Sunday, May 31, 2015

LAM: The Gateway by Michael Staley

   
Lam!
Thou Voice of the Silence,
Glyph of Hoor-paar-kraat:
The Dwarf-Self, the Hidden God.
Gateway to the Aeon of Maat!
I evoke Thee! I evoke Thee!
With the mantra Talam-Malat,
Talam-Malat,
Talam-Malat ...

Crowley's portrait of Lam, entitled 'The Way', was first published in 1919 as a frontispiece to his Commentary on Blavatsky's The Voice of the Silence. However, nowhere else in Crowley's work is there a mention of it until 1945, when a diary entry records Kenneth Grant's interest. It is clear, however, that the portrait arose in connection with the Amalantrah Working of 1918-19, when Crowley lived in New York. Unfortunately, the Record of that Working which survives consists of the first six months only. Nevertheless, it is clear from a study of this surviving material that the portrait of Lam embodies the quintessence of the Working.    
LAM - Typhonian O.T.O.

The absence of Crowley's exegesis on Lam gives us a great deal of freedom and creativity to discover the implications for ourselves, and to use them as magical and mystical tools in our initiation. The portrait was republished in Grant's book The Magical Revival in 1972, and several times since - see, for instance, the Statement on Lam by the O.T.O. published in Starfire Volume I number 3 (London, 1989).

There is much material on Lam in the more recent books by Grant; however, a definitive interpretation has yet to emerge. This is because we are dealing with something that is living and growing, rather than a matter simply of academic study.

Nevertheless, a broad outline is emerging, enough to make clear the primary function of Lam as the Gateway to wider and deeper ranges of consciousness - our extra-terrestrial, pan-dimensional Reality. In fact, anything whatsoever can function as the Gateway to those dimensions. The supreme glyph of Enlightenment is the lightning-flash, the swift awakening to Reality, which illuminates the landscape previously shrouded in darkness. The lightning flash can be triggered at any time, and by anything, when the conditions are propitious. The accumulation of glamour around the Cult of Lam makes it a Gateway which is pre-eminently accessible, however. The association with The Voice of the Silence makes it clear that Lam is a glyph of that Voice - the Babe in the Egg, Harpocrates, the God of Silence. This is Hoor-paar-kraat, the dwarf-self or Hidden God which is the Holy Guardian Angel. Here is a deep and powerful link; Hoor-paar-kraat is the copula with the unbroken, ever-coming substratum of consciousness which is Maat or the Tao, and of which we are terrestrial refractions. It is because of the intimate, intrinsic nature of this connection that every Initiate needs to forge his or her own link with Lam, and thus to develop an idiosyncratic Cult of Lam. The evocation reproduced at the outset of this essay is an example, being part of the present author's Lam sadhana, encapsulating the awareness of Lam outlined above.

Crowley gave the portrait to Kenneth Grant in 1945. Since then the significance of Lam has become more apparent. This significance can be glimpsed in the Amalantrah Working, but its applications reach well beyond; were this not the case, then Lam would be nothing more than an exotic curio in the museum of Crowleyanity. The emerging Cult of Lam is of central importance to Starfire; for now, though, this article looks at some of the seeds in the Amalantrah Working and related areas. Appended are two accounts of contemporary Lam Workings which have been submitted to us [on-line is only ONE appendix]. The first of these draws on Enochian approaches; the second makes use of the magical technique outlined in the Statement on Lam published in the third issue of Starfire.

Crowley went to the United States in 1914, at the outbreak of the First World War, and stayed there until 1919. This period covers the core of his initiation into the A.·. A.·. grade of Magus. These years were marked by an ever-deepening insight into and affinity with Taoism, as is made plain in the course of the Preface to his Tao Teh Ching - actually a revision of James Legge's earlier translation. This insight saturates Liber Aleph, The Book of Wisdom or Folly, the manuscript of which was almost complete by the opening of the Amalantrah Working. Liber Aleph is a central work of Crowley's, where he makes clear the deep affinity between Taoism and Thelema; without an appreciation of this affinity, Liber Aleph appears as little more than a scattering of aphorisms. The Amalantrah Working needs to be seen in the context of this initiation.

According to Crowley's account, the Working arose spontaneously. He was living with a mistress at the time, Roddie Minor. One of her indulgences was opium, the opulent visions of which she related aloud. On one particular occasion, her apparent ramblings struck Crowley as bearing on the Abuldiz Working of some years previously, and after some astral investigation he decided that there were indeed threads of the earlier Working which were being picked up; thus opened the Amalantrah Working. Crowley inaugurated regular sessions, which usually took place at the weekends. He seemed interested primarily in its use as an oracle for his affairs over the forthcoming week. Although there were many such short-term oracular pronouncements, there was also a wealth of more substantial material.

Amalantrah is the name of the entity with whom Crowley trafficked over the course of the Working. Communication was never direct, but via a medium or Seer who was sensitised by sex, drugs and alcohol in various combinations. Because of the effects of these preliminaries, the earthing of the communications was sometimes poor, their expression rambling and diffuse; the wheat needs to be separated from the chaff, therefore, when considering the Record. The Seer was usually Roddie Minor, although on a few occasions other women did assume the Office. The visions often opened in a woodland Temple which was perceived astrally by the Seer; this Temple was sometimes peopled by apparent doubles of those participating, and included on occasions absent colleagues.

Several of the early visions are very suggestive of the portrait of Lam. Consider, for example, the following:

    I began by asking for a vision containing a message. I first heard gurgling water and saw a dark farmhouse in among trees and green fields. The house and other things disappeared and a dark yoni appeared just where the house had stood. I then asked where will a message come from? Immediately soldiers with guns appeared lounging about the place, and a king on a throne where the house had stood. I then asked again for a message and saw an egg in which were many tiny convolutions of some flesh-like substance which would form something. The egg was placed in an oblong as in a picture. Around it were clouds, trees, mountains and water, called the 'four elements'. A camel appeared in front of the whole picture. I next tried to find out who the king was. He looked more like Prof. Shotwell than any one else. That is, he was 'simple, democratic' and very learned and fine. He was certainly not a king belonging to any kingdom limited by a country's borders, but he was a king of men, or a king of the world. I asked his name and the word 'Ham' appeared between the egg in the oblong and the soldiers around the king.

The Egg is a commonly-occurring glyph throughout the visions of the Amalantrah Working. It is of course a glyph of birth - the egg which contains the potential of all that is to come. There is a reference in one of the visions to Geburah 'applied to' the egg. Geburah is in this context the sword which cleaves the egg, or the lightning flash which sunders it, giving birth to the potential secreted within. Since elements of this particular vision are the foundation for much of the subsequent analysis, an extract from the Record follows. In this extract, 'T' is Therion, and 'A' is Achitha, the motto of the Seer, Roddie Minor. 'The Wizard' is Amalantrah. 'Arcteon' is the motto which was given to Charles Stansfeld Jones by Amalantrah. The bracketed material in the Record indicates both lacunae and asides by Crowley or others.

    [Saturday] 27th April 1918 10.08 p.m. Wizard very serious and looks at Achitha in a very contemplative mood. Seems to approve. Turtle is most prominent thing in Temple. Child is there, lion and Barzedon. Arcteon has a very prominent place; he is a tall man that always appears in the Temple.
    T: 'What is the work of this weekend?'
    A: 'Geburah.'
    T: 'Geburah applied to what?'
    A: 'The egg. The egg is resting on the point of mountain tops, very sharp. Water around, lotus flowers on it.'
    T: 'Egg is symbol of some new knowledge, isn't it?'
    A: 'Gimel. Lamed.' (= spring, fountain.)
    T: 'What does that mean?'
    A: 'I don' t know; followed symbol of mountain and lotus flower.'
    T: 'How are we to break open the egg?'
    A: 'In plain language it means Thou art to go this Way.'
    T: 'That isn't plain language. How are we to get this new knowledge?'
    A: 'Don't ask questions too fast. Sow the wild oats; go into the (...) into the Mother ... (T[herion]: You bet, you bet.) (A[rcteon]: I think you're both getting off the trolly.) ... to be born again.'
    T: 'What about the Mass of the Holy Ghost?'
    A: 'That hasn't anything to do with it. You've shattered everything. I'll have to establish connection all over again. Going into the Mother to be born again, you get a New Life and then the Earth is covered with wonderful flowers, and bees come to the flowers to get honey to store, and the honey is stored elixir. I see a hill very steep. (I think (...) is played out.) Mother standing (...) down watching child. I don't know if she's going to save it or go after it or what. Lotus flower on water again.'

