The Shared Birth Date

Besides having the same father's name, Haji Omar Bin Ismail and Hazrul Bin Ismail - the two important men in my life also share the same birth date.

Sharing the same birth date make me notice that they also share some commons - other than their smoking habit (bakal mentua dan menantu itu smoking togede dengan rileknya walopon bakal menantu kunun-kunun segan nak smoking depan bakal mentua pada mulanya,geng kata fiance-cet!)Both of them are animal lovers,they are not into spicy food,they are creative and inventive (both of them used to condemn my wrapping and significant other used to tease my full of love handmade card;p) and they are unpredictable (my least favorite one- when i misinterpret the current mood and situation).

One of them was there for me on my very first breathing day while another one would hold my hand until the very last day of my breath, I hope:)

However I also glad that they do not share the same blood type. I just couldn't imagine my father and my future husband to have the very same profile. Abah was fierce during his younger days with his children so I don't want my future father to my future children to be in the same boat.Hiks.

Dear Abah,

Apparently being a middle child and always aways from home appeared to be the reason why we are not so close. Plus I prefer to talk and share everything with late Mama. As Mama gone and I am getting older and wiser I tried so hard to bridge the relationship and still trying.I may seem ignorance but I do care and love you.

Happy 63rd birthday and may Allah bless you always (the very same line I gave him early this morning)

Dear Abang,

I can't wish you a happy birthday in person but I will spend the whole day with happy thoughts of you.Meeting you was a fate but to fall in love with you is beyond my control.After all these years, I still can't help myself from falling helplessly for you every single day.

Happy 19th birthday (*wink2*) and with Allah's love may this birthday be just the beginning of a year filled with happy memories, wonderful moments and shining dreams.(it was so amusing listening to ur delightful laugh when i told u about the hidden box.Hepi Thaipusam as well Sayang ;p)

Wanita itu...

Source : Ema's blog-Thanks dear sis:)

I want to be that woman.
I will be that woman.

Kosentrasi

Nampak perbezaannya?

Semuanya boleh diubah dengan kosentrasi yang lebih walopon anda mempunyai kehebatan bermultitasking.



Morale of the picture?
Jangan menggoreng sebarang bentuk kuih-muih sambil melayari internet.

Tapik i ok ja.I memang suka cucoq garing-garing cemtuh.I am a gud multitasker.

Muahahaha.

**taktik menyelamatkan diri**

Sleepy Like A Cat

Source: OCPetPhoto

I am having this sleepy like a cat syndrome ( I dunno why shud me and Bed always compare cat with a sleeping habit) for these past few days. I am not into sleeping in a daylight habit so my sleeping time would be within 11pm.

My sleepy like a cat syndrome is so detestable. It already happened last year and it start to happened again. I would fall asleep within 8pm and would wake up at midnite for several times which is very annoying. It would be ok when it happened on weekend so I could continue sleeping but when it happened on weekdays, as school starts at 7.10am, and I need to wake up at 6am ++ it would be so irritating.

So I dah ada solution skang. I slept at 8.15pm just now and set the alarm for 10pm and manage to wake up at 10.20pm for solat Isya'. Hari-hari terkena syndrome neh ja I need to practice myself in doing this i guess.Tido lama sangat pon memenatkan jugak.Haish,terganggu i punya biological clock cemnih.

At 10pm++ i received a message from significant other -"Oyasumi ;)". Replying his gudnite wish, I cudnt help grinning as I just woke up.I neh siap sampai Paris and transit kat KLIA balik dah ha.(He also has a habit of sleeping before 11pm on weekdays.Hiks)

So,I am now helping myself to resleep again.

Gudnite everyone.

Misi 10.10.10 yang gagal )=

Cik Huda ngan Inchek Hazrul plan nak akad nikah on 10.10.10.

Selain dari tarikh yang cantik, Abang cakap senang nak ingat tarikh nikah.Ye-besday tunang dia pon dia tak ingat after all these years.Birthdate dia pon kadang-kadang dia lupa ok!Well,that's my dear fiance.

