Sunday, October 16, 2011


You can't always wait for the perfect time . Sometimes , you have dare to do it because life's too short to wonder what could have been .


10.21pm. I'm blogging at the time like this .Thanks to my computer , I'm using my brother's laptop to surf the internet , browse through every social network, and of course my Tumblr , which is like an online camera , it always have pretty pictures in it . In Tumblr , it has pretty foods we can't eat , nice clothes we can't wear, and true quotes we can't say . Even though everything was perfect , IT'S STILL MY BROTHER'S COMPUTER . That means, most of the time he's using the computer , which I think it's a good sign because I have more time to spent with The Other Boleyn Girl , and I'm only at page 224 -_- I'm slow at reading .I wish to train myself to read faster so I can read all the good books before 2011 ends .

Brother went to his friend's party in the afternoon , I was teasing him saying that's his girlfriend and he was blushing LOL. What the fuck , my brother blushed -_- and he was like' Oiyaaaaah , stop laaaa' . I went hyper and my dad teased him too when I say '' Eh Song Ming you better don't make me an 阿姨 ah ' and my dad straight shoot me back with 'eh hello , 是阿姨meh,姑姑lah' I laughed even harder . Hee teasing my brother is fun. :D During the last week of tuition at Starbucks Coffee , I have no idea how ,and why , the cashier gave me a receipt , saying if I go online answering the survey , I'll get a free drink in tall size at any Starbucks Coffee in Malaysia . So after badminton training , Mum and I went to Starbucks Coffee and claimed for Java Chip and a Banana Chocolate Chip muffin :) Before reaching , I was telling mum I'll get her a latte cause mummy loves latte but mummy ended up telling me to try something she has never drink before . Deep down inside my heart , knowing she won't like it , I recommended her Java Chip .Mummy doesn't really like sweet drinks though , 90 percent of my heart is telling me mum will say no , but mum ended up asking me 'really nice or not ? ' You know..the moment when you're taken aback . :/ I WENT HAAAAR MAA YOU WANT AHH ? THERE'S CHIP INSIDE DE WOR , AND IT'S SWEET . Mum answered me you think nice then buy la. I was so touched :)When we reached the place , Mum jing ran ask me do they have any nice food . Usually , mum don't like me getting food outside because  she thinks it's wasting their money if it's something that can't make us full. Once again , taken aback , knowing she won't like it , I recommended her Banana Chocolate Chip muffin . She told the casheir to pack one for her O____________O What's wrong with my mum ? :/ Both my parents finished the beverage and muffin before we reach home o.o Mum was complimenting the muffin and the beverage all the way home , which scares me a lil because we don't really have the same taste in eating . Hmm..
Then later at night , my mum was telling me about Buddhism , and brother suddenly said he want's to become Buddha . -_- Joke of the year . Lol look at that joker. :\ You see , sometimesmy family can be so nice that everyone was so happy . Three of them watching tv, one of them playing CSI, and the last one reading The Other Boleyn Girl in the living room ,what a nice scene . I love my family very much , despite I hate them being annoying when they start nagging .  

The moment when you love life ...:)
I just love my life to the max. <3

I.WANT.THESE.

Signing out , 
J's.

Saturday, October 15, 2011

I'll pour some bacardi till I get so fucked up that I'll forget the face by the time I wake up.

My finals are officially over !!! :DDD That actually means - no more homework , drama all day , and free for the rest of the year ! Could you imagine how awesome that kind of lifeless life is ? I've been waiting for this moment for so lonng ! :( Probably it's because I stayed up late almost every night to study , which my effort wasn't reciprocated AT ALL , I hope exam would end faster so my plans could go smoothly. :) 


Anyways , I'm glad because the gang of woman company had just made up by eight of us , which all of us actually contributed trust for this friendship and I can tell you , IT.FEELS.GOOD. I'm so happy that there's finally few of us who actually go down to the canteen together to get food , gossip about our common haters , and so on EVERYDAY. Life is good, hehehe :) I used to be isolated , for some reason . Cause I was immature , and I thought the whole world loves me , so I was described as forever alone , HAHA :) Senior life is so awesome :D:P:O I love life. x) 


Right , so basically I watched Forensic Heroes 3 , which is so amazingly awesome , I LOVE TVB ! :D THAT SHOW IS VERRRRRRY NICCCCCCCE. <3


 I also watched Yes or No , the first lesbian movie in Thai . Well , I personally think it is acceptable because THE GUY/GIRL HOT SIAAAAAAAAAAL . 



Not to mention A lil thing called love , 


THE GIRL INSIDE SO PWETTY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


MARIO IS SHO HANDSOME <3<3<3 . 




Now I'm currently reading The other Boleyn Girl  (美人心機) , which consist of 663 pages , and I'm now at......183 -_- Right , so I have to finish up my book and go for 黑天使的告白,and next , Remember Me . :)







Now Mr.M, what you have done is already done . Even if you apologize , I won't get back my chance anymore . You seriously don't need my forgiveness do you ? You should've think twice before you decide , shouldn't you ? Now you said you're sorry for what you actually did , what's the point ? Even if I accept you apologize , do I get back my chance again ? No . Do you know it's my first time participating ? You don't .But you just fucked everything up . Now my forgiveness doesn't matter at all to you because the moment you said 'So what ?!' when Suyin warned you I might get kicked out from the list , it's already obvious that you don't care about my feelings at all . So now WHY DO I NEED TO SPECIFICALLY CARE FOR YOUR FEELINGS TOO ? so , leave me alone ? :/




Have to catch up my The Other Boleyn Girl naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaao


I'm making this as my target . <3




kthxbai.












I love *********.<3 
Yes , I'm in love. :)


Signing out , 
J's.

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

You don't care about others , so why should I , SPECIFICALLY , care for your feelings too ?  

晚上九點十九分
我在讀bio..聚精會神地..也沒有。
我在blogging .

我一直以為高中生活會熱血的要命,可是沒有。
有,
沒有到‘要命’的境界。


可是今年,遺憾太多了。

果然計劃都是拿來擺美,因為事情到最後都不會跟著計劃走。

世界是現實的。你努力過了,可是如果你輸了,你就是輸了。
Winner takes it all .
我竟然浪費了RM550 .

原來,以為都是假的啊。

Saturday, September 10, 2011



I'm not giving up , I'm not gonna surrender , I'm not letting you have the joy , I'm not letting you act like everyone should listen to you. The next time I hear it ,I'll give you a big tight slap in your face .....err maybe not . I'll make you speechless .

Signing out ,
 J's

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Cherish your moment .

Oh my lord. Friday ? Fuck. School's reopening in like..two days & I'm not done with the homework..yet. :/
OHMYGOD WHY DOES HOLIDAYS NEED TO END SO FAST ?!

and my situation is like..

Basically I don't really do homework because I copy , but I've made a deal . To improve . To get treated HAHA. ( which is very highly unlikely ,as if I could make it ) but I should give a try . 10 marks is alot , but I can still try out like at least 6 marks . If I study more . :)

Have tuition later , bye peeps ! :D

We know where our limit is , it's the intense of ours decides everything.

Signing out , 
J's.