The references to the lotus flower in association with the egg, and later the child, are significant. They suggest the Babe in the Egg, Harpocrates, often depicted as seated upon a lotus flower. The mountain is a symbol of initiation, of communing with the gods; examples are Mount Arunachala and Mount Kailas, and the story of Moses ascending the mountain to receive the Word of God. The Hebrew letters Gimel and Lamed give GL, which means 'spring, fountain'. The portrait of Lam shows clearly a mottled emanation or umbra from the top of the egg, like the dappled effect of a fountain in sunlight, or the 'fountain of dew' which showers from the Sahasrara chakra when the Fire Snake streaks up the Sushumna. The original publication of the portrait in 1919 did not show this, presumably because it was too subtle for the reproduction techniques then prevalent; subsequent publications in The Magical Revival (1972), Outside the Circles of Time (1980), and Starfire Volume I number 3 (1989) show it clearly, however. The Record of the last surviving session of the Working makes further reference to Gimel and Lamed, as the following extract shows:

    [Sunday] 16th June 1918 9.00 P.M. Wizard very natural - usual folk there.
    T: 'Symbol for next week?'
    A: '245.' (perfect man; gall; RVCH AL (Spirit of God).)
    T: 'Explain, please.'
    A: '83 explains one side of it.' (83 = dew, wave etc.) '74 explains rest.' (74 = ??? etc.)
    83 = Gimel 74 = Lamed
    33. Spring, fountain. Perhaps all means the way is clear.

Here Gimel and Lamed are again mentioned, this time as the two sides of Perfection which are integrated in Adam Qadmon, the Perfect Man. This reference to Perfection suggests the Tao; it also suggests Maat as the Perfect Aeon. Gimel and Lamed when enumerated in full are 83 and 74 respectively, and combine as 157, the number which Crowley assigned to his reworking of Legge's Tao Teh Ching translation. He completed the reworking during his Magical Retirement at Oesipus Island in the summer of 1918; and he relates in the published Preface how he evoked Amalantrah to elucidate certain obscure passages. The attribution of 157 to his Tao Teh Ching, then, gives us further confirmation of the Taoist substratum of the Amalantrah Working, and reinforces the identification of Perfection with the Tao.

The portrait of Lam shows a well-developed Ajna chakra, which can also be seen as a stylised ankh. Together with the pattern of the umbra mentioned earlier, the shape of a cup or chalice is clearly delineated. GL also means a 'bowl' or 'chalice'. This suggests that if Gimel and Lamed are the two sides of Perfection, then Perfection is the Supreme Chalice or Graal, the Cup of Babalon, the Womb of the Mother. This interpretation is underlined by a passage in Crowley's Commentary to Liber LXV (The Book of the Heart Girt with the Serpent):

    Pe is the letter of Atu XVI the 'House of God' or 'Blasted Tower'. The hieroglyph represents a Tower - symbolic of the ego in its phallic aspect, yet shut up, i.e. separate. This Tower is smitten by the Lightning Flash of illumination, the impact of the H.G.A. and the Flaming Sword of the Energy that proceeds from Kether to Malkuth. Thence are cast forth two figures representing by their attitude the letter Ayin: these are the twins (Horus and Harpocrates) born at the breaking open of the Womb of the m other (the second aspect of The Tower as 'a spring shut up, a fountain sealed').

This passage underlines the mention earlier of Geburah 'applied to' the egg, the lightning flash being in this context a type of Geburah. We have, then, an identity between the Tao and the Cup of Babalon, both being Perfection; and, of course, 'The Perfect and the Perfect are one Perfect and not two; nay, are none!" (AL I.45). The reference to 'a spring shut up, a fountain sealed' is from the Song of Solomon:

    A garden barred is my sister, my bride, a spring shut up, a fountain sealed.

This indicates a pregnant womb, rather than a celebration of virginity: to shut up or seal is to obstruct something which has formerly flowed. It is, then, an apt phrase to be used by Crowley in the context of the quote above from his Commentary to Liber LXV. Moreover, it recalls a passage from Kenneth Grant's The Magical Revival:

    Crowley used the sevenfold star as a basis for the Seal which he designed for the Great White Brotherhood. The major emblem of the Silver Star is thus the sevenfold seal upon the Yoni of the Star Goddess. In the yonis or triangles appear the seven letters of the name B.A.B.A.L.O.N. Centrally, a vesica is shown, blocked or barred, indicating the presence of the secret seed; the point has become the line, the diameter has become the circumference. This seed is the 'hermit', the hidden, masked, anonymous male essence in the process of begetting its image as the Sun-son upon the mother goddess. This is therefore the Seal of Set who opens his mother's womb, as Sothis the Star opens the Circle of the Year.

(Grant, The Magical Revival, p.48)

Set is Hoor-paar-kraat, the 'secret seed', the Hidden God, released from the egg by the shattering force of the lightning flash of illumination. In Olla, Crowley defines Silence as the Path of the Lightning Flash. Silence in this context is not simply the absence of noise or movement: it is the 'still, small voice' from which manifestation unfolds, the potential which gives rise to the actual, the noumena which underlies phenomenon. The Egg of Silence is typified by Lam; to embark on the Cult of Lam is therefore to evoke the Hidden God, the Holy Guardian Angel. This is Initiation, the journey inwards which is simultaneously the journey outwards, for the microcosm and the macrocosm are not two but one. Lam is the Gateway to Outside - those tranches of consciousness which lie beyond the bounds of what we consider to be ourselves.

This Gateway, and these tranches, are nothing new. The goal of all magical and mystical traditions is Gnosis - the awakening to Reality. The nominalisations of this goal are legion, but all paths lead to Rome. Similarly, each Initiate will have his or her own Gateway, but each Gateway will open out onto the same Reality.


Let us now analyze briefly the evocation which was reproduced at the outset of this essay.

    Lam!
    Thou Voice of the Silence ...

Crowley's association of the portrait of Lam with The Voice of the Silence identifies it as a glyph of that Voice. The association is underlined by the assignation of 71 to both the portrait and the Commentary, as is made clear by the inscription which accompanied the portrait as originally published:

    LAM is the Tibetan word for Way or Path, and LAMA is He who Goeth, the specific title of the Gods of Egypt, the Treader of the Path, in Buddhistic phraseology. Its numerical value is 71, the number of this book.

A metathesis of LAM is ALM, also 71, a Hebrew word meaning silence, silent'. The Silence is the noumenon which underlies and infuses phenomena, the continuum of which all things soever are simultaneously facets and the whole. The Silence is the quietness at the heart of noise, the stillness at the heart of activity, the being at the heart of going, and the emptiness at the heart of matter. These juxtapositions may seem merely revelling in paradox; the fact is, though, that reason is a tool of limited application, and paradox is a means of pointing beyond apparent contraries. The 'Way' or 'Path' is a reference to the Tao. The 'Treader of the Path' is the Initiate, treading the path of initiation. This brings to mind the concluding lines from "Pilgrim-Talk", in Crowley's The Book of Lies:

    O thou that drawest toward the End of The Path, effort is no more. Faster and faster dost thou fall; thy weariness is changed into Ineffable Rest.
    For there is no Thou upon That Path: thou hast become The Way.

Initiation is the realisation that we are all jivanmukta, liberated whilst yet living; further - that the only thing to be liberated from is the idea that we are not already liberated.