Smalam while having a conversation with Abah,he asked wether we already have a date for our ceremony. Kenduri kat kampung Cik Huda ada pakat aka kelab,Abah i nak book tarikh la.So I said we plan for the solemnization on 10.10.10 (everytime i type the date my heart broke) and kenduri during school holiday. Then Abah said,it would be better if just do both occasion on the same day. Kesian sebelah Hazrul nak mai banyak-banyak kali.Aku pon tak payah banyak-banyak kali nak balik.Kalo ikot aku sumpah la aku tak kesah but my brother and sister cudnt make it because the date is not on school holiday.

I told my significant other just now.I know he also feel a little bit upset but he just being relax.He said that we could choose late November or early December because Hari Raya Haji would be on 17th and 18th November-susah orang nak balik sat-sat.Tapik bleh tak dia buat lawak:

Him:Kita buat Sabtu la,Ahad orang dah kerja kan?
Me: Haish,Perlis barat ok,hari Ahad cuti la sayang.Yang kerja hari Ahad tuh zaman sebelom Jepun nuh.

Haha.

To have a thought of it,rasa macam lambat ja lagik tapik since we are long distance it would be hard for us to manage all the stuff last minute.

Urm..Tak pa la.Ada apa dengan tarikh kan.Yang penting Cik Huda,Inchek Hazrul,wali ,saksi, ijab dan kabul:)

Smalam serious rasa kekecewaan itu,tapik since significant other relax dan tenang-Cik Huda pon menerima dengan redha.Bed always rite - I just need to be triggered some positive support from significant other then i'll be ok!

Thanks Abang,eventhough I'll be ur lifetime pom-pom but u never failed to be my best emotion's antidote.Even when u never have realized it.

What Type of Wife I will be?

She was doing her laundry and decided to spend her time doing quizzes in Facebook while finishing it.

Huda took the What Type of Wife are you or will you be? quiz and the result is :

Encourager

You are your husband's number 1 fan, you are his main cheerleader!! You love to make him feel good and you set a tone and atmosphere in your home that cultivates transparency and openess because he knows that you are on his team. Always make sure you balance the encouragement with constructive critcism and accountability and you will be happy all of your days.

P/S: Deary,I'll be your lifetime pom-pom girl:)

The easing of an anxiety

I just returned from my interview for post confirmation at Kudat just now. Me and Che Nie left for Kudat yesterday at 6.40am plus. As the water from Sg Kabatasan overflow to the main road ,the prebet sapu driver waited for almost 30 minutes in order to wait for the water level to decrease.Che Ni just accompanied me because she was not called for this session.

We managed to arrive at Kudat within 11am and looking for a hotel with an easy access for a transport.With RM88 we managed to stay at a hotel room with a lot of facilities (eventhough the tv channels available are TV1,TV2 and followed by another 6 chinese channels-sungguh i rasa macam melancong kat Hong Kong.Muahahahaha)



Saya kelam-kabut in the morning as I realized I left my nametag.Bed said wait till abang luku kepala u.Haha.Harus la i tak berani nak mengadu manja sama abg sebab dah berapa kali kena pesan suh bawak suma barang.Huhu.

Memula kena tanya pasal latar belakang je pastuh kena tanya pasai Falsafah Pendidikan Kebangsaan - i blajar pedagogi dalam English so yang I tau National Education Philosophy and i mula confuse Falsafah Pendidikan Kebangsaan dan Falsafah Pendidikan Negara sama ke tak tapik i yakin ja jawab kan.Yang penting confident ok.Sampai la i kena tanya soalan yang berbunyi:

Dato Panel : Tadi Huda kaitkan Falsafah Pendidikan Kebangsaan dengan Pelan Induk Pembangunan Pendidikan.Boleh senaraikan kesemua teras dalam pelan tu?

Cik Huda:Blalablabla(harus la flying colors,aku hafal yang tuh ja.Haha)

Datok Panel:Tadik teras nombor 4,memperkasakan sekolah kebangsaan kan?Apa dia ciri yang diterapkan untuk memperkasakan sekolah kebangsaan tu?Selama ni tak ade sampai la PIPP ni diwujudkan.Boleh Huda cerita?

Cik Huda:(Sumpah aku tak de idea-pandai-pandai ja dok kaitkan semua benda dan menjerut leher sendiri,but i smiled and answer confidently)Maaf datok,saya tak pasti.(Saya jujur)

Datok Panel:Penggunaan bahasa ibunda Huda.

