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活着吧,虽然人痛苦但还想活下去!

Wednesday

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短短的几个月,人性的改变,日久的面目,可笑的举动,真正的友情...
我,都看到了。

谁都没有资格怪任何人,因为一个人不可能让全世界的人类跟随着自己的观念。
自己做到的,就是看着那些人过着自以为是的生活,陶醉于原地无法成长。
能否想通自己那些莫名其妙幼稚可笑的举止,祝你们好运啦~
人干了不怎么好的东西后,就会成为人们一辈子的黑记号。

这学期的好事不少,不好的事也有。
自然而然,以往的中心也会有所迁移。
往往人都只关心表面上的事物,却忽略在其中的原因。
多余的解释,或许在别人的眼里就是借口。
有时候自己懂就好了。
无需的介意就算了吧,别人的问题为什么要让自己更加辛苦?
我绝对不会后悔。
太势着于一个中心反而让我觉得好可怜。

最终,没人知道,一次的失败得到的收获竟然是那么的可贵。
人与人的鼓励,助人为快乐之本那份情,还有彼此的关心与安慰,那无法形容的画面,我永远都会铭记在心。

我想说
我长大了不少

Tuesday

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First of all, Happy 2011 Year to my blog readers :D
Thanks for not forgetting the existence of this blog.
Flashing back the ups and downs moment happened at the year 2010, everything is still as clear as they were just happened days ago. Anyway, I would just consider it as a "memorable" year.
Not to elaborate more on the pass, just one question.


What is your next goal(s)?


Like others, to earn endless $$? successful career? family? relationship? friendship?
Just the matter of how high the expectation one has.

In fact, I would like to live a life with a heart of appreciation towards everything.
Being a non-perfectionist, I do have my own appropriate satisfaction.
Never-ending learning, dream for more & achieve, that's my goal :D
Wish I can do it.

Approaching graduation, in stead of "3 more semesters to go".
Lets do it better.


Before ending this post, let me share some photos here :)


~Great time at Intel~



Lovely Buddy & Supervisor


Funny team, the best thing I had during my internship

check out for more photos in Facebook :D


~Singapore Year 2011 Countdown Trip~










Monday

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期待的结局——失望

等待的结局——伤害自己


我,要抛弃它们

Thursday

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如果今天不是我的生日,也许我会过得开心一点。

Wednesday

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是我还长不大吗?

但是,真的很难受...

Saturday

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Reddy Reddy and Pinky Pinky XDXD

All the best to whom who are having finals!
Yeah!!!

Sunday

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Selfishness still exists, just anywhere
Generous and easy-going doesn't mean you may keep taking advantage of them
Relying makes yourself comfortable
What about me?
Ask yourself, have you ever think about the others?
I'm totally pissed of everything just don't ask me why.

Stay strong to live, the only thing I can do

虽然很痛苦,但很想活下去

Tuesday

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时间到就出现的状况,正是此时

听 着那熟悉声音的昨天
明明掩饰好的情绪还是会泄露出来
复 杂的心情
好像不行了
有没有个地方让我好好去发泄

Saturday

Don't Love (Me) - FT Island


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练胆量、敢说话,克服恐惧心理,敢不敢说话是心理问题。连话都不敢说,还能干什么;连话都敢说了,还有什么干不了。克服说话恐惧,作好充分准备,提高说话热情,选择恰当话题,说话的胆量就练出来了。

01.有胆量就有好口才

勇敢地加入练口才的行列
来点“老子天下第一”的傻气
敢开口说话就能提高信心
强化训练就有好口才
多跟陌生人交谈
多找说话的机会

02.尽快克服恐惧心理

豁出去就敢说话
坚持就能克服恐惧
真话最能感动听众
真情胜过滔滔不绝

03.要打有把握之仗

要说话就该做好准备
弄清楚才能把话说明白
话需通俗易懂方能流传久远
记住对方的名字就能赢得好感
多读好书,增加见识
研读经典,锻炼思路

04.培养说话热情

用理想激发干劲
用热情唤起兴趣
用想像提高自信
用激情感动听众

05.用独特的方式打动人

亲身经历最能感动人
现实素材最有个性



Wednesday

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I see the grass
I see the sunlight
I see a little goat freely running on the wide field under the shiny sun
The goat is waving its tail to me
Asking me not to worry
But to dream and do it

Wait for me, I'm comin to play with you soon!!!

