TrudgeAlongMyNothingness

Malam seusai majlis pertunangan Along, kami sekeluarga lepak-lepak macam biasa. Ada yang online, ada yang tengok TV, ada yang mengunyah dan macam-mcam lagi. Aku terus transfer gambar-gambar yang diambil ke dalam laptop.  Ayah kemudian tanya " Ada movie baru? " Aku terus ON hard disk yang aku bawak tu dan kami duduk kat cushion sambil membelek arkib movies yang aku ada. "Huh..ni sume movie ni? Banyak movie" "Hehehe..ayah nak movie yang camne?" "Yg macam NCIS penyiasatan tu" "TV series takde yoh. Ada movie je...saya punya banyak kung-fu2 lawan-lawan. Yang tembak-tembak nak ayah?" "Boleh la" Jadi kami duduk la sambil ctrl+click mana movies yang ayah nak copy. Mana yang tajuk cam best ayah akan tanya la citer apa. So, aku akan citer la sinopsis dia. Kalau berkenan kami copy la ke dalam hardisk ayah plak. Tapi mana yang aku pn tak tau citer apa tu yang payah skit. Pakat copy je. Yang camni, kami terpaksa la bukak tgok m...

Cembam : Eh, aku balik kampung tau dengan ateh n acik. Ponteng skolah hari sabtu ni. Suami comel : Ni kira mintak izin ke ni?? Haa..gi la balik kampung. Ko memang selalu ponteng aktiviti kan..apa de hal. Cembam : Lebih kurang la. Hahaha..hampeh kau. Biarla diorang nak kata apa. Suami comel : Ujan ni. Tak main tenis. Nak balik la tgok adamaya episod akhir. Perbualan text antara aku dan nyai ku sebelum aku balik dari opis. Aku rasa aku tgok 5 episod je Adamaya ni. Tp sebab last episode and kebetulan ujan yg membantutkan hari tenis aku, kebetulan lagi satu aku naik keta. Aku pn chow pukul 6. Flyover Sri Kembangan tu terpaksa la kejam potong line. Kalau aku tak buat orang lain buat..maafkan daku. Sambil duduk layan Adamaya, housemate sorg pn tak balik lagi, aku teruskan meseg ngan Nyai ku. Cembam : Acik bawak CT, Ateh bawak Myvi. Aku jadi mem je. Pening kepala la Suami comel : Ko memang. Semedang jadi mem suh org lain bawak keta ko. Bila depa eksiden langgar calar ko marah. L...

Fcuk Fuck!!! Where did I put those F**kin keys!!!  I was thrashing the living room and the sofas. My housemate were helping me as well while sighing. " Heiii..it's so you~~ misplaced every single thing you owned . Not here. All clear ". " Arghhh!!!!. I really think that I've already put them in my bag before I leave the house with my wife coz I remembered asking her to lock the door. Of course that's because I knew that I had the key somewhere in..well, one of the bag" . But the " really think " part is rarely convincing. I just lost my Wardina's (my motorcycle) key and the house key that has just been duplicated for me by my housemate. We just changed the door knob. Arrr~~~ I phoned my mom asking her if by chance she saw my keys with the orange alarm left at my sis's house or inside WanHayati (my car which just recently becomes my dad's). " Takde. I've searched everywhere.The car, the house. Nothing . Try asking yo...

Musim hujan dh bermula. Mlm tadi alhamdulillah sempat main satu set sblum hujan turun mencurah dengan pantas dan sekejap. Ku ingat lenjun la kiranya pulang ke rumah..tp rupanya dh tak hujan pulak on the way balik. So, mujur juga. Kot terdemam pulak kan. Hujan skang bukan bersih sgt dh. Sempat la design balik tu 2 lg page utk album kawan aku si Zaim tu. Yeah..sikit lagi..dh lebih separuh dh. Mlm ni aku akan buat lagi 2 page insyaAllah. Hopefully sabtu ni aku leh anta printing lah. Turun s.alam..ada yg mau date ngan aku?? Hehehe!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Oh gambar atas adlh satu drpd gmbr yg aku amik umah klien sabtu lepas. Umah besar klien aku tu..tema turqoise dia mmg cun beb..sangat menawan. Aku mmg nk buat warna ni utk turn aku nnt. Tp cm dh busan plak byk kali nmpk pasangn pakai warna ni. Cm stick pada warna pink je. Comei2 lak tu aweks2 kat kenduri tu..Hehhehe. Sib baik la aku ni dh tunang. Kalau tidak..panjat daun la juge..aha...