Cik Huda:Ye Datok.Penambahan mata pelajaran Bahasa Mandarin dan Bahasa Tamil dalam sekolah kebangsaan.Sebab tu la pihak ibu bapa akan menjadikan sekolah kebangsaan sebagai sekolah aliran perdana. Ini la ciri penting dalam memperkasakan sekolah kebangsaan(demmit,cemana aku bleh ilang ingatan tadik)

Datok Panel:Smiling broadly dan bersetuju(Aku rasa dlm ati dia mesti kata,aku panel ke dia yang panel)

Lepas tuh ada la dia suh citer pasal Human Capital la,pasai P&P and some other things.I kan suka cakap dengan laju dan kalot pastuh siap dok perbetul ayat bila terkeluar perkataan English(well,akak kan omputeh.Neh I cemus intebiu formal neh).Ayat Datok Panel pada i:

Tak pe Huda,jangan kalot.Rilek je.Kita sembang-sembang je neh.(Datok neh,i mana ada sembang pasai National Education Blueprint dengan kenkawan)

Alhamdulillah everything went well.As for me la.Lulus tak lulus tuh belakang citer.Yang penting dah lepas.

Insya Allah lepas kan?Amin.



To fiance dear,thanks for the pray and support.
To Bed,Wafa and Kak Long,thanks for the everything.
To others,thanks jugak-tetiba terasa cam baru terima award kat Golden Globe.haha)

P/S:Datok panel is a very nice person.Kalo saya jadik Puan Sri,saya jempot Datok gih open house umah saya.

Kehidupan Hujung Minggu Yang Penuh Dengan Onak Duri

Gara-gara nak pergi interview next Wednesday,Che Nie and I decided to not go to KK this weekend.Alang-alang nak ke Kudat so tak payah nak bersusah banyak-banyak kali keluar.Tambah pulak sekarang asyik hujan,so we decided to stay home.

But guess wut happened?
This is the most terrible weekend we ever had at Pitas I think.

On Friday - the electricity only available from 5pm to 7.30pm.
On Saturday - the electricity only available from 6.30 to 9.30pm.
On Sunday - worst case scenario, not available at all.
Today - just returned at 2pm ++.

As Sabah hit by flood so does our area. Luckily Kanibongan tak banjir as for the time being.Last year banjir sebab time hujan lebat tu,air pasang.Tapik still we are stranded here as jalan ke Pitas and Kota Marudu dah naik air.

So I agak cuak samada esok boleh kuar darik sini ke tak untuk ke Kudat for my interview thingy.Sebabnya kalo lepas ke Pitas pon,nak gih Kota Marudu and tros ke Kudat banyak lagik spot-spot banjir.Kalo la sungai belakang umah I neh bleh tros sampai Kudat..

Alhamdulillah hari neh cuaca agak cerah,so berharap air boleh surat.Walopon langit tak berapa cerah tapi mendung tak bererti hujan kan?

Insya Allah.Amin.

Hujan yang turun bagaikan mutiara

Tajuk blog yang sungguh meruntun jiwa dan romantik.

Actually this entry got nothing that would pull down your soul or hidden romanticness.I simply wrote due to heavy rainfall outside.Saya sungguh bersyukur dengan rahmat Tuhan yang satu sebab at least tak de la panas terik dan terpaksa bermandi haba bila blackout but at the same time I am feeling a little bit uneasy for my interview next week at Kudat.

Pitas and Kudat usually hit by flood until Chinese New Year.Kalo banjir cemana I nak gih interview?

Ya Allah,Kau permudahkanlah urusan hambamu ini.Amin..

Being a SO CALLED jurulatih olahraga

I saw a letter on my desk when I returned from class with a tittle written,

PERKARA :LANTIKAN SEBAGAI JURULATIH OLAHRAGA

Haish!!!Aku pon bawak surat tuh ke meja Herty,

Me:Neh sapa pulak lantik aku jadik jurulatih ni?Ini boleh buat aku marah.
Herty:Bukan kau saja,aku pon.Kita kena turun jam 3 mulai hari ni.

Then I saw Cikgu Chang tersengih-sengih.Cess!Kompem dia yang kasik nama.Last year aku dah rentung time sukan peringkat zon gara-gara menjadi penjaga masa untuk acara padang.Sket lagik je aku nak masukkan claim untuk facial sama Boss.

Haha.

So at 2.55pm aku gih lepak kat kantin dulu ngan Che Nie when I received message from Herty.

