New, new, new and new....

Ish ish ish...

Ape nak jd ngan tuan tanah nih...habuk siap ade gajah lagi yg duduk dalam blog nih..lama betul tak hupdate ekkk...Al-maklumlah..skang dah bergelar isteri..dah duduk serumah ngan suami..tapi skang boleh la nak hupdate slalu...sebab..dh ade yg baru nih...

tu die...delivered by DHL lg..wallllaaaahhhh...

rase cam bersyukur sgt2..skang mampu miliki sendri..dgn hasil titik peluh sendri...

excited ok!!

arrive at my parents home on friday..tapi dapat ke temu on Sunday...

weeee.....mari update ape yg blom updateee....

so loonnggg peeeps!!

Weddign Fever...

Another 31 days to wedding..How am i feeling?? Nervous yet heppy...*wink*

Tapi dalam kepala ni macam-macam lagi kena pikir sebenarnya..

Booking segala tuk ceremony nnt dah settle dh sume..

Tapi duit je x berape nak settle nih..haishhh..

Banyak tol nak guna duit..poning kepala mak cik..

Tapi saya percaya segala perancangan yang di redhai Allah, InsyaAllah akan berjalan lancar.

Pry for the best..

Finger cross..

jari beku

adoooyyaiii..betapa susah nye nak cari idea nak tulis blog ni kan..punye la malas nak tulis..padahal banyak je bleh wat..ttaaaapppiiii...bila dah dok depan pc jari jd beku..kelu nak menari atas keyboard ni..ade x ubat tuk jari beku..ahaks..

ape la ko merepek ni mimi...ni sume stress wedding yg akan menjelma lg 2 bulan..adoooyyyy...

bnyak lagi UNDONE nih...ya tuhan ku..permudahkan la urusan ku...

Engangement Part 1

Wahhh..lamanye x update kan..bz sgt2 la skang..ade mase ni bleh la update skit bout my engangement ceremony..

.

.

Sebelum hari kejadian saya cuti..nak siapkan ape yg perlu...

So target nak cari bunga fresh flower tuk wat hantaran..2 baldi i bli okeh..mula2 bli ingt mcm banyak je..sudah nye bila dah start deco sume2..rs mcm x cukup plak..maklum la..i mmg suke deco bunga rimbun2..so tu yg rase x cukup je tuh..deco hantaran berdue je ngan mama..

.

.

.

pelamin mmg awal sgt la siapnye

.

ni la rupe pelamin saya..khas dari Zaifie Zainal Creation...

Cantek kan..i suke sgt2..sgt nice and simple....

then baju i ni i tempah..thanks to Maya...cepat2 die siapkan baju i..thanks Maya

.

.

Ni la hantaran yg i deco ngan mama..

 

Ni Sirih Junjung khas dr Mama

 Yang ni kain Ela Satin Putih tuk si Dia..Deco dari saye..

Ni plak Bunga Rampai..jenuh mama potong daun pandan jd halus2..1 rumah trus bau bunga rampai tau...

Ni pula coklat sponsor by my aunt...deco by me..

Ni tepak sirih..ikut adat..so ikur kan je..deco cm layu..sbb that day hr panas sgt la..

Ni buah2an..percaye or x..papa yg bg idea camne nak deco.. =)

tu la kesemua hantaranye..

ni pula gmbr saye bersiap2

 

Akhirnyaaaaa...

Cantek x...ihiks.. =)

Lepas siap je..adik2 pon ape lg kan..serbu kakak yg cantek...masing2 pon nak handbouquet...

sementara tunggu rombongan sampai..

aku pon posing2 la depan pelamin dulu..ahaks

 

   

Tgu punye tgu mereka pon sampai..begitu juga kawan2 ku...

seronok sgt dorg dtg...

ni la kawan2 yg hadir..

