HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

My beautiful kids trick-or-treating!

Update Update Lang!

Omg. 1 week ako wala internet, nag-crash na Toshiba laptop ko. Sabi sa computer shop motherboard daw sira at mas mahal pa daw ipaayos yun kesa bumili ng bago. Dala ni Jay yung white na macbook so wala ako choice kundi bumili ng laptop. Nakakainis kasi andun sa laptop yung school files ko, lalo na yung Chem Tutor ko! Hayyy pano ko pa kaya mare-recover yun??

So sorry sa mga nag-email/message sakin di pako makasagot-sagot at d ako makadalaw sa blogs nyo huhuhu. Lalo na kna Jhayelle, Kitty, Jays, Lin, etc etc! Dami ko talaga inaasikaso grabe.

Thinz ka-chikahan naman kta lagi kaya di nako sorry sayo nyahahhaha. Si scart at Caille MIA ba? Di pako makadalaw sa blog mo, Scart. Valerie di ko nasagot last email mo sowee pero ok lang at mahaba-haba tayo nakapag-chismisan nung isang gabi hehehe. At Ann sorry nakatulog ako kagabi, naputol chikahan natin ;)

Hay 6 pm na, hintay ko bumaba araw para maka-trick or treat na sila Nica! Yay!!!! I will post pics later.

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Hoover Dam

En route to Texas, we visited Hoover Dam in Arizona.

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So Busy.

Omg. I've been so busy the past few weeks that I've neglected to update my blog eventho sa mobile lang ita-typw ay wala talaga ako time lately hayyyyy

Anyways, aalis na kami this weekend and I already talked to the neighbors at co-workers n Jay to watch the house. Mami-miss ko bahay ko grabe.

I hope I don't forget anything and jusko I just hope all our stuff fits in the 3rd row/trunk of the Durango! May dala pa kami kennel grabe.

Well this is all for now, I need to finish up some homework bago ko ipaputol ang internet sa bahay. I still have to finish Chapter 5 on my Chem class. Hayyy. Stressful grabe.

Ok ttyl!

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Luscious Pink

I was reading inStyle earlier when I came across the ad for Mariah Carey's new perfume called "Luscious Pink".

Omg ang bango! I sooo want it! I'll probably buy it before my birthday...I still don't know magkano gagastusin namin sa gas sa trip namin...sa Texas daw mura na ang gas $2.17 na lang...dito sa Utah ay $3.05 pa. So I don't wanna buy stuff until we get there!

Pero excited nako! Ang bango...I like this better than my current favorite: Vera Wang's Princess. Tagal ko din ginamit yung Princess so it's time for a change na! Di pako nanganganak kay Nica when I bought Princess. Wow tagal na din.

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Updates

Update #1: Nica and Josh are sick. They were very feverish last night and poopin' like crazy. I called tricare early this morning to get a referral to a pediatric clinic (sarado ang base clinic dahil Columbus Day). Well sabi ng doctor na most probably ay stomach virus lang yun and we should just "let it run its course". I hate that statement so much coz that basically means you don't do anything and just watch ur kid suffer for a few days until gumaling sila. Hayyyy.

Update #2: Dumating na yung car decal na order ko from cafepress.com. Ang bilis. They shipped it Saturday and nakuha ko agad today. Nice. They upgraded my shipping to UPS 2nd Day Air for free. How nice. I only paid $1 for shipping.

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Wtf??!

It's mid-october and it's SNOWING!!!!!

Wahhhh di ko pa napapa-tune-up/cleaning ang heater namin, gagawin ko sna next week before we leave pero dapat pala last week pako tumawag sa heater company! Kailangan ko din palitan filter non.

Tapos di pa naisasara cooler sa taas ng bubong! Shit baka mapuno ng snow yun at masiraa! Di ko naman maakyat at super taas ng bubong baka madulas pako at mahulog putcha 2 stories yun bali-bali ako kung sakali huhuhu.

Nung Friday nakita ko kapitbahay kong Mexicano na nagtatakip na ng cooler nila (cgro nanonood cla weather news?!! Nyahaha) sana pala tinanong ko kung pwede nla akyatin din bubong ko at takpan ang cooler at bayaran ko na lang cla!

Hayyy sana tumigil agad ang snow!!

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Feeling Better

Saturday afternoon...and slowly feeling better.

Good thoughts. Happy thoughts. That's what I need!

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Moblogging

Save nyo itong private blog ko...dito nyo na lang sguro ako mahahagilap (except kung txt or email nyo ako). Wala na ako balak mag-blog sa regular na blog...maybe one day pero sa ngayon wala nako ka-gana-gana. Burado na din ang twitter at friendster ko. 

At yung flickr ko di ko na cguro i-renew yan when it expires soon. May binigay sakin si Thinz noon na pro account pero baka private photo album ko na lang yun. Hindi na open for all the world to see tulad ng dati.