    Glyph of Hoor-paar-kraat:
    The Dwarf-SeIf, the Hidden God.

Hoor-paar-kraat is the unmanifest twin of Ra-Hoor-Khuit, manifestation. The distinction between these twins is figurative only; they are aspects of each other, neither separate from the other. The term 'Dwarf' Self' is often used: 'dwarf' in the sense of yet to manifest, adolescent, prepubescent, yet to flower. This is the Hidden God, a term used throughout the Egyptian Book of the Dead to glyph the sun in the Underworld or Amenta, the potential which is at the heart of florescence. Yoga is Union; not the union of opposites, but the unveiling of the union which has always existed, veiled by the illusion of limitation. Hoor-paar-kraat is a term often used synonymously with the Holy Guardian Angel.

Hoor-paar-kraat may be seen in terms of the Tetragrammaton, the Hé final, Horus or Ra-Hoor-Khuit being the Vau. This identifies Hoor-paar-kraat with the Aeon of Maat, the continuum or extra-terrestrial reality, a Communion in which we are at once Celebrants and that which is celebrated. As Treaders of the Way, we are not something separate which merely traverses from one point to another: we are the Way.

    Gatesway to the Aeon of Maat!
    I evoke Thee! I evoke Thee!
    With the mantra Talam-Malat ...

Taking the above ideas together, we can see, therefore, in what sense Lam is the Gateway. The portrait of Lam arose from the Amalantrah Working, and is a glyph of that Working. Lam is the Voice of the Silence, the Silence which is the extra-terrestrial continuum of consciousness of which manifestation is a facet. The Aeon of Maat is not a span of time, nor an initiation to which we might attain by virtue of intense and protracted contortions of the mind and body, but is here and now - the Ever-Coming One.

The mantra 'Talam-Malat' celebrates the Gateway, and is uttered several times before it lapses into silent vibration. 'Talam' is the semenhoney offered in the Mass of Maat; the word is a fusion of Lam and Maat. Its number is 81, KSA, the full moon which is both the flowering of the lunar cycle and the point of return to the New Moon; similarly, Maat is both the flowering of the Aeonic cycle and the point of return to the Pralaya or dissolution. The second half of the mantra, 'Malat', a mirror image of the first half, emphasises this sense of backward-turning.

The use of this mantra stems from the culminating moon of a Working, based on Crowley's Liber Samekh, which I undertook several years ago after sensing a summons to the Knowledge and Conversation of the Holy Guardian Angel. The number 81 emerged into awareness, and it seemed to be a perichoresis of several elements - my growing interest in Lam, the mysteries of Maat into which I was then gaining an insight, and my Angel. The mantra 'Talam-Malat', then, concentrates and celebrates the common nature and indeed identity of the Angel, the Aeon of Maat, the Tao, and extra-terrestrialism. This insight was, and is, a matter of experience; once tasted, the nectar is not only never forgotten, but is ever-present.

This brings us to the prime consideration of the Cult of Lam, which is that though Lam is the Gateway to our extra-terrestrial reality, that Gateway is intrinsic to the individual Initiate. Similarly, the key that unlocks the Gateway is necessarily of a unique pattern, and must be discovered by the Initiate in the course of direct magical and mystical experience, The Cult of Lam focuses upon the techniques for discovering the pattern. However, these techniques can never be a universal template; rather, they are but a basis upon which the Initiate rears his or her own Temple of Illumination, the inner shrine of which is Silence.

The Cult of Lam, then, is a quintessence of the Typhonian tradition, which is concerned with trafficking with that which lies Outside of the terrestrial vehicle, and hence uniting the terrestrial and the extra-terrestrial. The practical Keys which facilitate this alchemy will be explored in future articles.

Appendix
Lam and the Art of Archery


    'Is a God to live in a dog? No! but the highest are of us'.
    'The Tao of Heaven is like an arrow, yet it woundeth not'.
    'Happy are they that have known me for who I am. And glory unto him that bath made a gallery of my throat for the arrow of his truth, and the moon for his purity'.

The following material has been drawn from explorations of the Enochian System, and can be of use in contacting Lam. There seem to be several Aethyrs particularly appropriate to the contact with LAM and the energies of the Aeons of Horus and Maat. There are also some elemental spheres within the watchtowers themselves which seem appropriate to contact with LAM. The first account is of a journey to the Aethyr VTI, the Aethyr of Change. Its numeration in terms of the Enochian letters is either 133 or 139, the former reducing as 7 x 19. This is the Aethyr where the Initiate discovers the nature of his or her 'Covenant with God'. The Covenant is LAM; it reflects the particular direction of the Initiate's arrow of Will within the continuum of Maat. Before moving to the vision of this Aethyr, a few signposts are appropriate.

    BAG, the Aethyr of Doubt = 19;
    BABALON (Babelon) = 114 = 6 x 19;
    VTI = 133/139 = 7 x 19;
    SHAITAN = 133/139;
    OVOF, Magnify = 133;
    ABRAHADABRA = 418 = 22 x 19.


Journey to VTI: The Aethyr of Change


    After repeating the appropriate calls, I began to stare into the large calcite crystal upon the table which served as an altar. I could see stars in space, and after repeating the word OVOF [Magnify] several times I felt myself to be floating in space. There was a large star towards which I was being drawn. I passed through the coronasphere of the sun, but felt no discomfort. I found myself in a bright but misty void within the star. A beach appeared in the mists and I walked up onto its sands. At the edge of the beach was a wood of large oak trees which I quickly entered. I moved deeper and deeper into the woods, and the light from the star cast strange long shadows which seemed to point the way into the heart of the wood. A grove appeared; and within that clearing was a beautiful waterfall, which bubbled into a stream and then wove its way towards the beach, disappearing out of sight. I bathed in the waterfall. I realised suddenly that I was being watched, and noticed that there was a cave behind the waterfall. In the twilight I could see the radiant image of a woman; she stood in profile, half-clothed in the shadows, beckoning me to enter within. I penetrated the veil of the waterfall and took her hand. She led me down a long tunnel that seemed to go far underground. Finally we came to two large doors with an elaborate seal upon them. My guide vanished into the shadows, and an impressive warrior-like angel clothed in samurai-like clothes appeared before the door, blocking my way. He had fiercesome flashing eyes, and 106 arrows pierced his chest like a pin cushion. The Barbs protruded from his back, and his chest was a mass of feathers, the feathers of MAAT. In one exotic flashing, flowing movement without any break, he fixed his eyes unflinching like a cat, whilst his hand selected the arrow for me and placed it upon his bow, and he drew and fired at my heart. As the arrow entered my heart I was shaken with pain and pleasure; I realised in a blinding gnosis that these arrows had been dipped in the Holy Graal of the Scarlet Woman, and this was the poison of Babalon which would lead me to the GRAAL and to the Abyss in search of the Philosophers Stone (the antidote, if you like). The poison would eventually bring about the death of my personality in the Abyss, but it also connected me to the bloodline of those who seek the path which leads to LIT: and beyond to LIL - LIL-LIT (H). I saw then that the Elixir of the Poison of the Arrow (MAL is 'an arrow' in Enochian) is LAM.
    I realised later that this occult attack had come from the Governor called Ranglam. But I had forgotten about the arrow by now, as the seal had been broken and the doors to the underground chamber opened. I entered within; the atmosphere was very dark and deathly quiet. At the end of the room stood a Stone throne, and a presence sat upon it. I stared to perceive who it was, but as I tried to focus on the face it started to distort. I could see two red eyes staring back at me, and felt intensely that this was myself in the future as yet not formed, as yet unborn, unseen and unheard; but I had been marked and I would return. At this point I withdrew from the vision, realising that I could go no further at that time. I believe that the presence here encountered was the LAM, the face of the Monad that only becomes really apparent in this Aethyr of LIT.
What follows is information which has been received as a result of expeditions to Aethyrs, both alone and in groups, over the past few months. he Aim was to achieve deeper knowledge of the function and operation of LAM with regards to the Great Work and our respective true selves. These are the results.



