan impianku, tiada lg gelora merobek ketenangan jiwaku. Amin.

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Semalam balik dr kg, terus g salon. Aku nekad nk potong rambut. Mak pon dh bg greenlight utk aku potong rambut. Imej baru utk 2008. hehehe. Dari separas pinggang tinggal separas bahu. Sayangnye...lame aku simpan, tp aku dh nekad dan hasilnye, aku puas hati dgn imej baru nih. Nampak lebey fresh n lebey remaja, bak kate emi. Imej baru dan semangat baru. Yeah..yeah..yeah...

Selamat bertunang utk my dearie bestfren, Farra. Semoge ape yg diimpikan, diperkenankan. Semoge segala kebahagiaan tu milik kite bersama. Selamat Hari Lahir juga utk Farra. Hehehehe. Die lahir di hujung thn. Pg td, aku dpt msg drpd one of my dearie bestfren jugak, Jiela. Gudnews from her, family bf die dh dtg merisik smlm, and diorg akan bertunang bulan 2 thn depan. Congratulation in advance dearie fren.

Penat hati n fikiran sepenat badan

Yesterday was a worst day i ever had in office. Aku x pernah rase sakit hati yg sebenar2 sakit sepanjang sthn aku kerje kt sini. Sungguh x adil bg aku. Sungguh berat sebelah....b*s aku mmg berat sebelah aku rase. Juz imagine, last 3 or 4 days aku dimarahi walaupon itu bukan salah aku. Bile aku dh terangkan keadaan still b*s aku x dpt terime. That's not my fault...aku menjerit dlm hati. Setelah diamati, barula die sedar itu bukan salah aku n ckp, "ima, u're not wrong" sambil tersengih2. Huh, there was no turning back. Apabila hati membeku, tiada pintu maaf bagimu. Dan smlm, kesalahan yg same berlaku lg. But, not from me. Sudah terang lg bersuluh, my collegue buat kesalahan tu, but bile my b*s tau ttg tu die juz ckp, "it's ok, small matter." Perghhh...gilerla BIAS. Aku dgr berapi...what THE HELL!!! Aku x puas hati...xpuas hati..xpuas hati. Serius x puas hati. Terfikir kt otak aku ni, what if i resign from this office? Biar diorg terkontang-kanting tanpe aku. Aku balik je keje semalam, solat Asar n terus start kereta g salon/spa yg aku selalu pegi. Aku rase dgn memanjekan diri aku dpt release segale tekanan. hehehe, sampai sane aku terus buat face traetment, sauna n mandi rempah. Mmg release sgt aku rase. Hilang segale tensen, nk2 bile ade org urut2 muke n kepala. Time mandi tu lg rase release, n yg pasti after that aku rase fresh. Erm, melayang gk la RM70, but it's ok..janji puas.

Juz now, aku dpt 1 msg. Tit..tit. Erm, aku bukak dgn malas2 jek, suddenly jantung aku berdegup kencang. Msg tu dr 'die'. 'Die' yg kini semakin menjauh, semakin hilang. Juz a forwarded msg but menyentuh hati aku totally. Ade 1 term yg buat hati aku sayu sgt. "Special Bestfriend." Dunno y hati aku ni dipaut pilu. Watch out Ima, u're a bestfriend, not more than that. So, what r u waiting for?? Stop waiting, stop thinking n stop dreaming. Mungkin bibirnye mudah menuturkan kate2 sayang tp ia x seiringan dgn hatinye. "Berhentila mendera diri sendiri." Kwn2 aku selalu mengingatkan begini kt aku atas kedegilan yg aku sendiri kdg2 sebenarnye x bole menahan keperitan. Tp, aku lakukan jugak.

New Novel....setelah sekian lame

Fuhh...aku menghabiskan cuti semalam dgn membace novel baru. Semalam mmg seharian aku kt rumah, cume pg tu aku teman Ana (housemate) g Puduraya hantar adik die. Terkulat2 aku naik Star pg2 bute. Mmg selalunye kalau kitorg nk g Kl kitorg naik public transport jek. Drive sampai Bukit Jalil, parking kete n amik Star. Dh hantar adik die tu, kitorg balik nk sambung tido. Tp aku mcm selalu la, kalo dh bgn tu mmg xde harapan la mate ni nk lelap balik. Sampai2 je rumah, aku start kete aku g meredah jalan nk carik kedai2 buku yg bukak. Kedai2 terdekat la. Kat IOI Mall tu adelah POPULAR kan, tp malasla aku nk meredah ke sana. Last2 aku jumpe gk 1 kedai buku yg bukak, sebelah spa yg aku selalu pegi. Punyela lame aku menelek2 buku sbb x byk pilihan kt situ, so kene carik yg btol2 best. Kalau terpilih yg x best nnt, rase menyesal. Pilih punye pilih...akhirnye aku pilih novelyg berjudul "Kasih Antara Kita" by Aleeya Aneesa. Lepas tu aku lepak2 jap n borak2 kt spa sebelah tu. Dlm kul 12 tghari aku balik rumah. Balik tu goreng nudget n hotdog sbg mkn tghari (aku dh mkn nasik goreng pg tu). Tgk Ana tido dgn nyenyaknye, aku malas nk kacau. Baik aku bace novel baru aku. Then aku start bace novel tu dr kul 1 sampai kul 5 ptg, nonstop. Brenti pon utk semayang Zuhur n Asar jek. Perghhh...penangan novel. Mmg bestla novel ni. Xsie2 aku beli. Kisah seorg adik yg sanggup berkorban utk kakaknye walaupon pengorbanan tu menjatuhkan maruah die sendiri. Juz imagine die sanggup mengaku die melahirkan anak luar nikah padahal tu anak luar nikah kakak die. Then, selame 9 thn die sanggup hidop dgn menerima cacian, hinaan, org ckp die perempuan murahan, b****a kotor...sume die telan. Kuat n tabah btol die. Tp aku rase xde org yg mcm tu kt dunia realiti nih. Setelah 9 thn kebenaran terbongkar jua...n sume yg pernah hina n caci die berase insaf. Ceceh...aku plak yg jd penulis. Huhuhu....Erm..I'm looking for the next novel. Skrg ni aku nk mengembalikan hobi aku yg telah lame terbiar.