Sunday

Daridiridara du~

I'm a loner - C.N.Blue Debut Stage



MV




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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
&

VALENTINES DAY
~


Hey guys...here I'm back. I have plenty of things to say so I'm not sure how much time it would take me to finish it. OMG you wouldn't know how HIGH now I am.

First of all, Happy Happy Chinese Tiger Year to all Chinese and the non-Chinese too~!!! As usual, my family will not be goin anywhere. DAMN LOVE IT!!! Dont ask me why. Of course when I was very very young, the main reason was the traditional saying where we are not supposed to sweep the floor on the 1st day. =.= Hit me please!

Last night we had a super expensive reunion dinner with relatives in Evergreen Hotel, and that was the first time I allowed myself to have a taste on red wine.


TERRES D'AUSINE
VIN DE PAYS DE L'AUDE

2008



~That's all about CNY~



Two weeks pass, knowing that I would turn into a different me in such situation, I chose not to write anything here. Here isn't the best place to fully express myself. Had a terrible emotion b4 goin for class on the first day. Reluctant, but no more hiding myself. I turned to be sensitive, towards the environment and peoples. Fear of walking alone at the corridor. I hate this feeling. I look nowhere, but the floor. "Why am I here?" I used to ask myself. tests? labs? absolutely yes.

Everything will be over soon. I appreciate all the helps and comforts given to make me feel better. And sorry for the troubles made which I'm sure you all doesn't mind at all, but I care a lot. Thank you!


~END~


Date : 3rd Feb 2010
Venue : McDonald Taman Cannaught, Cheras
Primary Objective : Christy's 21st Birthday
Secondary Objective : To burn McDonald
Source : Ah foong
Feedback : Excited!!









HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY CHRISTY~!!!!!


Date : 5th Feb 2010
Venue : Mechanical Lab, UCSI
Objective : Welding
Feedback : Fun?


My lucky number 16!!


Date : 5th Feb 2010
Venue : Full House, Sunway Pyramid
Objective : To extend Christy's 21st Birthday Celebration XDDDD
Source : Hyung
Feedback : Happy!!


Dandan!! Our Queen~~

The menu.

Queen with ultra big spectacle.

It's time to post more ugly pics of mine.

funny chip and dale =.=

look at the price tags.

Salmon!!!

First shot!!

Second shot!!!

This is funny.

Twins!!

GANBEHHH~~~~


~Random~


B's Club Miss You! B's Club Love You! XDDDDD



Penguin with a ducky mouth









Saturday

I think I should have posted this long ago.

Patella Dislocation



Patella dislocations occur in 2 ways:

* Direct blow to the kneecap knocking the patella out of place
* Awkward twisting motions of the knee (Dath et al., 2006).

Sports commonly associated with patellar dislocation include soccer, gymnastics and ice hockey. The patella wobbles out of the patellofemoral groove, usually to the lateral side of the knee (away from the middle of the body) (Dath et al., 2006). This occurs when the quadriceps tendons and other ligament stabilizers attached to the borders of the patella contract forcefully as the knee is rotating, pulling the patella out of place (Dath et al., 2006).

Predisposing Factors

1) Demographics

Age:
• Average age of occurrences for patellar dislocation is 16–20 yrs old (Atkin et al., 2000)
• Primarily due to increased participation in sports and recreation

Gender:
• Female are more susceptible to patellar dislocation

Athletic Population (Atkin et al., 2000):
• Particularly in sports with twisting, rotational motion of the knee
• Direct trauma to the knee

2) Positive Family History
• Related up to 24% of patellar dislocation incidences (Dath et al., 2006)

3) Anatomical FactorsExcessive Q-angle
• Angle greater than 25 degrees between the patellar tendon and quadriceps muscle (Buchner et al., 2005)

Misalignment of the patella on the knee joint
• Due to malformed patella/knee joint, patella situated abnormally higher on the knee than normal (Buchner et al., 2005)

Insufficient Vastus Medialis Obliquus Muscle (VMO) (Dath et al., 2006)
• Normal function is to keep patella in stable position
• If function is decreased, will result in instability of the patella


Quoted from wikipedia

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Seems like it would be a tough month for me after today
many worries are covering my mind