I was on M.C today. Woke up this morning feeling a bit aching on my spine when it soothed me only by lying on my back. I tried to get up, but I didn't really feel comfortable with my spine. I didn't feel really well, the clock was ticking past 9.35a.m and that's when I decided to take the day off. It has been around 2 weeks of an ON and Off fever. I would feel OK in the morning but started to feel sick when I walked into my office. The aircond, the air ventilation..I think it's already contaminated by the viruses in the air. Some of my colleagues have already took a medical leave. So, I thought..why not. Plus, I've already settled most of my tasks in the office. I rang my boss and told me that I would be Off today. He didn't sound surprised anyway. I've already have this sore throat this week that makes me sound like the frog trying to sing Nickelback's song. So, my boss said just rest with a very caring voice and my guilt disappeared right after that.=]...

Huuu~~~~~. I kinda feeling ill. Fever, but without the headache. I don't really give a damn of my fever unless the irritating headache comes in package. The one without the headache just need a sweating afternoon and the next day I would be fine. Well, that's if the next day I'm not gonna be inside a room or a workspace so cold till you cant fill the tip of your fingers. So, usually when I have a fever and I just swallowed some pills, played like usual, the next morning I would feel better. But when the moment I walk into my office, the chilling air-cond would make me sick again..Sometimes, my fever would going On and Off for 3 weeks because of this..ahaha!!! Well, that's because I didn't take an M.C or proper rest for it. The blogging mood keep on dimmer and dimmer. Especially when I was pretty busy for the past 3 weeks. Tennis almost every night and when I was so eager to update my blog, I swtiched on my lappy and connected to the so called broadband...there goes...

Huhu..gi blog en penyubiru..ada benda ni..Sebelum aku dpt menyempatkn diri utk entri sebenar..buat sat pn sonot. Aku tak nilai blog main aku..mmg tak mahal pn..ahahha!!! Korg ada sbgi penyeri pn dh cukup. SO aku try blog efendism aku..mmg murah jugak..tp cuba korg tgok worldwide rank aku. No 7 tu!!! Gila babisss...top 10. Tgok pengunjung aku tiap bulan...juta juta tu...!!! So, kesimpulannya, ini application takleh caya sangat...sekiannnn

Kembali bekerja pagi ini. Membesit menyelusuri jln lengang ke cyberjaya dengan kelajuan yg mampu membunuh dgn mudah. Terasa lain sdkit perasaan pegi keja pagi ni sbb sblum ni berpuasa...ni hari pertama keje tak puasa..huhu. Mlm tadi dh lyan tenis dh..mmg gian. Mlm ni mungkin main lagi. Mmg byk emel yg menunggu..semak mata..serabut..sllnya kalau aku cuti dlm 47 email je..kali ni smpi 140 plus email..fuhh..senak beb mata nk belek satu2. Nk catch up lak ngn isu2 yg user hadapi. Tp wat skit2..ni tghri dh ok skit. tu leh blog. Lgpn manager dr belanda sudah mari..dok tepi aku..aiyaaa..kacoo kacoo. Kena blog time dia lunch, yakni skang. Umah no.15 sblum ni menghadapi mslah pencemaran udara. Bila bukak pintu..atau anda smpi je umah..haruman taik kucin yg menusuk lubang idong akan terus menyerang. Pergh..cam gampang beb. Disebabkan ada tanah tanih ntah dtg dr mana kat laman aku, kucing2 telah menjdikan tempat tu sbg public toilet diorg..mmg cilake beb. Kat atas pasir, atas rumput..yg terbaru at...

