Hearthache and Happiness

My heart is so full today.
I learned of the passing of one of my most favorite people.
Few years back I worked at Fremont High School in Special Ed, it was truly the best, most rewarding challenging job ever. Kyle was one you just never forget.
I remember taking him to lunch each day getting him to eat his food and him always telling me I had a monster in my belly (pregnant with Brock at the time) I think Kyle new what kinda monster I was about to have (yes I love my Brock even with the monster side)
I can't even begin to express the heartache but happiness I feel in the death of Kyle. I have spent the day in tears,sobs,laughter thinking about all the silly things Kyle would say, then back to tears. My face looks like I've been punched but that's OK.
When I sat down today at my computer these few songs came to mind with the thoughts of sweet Kyle. The song "I Can Only Imagine" when I first saw this video I sobbed,the first part of video where you see the boy in white walking towards our Savior I thought of Kyle and what a wonderful moment for Kyle to FINALLY be able walk to his Savior.

Kyle you will forever be in my heart, you impacted my life so much. Thank you for the sweet memories. I keep in mind you are in a better place. Truly you were an angel on earth and now in heaven.

This song makes me cry every time,especially today.
"Go rest high on that mountain,son your work on earth is done"

The Test

The words of this song just made me cry thinking of Kyle.

Seven

November 9Th Brock turned SEVEN Can't believe my baby is already 7.

We spent the first part the day at Boondocks. Turns out that every year National Adoption Day lands on Brock's birthday weekend, so last 2 years we've spent Brock's birthday at Boondocks celebrating Brock and adoption.
Then we spent other half day at my parents house celebrating Brock seventh birthay and my S.I.L 30th birthday. I made cupcakes in the shape of seven for Brock and 30 for Emily but I forgot get a picture of Emily's cake.


Brock, Austin,cousin Luke and Zachary

Boys played for hours playing all the games...oooh and so did mommy,the car game I may or may not of played like 8 games of it.

Brock and his Aunt Annie were messing around with these glasses.

Look at how cute my little nerd is

We played bowling and Brock just loved it.

(side note-notice Brock's skinny jeans, this kid is literally nothing but skin and bones, so I bought him skinny jeans and he looks like such a stud now) Skinny jeans were made for Mister Brock, this kid so skinny that other pants look so funny on him or way to big, so thank you to the genius who invented skinny jeans my kids looks great in them.

LOVE YOU SO MUCH BROC-A-LEE

I (heart) him

SO IN LOVE

life is just wonderful with this guy

The End :)

yummy snack

OH

SO

YUMMY

Add these two together and it makes for such a yummy snack.

I prefer the buffalo wing kind, but there are other kinds to choose from,

and the sharp cheese is the best with it.

blue BUMBO...FOR SALE

FOR SALE $20.00

Bumbo is in great condition

Austin seriously sat in only twice, he just was so

active and never wanted to sit in it.