Sawa nako sa bullshit. Online AND offline. Maybe it's a wake up call to me na it's time to set my priorities straight. Hindi yung nag-aaksaya ako ng oras sa mga bagay na di naman importante.

Wala ako pinaparinggan, just in case may matamaan. I just had some deep soul-searching and ayoko na talaga sa drama, arte, at kasinungalingan. Tatahimik na lang and just be happy and take care of my family. Yun naman ang importante diba?

Friends?

*typing this up while lying down watching cartoons with the kids*



Thanks for everyone na nag-text at email sa akin. I'm ok now and thanks for the concern. I appreciate it.



Anyways, feel ko mga comments nyo sa recent entry ko. May ilang comments din ako nakuha directly sa email ko, thanks. I guess a lot of people can relate sa issue na ito kaya madami nag-comment/email sakin.



Mahirap talaga maghanap ng TUNAY na kaibigan. Agree ako dyan. Napapaligiran ako ng mga taong sinungaling and I hate it. Hindi ako perfect pero hindi din ako nangungupal ng kaibigan. I'm the kind of person na hindi nagtra-traydor ng kaibigan, hindi ako nagbababa ng tao, at hindi ako yung tipo na andyan lang sa good times or happy times.



I have proven myself to all my close friends. I've always been there when they need me. Kahit busy ako sa mga anak ko or sa school or sa sarili kong buhay, I will always find the time to help if anyone of my friends need me. At pag may salita na lumabas sa bibig ko, asahan mo na I will stand by my words! I DO NOT make empty promises. Pag nangako ako I always try my best na tuparin yun. I always keep my word and I like to have friends na may isang salita. I don't waste my time sa mga taong alam ko naman andyan lang pag may kailangan sakin.



Oo tama kayo, napakahirap maghanap ng taong mapagkakatiwalaan. People will let you down, friends will let you down. Lahat cgro tayo ay nagkaroon na ng mga kaibigan na "walang tibay na maaasahan" ikanga. Lahat naman yata dumadaan sa ganyang stage ng buhay. One time or another, we have to let go of certain people that we call "friends" dahil they have let us down in our time of need.



Nakakalungkot no? Sayang...







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Choose Your Friends Wisely.

I still remember my mom telling me to always choose your friends wisely. Friends can bring you up daw, pero they can also drag me down.





And it's true. I'm ashamed to admit that growing up, I haven't always been wise in choosing the people I hang around with. Looking back, I could've done so much more in my life if I have not surrounded myself with people na ang alam lang ay gumimik at mag-good time. Not that it's entirely their fault-- dahil I've always been a willing participant in all our shenanigans. We've done a lot of stuff that makes me shake my head now and say, "what the fuck was I thinking?!".





That's why nung medyo naging older nako (and hopefully wiser) ay talagang piling-pili ko mga taong pinagkakatiwalaan ko. I don't make friends with every person I meet. All I need in life is a few good people by my side, kesa magkaroon ng sangkatutak na so-called friends na iiwan ka lang naman sa ere when the going gets tough na.





Wow. Seryoso! I'm typing this up while I'm at school. Obviously, I'M BORED. Hahahahhaa







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Vanity

Wala naman yatang tao na nagwi-wish na pangit sila. Ako aaminin ko vain ako. Napakadami kong gusto baguhin sa sarili ko. Kung malakas nga lang loob ko at di ako takot sa pwedeng mangyari ay matagal nako nagpa-boob job at nagpa-lipo.

Naiinis ako at tumataba ako. I want to stay at 100 to 105 lbs. Dahil hindi naman ako matangkad, every little pound I gain ay para akong nagiging rolly-polly sa mata ko. Gusto kong bumalik sa XS shirts at size 0 na pants. Pero only in my dreams na lang yata yun.

Di ako makunteto sa sarili ko! Mula sa buhok ko hanggang sa toes ko ay may reklamo ako. Napaka-vain ko kasi BWISET! Di na lang ako makuntento sa pagmumukha ko! At OMG utang ng loob, ano ba itong jiggly tummy na ito? Saan ito nanggaling at bakit bigla na lang sumulpot???

Sorry. Nagse-self pity ako at semi-depressed na naman ako. Hayyyy.

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*sigh*

I'm just feeling sad and tired the past few days. I'm having the winter blues and it's not even winter yet!

I just need to smile...

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I LOVE YOU....

Always take care of yourself.

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JAY

I miss you.

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Brand new beginning...

There's just too many people secretly stalking my other blogger site that I just had to start anew and wipe the slate clean and free of haters.

Bakit nga ba ganon ano? Kahit ano iwas mo sa negative vibes, people will find you and try to bring you down (and most of the time without reason!). I just don't want to deal with these kind of peeps.

So FRIENDS, please feel free to visit my new blogger (moblogging) site, but please don't link it na lang. I really like my semi-privacy (after all there is no complete privacy in the web).

Take care!!!!

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