I don't really feel hungry today. Just a bit thirst, thanks to the free drinks provided here, my throat has been so used to the continuous refill of nescafe, carbonated drinks and iced lemon tea. Ahh..feeling more thirsty now. Ekekeke. Ok, Wafa called me yesterday to inform me that the original venue for our blogger fast-break session needs to be changed due to the ambiguity of it's halal status. Wafa's voice sounds manje la in the phone...ekeke. Masy is feeling so happy and currently is looking for the best venue for us. She said she's already found a place and going to check it out this evening. Go Baby..if the food is not that tasty...geget kau!! Uuu..sounds ecchi!! Ahahahaha!! I find having nothing to do in the evening is so boringgg!! I don't know how you guys could stand it every days for years!! Ahahaha!! Watching TV or astro, surfing..urgh..sweatless and so not healthy. My sister would ask me to play badminton with her after we finished all the errands and ...

Hari ni pas abis je keje..aku akan terus memandu ke arah timur utk ke Ganu. Tak le Ganu mana sbb aku suh Cembam tunggu aku kat Kuantan, berdekatan umah adik dia kat Baluk. Sebab plan nya, Jumaat akan dihabiskan di Kuantan, tgok wayang ke apa sume..then Sabtu baru ke Kemaman layan pantai. Sabtu Cembam ada kelas plak 10-11 pg. Spoil tol. Tp tkpe la kot aku nk tido smpi kul 11 ke kan. Tp tak best la bercuti tido..ahaha. Pagi tadi dh cek sume air, minyak itam keta. Ye..aku nek keta dulu kali ni. Nek bas mmg lg murah..tp smpi dlm kul 5 pg. Menyushkan aku n Cembam juge kalau nk ambik. Sekurg2nya naik keta ni leh terus pergi. Cuma takut keta rosak la. Kalau citer pasal takut..dok bwah selimut la dlm bilik. Apa daaa..Nek bas takut eksideng, nek pangkat takut tax, nek angin takut ngamuk..sume takut..tampar ponggong tu baru tau..ahahaha!! Ngarut dh aku. Pg tadi aku cek lesen aku mati hari ni..ahaha!! Makanya td tghri aku gi idupkan kat pjbt pos. Aku bgtu cembam lesen mati, so spnjg aku kat sana ...

As usual, I ride along the highway as fast as I could and as cautious as I could ever be towards the office. I could see quite numbers of police petrol cars on the road today. I think every 10kms I could see one. There's even a road block when I was about to enter Jalan Istana. I guess it's due to the ISA-Rally thingy. Anyone of you joining it??ehehe!! Ahh..as predicted, my long-awaited salary has just being banked-in last night. My friend texted me last night when I was having my "Nasi Cowboy". Do you know what is it? Nasi Cowboy or Nasi Bujang is a dish of white rice + Telur dadar + Sup Kosong with optional Sambal Belacan. Hehehe. Usually it costs RM2. Eeekekeke. I know I could prepare it myself. But without the soup, it wont taste the same. And if I were to prepare the soup, it needs more effort and more time. I would be at home around 11p.m and I don't think it's a wise thing to prepare my meal when it's almost midnight. Is Zonaku offer for satay kajan...

Ari ni dh 29hb..tapi gaji tadi aku cek bank rimau aku tak msuk lg gaji wehhhh...ate camne??aku nye duit ada seplo je skang..ahahha!! Mampus..ada utang 5 inggit utk byar court tenis mlm tadi..kira tggl RM5 je la sebona eh..jahanang!! Mengapakah daku begitu sengkek bulan ini??Yaaaa..anda mahu tahu kah?? Mari kita lihat expense aku bulan ini; Keta = 500 Mak = 200 Umah = 120 Insuran Takaful = 100 Insuran Moto = 300 Bayar moto = 200 Bayar kredit kad (beli modem broadband) = 300 Tukar tayar wardina = 170 Simpanan kahwin = 500 (dh msuk awal2 dpt gaji tnpa mengira expense..nk kuarkan susah dh) Jumlah = 2390 Ahahaha!!! abeh..aku nak makan apa beb..ada brp rat je baki dia. Sebenarnya dh lebih dr gaji aku tu..tp alhamdulillah bulan ni ada duit dr klien amek gambar ari tu, 300. So, tau dh ngape ku begitu sengkek. Asal malam je tak makan la aku..aku terus menidurkan diri utk mengelak lapar..ahahaha. Ingat kan ari ni masuk la gaji..tapi takde rupanya..uhh..pilu betul la hati aku. Pilu lagi perut aku...