Alrite, let me update the condition of my knee. Two days ago was my appointment with a pretty bone surgeon in Penang General Hospital. It was another long road. I felt super exhausted after walking 15 mins to reach orthopedic department. The place was so crowded and there was no empty seat for me. To prove I'm still young and strong, I chose to stand with the support of my crutches and the only healthy leg. That was not good. However, I was touched by a kind Chinese and an Indian old ladies who were trying to get a seat for me. TT The world is still good.xD

Fortunately I had a special priority to cut the queue and did not wait for too long. A little bit sorry to others but billion thanks to my super dad! There was a little boy around 10 years old who crying like hell in the plaster room. When I walked in, no exaggeration but the pretty surgeon was like "oh~oh~oh~ what happened to u?" =.=. There were around 5 to 6 trainees inside looking at me. After a test, I was told dat I'm having an inherited flexible ligaments compared to the normal people, which means dat I'm a borned gymnast.XD and she asked me whether am I a basketball player cz it is advisable not to have intense activities. After having the first time, the risk of getting recurrent of dislocation in the future will be higher."shit" She asked me to step on the injured leg but the feeling was awkward enough to make me scare, as if the bones were gonna move out of its position again.

The "messy" plaster were successfully been taken off. Unexplainable reason for not being able to take it back. So sorry about dat. But I swear it will be stored permanently in my memories.wuahaha!!xD As been told by the surgeon, my dad bought a special knee guard to prevent my kneecap slide off again.

Okay. seems everything settled? but why did I mention a tough month after today?
You will know the feeling if you are able to keep one of your leg straight for a month. and of course, I will be goin back tmr.TT This time I will definitely miss home.


Tuesday

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Feeling ridiculous of the naive thinking I had.
Not everyone is gonna treat u as how you treat the person with your sincerity.

The world is not as good as you think.

Saturday

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啊~好温暖~(其实有点热)好久没人帮我盖被了,呵呵呵~*幸福-ing*
老妈突然进来问我刚才是不是跌倒了TT
没跌啦,是差点。。。拐杖的错!
“焕然一新”的脚变短了,有点难控制身体的平衡度,几次都差点往后跌,即使没跌,现在还感觉得到那恐怖的感觉XD(呼~
没事没事)

这两天手臂长了超大的肌肉
酒店房间210号,二楼的最尾 *我忍*
路还是不平的,非常考验本人的毅力和耐力=.= *我忍*
早餐很不情愿地在房间里外的地方吃 *我忍*
看着爸妈以同样的速度一起走那漫长的路 *忍不了*
永远都不会忘记当时感觉

去了医院,医生换了新不是石膏的石膏
之前是直的,现在是弯的
之前是滑的,现在是粗的
新鲜出炉没多久就被一群“猪朋好友”涂鸦
艺术是没有啦,乱七八糟就有。
可爱的妈妈一看到就说警察会把我抓掉,昏啊~
猪朋好友们,虽然大家都把我当成动物特地来探望我,还有那个白木耳(一开始还真的信了=.=),还是谢谢啦,外表看不出,我其实很感动的!TT
下个星期石膏生活就会变成回忆了,之后就是“物理治疗”,走路一定很奇怪。。

见到了哥哥,还帮我做了很伟大的事情
道谢的感觉奇奇怪怪的,太斯文啦大家,唉~

就这样,我还是回来了。

Thursday

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早上作了噩梦,不是一次,还是两次
两次都是左脚也受伤了,真悲~=.=
整个晚上脚硬硬的,很不爽。

昨晚,看着越来越多奇怪的事,终于激发了难得的好奇心,问了爸妈几时去KL,原来是今天下午=.=
没什么,只是有点。。。非常的。。。突然。。。而已
唉~因这支脚,这次的行程一定很麻烦。


朋友们,我来了~

Wednesday

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今天爽了一天
终于提起“勇力”把电脑搬到床上(还是床最爽~~)
电话也复活了,也收到了一些东西,非常的谢谢!(说要来的,等你们等了好久叻)
说了几通电话,解了闷气,非常的谢谢!
爸爸买了拐杖,非常的谢谢!
练了很久,都走不动,右脚怎么用力都抬不了。
开始失望,因为走不动,就代表上不了学。
庆幸,还是让我研究出利用地形引力原理把它“摇”上前。。。@.@忘了吧~
用尽了九牛二虎之力走了两圈
我没有不耐烦,我只知道给很多人添了麻烦,尤其是爸妈,所以绝对不会发脾气,绝对不会,哈哈哈!!
明天再继续努力!!
阿扎!!