Aku baru bangun .Tunggu sat noh.Haha. - Cet!

Tapik ari neh jadik jurulatih sampingan je.Hiks!

Ticer tengah memantau

Herty watak pembantu

Memantau secara online.Haha.

Mendung tak bererti hujan

Due to our laziness,unsatisfactory health and new house syndrome,both me and Che Nie decided to not cook until we move to our new house.So,for the 1st time ever..I stressed it again,for the 1st time ever after a year living here,we went to kedai mak cik on weekend.

Well,being the only bachelorette Tanah Melayu teachers here,kena la jaga reputasi sebagai anak dara rajin memasak di rumah.Kedai mak cik is a famous loitering place for most of the teachers from Tanah Melayu and situated just next to our house.Kira boleh main jenguk dan order la kalo nak.

Haha.

And after those regular customers no longer lingered there,we went.After ordering the food and were having a chat, a group of non local customers arrived.One of them asked Che Nie,
"Ada nasi ka?"

Che Nie dengan kereknya menjawab(dia dah la tengah pening),
"Tak tau.Tanya Mak Cik."

I couldn't help myself from bursting out laugh.

Che Nie:Amboi,dia ingat aku tokei kedai agaknya.
Me:Ko agak-agak la.Dah kalo dengan tudung indon neh,ngan selipar jepun agak-agak dia bersalah tak?
Che Nie:Apesal dia tak tanya kau?
Me:Aku cantik sket la.Haha.

Tapik murah rezeki kitorang pastuh.Mungkin derang rasa bersalah kot,time kitorang nak bayar Mak Cik cakap dah dibayar pon.Murah rezeki derang jugak.

My significant other's morning joke-Langit tak selalu cerah

He called me early in the morning.As it supposed to be his time to go working,I wondered why.Kalo setakat nak bagik morning wish usually after he arrives to office.And the mystery revealed.

Huda,kunci spare keta kat mana?

Aik??Aku dengan tgh kelepet tudung terkocoh-kocoh nak gih skolah neh pon tak teringat ada kat Perlis.So sebok la dok cari.Pastuh aku baru teringat time raya ari tuh aku bawak balik.Tanya balik Jiha,dia kata memang ada kat umah.

Masalahnya,dah suh abah tengok tapik tak jumpak.Nak tunggu adik balik skolah dah lambat plak.Luckily Dik La ada kat Penang,so he fetched her (He hardly knows jalan in Penang so it such a great triump for him to manage getting there.My sistha siap membebel to him for being orang Penang) and went to Kg Batu Bertangkup.

Yep,he was on leave plus he blocked another two cars.Ahaks.

He called when they reached Gurun.

Me:Terernya Abang sampai ke Sungai Ara!

Him:Hah!Abg kan orang Penang.Mestilah terel.Sementara nak sampai tuh sempat la Abg berkenalan dengan beberapa orang-tanya orang la tuh.

Haha.

He tracked all the places he went last nite.Luckily Dik La managed to find the spare key. at home.Kot tak,tak pasai-pasai nak kena spend RM700 just for the sake of the key.Baguih buat shopping barang hantaran.

Usually it was me who always known for her clumsiness-tinggal ic,tinggal kunci,tinggal wallet.Takkan dah terkena penyakit clumsy Huda kot Abg?Seb baik dia yang ilangkan,kalo aku yang ilangkan kompem kena ceramah free;p

Somehow I found that he was so adorable being in this situation-given the fact that he is the proper organize one.Hiks!

Back To School

When I arrived at school early this morning,assembly was already half way. Grinning, I entered the office for the attendance. I am still in morning session and wud be a class teacher for 6 Melur.

Plus I would teach all three standard 6 classes.Haish.They surely wud be deadmeats!!So am I!!!

Pepagi buta aku dah membebel kat budak kelas aku as they entered the class through the back door and simply sat.Pantang btol Ticer.I asked them to go out,knocked and entered tru the front door.Tak pe, apart from English,this year I also wud teach them Morale Education.Abeh la hampa.Besides arranging the class, I just give them some simple rules.Lepas ni baru akan busy sebab nak arrange derangnya bantuan pakaian la-kena jadik tailor,amik ukuran sesorang.Ajar darjah 6 jugak akan menyebabkan aku bakal menjadi pendata entry yang berjaya.