Sunday morning. I was just finished watching 'Dark Floor' movie which I don't really understand the real story the scriptwriter trying to share with the audience. I'm not pretty sure I get the story line. Was it a scary movie, ghost movie, mystery or a weird monster movie. Simply don't get it. And then I watched Jackie Chan's Shinjuku Incident movie which is based on the true story of one of the dark history of Japan and the Chinese immigrants. I'm always feeling 'hot' inside me whenever I watch a movie about group of people massacred a person, torturing someone and etc. I admit there's a great sensation when I watch movies like Young and Dangerous. Movies about yakuzas, gangsters and Triad Gang. It kinda cool to be part of the gang. But that's the only cool thing. It's always come back to you. Your family would be dragged into your problem. They would be killed and tortured just like you. It's great huh to be on top of the chain and ...

I'm online at IRC cafe again tonight. I was feeling soo hungry just now. I don't want to have another pack og maggie mee as it's not yet 3 days after the last one I had. Another week for my next salary and I only have Rm30 on me now. Not a dime in my Maybank. So, reluctantly..I came here and use my voucher once more. Ordered Fish N Chip n Iced Coffee. Of course I would order wite rice and telor dadar if I could, but it's not in the menu. Checked my email just now and I could see an email from public bank on the Trust Fund report for this month. Finally I could see a growth on the price of my China Ittikal Fund. But still hasn't reach the same price when I bought it last year. The price started to plummet during the US financial crisis. My agent rang me and asked if I want to add my units as buying the units during that time would be beneficial. The theory is simple, BUY WHEN IT'S CHEAP AND SELL WHEN IT'S EXPENSIVE. Of course I know about that as I am used t...

"ko nk pergi mana tu...wuummm...vruummm" "AKu nk pergi tesco la..nk berbelanja..bruummm" "Oooo...aku nk gi Giant la camtu beli belah" "Ye ke...lepas gi tesco ni aku nk gi Bali" "wauuuu" Ni dialog 2 org budak kecik dlm lingkungan umur bawah 6 tahun tgh bermain model keta kat kafe ni. Aku baru balik tenis. Lapar..duit takdek..so pakai voucer kafe ni la makan. Budak laki n pompuan dua org ni dok main berdua sambil mak ayah diorg berurusan mencari downline. Aku pn tak tau budak 2 org ni adik beradik ke hape. Yg laki dok tepi aku kdg2 tgok apa aku buat smbil nnt mak dia dok tegur "j gn la kacauuu ". Nnt budak tu ckp.." bye uncle ". Ahahaha..so sweet. Aku tnya nama tak jawab..sengeh je. Tp mmg dialog diorg tu tk mcm aku masa kecik2. Dulu aku kecik2 rasanya lebih kurg camni; "jom kita gi pantai. Kita pancing ikan" Ahahaha..yg budak skang Bali tu..hebak ah..lapar lagi la..order fish n chip plak ah..ahahaha. skali s...

Listening to Lilly Allen's FUck You..ahaha..Catchy!! It's Beyonce's Halo now. Huhu..Most of the occupants in this floor are disturbed by the noise from the construction that has been going on for more than 3 months now. You can imagine the sounds of M-16 in the air. SO, most of us would plugged our ears with the earplugs provided by the management. But usually the best option is to wear the headset or headphone and start enjoying our own music. Some would listen to it full blast!! The only problem is when someone was on your back wanting to speak or discuss with you and you were blogging at that time!! Ahahaha!! SO, whenever I want to listen to my music with both ears, I need to always look on back. Ekekeke. Oh, it's Rabbani's Pergi Tak Kembali now. Owkh..insaf kejap. My mom called just now. She said my dad want to attend the wedding event of his relative at Kota Damansara. My sister is not feeling well to drive. It's not really the best option to let Abah drive...