Egregore Chain No. 1: LAM (104) + AIWASS (156) + OLUN (158) = 418

LAM is the duality of creation, QAA (52), the arrow and the target. Aiwass on this basis is the threefold aspect of creation, the fulfilment and the synthesis of the aspiration of the arrow towards heaven. AIWASS + OLUN = 314 = KAL (to manifest, or precipitate). KAL is derived from KALZ which means 'the Firmament' and is itself a factor of doubt. KALZ = 323 = 17 x 19. Hence we can derive from this the formula:

    KAL LAM = 418 = KAL MAL (Sigil Earth of Water, Water Tablet)
    Manifest LAM = 418: Manifest the Arrow.

OLUN: OL (to make = 2 x 19) + UN (title of the first enochian letter) = 120 = OM, Understanding, and GRAA the Moon. Hence OLUN can he defined as to make the understanding of the Moon, or to make a hole which is receptive to understanding. OLUN seems to be very like TIAMAT or LILITH.

    KAL = 314 = BUTMONI (Their mounts) 2 x 157. ZORGE (Love) = 151/157.

Hence we can see that the marriage of AIWASS and OLUN creates manifestation and expresses the duality of Love and its division. Out of their mouths spill the duality of the word which is divided, but which becomes reconciled through the Love of LAM: the arrow joins them. The arrow of truth is the arrow of Eros, the arrow of LIT - the Aethyr without a supreme Being. OLUN is the act of drawing the Bow, LAM is the face behind the Arrow, and AIWASS is the act of aiming and fixing the target which depends upon light.

Egregore Chain No. 2: MAAT (111) + AIWASS (156) + BEAST (37) + BABALON (114) = 418

    MAAT (111) + AIWASS (156) = 267, YRPOIL, 'division'; BEAST (37) + BABELON (114) = 151, ZORGE/SALOME, 'love'; YRPOIL (Division) + ZORGE (Love) = 418.

Hence 'I am divided for love's sake, for the chance of union'. But how can this union be accomplished? How can the duality be reconciled? The answer is through the introduction of a third variable, which is Love: the Love of the Beast for Babalon, and of Maat for Aiwass. It is interesting to see how Aiwass appears on both these maps. He seems to represent on the one hand in the first map the Magus, and Logos of the Aeon; whilst in the second one he is the Demiurge, with the path of the Hierophant (Man of Earth) connecting these two maps together.

But what exactly is an egregore chain, and how does it work? It can be defined as the group spirit (super-consciousness) of all the members of a particular Order. The F.S. (Fraternitas Saturni) use this notion very effectively; members need not be present in the workings or rituals of other Order members in order to gain access to the egregore. It is analogous to the running of magical computer programs across a network of adepts or members, in order to access necessary gnosis and guidance from the Secret Chiefs. This can be done using these egregore maps because they express the laws of Creation and the Fall through their symbolism. They allow people to free themselves from the lust of result by the externalisation of the Holy Guardian Angel into the egregore; thus, in the process of trying to communicate with the Secret Chiefs, the nature of the Angel is encountered in the process. It also helps to align groups to the Great Work more effectively, diminishing group Babel that hinders us from uniting with Babelon. Babel is a negative build up of Shaitan energy that restricts the flow of Will. This is the division that must be overcome with Love. When working alone, the triad seems to be the most natural pattern to assume. For example, I take the form of Aiwass through atavistic assumption, and through OLUN my anima manifests the Child that is Lam, the fruit of my will, the Hidden God. In pairs, OLUN + AIWASS relationships form, with Lam being the invisible unifier or copula between them.

The Bow is formed of a branch of the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. The String is the golden thread, the Sutrat-man that connects us from incarnation to incarnation, from past to future; it is the knowledge which we retrieve from Choronzon through the ABRAHADABRA process. The String is the Serpent of Time, Apep, that must be overcome. The frequency of the string as it resonates is the song of the true self, and is but part of the music of the spheres. The tension of the Bow is the force of Shaitan that tries to resist the Initiate drawing it back and seeing his or her origin. Shaitan does this by creating a sevenfold veil of doubt which must be transcended. The Bow may now be opened which itself creates a division, a window to the void through which we can find the path. This takes the strength of a Lion or a Dragon (OLUN). To open the bow is to weave a vortex, a voracious devouring of chaos and cosmos. The Daughter of the Flaming Sword is often depicted holding the mouth of a lion, as if to control it, to stop her being consumed. But the opening of the bow is the opening of the mouth of the Dragon, whereby one is consumed with fire (spirit). The Bow is now fully extended and becomes a Circle, with the heart of the Initiate at the centre: Hadit joins with Nuit. (Nuit is often depicted holding two arrows in early Egyptian icons, one of which points upward, the other downward). Now we aim without aiming; to forget the arrow (MAL) is to remember LAM: the Target is our intention. We lilace the arrow, symbol of our will (AIWASS) and its ultimate fulfilment, upon the string; and, dissolving ourselves in samadhi upon a sevenfold doubt, we loose the arrow in a moment of pure folly. The feathers of the arrow are plucked from the headdress of MAAT; these feathers form a cross pattern as they resolve themselves in a circle which becomes the Mark of the Beast. One of these feathers of MAAT is used to weigh the heart of the Initiate in the 17th Aethyr TAN, the Aethyr of the Balance.

A suggested LAM Visualisation

Imagine you could remember all your past incarnations in full, through different races, sexes, cultures, planets and even solar systems. Imagine yourself turning around to look behind in a moment of paranoia-critical, and seeing all those incarnations. The fear and disgust of past acts, pain and death must be transcended in doubt and magnified, so that the covenant becomes manifest. Try to synthesize all these shades; though they be divided, this is the mystery of Babalon that you must overcome with Love. Then, through a process of Magical forgetfulness, forget the arrow and give birth to LAM: a bi-sexual humanoid entity which glows with orgone light energy and is the sum of your past and the root of your future. This image is nameless, the Bornless One; hence it is attributed to the Fifth Aethyr, the Aethyr which is without a supreme Being; but it is also a servant of the Arrow, Truth.

In Slaughter Natives ::: Purgate My Stain


Label: Staalplaat – S.T.CD 030
Format: CD, Album
Country: Netherlands
Released: 1996
Genre: Electronic
Style: Dark Ambient, Modern Classical, Industrial

Tracklist :
1 Pure...The Suffering 6:14
2 Purgate My Stain - Lyrics By – Jan Bohman, J. Havukainen 5:37
3 Truth Awakening 8:08
4 Among The Lost And Wordless 6:25
5 The Silence Shed A Tear 7:21
6 Clean Cathedral 4:03
7 13th Order 7:15
8 Burn My Rest 9:13

Download:
https://mega.co.nz/#!9t9SgRzQ!Fkkvo8e-OQhE8y2Zg6Q-kSpJ1RD6CQk7W1FvTHGJthU

Killing Joke ‎::: BBC In Concert


Label: Windsong International ‎– WIN CD 068
Format: CD
Country: UK
Released: 1995
Genre: Rock
Style: Alternative Rock

Tracklist:
1 Twilight Of The Mortals
2 Chessboards
3 Kings & Queens
4 Darkness Before Dawn
5 Love Like Blood
6 Sanity
7 Love Of The Masses
8 Requiem
9 Complications
10 Wardance
11 Tabazan
12 Tension
13 Psyche

Download:
https://mega.co.nz/#!5plEXRja!UseskTjFHFSiA5H08ELpvKYy_izb_gmn0yUVfDrio2s

Saturday, May 30, 2015

Das Kombinat ::: Nach Der Wende


Label: Block 4 ‎– b4-13
Format: Cassette
Country: Germany
Released: 1993
Genre: Electronic
Style: Industrial, Minimal