Confius...confius..

AIYARKKKKKKKKKKK.........
Result KPLI dh kuar, unfortunately i've been rejected. Aku xdpt. Aku rase xpela, xde rezeki aku kali ni. Mmg pada mulenye hati aku ni separuh2 utk jd cikgu, bak kate Ziana,"kalo aku dapat mmg i was born to be a teacher." So, utk kes aku ni mungkin Tuhan nk tunjukkan, aku tidak dilahirkan utk menjadi seorg guru. Mungkin takdir aku ni jadi businesswoman yg kaya raya. Huahuahua. Tp, aku terkilanla sbb bile aku bgtau kat mak ayah aku, diorg upset sgt. Means, diorg mmg harap aku dpt KPLI tu. Mak aku sampai x bole tido mlm tu. Apsalla diorg ni x fhm eh, aku bukan xde keje. Aku dh ade keje. And akupon bukan berminat sgt utk jd cikgu nih. Nak xnk aku buat la rayuan setakat nk menyedapkan ati parents aku. Tp, kalo dpt nnt, aku nk ke?????????? Confiusla.
Erm...bulan ni mmg byk movie best kt cinema. And...sume aku rase aku nak tgk. Antara yg sedang ade dlm list aku:

1- The heartbreak Kid

2- Alvin and The Chipmunks

3- National Treasure } (2 ni x tgk pon xpe since aku xminat sgt genre mcm ni)

4- Alien vs Predator }

5- Cuci (psst..ni bln depan. Tp, aku mmg nk tgk since aku suke gile crite2 yg ade afdlin,awie, hans, ac > mcm dlm baik punye cilok)

Tu je la wat mase ni yg aku rase menarik. Skrg tgh crik partner utk tgk sume movie nih. Huahuahua. Siapekah yg bakal menjadi pasanganku utk movie2 ni??? Tunggu.......

ANAK HALAL

Last Tuesday, I went to Mid Valley with my housemates (Nadya n Ana) n my old collegue (Zamir). Biasela, selalunye kitorg pegi shopping2 Mall ni bukan utk bershopping tp juz for movie. After that balik. Hehehe. Lepas kerje tu balik rumah, sempat g treatment muke jap. Then lepas maghrib baru gerak ke Mid Valley. Luckily, Nadya yg drive n zamir dh tggu kt sane. Ikot perancangannye mmg nk tgk Anak Halal, tp sbb ajak Zamir kitorg tukar plan tgk Heartbreak Kid (psst...this is becoz, Zamir tu x tgk crite2 Melayu kt cinema). Tp, last2 kitorg tgk gk Anak Halal becoz of tiket utk Heartbreak Kid dh SOLD OUT. Aku x kesahpon sbb mindset aku mmg ape2 pon bole. kebetulan Anak Halal n Heartbreak Kid mmg ade dlm list MUST WATCH aku. hehehehe.

Overall, Anak Halal ni ok la. Cumenye, penggunaan bahasa dan gaye terlalu open. Kalo biase kan kite tgk drama or else kt tv tu perkataan mcm b***h, ba****g, gam***g sume kene blur kan. Tp dlm crite ni sume open sampai kengkadang aku fikir terlalu open tanpa tapisan. Scene2 yg panas tu sume di tapisla. Tp, frankly ckp aku rase ade watak2 yg x perlu ade dlm crite ni. Cthnye watak Fasha n Ahmad Tarmimi tu sbb aku rase kalo diorg xde pon crite ni x cacat. Huahuahua...jahat gile aku. This story is all about teenagers' life. Mostly crite tentang anak2 yg terabai. I mean yg terpakse hidup and survive sendiri, mybe sbb parents diorg dh xde or terpisah sejak kecil. Story about their hard life, carik duit, berhutang, drugs problem, and so on. Aku rase ini realiti kehidupan sebahagian masyarakat skrg. Ade part2 yg sedey, kelakar and mendebarkan. Ceh. Bg aku crite ni biase je. 6 bintang dr 10. Kuikuikui.