Ahhh~~~ Managed to customize my header before the night swallowed me into the mysterious world of unconsciousness and half dead. I just got back from my friend's cafe opening ceremony. They held a small kenduri doa selamat, the chef cooked a very nice dish for tonight. I ate till my stomach full and left after almost 2 hours being there. I'm staying at his staff's hostel/apartment for tonight. Getting sleepy now. It's already half past one in the morning. Huuuu...It feels so free yesterday and probably the same today as my tickets are all closed. I fill my time reading reader's digest looking for new words I could use. I would spend time sitting on the massage chair enjoying the vibration and the twitching muscles everytime the chair does it's work. I would hang out at the balcony while watching people passing by and the green trees. Huhh~~ these are the reasons I could still enjoy my working life every single day. Looking for your work balance emotionally is ac...

Malam sabtu hari itu, hati terasa mau merayau di uptown. Ni sume dek hasutan member takraw baru beli kasut adidas tiruan kat situ...katanya murah...60-80hengget n katanya sma dgn yg jual kat al-ikhsan sbb manufacturer dr vietnam n indon gak. So, aku pn tergerak nk sambar satu. Kasut nike yg cembam bg ni..sian..itula kasut keje, takraw, tenis..lunyai haaa. So, ajak hmate aku skali gi..tp ended up gi dtown cheras..dekat skit. supplier mesti sama je. Dlm kul 11 kami ke sana..park agak jauh n trus meronda baris demi baris stall2 di situ. Sume tmpt jual kasut aku gi mmg lebey kurang je pilihan. Bila aku belek..alamak..dh ternyata mmg tak akan tahan pnya kalau beli. mau baru seminggu pakai dh out. Terus batal niat beli kasut..takpe la beli mahal skit tp baloi. So, aku beli suar trek je. SUar trek aku last beli masa matrik..dh bertahun pkai..koyak kat bontot ari tu sgkut pagar..mak dh jahit..tp nk beli lg satu. So balik tu..aku terus menghala ke arah MRR2..tup2 ada roadblock kat depan. "...

Ahhh~~~~. Not feeling well today. But as long as my head is not spinning, I could make myself sweating by playing this evening and hopefully it would expedite the recovery. The massage chair kinda help. Sat on it this morning and might be doing it again later before I went home. The tickets waiting are not that many. The emails with some queries from the users have already replied. I'm now working with the panadol effect inside me. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Cheee...I didn't manage to post this entry before going home yesterday. Nevermind, I'll just continue this entry. You see, I couldn't get the nice time blogging full time at night due to my album designing task. I always have the tendency to finish what is more important and for the time being, the album design. I think I would need to include extra RM50 charge for it in my next job..hmmm..yup, fair enough considering the effort I put on it. Tonight, tennis session wi...

Huu..Just got back from meeting the parents...ekekeke. Paid a visit to Cembam's family as they are in town right now. The sky looks cloudy just now so the initial thought to ride there was obviously a NO. Had to brought out my housemate's car, swap parking then drove there around 5.30p.m. I was thinking on what to bring along the way. Finally I stopped by a stall and bought 4 pcs of durians for RM20. It was my first ever buying durians and I thought with such a price, I should get a nice one. The hawker was so not an honest one. When he cut open a portion of each one of it and showed it to me, it looks fine..But when I opened it at Cembam's place, some werent ripe enough and some were totally a waste. Damn. But Cembam's parents still enjoyed them. Cembam and 2 of her sisters are not a durian eater. SO, in the future I just need to buy less..ekekeke. Had a nice chat with Cembam's dad about the collapsed stadium, the route to my hometown, crimes, house loan and lots m...