Tracklist
A1 Modulradius    
A2 U-Boot    
A3 Der Regen    
A4 Künstlicher Mensch    
A5 Penetration    
A6 Einsamkeit    
A7 Vernichtungsfabriken    
A8 Fluktuation XII    
B1 Ganz In Weiß    
B2 Wintermärchen    
B3 I/O    
B4 Hydromania    
B5 Einzeltäter    
B6 Berserker Der Moderne    
B7 Objekt Zum Zerstören

Download:
https://mega.co.nz/#!p0FDHSQC!2C2QVaDOdymIkEbbKNIrpp5WlA8UM2SPwyJaD6_qG6E

Data-Bank-A ::: Spiritus Sanctus


Label: K.O. City Studio
Catalog#: K00
Format: Cassette
Country: US
Released: 1983
Genre: Electronic
Style: Industrial, Minimal, Experimental, Synth-pop

Tracklist
01. We Are All Involved    
02. Spiritus Sanctus    
03. Creators    
04. Freedom    
05. Fossils March    
06. Universallanguage    
07. Proceding To Hill #4    
08. On-n-Off-n-On    
09. Subteranian Transport

Download:
https://mega.co.nz/#!Q9MjyKiY!o1GWrDjbhKKY3M2T1nAdcl7il4ScdxV3J2JdgRHnj6E

Friday, May 29, 2015

Null-Läufer ::: Phase Eins


Label: Not On Label (Null-Läufer Self-released) ‎– none
Format: Cassette, C30
Country: Germany
Released: 1983
Genre: Electronic
Style: Synth-pop, Minimal Synth

Tracklist:

Side A

01.0001
02.0010
03.0011
04.0100

Side B

05.0101
06.0110
07.0111
08.1000
09.1001

Download:
https://mega.co.nz/#!RxdRAajR!Luv9jZCRn7kmRERJSVU_BNGUuBKm_2MuXUC50_n94LU

Monday, May 25, 2015

White Hospital ::: Holocaust



Label: Steinklang Industries – SK81
Format: CD, Album, Reissue, Remastered
Country: Austria
Released: 1984
Genre: Electronic
Style: Experimental, Industrial, Power Electronics, Tribal

Tracklist

Holocaust

1 Hymn Of Heaven 2:56
2 Robotomy Operation 2:22
3 Body And Flesh 3:12
4 Transfer-15 2:34
5 Holocaust (Live) 3:37
6 Ginny Voice 2:10
7 Fair Warning 3:09
8 White Hospital 3:11

We Wish You A Merry X'mas

9 We Wish You A Merry X'mas 4:59
10 White Christmas 3:51
11 D.S. Propaganda 3:55
12 Red Wedge 3:32
13 Dirty God 3:46

Download:
https://mega.co.nz/#!AwMCQSoQ!X4CRPgQ_UAiPNUw9f_q6uSJKUfT-HmBXzE4gjGPkYBA

Dissonant Elephant ::: B'iL Sabab


Label: Ganesha Recs – Ganesha 004
Format: CD, Album
Country: France
Released: 30 Nov 1996
Genre: Electronic, Rock
Style: Modern Classical, Neofolk

Tracklist:
1 The Dark Age 2:40
2 Dreamworld 2:52
3 The Scourge Of Their Flesh 3:42
4 Trumpets Of Gold 2:47
5 The Dust Of My Indifference 4:30
6 Resplendent In Divergence 5:05
7 In The Woods 3:42
8 The Inner Light 4:00
9 The Inner War 4:02
10 The Balance 2:38
11 The Fourth Way 5:39
12 Hands 2:00
13 Heart 1:55
14 Soul 1:49
15 Discipline 3:22
16 Be'elzebub 5:37

Download:
https://mega.co.nz/#!Zh8yAI7A!sOje7y4Zw1A5FkAiMEaZuIt8RNpMzAfygYk_QgdROIc

Meisterwerk ::: Meisterwerk


Collaborative effort of three Berlin projects. Released on the excellent German Das Cassetten Combinat label back in 1981. A mix of new wave and experimental, you can't go wrong.

Tracklist:
A1 Akcam La
A2 Que Pas
A3 Noch Lange Nicht
A4 Längst Fällig
B1 Aber Hallo
B2 Urlaub Für Ganz Berlin
B3 Gong A Minute

Download:
https://mega.co.nz/#!91UVwQiB!BjuD6zIniCiN4Uq5CNtFVaq-bWirkkdm0A1iFMGAMCc

Sunday, May 24, 2015

Throbbing Gristle ::: Journey Through A Body






From the back cover: "Recorded in Roma in March 1981. This is the last studio recording by Throbbing Gristle […] It was recorded in five days, a day per body section. No tracks were re-recorded or added to after their day. Each was mixed immediately after recording. No tracks were pre-planned, all tracks are invented directly onto the tape. This record is dedicated to TG, now a terminated mission. […]"

Tracklist:
1a Medicine    
1b Catholic Sex    
2a Exotic Functions    
2b Violencia (The Bullet)    
2c Oltre La Morte, Birth And Death

Download:
https://mega.nz/#!FRIgSCqR!_LVxQxgcPijaReLIno_y8VsJDkImaWO8JhQf3_aAohc

Monoton ‎::: Monotonprodukt 07


Originally released in a limited edition of 500 copies in 1982, it is now a collectors item.  You will not believe this little gem came out all the way back in 1982; saying that it's 'ahead of its time' kind of does no justice to it.  It was light-years ahead of its time. Monoton was founded in 1979 by hypermedia wizard Konrad Becker as an art project that underwent various transformations and collaborations in its exploration of psycho-active sound. A pioneer in experimental electronic music, Becker continued to break new ground in electronic media. Highly recommended!

Tracklist:
A1 Tanzen & Singen    
A2 Tonfolge    
B1 Wasser    
B2 Feuer    
C1 Tanz Auf Dem Strom    
C2 √1 = 1    
C3 J.S.C.A.    
D1 Kurzwellenfunk    
D2 Neu    
D3 Drehung    
D4 Wo Bin I Da?    
D5 Tonspur    
D6 Sägezahn    
D7 Fisch    
D8 Singsang    
D9 Hz. Waltzer

Download:
https://mega.co.nz/#!V8FhlaYC!8ReDbgoMBq6k1wDhYUfijC9qbPngkUmgV0BosiDYw_w

Throbbing Gristle ‎::: Mission Of Dead Souls


Due to the wonderful generosity of iDx we are able to enjoy a true rarity.  Mission of Dead Souls is a recording of the final performance of Throbbing Gristle before their initial breakup. The concert took place in San Francisco on 29 May 1981. Throbbing Gristle's personnel on that night were Genesis P-Orridge, Peter Christopherson, Cosey Fanni Tutti and Chris Carter. This is a Binaural recording, previously unavailable.

Tracklist:
A1 Dead Souls    
A2 Guts On The Floor    
A3 Circle Of Animals    
A4 Looking For The OTO    
A5 Vision And Voice    
B1 Funeral Rites    
B2 Spirits Flying    
B3 Persuasion USA    
B4 Thee Process    
B5 Discipline (Reprise)

Download:
https://mega.nz/#!oMgjgAaD!pZ-b0KYuPvEp8VVL_u8Svj5nV6E-XgaUdnWVbnkOCAI

Saturday, May 23, 2015

Jeff And Jane Hudson ‎::: Flesh



Jeff and Jane Hudson are a duo who are still collaborating to this day. They are known for their classic minimal synth album entitled “Flesh” released in 1982. Jeff and Jane Hudson jump across styles and sounds. Their album Flesh featured industrial echoes and absorbing synth. 

Tracklist:
A1 3 X 3    
A2 Fat Of The Land    
A3 Mystery Chant    
A4 G.S. III    
A5 Operating Instruction    
B1 Pound, Pound    
B2 Up From The Hell    
B3 Help Me    
B4 Small World    
B5 Los Alamos    
C1 Cat Scan    
C2 PCP    
C3 The Girl From Ipanema    
C4 Information    
C5 Guatemala    
C6 Abadan    
D1 Special World    
D2 Mother Told Me    
D3 No Clubs    
D4 Dream

Download:
https://mega.co.nz/#!A9UmXa5D!LuovMAD-sfCydWsVclM4QNIj9-l9YTjTyPH3QChiOrA

Iko ‎::: '83



Seriously some of the best minimal synth/coldwave from the very early 80's.  Yet this particular recording remains criminally unknown.  Time to remedy this.