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Hisham, a drug dealer, finds himself stuck in a situation where he had to hand over his young son to a homeless woman. Hisham is caught and jailed. Mariam, who is a few cans short of a six pack raises the baby, now named after the famed legend “Indraputra”, in very meager circumstances, but full of love and art. They live in a squatter area and have neighbors named Bu Leha and Putra’s best friend, Johanna. Both without fathers, they have found a substitute in Abi, a homeless man who teaches them how to play guitar and to find glass and cans for sale. Their almost perfect childhood is spoiled when Abi dies of a drug overdose, and when Mariam is taken away by the Social Services, and henceforth, Putra is raised by Bu Leha. They move to Kuala Lumpur in hopes of a better life, but Putra and Johanna inevitably grow up to be street kids, tough and full of conflict. They live hand to mouth, but at the same time their poverty does not stop them from having strong friendships and at times, to enjoy their youth.
Putra works at a storage warehouse, whilst Johanna helps her mother sell fruit and vegetable in Chow Kit. Johanna has grown to be somewhat of a tomboy, who is secretly in love with Putra, a fact only her mother knows. Putra however, falls in love with a beautiful rich girl, Amiera, a girl who accidentally comes into their lives. Her life, unlike Putra and Johanna, is filled with loneliness and sadness. She finds true friends in the form of Putra, their friends Milya, Erzan, Shah and Danial. They have a created a world for themselves and no one can break that. They hang out and jam together in Erzan’s burger stall. Erzan’s life is the worst of all, having adopted a debt to Alongs (money lenders) since his parents have both passed away. His elder sister Milah and younger sister, Milya depend on him to solve all the family’s woes. He has no choice but to peddle drugs, without the knowledge of the rest, and ends up being forced to use by the drug dealer, Malik and his sidekick, Ijam. His life quickly deteriorates, and he is accused of stealing from the dealer.
In his attempt to seek help from his friends, he finds Putra unbending and in fact, violent, when he finds out that Erzan has also helped to provide drugs to Amiera. Amiera’s secret has been her addiction to LSD and after an incident of all the kids being caught in a raid, her father has locked her away in order to help her with her addiction and at the same time, save himself from the humiliation of his high flying friends finding out about his child. She escapes only to find herself in withdrawal and in desperation seeks drugs in the most dire of places. Erzan and Amiera both take the drugs and are found by Putra and this is when Putra loses all control. Erzan is now left without the help of his best friend. Amiera runs away only to be found by Putra, she begs him to help her. He takes her to the place in Kg. Ara, with the intention to find the dealer himself, the man who has destroyed his friends’ lives. Without Putra’s help, Erzan is badly beaten and shot by Malik, and Putra comes… to late to help.
The guilt takes over him. Amiera continues with her drug taking, and in a moment of fantasy jumps off a building thinking she can fly… Putra faces two of his loves dying from drugs. He has only one resort, revenge. He goes to the port where he knows he can find Malik. There is a shoot out, and Johanna is involved, along with his other friends, Shah and Danial. He meets with the leader of the group again… and this time shoots to kill…. Only to see Mariam coming out to try to save the drug dealer.

Server Down

Warghh..dh lame giler x update blog. Bukan ape, weekend mmg aku xdpt nk jenguk internet la. Isnin ritu aku g Bentong, outstation. The next day, internet server down kt area opis aku nih until raye. Today baru ok. Byk crite sebenarnye nk story. Tp, aku start dgn majlis kawen schoolmate aku dulu la ye. Last Saturday, i went to my oldfren wedding kt Kg. Semerbok. Dekat2 ngn kg aku la. Well, unforgotten memory la coz, kire mcm jd majlis reunion plak. Walopon bukan semua yg hadir tp yg ade cukup memeriahkan suasana.

As Nordin (kwn yg kawen tu la) wish, die nk kwn2 lame berkumpul kt rumah die time die kawen. Well Din, aku dh fulfill kan wish ko..hehehe. Erm..antara yg hadir ; aku, mieja, cik wan, mas, iejah, syuhada, dik mah, watie, noni, pieja, zahari, cimit, acid, amy, bib, sharid dll.

(Dari belakang: zahari, amy, acid Tgh: pieja, iejah, aku, mieja, watie, sharid, bib Depan: dik mah, syuhada, mas n cik wan)

Erm...best btol rase bile dpt jumpe kwn2 lame. Nak2 si Mas tu. Dh kawen rupenye n dh ade anak sorg pon. Selambe la ko x ajak aku Mas...gedebush. Tema Nordin hari tu HIJAU. Rupenye aku mengikut theme. hehehe.. Tp mcm sedey gk aku sbb suppose aku pon nk tema kawen kaler hijau. Apekan daye...jodoh tiada. Hihik. Case closed.

Sesi makan2 lauk org kawen

Merpati 2 sejoli~~Selamat pengantin baru Din n Lin

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AURA SERI - sharing is caring