Ust Ismail yang sebok berjuang dengan komputer baru opis

Melapangkan diri di opis bersama Che Nie sambil try wifi skolah

Standard 1 yang bersemangat ke sekolah

Pastuh this year kurang lagik sorang guru Semenanjung as Ustaz Anuar dapat transfer balik gih Pahang(sudah la kau Nuar!).So only 4 of us left not including secondary school's teachers.

Dapat ja jadual kelas,mata aku ngan Herty dah berpinar-pinar.Suma kelas kitorang start 7.10am.Tak dapat lagik berlenggang kangkung di awal pagik.Akunya kelas 990 minit while Herty's 1050 minutes.

Hip hip Horey!!

Ke arah kecemerlangan pendidikan.

**Pengsan**

A wonderful short love story - Watching Recommended

SIGNS

Kak long dedicated to me this short muvi due to my so called hopeless romanticness more than a month before and I only managed to watch it yesterday.

Haha.

She shrieked when I told her that I didnt watch it yet last time we when went to watch 2012 together.Luckily there were no parit or sungai nearby.Kalo tak kompem dah terhumban kat dalam tuh(I am exxeggerating.Haha.)

Well Kak Long,it such an adorable 12 minutes short movie and I cudnt stop smiling to watch it.

Thank you for making my day:)

Return to Sabah

I took off at 10.05 am yesterday.

So significant other sent me to the airport at 7.50am plus.Cam ramai gila orang naik from Penang to Kota Kinabalu.Counter check in sampai 5.Line tak payah cakap la,panjang berjela.Dah la significant other terpaksa mengangkut backpack kekaseh seberat 13kgs plus her 5kgs hand luggage.Sempat plak tuh dia exercise time beratur tuh.Haha.

Beratur pon sebok ja nak amek gambar Mak Cik neh

Agak lama gak beratur,at 9.05am lps check in gih melantak McD pepagi buta.Significant other terpaksa mengorangputehkan diri beliau demi menjaga perut bersama (he always teases me of being orang puteh bila i nak membalun steak.Cet!)9.25am patotnya dah bleh masuk boarding hall but rasa cam buhsan gila nak masuk nganga sesowang.Salu naik kat KL ada Che Nie.Syahdu plak rasa bila pusing blakang tengok significant other dok tunggu.

So kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that u wait for me,
Hold me like u never let me go,
Cause i'm leaving on a jet plane,
Lalalalalala

Drama btol Cik Huda neh.Masuk je la.

Her sour fresh orange and and his bitter coffee

He is doing the quality check

After a month plus leaving Pitas behind, memula sampai Kota Kinabalu smalam rasa cam terawang-awang ja.Baru ja meninggalkan airport Penang,after 3 hours.. tada!!

I just reached Kanibongan at around 7pm plus.And the normal phenomenon occurs-no phone line after 7.Takkan la lepas sebulan tak elok2 lagik acara upgrade coverage neh.Luckily when we (me and Che Nie) arrived the electricity is there but Astro is out ( i make the payment ok!).Due to our starvingness, selamba gih makan kat kedai mak cik dengan muka berminyak after 4 hours journey.Siap ajak Zamri,jiran yang sedang menyapu sampah di depan rumah join dan berupdet gosip Kanibongan.Haha.

Suprisingly,Kanibongan tidak dilanda banjir,bukan mintak but salunya time-time neh ujan lebat.Allah nak bagik chance para pendidik pulang berbakti neh.Hiks.

Penatnya nak mengemas.Esok je la.

Well Sabah,i'm back!!

So Long 2009

How time passed by.I feel like we just hit 2009 yesterday and it already gone.

I think 2009 left a lot of best memories.And there were lot of gud things happened to my life.Here goes the two toplist:

I got posted to Pitas- a starting of my real career life.I'm doing something that I have a passion to.Eventhough I always mumble about the place i got posted,things I needed to do,new environment i needed to adapt..Still I cudn't stop loving my job.

I got engaged to the man I love - a starting point for my lifetime contentment.To have a family of my own.A husband to be adored and children to be cherished.

WELCOME 2010!!!

I dun feel like having any resolution for this year as I hardly able to accomplish one.

Haha.

But i will pray may all the happiness in the world will become mine and every person I love and care about.

Amin.