Tracklist:
A1 Elevator    
A2 Gonadotropic Synthesis    
A3 Subway 49    
A4 Communication Off    
B1 Approach On Tokyo    
B2 Digital Delight    
B3 Model Type A    
B4 Radioactive Mist

Preview:


Download:
http://sh.st/CI82t

Cults and Conspiracies from Diana to Obama by Melanie Phillips




Excerpt from her book 'The World Turned Upside Down: The Global Battle Over God, Truth and Power' which you can buy here: http://www.amazon.com/The-World-Turned-Upside-Down/dp/1594035741


In America, there are an estimated 2,500 cults involving between 3 and 10 million people. Their techniques of mind control are many and various. They include food and sleep deprivation; trance induction through hypnosis or prolonged rhythmical chanting; and “love bombing,” where cult members are bombarded with conditional love, which is removed whenever there is a deviation from the dictates of the leader.

Such cults often promote bizarre theories about conspiracies by agents of the modern world or by extraterrestrial forces. These theories cross political divides, linking neofascist, New Age, Islamist and green groups. Millions of people—including many who wouldn’t have anything to do with any cult—now appear only too eager to believe that the world is controlled by dark conspiracies of covert forces for which there is not one shred of evidence. Once, such theories would have been seen as indications of extreme eccentricity. Now, growing numbers of people treat them as legitimate subjects for debate, creating an infectious kind of public hysteria.

Examples of these conspiracy theories include the notion that AIDS was created in a CIA laboratory, that Princess Diana was murdered to prevent her from marrying a Muslim, and that the 9/11 attack on New York was orchestrated by the Bush administration, in some versions (particularly popular in the Muslim world) aided and abetted by the Israeli Mossad. These notions are all advanced in press articles or in television documentaries as hypotheses to be seriously entertained. The ninety-minute documentary Loose Change, which posits the 9/11 conspiracy theory, was shown on television in the United States and the UK, and was discussed as if it presented a reasonable hypothesis. Although the film was denounced in some quarters as risible, its thesis is believed by a significant number of people and has generated what is known as the “Truther” movement. According to opinion polls, more than a third of Americans suspect that federal officials either facilitated the 9/11 attacks or knew they were imminent but did nothing to stop them, so the government would have a pretext for going to war in the Middle East.[1]

Similarly, thousands of people apparently believe that Princess Diana was murdered at the hands of a conspiracy involving the Duke of Edinburgh, Prince Charles and MI5. The overwhelming evidence that she died because she was not wearing a seat belt when her drunken chauffeur crashed while speeding through a Paris tunnel did not prevent British public opinion from forcing a three-year investigation followed by a long-drawn-out inquest at enormous public expense—all to test out a conspiracy theory that belongs to the realm of fantasy.

On a steadily enlarging fringe, fevered discussions of UFOs, aliens and mind control veer into allegations of conspiracies by hidden elites in the Bilderberg Group of foreign affairs specialists or the Rothschild banking firm, heavily laden with antisemitic paranoia about the alleged sinister power of the Jews.

Books by David Icke, the former soccer player and TV sports presenter who has announced that he is “the son of God,” are bestsellers advancing a mixture of New Age philosophy and apocalyptic conspiracy theory. In these, he argues that Britain will be devastated by tidal waves and earthquakes, and that the world is ruled by a secret group called the “Global Elite” or “Illuminati,” which was responsible for the Holocaust, the Oklahoma City bombing and 9/11, and which he has linked to the iconic text of Jewish conspiracy theory, The Protocols of the Elders of Zion—despite the fact that this was a hoax fabricated by the tsarist secret police at the turn of the twentieth century. Icke has said he is guided by beings on “higher levels” to make such information available to the public.[2]

Meanwhile the forces in the U.S. citizens’ militia movement that were indeed responsible for the Oklahoma City bombing are themselves fueled by similar paranoid conspiracy theories involving hidden elites, secret societies and international organizations and plots featuring everything from UFOs to gun control, Freemasonry to AIDS.

The postreligious Western world is struggling to adjust to a profound loss of moral and philosophical moorings. A consequence of this radical discombobulation is widespread moral, emotional and intellectual chaos, resulting in shattered and lonely lives, emotional incontinence and gullibility to fraud and charlatanry. There is an increasing tendency to live in a fantasy world where irrational beliefs in myths are thought to restore order to chaotic lives, and where psychological projection creates the comforting illusion of control.

In the Western world, there have been two notable instances of this mythmaking in recent years. The first was the fantasy woven around the personality of the late Princess Diana, and the extraordinary passions unleashed by her untimely demise in the Alma tunnel in Paris. It was only with the death of the “People’s Princess” that the extent of Britain’s transformation—from a country of reason, intelligence, stoicism, self-restraint and responsibility into a land of credulousness, sentimentality, emotional excess, irresponsibility and self-obsession—became shatteringly apparent.

Princess Diana was an icon of the new Britain because she embodied the latter characteristics. In a country where epidemic family breakdown and mass fatherlessness testified to a society oblivious to the lethal downside of its culture of instant gratification, Princess Diana—herself the product of a family broken by divorce, a pattern she then replicated in her own marriage breakdown—became a symbol of dysfunctionality redeemed. Her bulimia and the story of her apparent unhappiness with a purportedly cold and unfaithful husband and an unfeeling and callous royal family confirmed her as the national emblem of victimhood. But she was also beautiful and rich, a fashion icon and a future Queen of England. And in her reported stand against the supposedly remote, rigid and repressed royals, she stood for “real” values such as love and kindness. So she became a mythic personality onto whom the public projected the fantasy that she was just like them in the chaos of her personal life but had transcended it all to become a near-sainted figure, laying her hands upon AIDS sufferers or campaigning emotionally against land mines.

It was all rubbish, of course. No one actually knew what she was really like; people just thought they did. Only later did her deeply disturbed, manipulative and selfish behavior become apparent. But since people were unable to distinguish between the true and the ersatz, her death unleashed an orgy of sentimentality. People sobbed in the streets and buried the gates of Kensington Palace, where the Princess had lived, under mountains of cellophane-wrapped bouquets. Indeed, reaction to the death took an explicitly religious form: the shrines of flowers, the praying, the hushed and reverent atmosphere.

This was all vicarious feeling, however. In postreligious Britain, it was devotion at a distance by people who no longer possessed what they still deeply longed for—belief in something beyond themselves, and emotional health and support. It was kitsch emotion over someone they had never known; grief for the death of an imagined personality, which sanctified the elevation of feeling, image and spontaneity over reason, reality and restraint.

Feelings were associated with being a nice and good person, while restraint was seen as evidence of callousness. But feelings were deemed to exist only if they were visible. Tears were good; stiff upper lips were bad. Accordingly, people carried their mourning bouquets like badges of moral worth. The Queen and the Prince of Wales, by contrast, were judged to be cold and heartless because they weren’t weeping or emoting. The scene threatened to become ugly when the public turned savagely against the Queen for failing to fly the Union Flag at half-mast over Buckingham Palace and were mollified only when the monarch, alerted to the dangerous public mood, allowed the people to see how deeply the family had been affected by the tragedy.

This “Dianafication” of the culture is essentially empty, amoral, untruthful and manipulative; eventually people see through it and realize they have been played for suckers. But while the mood lasts—and it can last long enough to create presidents and prime ministers—reason doesn’t have a chance. Warm, fuzzy feelings win hands down because they anaesthetize us to reality and blank out those issues that require difficult decisions. This disorder raises up political icons who achieve instantaneous and unshakeable mass followings of adoring acolytes because they permit the public to suspend judgment and avoid making any hard choices, indulging instead in fantasies of turning swords into ploughshares.