Ha, today I nk share info dgn u all out there. Tentang AURA SERI. X ramai org pernah dgr ttg produk ni. Act, ade seorang kenalan (stokis) introduced this product to me. Time tu die bg try on the spot. Mase pakai tu (for external use only) mmg rase fresh sgt, tp x terbuka lg hati nk beli. Then, aku pon abaikan produk tu since aku rase not necessary at all. But after a few month, i started to get busy with my life especially with my work. Kerje mcm esok dh xde mase utk keje lg..huhuhu. Mule2 housemate aku yg pakai dulu. Die mtk tlg aku order kan dekat auntie ni (The stokis la) since aku dh kenal n close with her. Bile housemate aku dh pakai about several weeks tu, aku tanye la die, ape kesannye die pakai produk tu? Then, die ckp yg die dpt rase sendiri perubahannye. Die rase lebey bersemangat especially time keje, rase fresh, tidur mlm pon lebey berkualiti n yg penting tahap keyakinan diri die meningkat. Aku pon teruja la dgr die ckp mcm tu. Even time tu ekonomi aku x berape stabil but aku x teragak2 utk order sebotol utk aku. Now, dh sebulan aku pakai produk ni. And the result is....IT'S WORK. Aku dpt rase perbezaannye tau. Dulu selfconfidence level aku mmg very low, but since aku pakai produk ni aku rase aku lebey confidence. Nk2 kerje aku skrg mmg memerlukan aku deal dgn org. Pelbagai jenis org. Then aku rase lebih bertenage, tidur mlm...fuhhh...takde gangguan. Mmg tidur yg berkualiti. And the most important thing is, people start to give attention to me. Serious........So, kt bwh ni aku ade letak gamba n link website utk sesiape yg nk tau ttg aura seri dgn lebey lanjut sbb aku malas nk type kat sini kegunaan dan kebaikan produk ni. hehehehe...pjg sgt. Kalau ade sesiape yg berminat nk try, bole contact aku sbb aku bole dptkan original produk from the stokis n harga bole negotiate lar. Well everybody, SHARING IS CARING. Semoge yg baik tu sentiase berkekalan.

Ni Aura Seri

Ni Aura Genius

Untuk keterangan lanjut, klik sini : http://www.auraseri.com.my/auraseri_auragenius.php

(Dari kiri: Kak Shikin, Ziana, Rosyam, Aku & Dare)

Ni time raye hari tu. Openhouse rumah Pengasas Aura Seri, Pn. Ira. Act, ikot maksu (stokis tu), kalau bukan sbb die yg ajak, jgn harap dpt pegi. Hehehe. Berkesempatan pulak bergambar ngn Rosyam Nor (Duta Aura Seri). That's why la muke Rosyam ni maintain jek, x mkn tue n sentiase bertenaga. Sbb die pakai Aura Seri la. Hehehehe.

Next Movie...The Golden Compass

Yesterday, I watched that movie (The Golden Compass) with my fren, Dauh at Cineleisure, Damansara. Huhuhu. 1st time tgk kt sane. Aku tgh buat tour tgk movie kt sume panggung, pastu bole compare2 kan panggung mane yg best n xbest. For this time being, Cineleisure mmg best. Seat best, sound system best, projector pon ok. Act, aku x plan pon nk tgk cite ni. But, kebetulan smlm Selangor cuti, Besday Sultan...& akupon kebosanan x buat ape. Aku kuar la ngn kwn aku. Then teros decide nk tgk movie. So, hanye cite ni jek yg kitorg rase bole layan since aku dh tgk The Kingdom & Enchanted, Dauh dh tgk Hitman. So, kene carik cite yg kitorg x tgk lg.....the result is The Golden Compass. Nik dh tgk cite ni & die kate best, so we decide la tgk cite nih. Well, cite ni somekind of epic story mcm Lord of the ring, pastu based kan kanak2 mcm Harry Porter, but yg xbestnye 1 jek...cite ni tergantung mcm Pirate of Carribean. So. i guess that there will be 2nd Golden Compass next.Dauh pon ckp ending die xbest because of tergantung. Saje jek buat org tertanye2...what's next?? Hehehe... Dlm 10 bintang tu aku bg dlm 6 bintang la coz ade saat2 dlm crite ni aku rase boring n mengantuk. Jln cerite quite slow. Tp xde la seboring The Banquet yg aku penah tgk dulu. Hahahahaha.

From the producer of the Lord of the Rings trilogy, The Golden Compass is based on Philip Pullman's bestselling and award-winning novel His Dark Materials trilogy. It is an exciting fantasy adventure, set in an alternative world where people's souls manifest themselves as animals, talking bears fight wars, and Gyptians and witches co-exist. At the center of the story is Lyra, a 12 year-old girl who starts out trying to rescue a friend who's been kidnapped by a mysterious organization known as the Gobblers - and winds up on an epic quest to save not only her world, but ours as well.

When u seem so far

Suddenly terase sedey bile mengenangkan 'sumone' tu mcm menjauh dr aku. Erm... aku mmg sensitif sket hal2 mcm ni lg2 bile org yg menjauh tu org yg aku sayang. Tp, aku mcm xde inisiatif langsung utk mendekatkan semula. Mybe sbb aku dh rase penat kot. Tired of waiting, tired of promises, tired of sorry. Sumtimes aku rase rindu sgt ngn 'die' (pstt...ni xde kaitan langsung dgn org yg kt post 'pelamin anganku musnah' tu..ni org lain), rindu nk jumpe die, rindu nk story2 ngn die, rindu nk mengadu ngn die. Tp, kenape die menyepi? Hei...IEMA, u should realize who u're. "yakinkan aku Tuhan.........die bukan untukku." Aku ni x serik2 agaknye. X belajar dr kesilapan lalu. Look forward IEMA, die milik org lain.

YA ALLAH,

JIKA DIE BUKAN DITAKDIRKAN UNTUKKU,

JAUHKAN DIA DARI PANDANGANKU,

PADAMKAN DIE DARI INGATANKU,

HILANGKAN PERASAAN YG MEKAR DI HATIKU,

DAN

PELIHARALAH AKU DARI KEKECEWAAN.