Monday

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唉~
这时间大家都在上课,我到底在干嘛?
待会儿你们去吃什么?xD
突然间体会到《一公升眼泪》的芽衣,即使行动不便都想去上课的心情。
失去后才懂得珍惜,这句话说得没错。
昨天被老妈吓了一条,叫我下个sem才去上课。
@.@
没那么严重吧~不要吓死我!
唉~
我要上课啦~!


P/S: 阿枫,你拿掉我的notes我怎么做练习啊!别忘了今天是你老公的大日子叻~~

祝杰伦和saisai妈妈生日快乐!!^^

Saturday

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Here I am, back with a pain as i have said in the previous post.
“祸从口出”,dats why never simply say something bad which is undesirable.

Actually how this happened? I myself not even very sure.
Yesterday morning, where all of us gathered at south wing again as usual to play basketball and badminton. What I remembered was, the basketball flied over me, so I jumped and turned my body to catch the ball. Coincidentally it was the same condition how I strained my knee last year. I heard something from my knee, but i don't think the bone could have dislocated jz from a simple jump. So i guess it was just a strain, and the serious one came after the drop...ouchh!a round knee became a square one, just imagine that, how disgusting it was. Sadly i didn't manage to take a photo on it.

Everyone had been busy here and there to call up the ambulance and first aid team from our school. Ambulance did not turn up, as the excuse they gave was that they dunoe the way to our campus. under expectation actually. So i was carried down and been sent to the nearest hospital HUKM with the help of my friends and UCSI staffs.Billion thanks!!!!

The journey to hospital was pretty worse. What i told hyung was that please ask UCSI to have the road repair! In the hospital, I did not wait too long for my turn, somehow it was kind of uncomfortable to sit on that hospital's wheel chair. Everyone in the room came to see me once i got in. it's cool~ nothing supported my leg once they removed the pedal of my wheelchair. I asked them to carry my leg but none of them listened to me."shit"

I fall asleep once they gave me the medicine. Somehow it was like after 3 seconds, everything was done once I woke up. The doctor told me it was a simple treatment. I felt nothing, means i didn't feel any pain. After having the X-ray scanning, i was left for very very very long. Looking at my heartbeat shown, sometimes it could decrease to as low as 69 yet sometimes as high as 170+, the alarm eventually sounds up.i doubt wat was the reason for this, somewhat whole body was shivering terribly. Probably it was the side effect of the medicine i guess=.=

Everything happened so fast that i dunoe how i was brought back to Penang.wuahahah~xD

Sincerely thanks everyone who had been busy for me, helped me, carried me, sent me, visited me, supported me...the concerns, the leafs, and of course the 爱心 porridge...especially hyung, ahbet, our basketball team, my parents, uncles and friends!>.<
wakakaka~~will give u gals and guys a treat when i m back!

I didn't bring my charger back. So my phone will be temporary hibernating for these few days. hyung ah, it is not your fault please rmb!

Anyway, it was indeed a not too bad and unforgettable experience after all.

Thursday

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Okay, I'm supposed to crap alot but dunoe what's goin wrong to my mind and even my soul. Feeling just so blank, means nothing in everything.
I have NO dream.
I see NO target.
I set NO mission.
I demand NOTHING.
I learn NOTHING.
I achieved NOTHING in my life.
NO pain, NO gain.
I need a pain maybe.
I'm crazy.
Forget this crazy last post by me.

Thanks for supporting all this while, and HAPPY 2010!

May all of us live peacefully, happily, lovely and healthily with our family, friends, the loved one and the unknown ones in a brand new decade!

사랑해~!!!!!!

Friday

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MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!


有听过圣诞节吃汤圆吗?


就是本人啦!!


终于啊~ >.< ooouuuuu.......(交响情人梦野田妹的叫声xD)


最最后一粒。。。TT
*无比的满足*

有人说,喜欢的东西不好天天尝
本人非常地赞同这个说法
明年再见了。。



*~圣诞卡篇~*






昏~


在这毫无圣诞气氛的圣诞节,
祝你们

圣诞节快乐!