Masuk Keluar... Wad la

Minggu lepas haru biru sket. Aku baru je keluar wad. Kenapa?

BP rendah + Pulse tinggi + Tiroid problem < Human Error = HOSPITALIZED

Paham ke korang equation yang aku bagi nih?

Sebenarnye aku gi ANC for the first time plus utk booking for labour kat HKL nanti. Aku mmg kena beranak kat sana sebab aku memang ada tiroid condition and every month aku mmg check up kat PC HKL. So bila preggy PC akan refer aku O&G so that O&G refer aku ke Combined Clininc every Wednesday. Combine Clinic akan ada doktor ante natal dgn endokrine dalam satu bilik utk check ibu2 yang ada masalah tiroid masa pregnancy.

Nak dijadikan cerita ceriti, first time la aku gi O&G for my 2nd pregnancy. Aku mmg dh tau procedure sume dah. Masa staff nurse check BP aku, mende yg gelembung2 yg diorg balut kat tangan tu terbukak. Aku bg tau la nurse, diorg wat la balik semula. Nak dijadikan kes, mende terbukak jugak tapi depa wat tak tau pasal masa tu ramai lak ibu2 nak check BP mcm kelam kabut sket misi tu. Aku ni lak igtkan xde pape, proceed je la to the next step.

Tunggu turn punye la dgn hati girang sebab iklan kedai kami dah kuar paper (takdan nak scan lagi laaa...) dan dapat byk enquiries lak tuh. Hati sape tak sonok kan??? Bila masuk bilik, dgn bilik kecik pastu mcm serabut doktor dgn staff nurse tuh. Diorg lalu lalang kat bilik yg kecik sang doktor ni check la PULSE. Korg tau dia dpt baper reading aku???? 160!!!!! Bapak tinggi! Trus di ckp kene masuk wad. Aku cakap aku takmo masuk. Aku suruh dia amek balik pulse aku. Dia lak tanak! Dia ingat DOKTOR TAK PENAH BUAT SALAH KE? Yang bestnye dia cakap kat aku ape tau, "Kalau tanak masuk wad kenapa datang hospital!" Bangang tak? Sebenarnya macam2 diorg cakap dgn intention nak takut2kan aku. Malas nak tulis sini sebab sakit hati lak aku nanti. Ni 2nd pregnancy aku dan aku dah tau procedure dia. Nak tanak aku kene ikut mcm 1st pregnancy aku dulu. Kalo aku leh choose hospital mana aku nak memang aku pegi tempat lain.

So aku masuk la wad dgn hati yg x tenang. Cakap banyak pun malas. Doktor kat wad pun bengang. Sepatutnye aku ni dihantar ke Combined Clinic bukannye ke wad. Surat sume dah ada. Tapi sebab doktor pemalas katanye, kena la aku ditahan ke wad. Bila dah masuk wad susah la nak kuar. Pung, pang, pung, pang... Aku merayu, plus jadi patient yang sedikit rude, esoknye aku kuar. pukul 12 lbh tgh2 malam tu aku insist nak kuar gak. Atas risiko sendiri.

Elok pun aku wat macam tuh. Elok2 aku balik, aku tgk Aryff dah start batuk2. Lepas tu demam. Hari ni dah kena sedut nebulizer dah...

Semuanye gara2 ko, Dr. M. Sivamuralitharan kat O&G Clinic HBKL dengan sorg lagi MO pompuan tgk muka mmg aku ingat la ko. Korang ingat korang doktor, korang tak blh buat salah, takleh salah diagnose. Sebabkan kecuaian korg, aku jadi mangsa. Anak aku jadi mangsa. Menangis sampai demam2 dan hampir kena asma.

Reaksi Aryff masa memula nampak aku, dia mcm tak percaya. Terus peluk je aku. Kat Papa dia pun tanak. Dia demam sebab rindu kot aku.

Nak tanak aku masih kena pegi check up kat HKL. Tapi bukan kat O&G sebaliknya Combined Clinic. Aku harap aku tak jumpe diorg2 ni lagi lps ni.

Sabtu baru ni lak biras aku lak keguguran. Takde rezeki. Takpe la. Boleh cuba lagi. Sedih memang sedih. Tapi sume tu keje Tuhan kan...

Hospitalised

Just been discharged from hospital. Diagnosed with dengue fever. Not ordinary dengue but with Denggi Berdarah. Still feels like floating. Like mamai2. I guess my White Blood Cells (WBC) is still below average. Few weeks experience staying in ward were not the best experience I've ever had. Blame it to Aedes!

Guess what? There's someone else's blood in my system! Thank you. You guys really saved my life. And I'm sorry I couldn't help others due to other sickness that I have. I've tried but when I told them about my health condition, I've been advised not to donate my blood...I hope I can, at least save my love ones!

When your WBC still below average, these is what you have, INFECTIONS! The doctors advice me to stay at home as I can easily get infected by people around me. And no, people around me will not get infected. By me. They called it, Reverse Infections. I can't be around people especially those who have cough, flu, cold etc. Since I ignored the advice, I've been infected with cough, sore throat and cold. Trust me. This is what you get when you ignored doctor's advice.

After I've been detained at Ward 23 for few days, they sent me to ICU or High Deficiency Ward. Why? My platlet count was 15 and my WBC went down to 0.0! FYI minimum count for platlet is 150 while white blood cells 1.5 equals to 1500! Staying at ICU was tiring and annoying. They won't let me go to the toilet. I have to pee and bath on my bed! I'm all wired up to this machines. They took my blood pressure every 30 minutes, my blood 4 times a day, needles everywhere. It hurts. I have to wake up at 4 am everyday! My hands all swollen up. I couldn't ate my food. And worst, I couldn't sleep at night. I cant remember exactly how many days I was in there. I cant even remember what date it was. One day a doctor came to me and told me, I have to take IODINE for my thyroid. Or else I could DIE. If I don't agree to the treatment they arrange for me, I could die. Like I said, when WBC low or zero, you can easily get infections like TB and other dangerous diseases. Worst, I could die... At that time, I agreed.

After few days the doctors sent me to Ward 27 to isolate me. I didn't stayed with the others (sick people). They sent me to this room. I have to be isolated due to my WBC counts were below average. This is where all the emotions, tensions all mixed up. Can you imagine how does it feel to stay in a room, alone? Without TV. Luckily I can bring my hand phone. I can text Edd, families and friends. I can still run my business on bed. I can listen to the radio on my hp. But it can never beat the loneliness I had. To my surprise when I became so tension, I think I talk to myself? You know, like weng punye olang. I am soooo damn lucky that my mom works at the hospital.

Thank you Mama, looking for second opinion about RADIO IODINE. The day that they discovered my WBC counts drop due to dengue were the day that I've been discharged. I have to continue my medications as usual and they gave folate acid so that I can get babies plus vitamins for my antibody. Again, lucky for me I didn't sign any agreement on Radio Iodine!

Thank you MIL for the papaya leaves water. It works! My platlet rose after I took the water that you gave me for 2 days. From 40 to 70. And then the next day from 70 to 90!

Thank you for all the well wishes. Thank you to those who visits me at the hospital. To my love EDD, families, in-laws and friends and my customers THANK YOU so much for the support. Last but not least, Thank you Allah kerana memanjangkan umurku. Alhamdulillah. Syukur.