Aku xnk kecewa lg..........xnk.......xnk.......aku x sanggup!!!!

Dedicated song for 'u' :-

"JUJURLA PADAKU BILA KAU X LAGI SUKA

TINGGALKANLAH AKU BILA X MUNGKIN BERSAMA

JAUHI DIRIKU...LUPAKANLAH AKU....SELAMANYA"

Perghhh...jiwang gile. Tp seriously, once u feel that u don't need me anymore, juz leave me. Dun worry, i'm strong enough and I believe that this is juz a part of life. A story of life is juz the blink of eye & the story of love is juz Hello & Good Bye. Sigh.......................poor me.

Last Friday I Watched....ENCHANTED

Erm....last Friday nite, aku g tgk ENCHANTED kt Sunway Pyramid with Ana & Nanyte. Hikhik.. Mmg aku tertunggu2 nk tgk crite ni sbb aku dh jatuh cinte ngn cite ni since aku tgk 1st gazette kt paper. Aku mmg suke movie2 yg mcm ni sbb aku kan suke fairy tales. And the result is, cite ni mmg sgt best. Standing ovation for this movie from me. Yeayyy, sungguh puas hati. Act, crite ni menggabungkan 3 crite fairy tales sekali, not the real story la but just the concept. Snow White + Cinderella + Sleeping Beauty = ENCHANTED. Starting je aku dh rase best......sampai ending, xde cacat cela langsung. Xde 1 saat pon aku miss from the story. And surprisely, time ending tu 1 panggung tepok tgn....clap..clap..clap. I guessed, sume org satisfied ngn cite ni. Act aku ade story yg bengong before aku tgk cite nih. Sebenarnye aku nk g tgk kt Jusco Balakong hari Khamis tu. Aku pon g la ngn Ana. Naik kete aku. Mmg minyak aku dh dekat E pon time tu tp aku degil xnk isi sbb aku nk tggu WARNING baru g isi. Nak dijadikan crite, sampai kt Seri Kembangan tu, tempat yg busy tu, kete aku sangkut x bole jalan sbb minyak hbs. TP, kenape xde warning? Aku menyebabkan jalan tu jem, dhla sesak..betambah sesak lg. Hahaha, malu sebenarnye, tp buat xtau je la. Ana kate best dapat experience mcm ni. Huhuhuhu. Last2 aku xtau nk watpe, aku kol kwn2 aku yg duduk area berdekatan. Finally diorg dtg tlg tolak kete ketepi n belikan minyak. Tq Wahid, A.Nina n A.Lempeng ^_^ i owe all of u so much (nnt org blanje mkn eh). Then kitorg g gk Jusco Balakong tu. Sampai2 jek kul 9.30, and kebetulan ade show time tu TP dh FULLY BOOKED..Arghhh..tensen. Kitorg balik je rumah. Then next day tu baru g tgk kt Sunway Pyramid. Huhuhu.

A classic Disney fairytale collides with modern-day New York City in a story about a fairytale princess (Amy Adams) who is thrust into the present-day by an evil queen (Susan Sarandon). Soon after her arrival, Princess Giselle begins to change her views on life and love after meeting a handsome lawyer (Patrick Dempsey).

I work as a...........???

Today aku nak story and brief sket pasal kerja aku. I'm an Environmental Consultant (psst...baru assisstant). Sebab ramai sangat yang tanye aku pasal kerja aku ni. Ok, firstly, as an environmental consultant, we will be appointed by the developer, contractor, planner or what ever to be as part of their project team. Projek ni lebih kepada construction la, buat rumah, buat jalan, buat resort. But, we just take part and take care of their environmental issues like how they manage their wastes whether solid waste or scheduled waste. Solid waste here are like sampah sarap, sisa2 pembinaan, kayu2, and so on. Scheduled waste ni lebih kpd minyak, chemicals dan byk lg. Then, kami akan memastikan kerja2 yg mereka lakukan tidak mengganggu 'sensitif receptor'. Sensitif receptor ni bermaksud penerima yang berisiko untuk diganggu seperti kawasan perumahan yg berdekatan dgn tapak projek, sekolah, water body like pond, lake, river/ stream. Perkara2 yg boleh dikategorikan sbg gangguan kpd sensitif receptor adalah bunyi bising (mybe from penggunaan jentera), pencemaran air oleh pelepasan sisa kumbahan yg x terkawal, pemendakan, pencemaran udara oleh habuk, erosion dan lain2 lg. Next, how they manage their sanitary system, penggunaan toilets (kalau ade buat rumah kongsi utk pekerja tu kan..mesti ade sistem kumbahan). Make sure they don't do open burning. We're not the authority or part of the authority, but we just a part of private sectors who sell our services on handling the environmental issue. Sumtimes, dari semasa ke semasa, aku akan g audit (mcm dlm gambar tu) site, dlm sebulan sekali la. Time tu aku akan round la dlm site, check diorg ni ikot peraturan ke x? hehe... Kalau aku noticed ade yg x kene cthnye longkang tersumbat dgn tanah ke, ade hakisan ke, housekeeping x memuaskan ke, aku ckpla kt client aku. Kalo x sempat ckp, aku juz amik gambar isu2 tu then write down dlm report. And selalunye bile timbul isu2 yg x memuaskan, client akan refer kt kami and tanye 'how to do?' then kami akan consult la diorg what they have to do because as a consultant we always prepare the solution and mitigation measure for any immediate issue. And that is the speciality of a consultant (x kire la consultant dlm bidang ape pon), we go for the issue and we come with the solution.