The second conspicuous example of postreligious mythology was the election of Barack Obama to the presidency of the United States—although buyers’ remorse and disillusionment appeared to set in within a few months of his inauguration and soon threatened to swamp his period of office altogether. Obama came to power as a mythic figure, like Princess Diana, who seemed to sublimate and transcend the public’s various cultural traumas. By virtue of the fact that he was half black, he allowed people to fantasize that he would both redeem America’s shameful history of slavery and racial prejudice and bring peace to the world. After all, did he not embody in his own history a fusion of black and white, Muslim and Christian?

Brushed aside were highly troubling details of his personal history: his ambivalence about his fractured identity, his efforts to conceal or misrepresent crucial details about his background, and a pattern of unsavory or radical associations. The fact that his pre-election statements were intellectually and politically incoherent, frighteningly naive or patently contradictory was of no consequence. In his personal story and troubled family background, people imagined they could see someone who had overcome adversity by force of character. Like Princess Diana, he appeared to have emerged from this troubled past committed to spreading peace, love and reconciliation. Instead of waging war, he would bring harmony simply through his personality, charisma and will.

Reason was suspended for the duration; emotion and sentimentality took over. People didn’t want to hear about the anti-white, anti-Western church to which he had belonged for twenty years, nor about his questionable associations with people in Chicago’s corrupt political machine, nor about his friendships with and tutelage by anti-Western radicals. The appeal of the myth he embodied, with its capacity to redeem America, was simply too strong.

After all, the American public had just endured the global ignominy of a president—the embodiment of their nation—who was reviled as a cretinous, bigoted, warmongering, inarticulate, gauche and incompetent cowboy. In Barack Obama, by contrast, they had a political rock star, a global icon and the epitome of cool by virtue of his handsomeness, elegance, laid-back thoughtfulness, apparent intelligence, blessed articulacy (they ignored the teleprompters) and charisma. And he was black to boot. And so by electing him to the presidency they were redeeming both America and themselves, upon whom his reflected glory would shine, illuminating the virtue of those who had the moral clarity and insight to vote for him. Aghast at the murderous and apparently hopeless complexities of defending America against the Islamic jihad, they were seduced by his promise that the exercise of reason would bring an end to conflict. He made them feel good about themselves; he stood for hope, love, reconciliation, youthfulness and fairies at the bottom of the garden.

Obama himself did nothing to dispel this impression. He suggested that he would win the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan. He was going to break the deadlock in the Middle East. He would change the climate (literally). When he won the Democratic Party nomination, he declared that this would be seen as “the moment when the rise of the oceans began to slow and our planet began to heal.” [3]

Presented with this absurd display of hubris and narcissism, Americans reacted by junking rationality altogether and elevating Obama not just to the presidency but to divinity. Early in the election campaign, Oprah Winfrey proclaimed Obama to be “the one. He is the one!” [4] She herself was likened to “John the Baptist, leading the way for Obama to win.” [5] A poll taken in January 2009 just before his inauguration found that his popularity was greater than that of Jesus Christ, Martin Luther King and Mother Teresa. [6] According to Susan Sarandon, “He is a community organizer like Jesus was, and now we’re a community and he can organize us.” [7] A Chicago art student, David Cordero, made a papier-mâché figure of Obama as Jesus, complete with blue neon halo, titled “Blessing.” Cordero explained: “All of this is a response to what I’ve been witnessing and hearing, this idea that Barack is sort of a potential savior that might come and absolve the country of all its sins.” [8] And after Obama’s speech in Cairo in June 2009 reaching out to Muslims, Newsweek editor Evan Thomas declared on MSNBC: “I mean in a way Obama’s standing above the country, above—above the world, he’s sort of God.” [9] The Norwegian Nobel Committee appeared to agree. In October 2009, it caused almost universal astonishment and derision by awarding the Nobel Peace Prize to President Obama for having “created a new climate in international politics,” even though he had not achieved any perceptible advance towards peace anywhere in the world. [10]

The urge to impose some artificial order through myth and fantasy is not confined to the “Princess Obama” syndrome. The climate of unreason has also profoundly affected attitudes on the big issues of the day. Obviously, there are always differences of opinion and interpretation in which one side of an argument will think the beliefs of the other side are false. What is notable about some of today’s debates is the extent to which it has become all but impossible for factual evidence to make any contribution, with pre-existing assumptions framing the discussion and permitting no deviation. Facts are simply ignored as if they didn’t exist, or denied on the grounds that those who bring them forward are either evil or deranged. What follows is a brief examination of four deeply controversial issues from which evidence, reason and logic have been exiled in favor of irrationality, ideology and prejudice—issues on which much of the Western mind has been closed tightly shut.

Notes:
1 Scripps Howard/Ohio University poll, January 8, 2006, http://www.scrippsnews.com/911poll
2 David Icke, The Robots’ Rebellion: The Story of the Spiritual Renaissance, cited in Nicholas Goodrick-Clarke, Black Sun: Aryan Cults, Esoteric Nazism and the Politics of Identity (New York University Press, 2003), pp. 29–92.
3 Text of Barack Obama’s victory speech, June 3, 2008, Associated Press, http://www.breitbart.com/article.php?id=D912VD200&show_article=1
4 New York Daily News, December 10, 2007.
5 New York Times, December 9, 2007.
6 Christianity Today, February 22, 2009.
7 The Hill, January 21, 2009, http://thehill.com/leading-the-news/stars-heap-praise-on-obama-2009-01-21.html
8 MSNBC, April 3, 2007, http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/ 17927102/
9 Newsbusters, June 5, 2009, http://www.newsbusters.org/blogs/kyle-drennen/2009/06/05/newsweek-s-evan-thomas-obama-sort-god
10 Norwegian Nobel Committee, citation for Nobel Peace Prize 2009, http://nobelprize.org/nobel_prizes/peace/laureates/2009/press.html

Trisomie 21 ::: Million Lights


Trisomie 21 is an on again-off again act consisting of brothers Philippe and Hervé Lomprez. The band formed in the early 1980s and takes its name from the condition known as trisomy 21, an chromosome imbalance that causes down syndrome.

Tracklist:
1. The Hazy Ridge
2. Sunken Lives
3. There's A Strange Way This Morning?
4. Sharing Sensation
5. The Rickshaw
6. The Fairylike Show
7. Some Twenty One Miles From The Coast
8. Magnified Section Of Dreams
9. The Clencher
10. Million Lights

Download:
https://mega.nz/#!pdwiyaBY!3smNxxD79iKvRfAEeILOhbZwxappTMFVzTNDpWr7taY

Friday, May 22, 2015

Naked, Covered in Ram’s Blood, Drinking a Coke, and Feeling Pretty Good


One man's journey to Senegal to investigate a tribal cure for depression

I’m not depressed now — but I was depressed for a long time. I lived with blinding depression and had long stretches when everything seemed hopeless and pointless — when returning calls from friends seemed like more than I could do, when getting up and going out into the world seemed painful, when I was completely crippled by anxiety.

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Thursday, May 21, 2015

Swans ‎::: Young God


Released in 1984, through record label K.422. It is also referred to as "Raping a Slave" and "I Crawled", but is officially referred to as Young God by the band.

Young God is considered by critics to be one of Swans' most brutal releases, similar in sound to the band's first two albums, Filth (1983) and Cop (1984), but slightly more experimental, and with subject matter exemplified by the title track, from the point of view of serial killer Ed Gein. One notable element of the release is the use of a chain and metal table in the percussion section.

Tracklist:
A1 I Crawled    
A2 Raping A Slave    
B1 Young God    
B2 This Is Mine

Download:
https://mega.co.nz/#!1oFBjCwT!f9cvoK2P5NuOJxN2rSRPIbgrG7rWZncIvYYpBLtfS-w

Swans ‎::: Failure / Animus


Swans is a band from New York, United States, active from 1982 to 1997, reformed in 2010, led by singer, songwriter and multi-instrumentalist Michael Gira.