Sayang korg sgt2..ihiks..

yg ni plak lepas kena panggil..

nervous la sgt2 mase ni..xtau ape nak wat..selain senyum dan tengok sume org..hahahahaha

alamak..terkeluar sudah taring i..hahhahaha..sronok benor la kan..hahahaha

eh2..time dh mase la..mau baluk rumah sudah..esok sambung lg yer..

enjoy peeps..

Engengement Preparation

Now im a lil bit bz with new job and soon i will have engangement ceremony so lil update later ya peeps..

lil sneak peek for u guys..

ini yang sedang bermain dlm fikiran..

planning tu penting kan..

see u guys later..

al-fatihah

.

.

it is such a gloomy day for me..yesterday my lovely lovely auntie past away...macam luruh jantung jap..sangat terkilan...dapat melawat sekejap..tu pon die mmg x sedarkan diri...im really in a sad sad mood...dapat juga gambar paling clear...love u my auntie..semoga mak ngah berada dalam keadaan baik n tenang bersama org2 beriman..

al-fatihah

TORN

.

.

I thought, i saw a man brought to life

He was warm, he came around and he was dignified

He showed me what it was to cry

well, you couldn't be that man i adored

you don't seem to know

seen to care what your heart is for

but i don't know him anymore

there's nothing where he used to lie

the conversation has run dry

that's what's going on

nothing's fine, i'm torn

i'm all out of faith

this is how i feel

i'm cold and i am shamed

lying naked on the floor

illusion never change

into something real

i'm awake and i can see 

the perfect sky is torn

you're little late, i'm already torn

so i guess the fortune teller's right

should have seen just what was there

and not some holy light

it crawled beneath my veins

and now i don't care, i had no luck

i don't miss it all much

there's just so many things

that i can touch, i'm torn

i'm all out of faith

this is how i feel

i'm cold and i am shamed

lying naked on the floor

illusion never change

into something real

i'm awake and i can see 

the perfect sky is torn

you're little late, i'm already torn, torn

there's nothing where he used to lie

the conversation has run dry

that's what's going on

nothing's fine, i'm torn

i'm all out of faith

this is how i feel

i'm cold and i am shamed

lying naked on the floor

illusion never change

into something real

i'm awake and i can see 

the perfect sky is torn

you're little late, i'm already torn, torn

Graduated

.

.

.

me Graduated alreadyy..

yeeaaaa..

its prom..

.

.

dah abes study baru nak g graduation dinner..

ahaks..

.

.

bukan ape..dulu kalo nak g x semangat sgt..xde geng nak g..

.

.

skang ade yg ajak so ape lg..angkat kaki trus join je la kan..

.

.

baju dah siap cari..tinggal nak alter je skit2...

.

.

tapi baju xleh nak tayang skang kan...

.

.

tapi ini rozet yg i n k enol nak pakai..

.

canteek kan...

.

jgn la jeles klo anda2 x pergi prom night nih nanti..

.

.

ni plak untuk pasangan2 kami n kawan2 karib kami..

.

dah2..

jgn tengok lama2 nanti anda sume jeles x join kami..

ahaks...

looking forward that day..

x sabar sgt..

i want to be slim

.

.

.

Oh gemuk nye saye...

.

.

bila tgk lik gambar2 yg ade tiba2 jump...

.

.

oh my...

saye sgt slim time nih...

hahahahahaha

mase tu kan baru abes skolah kan..

mmg saye sgt la slim nye...

xde tandingan dgn skang..

penoh selulit sane sinih..

huhuhuhu..

.

.

.

ade sesape nak tolong saye slim kan badan x..

HELP ME!!!!...

sekian..

A reward..

.

.

Convocation just around d corner..

im mind mcm2 nak minta ek...hahahahaha..btul la...ingat senang ke nak habeskan degree...sangat sangat sangat sangat susah ok...

sampai waktu tdo pon x menentu...

tapi all of it worth d effort...

x sabar btul nak tgu convo..

terpkr ape agak2 nye reward yg akan aku terima nanti kan...

mungkin iniii...

nampak sgt cool kan..

vogue lg blah blkg...

worth it....

mungkin kah ini..

aku hanye mampu berharap...

sekian...