Project site must have at least temporary drain to avoid overflow...manela tau kot2 banjir plak bile ujan lebat.

Pastu kene ade silt trap, so sume drain td, flow die mesti masuk dlm silt trap ni sebelum dilepaskan ke water body yg ade kt luar kawasan projek. Silt trap means,

perangkap mendap, so nnt air yg lepas ke luar tu xdela keruh.

All exposed slope must be turfed (dlm gamba tunjuk salah satu care 'turf' dgn menanam rumput) to avoid erosion. Kalo x sempat nk 'turf' or malas nk 'turf' bole pasang 'silt fence' (yg kanvas putih tepi pagar tu) utk mengelakkan tanah yg runtuh tu berkumpul dlm longkang.

Waste bin mesti ade. Berapa besar & berapa byk bin yg diperlukan tgk kapasiti sampah yg bakal terhasil..hehehe.

Skid tank must located in a bunded area to avoid spillage...nnt bole berlaku kebakaran.....help..help..

PELAMIN ANGANKU MUSNAH

Yesterday, while i'm driving home from office i heard this song on the radio n suddenly i had my tears on my cheeck. Hati aku rase perit sangat.

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masih lagi tidak terlewat

untuk aku ucap tahniah

di atas kehadirannya....

menggantikan aku

pastinya oh hidupmu

akan lebih bermakna

dan aku usah kau bimbang

walau kita pernah berkasihan

maafkanlah diriku ini

kerana tidak hadirkan diri

di hari persandinganmu

apakah kau ingin lihat

airmata ini berguguran

puaslah hatimu kini

memainkan perasaanku..

selama ini

masih terdengar janjimu

apapon jadi akulah pilihanmu

hingga sanggup aku singkir cinta yang lain

aku angankan pelamin indah

untuk kita berdua singgah

sayangnya....semua musnah

kau buat malamku jadi gerhana

dan hidupku tiada maknanya

hanya bernyawa namun tak bermaya

terkadang aku merasa menyesal

kerna telah sehabis daya

aku cinta dirimu oh kasih

AKHIRNYA AKU SENDIRI TERSISIH

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erm...act, lagu ni related sgt dgn kisah CINTA aku. Cinta yg tak kesampaian. I dun know, kenape 'die' sgt mempengaruhi n memberi kesan dlm hidup aku. I'm waiting for him for about 4 years in time, but i lost him with just the blink of eyes. And frankly, sepanjang 4 thn tu aku tak pernah pandang org lain. Tapi aku dan die umpama hubungan tanpa status, kadangkala aku rase diri aku ni istimewa dlm hatinya, kadangkala aku rase die x perlukan aku pon. i'm confius with my self but i still waiting for him. Fuhh, penangan cinta. Sampai pd 1 hari, he asked me for 'that type of question'. It sound like,''Will u marry me?". Owh, that time aku rase mcm flying without wings. And people out there, I bet u all, perempuan mane yg x happy n bahagie bile lelaki yg die idamkan selama ni propose die? Tell me....! It's like a damn appreciation u know. But, aku xdela terus terbang tanpa arah kan. I asked him whether he is serious or not becoz that thing is not funny to be categorised as JOKE. And the result is...HE's SERIOUS. Mestila aku dh ckp ngn mak aku kan. Then, my parents have no probs with it as they know him from the beginning. Tp, aku rase mcm terlalu awal n aku mtk mase but that doesn't mean that i'm rejected him. Erm...as times fly by, die pon berubah. Finally he said that we are meant to be friend only, tak lebih dari tu memandangkan both of us muda lg (23 thn tu muda ke?) and we're far apart (die di sane aku di sini). But i dun think that 'how far' is the best reason to end sumthing. Alasannya, we're still young and far apart. I kept that statement..hehe. Ok, gave him time. Lame gk die menyepi but I still hope for a miracle. i'm waiting...waiting...n..waiting...until 1 day, my friend called me n asked about 'his' marriage. Terkejut beruk aku, aku xtau ape2, & aku tertanye2 ape yg berlaku. Aku rase mcm mimpi. Kawan aku ckp die dpt kad jemputan kahwin 'die' tp dgn org lain. And she asked me..."is it true?? Who's that gurl. I thought it was u." Oh God, dugaan apakah ini. Aku teros called rumah & tanye mak. Ayah yg angkat time tu & tanpa segan silu aku tanye ayah, ade surat ape2 x utk org kt rumah. Ayah ckp ade, tp kad jemputan kawen dari 'die'. Lemah lutut aku rase. X lame lepas tu mak aku called & asked for my condition. Mak tanye aku ok ke? Mak ckp kad tu dh sampai 2 hari lepas tp mak xnak bgtau sbb biar aku tahu sendiri. Mak xnak aku sedey (psst...i share everything with my MOM, that's why I will never go a day without my MOM). Pastu mak byk bg semangat supaya aku keep strong. Mak ckp ade hikmah di sebalik semua tu. Then, mak suruh aku balik kg minggu tu. Mmg aku dh plan pon nk pulang, pulang kepangkuan ibuku agar bisa kuluahkan segala keperitanku. hehe. Tp, kesedihan, keperitan & kekecewaan tu mmg tak terucap. Kenapa bg alasan kt aku yg kami masih muda & duduk pon jauh2. Kenape x ckp je yg die dh ade org lain? And, at the time he proposed me, die dh bertunang. Ape salah aku kt die sampai begitu sekali die permainkan aku. He claimed that we're friend but for me a friend will never do such a thing like that to his/her friend, rite? And as for that, who i'm to him? Definately not as a friend....no...no. Mungkin aku bole anggap aku x pernah kenal die & x pernah berkawan dgn die, tp itu x cukup utk mengembalikan kepercayaanku, BEAUTIFUL LIAR! Dah 7 bln berlalu sejak hari kahwin die tp hati aku ni still perit lg. Aku x attend pon wedding day die. Mak pon x bg pergi. Aku just bg sms ucap "TAHNIAH" je. Act bukan tahniah for his wedding but tahniah sbb berjaya hancurkan hati aku yg sekeras batu nih. And, die balas msg tu sambil tanye whether aku akan dtg ke x majlis die. STUPID question. Did he expect aku akan pergi majlis die dgn hati yg gembire sambil membawa hadiah besar n pulang dgn bawak balik bunge telor die. I rather cut my neck than go to celebrate his big day. But, while I shed my tears I still pray for his happiness. Semoge kebahagiaan tu sentiasa milik die kerna die berhak untuk bahagia. Aku???....