Marginally associated with the no wave scene at first, their original sound was slow and extremely heavy, with live performances that were often so brutal and physical that in a number of instances certain audience members were made ill, police were called and venues were shut down. This early physical sound is possibly best heard on the live album Public Castration Is a Good Idea.

Their initial style shifted a little by the time Swans released seminal twin albums Greed and Holy Money. The music had sped up, at times being even more punishing than their earlier output. Drum machines and samples were slightly more prominent. Michael Gira was joined vocally by Jarboe which gave the band a broader sonic range. Tracks featuring Jarboe were often quieter, even pretty, acting as counterpoint to the more harrowing themes on the albums. Over time, this style would come to dominate Swans’ output, although they somehow seem to have been able to make a strummed acoustic guitar seem as brutal as their earlier amped-up assaults. The lush instrumentation of their albums from the late 1980s and the 1990’s anticipated the birth of post-rock.

Swans eventually broke up in 1997; Gira went on to release some solo work, later forming the band The Angels of Light, who continue many of the themes and styles found in (later) Swans. Jarboe releases solo work and frequently works with other bands and artists; recently she released an album with Neurosis, a group clearly heavily influenced by Swans.

Tracklist:
A Failure    
B Animus

Download:
https://mega.co.nz/#!8pkCHBbL!8yhH6tigF3s8V-yMpGLV_YEkPI0rRJyZGUGegrQSUvo

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

Birmingham 6 ::: Mindhallucination


Danish electro-industrial/EBM group founded in 1991 and named after the Birmingham Six, a group of Irish men mistakenly imprisoned for the Birmingham pub bombings. Members include Kim Løhde Petersen and Michael Hillerup.

They took on the name as they focused on injustices worldwide, but particularly in western democratic society. Their lyrics have often been controversial and some radio stations have banned airplay of their songs, while other groups refused to be associated with them.

Tracklist:
1 Birmingham 6
2 Israel '94
3 6794700
4 All Around The Watchtower
5 Lovechild
6 Mindhallucination
7 This Girl '94
8 Who Do You Love? (Evil)
9 Contagious
10 Radicals

Download:
https://mega.co.nz/#!R4MXUZoK!V1doAe41DE_VE53A4US7dsksURHehbz0o9m2N0Uzvws

Ravenous ::: Phoenix


Ravenous is a synthpop/electro band from Germany, formed in 1995. Side projects consist of Funker Vogt in conjunction to Fusspils 11 and also Fictional. Recommended.

Tracklist:
1 Religion
2 Between The Worlds
3 Shooting Star
4 Soulless
5 Drowning Land
6 The Abbey
7 Lost In The Dark
8 What Would It Be Like...?
9 My Name
10 Heart Of Stone

Download:
https://mega.co.nz/#!Fl02TDab!wdqMbppZc--AVuW2bg7WmH4UaNfgUi4qkU5LIc-8riM

Controlled Fusion ::: No Retreat


A collaborative East/West project between programmer Steffan Schuhrke & vocalist Dennis Ostermann (In Strict Confidence).

Formed in 1995, Controlled Fusion has been paving the way to a new form of underground music. With roots grounded in the 80's, Controlled Fusion has worked hard at creating a perfect "fusion" between the sounds of yesteryear & the progressions of the new millennium. If this is any indication of things to come, then Controlled Fusion is well on their way to bridging the gap between generations & setting a new standard for things to come in the not so distant future.

Tracklist:
A1 Destroyed Hopes
A2 Salvation
A3 Torture
A4 Technique (94-Mix)
A5 Fusion Ray

Download:
https://mega.co.nz/#!RgcCiA6C!SjtArmEmzmph0LVZE1k8TvYHWiaRPG6SOvTyvglE0Rk

Sunday, May 17, 2015

Gultskra Artikler Berezka / Lanterns ::: Monkey Lament


Berezka / Monkey Lament is a split LP by two acts from the realm where acoustics, electronica, and drones meet. I haven’t held the actual LP, so I can’t provide any details on its production and presentation, but the music alone is in this case reason enough to look into this release.

Russian, currently Moscow-based, project Gultskra Artikler covers side A with three fascinating experimental tracks that combine crackles, samples, drones, and otherworldly melodies. Elements like these are combined in such a way that it reminds me of different musical styles, yet it all remains somewhere in between. This is precisely the strength of these tracks, which are varied but consistent in high quality. Difficult to describe, but “electronics and acoustics in an exciting mix” comes a long way.

Lanterns I’ve heard before, whilst appearing with them on Larkfall‘s Reynardine compilation, and now these English improvisationists are back with two extensive tracks of folky drone. I understand that Lanterns tracks are live jams, and that each depends on a certain magic happening during the recording. Well, this is definitely the case here. “Snake Ice” is based more on a synth drone, while “Dir Tup” has heavy guitar and flute overtones, but both are interesting, albeit not extremely original drone tracks.

It should be clear that this split LP is certainly recommended if you’re into freefolk, drones, experimental electronica, or ideally all of the above. Two promising projects have joined forces on an excellent offering here.

Tracklist:

Gultskra Artikler:
1. Pervie Gusli (4:15)
2. Figase (5:08)
1. Berezka Take 2 (3:19)

Lanterns
4. Snake Ice (7:57)
5. Dir Tup (4:44)

Download:
https://mega.co.nz/#!EpkwAByC!S1thL_e8njnDzJsM-dSog7i15GqN06Sp2ETe1GTQ4d0

Throbbing Gristle ::: The Second Annual Report









Originally released in 1977, this is the re-mastered 1991 version.

Recorded in their rehearsal space and at various grubby gigs onto a Sony cassette recorder in a defiantly lo-fi manner in 1977, Second Annual Report makes an oddly recalcitrant candidate for a remastering job. Music this deliberately weedy was never going to please audiophiles, and the wags at Industrial Records know that even today this record is a tough sell. For sheer sangfroid, it's hard to beat a press sheet that boasts, "Contains three different versions of 'Slug Bait', a song about eating a baby." Talking about killing people isn't necessarily interesting (hello, Foster the People), but when I hear Genesis P-Orridge describe a businesslike psychopath butchering a family ("I cut his balls off with my knife (KNIFE); I make him eat them right there in front of his pregnant wife (WIFE)"), I still blink and twitch a little. The creeping dread "Slug Bait" achieves lies not in the lyrical body count but in the hiccupping repetition of trigger words as Gen's vocal longjumps from a casual speaking voice to a garbled shriek, and in the deliberate misfit between the vocal's desperation and the detuned pastoral synths smeared underneath.

It's hard to say whether this was a raising or a lowering of the bar, but the bunker mentality of "Industrial" subculture as a power-obsessed stance of aesthetic nihilism wedded to nasty, lo-fi noise was born on this record, leaving a bloody trail for Wolf Eyes, Brainbombs, Prurient, and others to follow into the present moment. As if that were not prescient enough, Second Annual Report counterbalances the bloodthirsty yang of its first eight songs with the yin of its long, brooding final track, the gauzy, scuttling, 20-minute soundtrack to the Coum Transmissions film "After Cease to Exist". Which is to say that, in 1977, TG already forecasted the ongoing migration of noise dudes toward new age (take a bow, James Ferraro), a sea-change which has been recursively washing over the underground for the past several years.

Anyway, it's a must have.

Tracklist:
1 Industrial Introduction 1:04
2 Slug Bait - ICA 4:21
3 Slug Bait - Live At Southampton 2:46
4 Slug Bait - Live At Brighton 1:10
5 Maggot Death - Live At Rat Club 3:00
6 Maggot Death - Studio 4:35
7 Maggot Death - Southampton 1:37
8 Maggot Death - Brighton 0:57
9 "After Cease To Exist" - The Original Soundtrack To The Coum Transmissions Film 20:19
10 Zyclon B Zombie 3:52
11 United 4:04

Download:
https://mega.nz/#!UVoiFaRS!D8m83ARNFH8bl9CjexgV772Fb-TMbqt8nX-wbN16aXg