Hari Indah

.

.

.

.

Bila cakap pasal hari indah mesti la hari yg penuh dgn bunga2 kan..

.

.

.

hari bunga2 tu la bila saye bersama cinta hati saye...

.

.

.

.

Hari indah ni berlaku hari tuh...

ade career fair ngan post graduate exhibition..

so kami pon kesana meninjau2 ape yg patot...

dah tgk2 career fair xde yg menarik sgt..klo bg resume pon cnfm xdpt..melambak2 org drop resume..so xde la drop 1 pon resume kat sane...

kat post graduate fair lak..tetba je rase cam nak smbong study lg..

bnyk juga offer nak wat master kat local university...baik yg coursework ngan research...bleh wat part time lak tuh...so klo dah keje nak smbg pon xde mslh..cume kena pandai la bahagikan mase...

mungkin lepas ni bleh la kot nak sambong study...

hihihihihi

.

.

.

tapi sebenarnye sblm g kedue2 fair tu sempat la juga g tgk wayang dulu..ngan cema..

uhuks...

dah lama x jump cema...seronok tau...

tgk 3D lg...wooo..

mmg sgt syok..sbb mcm betul2 ade depan mate..pergghhh..mmg superb...

tapi yg penting ini la hari indah saye..

berasama cinta hati saye juga sahabat saye...

sekian..

ffeeuuuwww...ikut angin lagi..

title post nak gempak aje..

hahahahahaha

k saye sgt penat baru lik dari vacation..

cerite kemudian yer..

nite peeps...

sekian...

Raya Journal part 1

Setelah berpenat lelah berpuase selama seBULAN....plus ponteng 7 hari...dah tiba la mase nak sambut  raya plak...

tapi bila tiba hari raya je saye mesti teringat kat arwah nenek saye..saye SANGAT rindu arwah nenek saye...

klo dulu nak balik raye je masing2 semangat x hengat ok...2 hari sebelom raye mesti dah sampai rumah atok...bukan pe...sbb sblm raye tu dah sibuk nak g pasar cr bahan2 nak wat juadah raye...then sambil2 tu dok kemas2 rumah...

tapi skang..nak balik buka last kat kampong punye liat...

mane x nye..hati kat tempat lain kan..nak raye pon mmg x de smgt la...

tuk journal baru...pagi hari saye x endah pon orang lain..saye tau adik2 saye sume dah bersiap sebelom papa n afiq balik solat raya...

ape lg..time to put some make up...nak raye mesti la nak canttekkk canntteekkk..xkan nak selekeh2 jer...

tp pade sesape yg x reti tu bleh je nak blaja tp x perlu nak perli2 pagi2 raye yer...

ingt kata2 anda tu ak akan ingat sampai mati...

xkira la kite dah berpunye ke belom tapi bila hati niat nye baik nak jaga imej...kata2 yg mendown kan tuh jadi 1 kata smgt plak...

awak x nak make up cantek cantek x perlu nak perli saye..saye nak raye jer..bukan mcm awak x kesah pon raye ke x...

papa sudah balik..kami pon bermaaf maafan...hoke saye sgt uncomfortable bila nak laga2 pipi yer..sila jaga your body odour bila nak laga2 pipi..saye rela x bernafas dr terbau odour yg menusuk hidung...

best part saye still dpt duit raye...

yyeeeeaaahhhhh

ini lah adik beradik saye yg 1 generation...

my family...

selepas je sesi2 bergambar..kami trus terjah rumah atok saye...

ni la baju saye yg saye jahit sendri..cantekkk kan..

harus lah...ahaks..

kemudian..trus berdesup ke johor bahru...

mission paling obvious adalah berjump Qilah anak sedare saye...

jelingan anda mmg sangat menggiurrkan...gggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

raye di JB x lama pon..pergi 2 buah rumah jer...sob sob..rumah lain sume cam dah xde org...sedey nye....

kemudian...

will be continueeddd...