Yesterday I Watched....THE KINGDOM

When a terrorist bomb detonates inside a Western housing compound in Riyadh, Saudi Arabia, an international incident is ignited. While diplomats slowly debate equations of territorialism, FBI Special Agent Ronald Fleury (Jamie Foxx) quickly assembles an elite team (Chris Cooper, Jennifer Garner, and Jason Bateman) and negotiates a secret five-day trip into Saudi Arabia to locate the madman behind the bombing. Upon landing in the desert kingdom, however, Fleury and his team discover Saudi authorities suspicious and unwelcoming of American interlopers into what they consider a local matter.Hamstrung by protocol—and with the clock ticking on their five days—the FBI agents find their expertise worthless without the trust of their Saudi counterparts, who want to locate the terrorist in their homeland on their own terms. Fleury’s crew finds a like-minded partner in Saudi Colonel Al-Ghazi (Ashraf Barhoum), who helps them navigate royal politics and unlock the secrets of the crime scene and the workings of an extremist cell bent on further destruction. With these unlikely allies sharing a propulsive commitment to crack the case, the team is led to the killer’s front door in a blistering do-or-die confrontation. Now in a fight for their own lives, strangers united by one mission won’t stop until justice is found in The Kingdom.

Warghhh...semalam aku tgk crite ni kt Mid Valley. Kawan Ana yg belanja (tq Kak Ida ^_^). It has been so long aku x tgk movie. Last movie yg aku tgk, ermm.. Transformers. Lepas tu lame aku x tgk wayang sbb aku merajuk ngn 'sumone' yg dh janji nk tgk Harry Porter ngn aku, tp x tgkpon. Sedey ~~ tp die xtau pon aku merajuk..hahahah. Aku merajuk sengsorang & aku gk yg pujuk diri sendiri ("xpela iema, nnt2 bole je tgk CD" ~~gitula bunyinye aku pujuk diri sendiri). Hmm..memula aku dgr mcm x berkenan je ngn crite ni tp sbb org blanje kan, xkan nk demand plak. 5 minit pertama tu mmg xde feel langsung aku tgk crite ni..tp lepas 5 minit aku dh mule rase kehangatannye. Jantung aku kdg2 terase berhenti berdegup...n setiap saat aku tgk dlm keadaan yg mendebarkan & x sabar menunggu aksi2 seterusnye. Hehehe. Crite ni thrill sgt...kisah perang, bom sane sini...aduh...bukan kategori jiwa aku. But, seriously lepas tgk aku rase btol2 satiesfy. X rugi tgk crite nih. Kat atas ni ade aku quote kan summary of the story. Sesape yg nk tgk wayang tp xde idea nk tgk crite ape? This movie is hardly recommended.

Skin Care

Today, aku nk cerite psl skin care yg aku pernah pakai. Disamping tu bole la kite share info. hehe.. Aku start pakai Skin Care ni sejak aku di bangku sekolah menengah lg. Tp mase tu kan zaman budak2 x berduit so mcm biasela...pakai Safi la, Oxy la, and so on... Itu sume x pyh cerite la kan. Tambahan pulak kulit aku ni jenis sensitif and susah nk carik produk yg betol2 sesuai dgn kulit aku. Kalo silap pakai produk, siapla kulit aku alergik. Sampaila pd 1 hari yg indah...cewahhh...time tu aku kt UPM. Zaman study la ni, ade sekumpulan chineese women bukak booth berdekatan food court. Ala2 nurse la diorg tu. One of them tegor aku n proposed aku utk buat skin test. Aku buat je la, tp beselakan salesperson akan cube sedaye upaya utk persuade org gune product die. Their product name, Selvert Thermal. Time tu mmg aku tgh mencarik 1 produk yg sesuai dgn kulit muke aku nih. Aku sanggup berhabis utk ni. Last2, aku beli gk 1 set...melayang RM700. Gilerla...aku gune duit PTPTN time tu. Nasib Baik loan dh masuk. Frankly, mmg produk ni bagus sgt, sampai sume org tegor muke aku byk perubahan. Aku mmg menggunakannye mengikut jadual n prosedur yg btol..ye la brg mahal. Bile dh hbs, aku x beli dh... xmampula mahal sgt. Erm...erm..

Then aku try pakai Clinelle setelah aku diyakinkan oleh beautician kt Guardian, IOI Mall. aku beli la trial pack. Murah je..x sampai RM50 pon.Balik je rumah...terus gune....Hmm, bole thnla produk ni tp aku x berape suke bau die... Ngade2 betol aku nih..^_^

Pastu aku try plak Body Shop punye produk. Before that aku refer dulu pd beautician die. Punyela berapi die promote produk ape yg aku bole gune n sesuai ngn muke aku. Aku ni plak jenis yg mudah percaye ngn org... yela, dh die keje kt situ mestila die tau ape yg die ckp. Die suggestkan aku produk for oily skin. Katenye sgt sesuai utk kulit aku yg sgt berminyak. Aku pon dgn tanpe membuang mase amikla 1 set...set besar plak tu. Dalam RM200 jugakla 1 set. Bukan trial pack. But, bile aku pakai produk tu, ia membuatkan kulit aku lg worst...lg berminyak n lg berjerawat...Arghhhhhhhhh, tensennye aku dgn keadaan tu. Then aku refer balik pd kedai Body Shop tu. Aku jumpe senior staff die. Aku ckpla aku gune produk die n kulit aku jd lebey bermasalah. Then, guess what?? Die ckp aku amik salah produk. Salah aku ke?????????? Then die mtk maaf atas kesalahan staff die. Aku x bole gune produk tu sepatotnye, aku kene gune lg 1 produk...Ah, aku ckp, "xpela...krg jd ape plak muke saye." Aku mmg dh marah time tu. Bole plak bg aku salah produk. Rase nk saman jek. Tp, seriuosly produk skincare bodyshop mmg x bagus utk kulit org ASIA (bak kate nadya). Huh. Aku menyesallllllllllllllll...........membazir btol.

And currently aku gune Sri Mawar...jelitamu mempersona....Act, bos aku yg introduce kedai ni sbb die selalu buat resdung treatment kt situ. kedai kawan die. Aku pon ade resdung yg agak teruk. So, 1 day aku ikotla bos aku ni g buat treatment n aku buat sekali la. Aku amik package terus, 5 kali. But, lepas aku buat sekali tu aku noticed that muke aku nampak lain. Kurang berminyak n jerawat semua kecut. Aku agak mungkin asap2 lilin tu punye kesan. Tp, kawan2 aku semua tegur kelainan muke aku. Second time aku pegi, aku tanye die pakai produk ape? Then the beautician introducela that product (Sri Mawar) kt aku. After 5 times, mmg aku rase btol kelainan muke aku, kawan aku ckp muke aku dh berseri, x kusam lg n xde jerawat dh..yg penting nampak lebey cerah n bermaya. Terus aku beli trial pack. Dalam RM 70 trial pack die. Skrg aku dh pakai set besar, RM260. Mmg x dinafikan. Muke aku byk perubahan setelah gune produk ni. Mule2 aku tawakkal and doa byk2 kat Allah swt, perelokkan la wajah aku ni. Finally i noticed that, it's work. Produk ni mmg bagus. Aku x tipu (psst...kwn aku aida pon terpengaruh utk menggunakan produk setelah mengagumi kesannye pd muke aku). And till now, aku masih gune produk ni. Tq very much to my boss sbb introduced kedai nih. Hehehe...bodek mtk naik gaji. lalalalala.. So, people out there, kalo ade sesape yg nk try, it's really recommended.^_^

Finally...

Alhamdulillah, akhirnye aku berjaye mem'publish' blog sendiri. Selame ni asyik bace blog n komen blog org lain je. Nk buat blog sendiri malas & sentiase ingt diri ni busy. Hari ni walaupon rase malas menguasai diri, aku gagahkan jua utk men'create' blog sndr. Aku ni pon jenis yg x suke sgt bercerite secare 'live' ttg kisah aku dgn org lain. Cerite suke duka kehidupan aku kebanyakkannya aku pendam sendiri. Bukan ape, aku takot mereka x dpt memahami & menyelami perasaan aku. Selalu kegembiraan, kesedihan, kebahagiaan & kedukaan aku tercurah dlm puisi. Kadangkala aku mengaitkan situasi aku seperti lagu. Hehe... Adakalanya aku menulis utk kepuasan, cukuplah deru angin membawa pergi keluh kesahku, hening malam penenang geloraku, doa kudus pencetus keyakinanku, erm...erm....hon apek jual gas n mamak jual roti irama pagiku (yg kdg2 pengganggu tidorku)... hahahahahaha.. Semoga sesiape yg terbace coretan aku ni tidak menghalang kebebasanku bersuara, tidak menghakimi aku tanpa suara dan tidak memandangku tanpa upaya. Gembiraku utk dikongsi, derita ku bukan utk diratapi.